I was there. I and a friend went from the UK via a J-rock tour group which gathered a few dozen fans from America and elsewhere to see these three shows. Being there in person on those three nights was like existing in a piece of reality had been severed from the world. I have never, before or since, experienced anything like the connection and pure emotional meaning that almost physically existed in that space, not ever. This moment, 60,000 people taking the song and carrying it... an incredible, ineffable, trascendent moment that I will never forget. There was no distinction between band and audience in this moment. The walls seperating 60,000 people from one another, seperating the stage from the crowd ceased to exist. Everyone sang that song to themselves, to each other, and to the band. That piece of time belonged to every person there. I wish I had the words to express it better. There's really nothing like X-Japan.
@cokrahatcokprofesyonel51582 ай бұрын
You couldn't have expressed better. You've been just very lucky.
Today is the 25th anniversary of Hide's death. Looking back at moments like these humbles me. His death was a tragedy for not just Japan but J-rock fans everywhere. 25 years later, his memory lives on in his loved ones. He lives on in X-Japan's history and in us, his fans. No matter how much time passes there will always be people who remember him and mourn him.
@pinkgekotalevel58976 жыл бұрын
TOSHIさん本当にいい人なんだろうなとわかりますね。
@ShaDHP2312 жыл бұрын
What really gets me isn't his voice breaking or the fans singing for him. It's the fact that even though he's clearly hurting, he's still singing the song with all his heart.
@FEAROWNAGE7 жыл бұрын
Gazlene!
@facufeg862 жыл бұрын
I know im late but that is Toshi. Toshi always sings witho all his heart. His technique, his charm, none of that makes him the best. What really makes him the best is her HUGE HEART and how he put it on his singing.
We love Hide Taiji Heath forever...☆ Thank you for showing marvelous play and cool performance on the *X* stage...☆☆ They are living our heart forever... *We are X...☆☆☆*
@toha45984 жыл бұрын
toshIの涙💧グッとくる🍀
@ココアちゃん-r3r3 жыл бұрын
としさんかんむりよで、優しい!これからもますます、がんばつてくださ
@HeartSe7en14 жыл бұрын
Must be so terribly hard to sing that when the last time was hide's funeral. As hard as it is for us to watch. My heart goes out to them, they are strong. This song so beautiful.
@Cold2Rain14 жыл бұрын
I like the audience! They cheered him up when he started to cry... and sang for him when he couldn't continue. So beautiful...
@jenc171410 жыл бұрын
I love you toshi We miss you hide We love you are all X japan The legend
@wanpenrugcheeb90596 жыл бұрын
jenny chen Me too.
@larsulrich26ulrich429 ай бұрын
We miss X Japan We miss Heath too.. 😢
@janascoville2043 жыл бұрын
So, so sad to witness the raw pain Toshi and the others were experiencing during this live performance. Losing Hide, especially given the unexpected and extremely tragic way that he died, literally broke their hearts. It must have taken so much courage and strength for Toshi to sing this song, knowing he would be unable to control his emotions or his tears. It's so touching how the audience joined in and helped him finish the song. X Japan has the most dedicated, awesome fans !!
@akimiyoshida42753 жыл бұрын
トシさん。素晴らしい。心を打つ歌です。有り難う。
@来夢-v8l11 ай бұрын
泣けてくる😭
@DarthwRath Жыл бұрын
One of the greatest audience participation I've seen. You don't have to be a fan to grasp how beautiful this was. RIP Hide and Taiji.
@KamleshMallick Жыл бұрын
You were there live?
@MsMatilda247 ай бұрын
@@KamleshMallickmaybe op meant through the video itself you can see it.
@KamleshMallick2 ай бұрын
@@MsMatilda24 Yeah. I keep coming back to this version of Forever Love. It is so haunting.
@MsMatilda242 ай бұрын
@@KamleshMallick same here. It's soo hauntingly beautiful ❤️
@gnf95058 жыл бұрын
やっぱx好きだわ。
@May-mf4xp11 жыл бұрын
Welcome back, Toshi-san. I will love X Japan forever and I will pass your music to my children..and to my children's children.
@mariflorvlog89172 жыл бұрын
Watashimo onaji kangai desu
@meph157013 жыл бұрын
he's obviously holding it...though his fans know he couldn't hold it, so they helped him...what a true vocalist, having such a true fans... :::we are X:::
@FEAROWNAGE5 жыл бұрын
I love how he picked it up and got himself back during this performance. He rediscovered the X inside.
@aoki2778 ай бұрын
A long time ago, my favorite...X - Japan's best song... It's been a long time, but it's still It makes my heart beat...
@抹茶-n1sАй бұрын
歌え〜って言いながら歌ってるみんなの声がまた泣けてくる
@코코-k7j2 жыл бұрын
그 힘든 날들을 버텨내고 일어나주셔서 감사합니다. 끝까지 우리 곁에서 있어주세요. 당신을 사랑하는 팬들이 이 지구한바퀴에 다 있어요. 울고싶으면 눈치 마시고 울어도되요. 마음의 응어리는 병입니다. 🇰🇷한국에서 한팬이 응원합니다.😭💓
@17780618 Жыл бұрын
出山利三の未来が明るく栄光あるものになりますように
@川浪恵子-r3z3 жыл бұрын
ToshI様カッコいいね大好き💓♥️❤️絆とぱーた
@SandvichTrolli4811 жыл бұрын
Saddest version for me was the funeral version of this song. Singing at hides funeral...
@rubydubon5401 Жыл бұрын
the audience literally helping him through this song, his bandmates keeping their composure, it just warms my heart and brings me to tears, this was beautiful, and Toshi is so strong for this. Hide was there with him
@alexarex1111 Жыл бұрын
HEATH…Forever.
@theplaymaker81748 жыл бұрын
still watch in 2016 .. rip hide .. love x japan .. from malaysia ..
@cempakabiru43196 жыл бұрын
The Playmaker watching in 2018..rip hide luv hide.. from Malaysia too
@kaiwanosaki91765 жыл бұрын
Watch in 2019 ..Yes R.I.P hide.. X japan Forever 🙏✨ From France
@sangrindu5 жыл бұрын
Yeah 2019 masih lagi layan x japan
@weldydav86454 жыл бұрын
Malaysian too...rip hide & taiji...
@RealChiliConQueso9 жыл бұрын
"We can't carry it for you, but we can carry you" - the audience
@AlphACH6 жыл бұрын
Feel like LotR - Sam's line...
@YhanEsFf3 жыл бұрын
Stage dive!
@tifynayusof11 жыл бұрын
Found out that this is they first time perform Forever Love after the last time (Hide funeral 1998) I was more touch and cant stop ma tears from pouring. But good job to Toshi even he in difficult situation to sing this song but he still doing it perfectly. And as Pata and Heath, they will always forever be calm and relax as hell. Haha. Its hard to see them emotional on stage, even at their Last Live 1997. ^_^
@doris81324 жыл бұрын
Pata did get very emotional in the last live with Taiji...
@MalolaAnime4 жыл бұрын
What's the exact name of the song and group?
@mamatsampar50484 жыл бұрын
@@MalolaAnime Group: X-Japan Song:Forever Love
@KomaenaIchi14 жыл бұрын
This is my first time crying to a song... I'm from Myanmar (Burma) and I don't understand japanese at all..... but the crowd... their voice... Toshi's cracking voice and most of all hide.....I can't help but feel goosebumps and cries...
@sandrawinter80783 жыл бұрын
Toshi your raw emotion u show the world your not afraid to show how u feel God Bless u r my hero this song is so amazing I love your courage and your compassion my hat off to the crowd love you guys 💛💋
@川浪恵子-r3z3 жыл бұрын
ToshI様かっこいいよ大好きだよ。ToshI様泣かないでね頑張って応援🚩😃🚩しています。
@cookiemobers56509 жыл бұрын
This is the saddest thing I think I've ever seen...I'm crying like crazy
@Qeisama7 жыл бұрын
I remembered this song from when I was still in college. Leaving Japan in 2008, going back home, and parting with my Japanese friends, I cried so much with this song. And now I cried watching this 9 years later. This song brought back so many college memories. Friendship, Love, Youthful Life. Legendary X-Japan.
@facufeg862 жыл бұрын
Thanks for sharing with us your story. Greetings from Argentina, WE ARE X!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
@cristinasantos21803 жыл бұрын
2021 ...we love XJapan,forever..Forever Love,thank u for sharing
@ohbabycakesxx15 жыл бұрын
Aww, the crowd must've felt his pain too (: They're so supportive, and it's a great song. First time i heard it, I started crying cause of the emotion in it.
@asshemey0515 жыл бұрын
TOSHI is totally amazing...!! he hold his emotion hardly to sing this song...
@shadowkill6415 жыл бұрын
The fan support is like none other, especially at the last live, endless rain chorus for over 5 minutes.
@DJrosevalentine4 жыл бұрын
The way he shouted Hide's name. That part just breaks me everytime.
@kityss20856 жыл бұрын
I was just having a fangirl moment and wanted to hear the end song to the movie adaption of my favorite manga... and I end up seeing a grown man breaking down. Wow, this is powerful
@aidenmeyerbasschannel3 жыл бұрын
Is this song used in an anime?
@fumiya38543 жыл бұрын
この曲はこの為に書き下ろされたかのよう…ありえないほど震える
@balmung199215 жыл бұрын
The amount of emotion in this song is truly beautiful R.I.P hide
@jzakrevsky315 жыл бұрын
Nah, you're not a wimp, this actually made me cry the first few times I heard it, and even now still brings tears to my eyes and I've seen it many times.
@heikoyh13 жыл бұрын
one thing i never regret in my life is, i went to their live!!! fantastic!
@konos-p884210 жыл бұрын
I thought this was the saddest version... until Yoshiki opened his Classical Tour performance in San Francisco with what had to be the shortest and saddest version of Forever Love.
@TaintedPast10 жыл бұрын
I was there, too! I do agree.
@xieze8 жыл бұрын
No Name Where can I watch that? I can't find it :(
@louiecoloradojr71387 ай бұрын
Ever since I discovered X JAPAN, I became a fan. LOVE these guys!!!!!!
Two reasons why he's crying: 1. Apparently as said in the comics, this was the first time he performed "Forever Love" since 1998 (aka Hide's funeral). 2. Remembering how much he misses his band mates due to being in a cult that told him being in the band was ruining his life god hug this man
@jeannylimantara53754 жыл бұрын
Comics? Where can i find that comics? Thanks 🙏🏼
@カラーレモン-j5j4 жыл бұрын
どうして泣いてる意味がわからない人がいるのでしょう‥ 涙の意味、分かり過ぎます。♡
@chocolatememory96014 жыл бұрын
..still watch 2020..love X Japan forever....
@shxna14 жыл бұрын
Now that's love. His fans continue to sing when he can't anymore.
@ilovesaymai13 жыл бұрын
no one can sang this song better than Toshi.
@kalbcplomy6 жыл бұрын
I am really sad when i heard this song . because my emotion fell in this song . I have had a rough, tough times nowaday.. I couldn't be sure whether i can overcome this situation, but after listening to this song I think i can try to overcome this situation ..
@jacobaull14312 жыл бұрын
This song made me ball my eyes out so damn hard. The lyrics are so beautiful 🥺😭
aww toshi, we know, we'll always be here, whenever you guys are ready^^ the reaction from the fans is expected, i mean, we are X's fans! and this song holds a special meaning...
@Sparrow-Music14 жыл бұрын
X fans are the freaking best. Listen to them cheering him on, through everything, Singing along to the song.
@chinnapong15 жыл бұрын
There's reason why I love X so much and i will love you forever
@oopopp13 жыл бұрын
When I hear this it literally took me to another world. It makes me wonder why they ever broke up in the first place. They didn't just deprive themselves but the world of a great great.... beauty
@栗林ともみ-i2m Жыл бұрын
HEATHとPATAの演奏も良く出来てる😢
@karlalexeladolfo60129 жыл бұрын
The same song sung during Hide's funeral on May 9, 1998.
@kaiwanosaki91765 жыл бұрын
Yes true , so sad 🙏😢😢✨
@1211jinx5 жыл бұрын
Karl Alexel Adolfo i always remember hide whenever i hear this song..🥺🥺🥺🥺😫
@Xcules13 жыл бұрын
Forever love Hide & Taiji
@YhanEsFf3 жыл бұрын
외로움 따위에는 익숙하지만, 아직도 영원한 사랑을 꿈꾸는 상처투성이 어른의 마음이 이 노래의 가사죠..? 저도 같은 마음을 느끼고 공명하며 위로를 받습니다. 여전히 영원한 사랑을 꿈꾸는 외로운 서울의 한 어른이 씁니다. 토시 님, 언제나 건강하시고 언젠가는 영원한 사랑을 찾으시길 빌어요!
@nazzzir_g19475 жыл бұрын
Respect Hideto Matsumato see you soon bro. We miss u so much
@lc811183 жыл бұрын
Conheci ainda como X no Japão em 1991. Escuto sempre. Gosto muito desta banda!
@Ancaferocks4ever15 жыл бұрын
forever love...i love how the fans and toshi get so emotional and sing along...this seriously just made my day T^T
@budakgaban13 жыл бұрын
This song was dedicated to hide.. It reminds him of hide.
@Flo_471615 жыл бұрын
It's so moved to see this. All the people who are singing with Toshi... it's so... I don't know... amazing. Just amazing. Thx a lot for uploading.... really.
@JSinuYasha14 жыл бұрын
I love X-Japan!!!! These guys are the best!
@Alexis-dw9sv10 жыл бұрын
cry all the time too. i miss hide he is watching all....
@itJustB9 жыл бұрын
was about to just say "woah, watching this hurts like a bitch", but then thought about what had to be running through Toshi's mind...took cojones to finish the song tho.
I seriously love the fan support. This would be hard for anyone to sing after 10+ years knowing you lost somebody.
@marshabarrett16697 жыл бұрын
the last time toshi sang forever love was at hide's funeral, so you know it wasn't easy for him,
@kimemerson57324 жыл бұрын
How on earth do Pata-san and Heath-san get through this without a tear..sooo strong....
@LAURA-q5l5u5 жыл бұрын
I love x Japan got me crying on this one
@Actueel6814 жыл бұрын
Is there anything he does that doesn't sound beautiful? Man, so much soul and heart. Cant wait to see them in Los Angeles... and tell my kids I saw X Japan.
@illznick15 жыл бұрын
holy crap im getting so chocked up. this song is so epic, even after all these years.... it still grabs you by the heart and strips you down.
@jirandagmm90179 жыл бұрын
I still miss hide.
@miraiilim531513 жыл бұрын
Love x-japan forever.
@NekoandSanji4ever15 жыл бұрын
ths is the sadest song ever!! i was crying the whole time!!!! Poor Toshi!!!! X Japan is always in my heart!!!!! R.I.P HIDE!!!!!! T.T
@AntoniX199Xad15 жыл бұрын
I almost cry when the fans sing the song for Toshi. T.T Awesome fans!!!
@llyrehs2215 жыл бұрын
it was indeed the saddest.. next to the last live performance.. and look @ pata.. he seems to be crying as well.. you're right, toshi might have remembered all the memories they had..
@KamleshMallick2 ай бұрын
Soulful. It must have been magical to be there. Why was Yoshiki not here? RIP Hide and Heath. Love X Japan from India. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
@bambisaundersmcgee780410 жыл бұрын
too sad, I don't want to cry today. I had to turn it off. :`(
@violinasama15 жыл бұрын
oh my god. I've never seen that video of this song, and at the first lyrics I started crying ! so sad... I love the audience singing.