Xpecial - Thank You

[@GuyN0ir]

You are one of the biggest legends of this game. If you want to retire, then do it. It will be sad to see you go, but in the end you need to do what's best for you. I learned this game by watching you and Dyrus, that's why I still main top and support. Good luck to you no matter what you decide. We love you Xpecial. Would love to see you become a coach or something. You're an amazing player.

[@owenfink]

I've been watching you play for more than 5 years. You have been an inspiration. Everything you said in this video about working hard and reaching for the top represents you. I wish you the best in your endeavors if you choose to retire, and I'll be excited to see your future just because if you put even half of the dedication you did into your pro career, into whatever you do next, you will do great things.

[@robertfuentes3256]

nothing wrong with crying, you guys work hard on this game, bound to shed a tear or two here and there

[@Feil_lol]

I don't want to sound like I know what you've been through or try and give advice on your personal life; only we can give regard to these ourselves. Instead I'd like to share with you from a fan's perspective what I think of when you mention your goal of winning worlds: Even though you believe you cannot achieve this, and I respect you for acknowledging when your tireless efforts have failed you, I see you as a player who has already succeeded in winning the glory and honor that comes in this final victory because you, Xpecial, are still one of the greatest competitors in all of League despite your loses, and this inspires more people than a championship title ever could. The reason you have all this support is because you are winner in the real way. Good luck Xpecial.

[@lukedurain9806]

Don't feel embarrassed about that interview, it takes courage to pour so much time and energy into your team and your own performance. Of course, it's painful to come up short, so no wonder there tears. Your interview showed us how deeply it actually meant to you to help your team and to make it farther. Thanks for being vulnerable enough to show us that. GGWP, we support you in whatever path you choose.

[@IvanRampi]

Nothing but respect for you, Alex. Never feel ashamed of crying in public, everybody cries and it's an expression of your emotions. Do whatever makes you feel better, but if you're not here next split you'll definitely be missed :')

[@tonynguyen9150]

No thank you. For stepping into this game, stepping onto the LCS floor, gracing us with your amazing presence and amazing play style. You're an all time great, and you will continue to be great in whatever you choose to do.

[@Smusheys]

Hey Xpecial, You're human. Don't apologise or feel bad in any shape or form for showing that in a public eye. It was pretty darn beautiful to see. Just like Dyrus in his goodbye speech also got emotional. Embrace it and yourself and your emotions. Unfortunately due to social influence crying and showing emotions is considered an immature or weak thing to do in ''society'' but it really is not. It is who you are and it is who we all are. Keep it up!

[@RyanIsFighting]

Xpecial you have been one of my favorite players in the scene since season 3. You're also one of the reasons I main support. I'll support you no matter what you do. Keeping doing you man.

[@haralith7578]

Ah good ol Xpecial vlogs. "Girls are cool...I like girls" & " Life is a journey through..uh life I guess "

[@MissedExistance]

I think what happened really humbled the comminity, and helped the viewers see a human side to competitive LoL. Whatever you end up doing, we will support you!

[@Maginox]

Favorite player since when I first got into league in 2013. I'll miss seeing you play..

[@Kolankinator]

Thank you xpecial. Just for being an incredible player that motivates many people, including myself, and shows that if you work hard towards your dreams, you will reach them. I know I have it in me to be a pro gamer and when I do make it, I'm hoping the you'll be around to thank for the inspiration. Good luck with whatever you choose to do with your future. I, and many others, will support you no matter what road you take

[@gobingg]

Don't quit. If you keep playing you will find a team and you will achieve your goals eventually. Love seeing you play.

[@andresalva8120]

Hey Xpecial, If your goal is to win worlds, go for it. It may be illogical, and the goal may seem unattainable, but no one ever wanted to do something amazing without a cost. Maybe people say your time is up. Maybe people say to just move on. But in the end, the only one who can do that is you. People around you may say all they want but if you keep on reaching for your main goal with everything you got, you'll find that you'll have no regrets. You got people supporting you over here. People like me who look up to you. Support mains like me who've seen what you've done and literally changed their role because I thought that "That guy Xpecial is just plain awesome." It's your decision, but I don't want to see you give up so easily. Take a break if you need to but you gotta keep going. You're a fighter man, keep going.

[@Synapse1]

:(

[@klemens5367]

hi

[@Meteorsnipers]

Synapse hey there :D

[@TeeNanners]

hello there...

[@bulentgercek]

Alex, I was always following you. I was always paying attention to your discipline, focus and also to your feelings towards the end of your every matches when it was reflected to the camera. You did great, worked hard. I felt bad when you feel that way and cryed. Man, people always fall into these situations in life. Please take care of yourself. I am looking to see you on stage or Twitch. Just keep it going. Loves from Istanbul, Turkey :)

[@jessicac6309]

We'll always be here as your fans with whatever venture you go into next. You're the reason why I started playing League more and aspiring to become a better support :)

[@EviEhvee]

I'll always be a fan. Do what makes you happy.

[@thegamehbktaker]

Xpecial you are part of the old guard of LCS what you do in season 2 and 3 put NALCS in the highiest that has ever be you should be proud and we will continue to support you in whatever you want to go for now on for us you have earn your retirement as one of the Best Support players of the world cheers man!

[@coderwilson]

SKT Xpecial = win worlds.

[@idkcdt9578]

Love you Xpecial, been your fan since the TSM old days, never retire, you were born to be in the LCS

[@kyle8769]

I have played since season 1 and I teeter-totter between Silver-Gold...you're one of the best players to EVER play the game...don't let people bring you down...you are amazing

[@Wilson-ut5rs]

Hey Xpecial, I understand and respect your decision, but please don't forget to celebrate your accomplishments bud. Third place in worlds is an amazing feat in itself. I wish you the best of luck in your future endeavors.

[@ascillor234]

You feel both appreciative (grateful, you appreciating the fans) and appreciated (valued, the fans appreciating you) so both work at the same time.

[@Blaisem]

What is life? The truth of life is that no goal worth fighting for is attainable in the short term. When you're a kid everything seems within reach because your perspective is smaller, and no one holds you accountable when you don't achieve it. When you're older and are more conscious of your time and what real effort means, the ambitious passions that come to define your life are also lifelong pursuits. If you don't learn to appreciate the journey, if you only put all the value on the goal, then there's a high chance you'll be disappointed elsewhere, too. Alternatively, you can set small goals in front of you that promise a faster turnaround--perhaps as part of working toward a more ambitious or even unknown goal in incremental steps. But you don't need to quit as a player to adopt this approach. All I'm saying is life as an adult is hard work no matter what you choose to pursue. The grass looks greener on the other side of the fence, but in reality both sides require the same level of care to nurture. It might help to explore other areas that are rewarding in the short term to help sustain your motivation for your longterm pursuits. It's possible being a player won't allow for such diversity in lifestyle. Well, no matter what you do, discipline and time management are a bitch.

[@SceneryBreak]

I remember watching your incredible flays on saintvicious before everygame as a support main spamming thresh to get me hyped up. I wish you the best of luck no matter what you do later on. You will always be a legend that will have a place in our hearts. Much love from Canada!

[@Kevinmachh]

I miss the old TSM days. Miss Dyrus, Oddone, Turtle, and you :'(

[@LilNiggaLV]

nahh no turtle ... chaox !!!

[@shoeripper]

or you know, chaox was part of that too you know

[@Kevinmachh]

You guys can miss Chaox, wasn't around for that

[@jimcrow6538]

What bout regi Kappa

[@junkgurra]

TheRainMan not dyrus pff

[@merc9967]

U will always be THE reason i got in to diamond and plat huge inspiration love u dude fuk the haters

[@sanquiem324]

BOBPLAYZGAMEZ dab on the haters

[@DoNotReadMyProfilePicture]

North American Legend

[@darrindesylva4863]

Keep playing xpecial. You're a fantastic support that deserves more so keep doing league.

[@bradleyqian3678]

Hey man, I haven't been playing since 3-4 years ago, but you've always been one of my favorite players, even when I started off playing only AD. I remember meeting you at SJSU for a fan meetup right when chaox got replaced and it's been a long road since then, but best of luck with whatever you decide to do!

[@Nasteey]

Good luck in the future bro you gave me a lot of helpful advice a while back hope everything works out for you

[@zheningxu]

It is going to be sad for me to see you retire, but it would be even sadder to see you refusing to give up and lose to the younger generation. You, Oddone, and Chaox are the first three who taught me about this game, and I hope the best of you. GG GL

[@lorlgd]

you have become a legend of the game. You were one of the best supports back in season 2. Actually, you were one of my favorites stremears. All the Support from here xD.

[@lorlgd]

streamers*

[@JBeEsports]

I got ur back bro bro :)

[@samirdude1066]

are you ovilee may?

[@willclaassen882]

eyyy JBe is here

[@lukejposadas]

That's not her name dude...

[@golden-sun]

ANormalGamer its her #1 fan

[@huixiangtan8884]

Been a fan of you since season 2. All the best what you are doing in the future !

[@kyle8769]

You're still a great player...like you said..it's a team game. Really wish you wouldn't give up brother, you make the players around you better.

[@Heeroy2]

Love you bro ever since season 2 even though you played for other teams. You will still be TSM Xpecial to me.

[@horsa4427]

If you can't find yourself on a good roster to play on for next split, you ever thought about being a coach or analyst?

[@Kevinmachh]

Brendan Horsley he said he's tried out coaching (blitz interview I believe) for UC Irvine. He enjoyed it but when it came down to the games and winning, it got too stressful trying to help them win. He did want to try and be an analyst though.

[@saffinychan9540]

coach or analyst is where good players go to die, i hate it.

[@zachmorse4218]

Not every player can stay good forever, not saying he is bad but he has been around for a very long time. Players moving to coach/analyst positions can help the team as a whole because there aren't many coaches with real esports backgrounds

[@horsa4427]

pr0lly seemed to find success when he moved to coaching after NA relegations.

[@josearjon6624]

Much respect for you and your career. Good luck in the future.

[@caviconpoder]

The only world class support from NA! I miss you on TSM so much! Wish things had been different.

[@andrewbost4490]

Don't feel too embarrassed about the interview, everyone goes through something like that in life hehe. It would be awesome if you could become an analyst (or maybe even a caster?) for the LCS. You should be a guest caster at the NA finals this year! That'd be hype.

[@DavidCyrus]

You have really smooth skin.

[@awesomestcdog36]

Ask to join delta fox

[@geralddavi6019]

Cory Mills they got a midlaner at support you'll be accepted mad fast

[@Jopepep]

Dyrus and xpecial again :D

[@OtterPup_]

I miss the season 3 xpecial, the TSM xpecial, the BENCHED xpecial. You inspired me to main support! Im done with league for over 6 months now, and its time for college and to get on with my life. If I never see you on the stage again, I wish you the best of luck in life man!

[@horsa4427]

Maybe you could replace Krepo's old spot in EU?

[@reaton3289]

Brendan Horsley what kind of idea is that lol

[@bluehurricane15968]

Brendan Horsley someone already replace krepo

[@420weabooslayer]

Henning is the Krepo replacement tho

[@hustla8907]

aw its xspecial lol, i love u xspecial btw lol i thought it was a funny comment doe. But yea xspecial you are a true veteran of the game and people who have been around for long know the towering influence you had on the League scene especially for the support role and showing how supports can truly carry a team.

[@ESJustJoking]

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[@Quadra4sproductions]

Xpecial we support you all the way

[@miltfox]

I have the same mindset I have my goals and I seem to not be able to reach out to them, but I also cannot turn away from them as it is my passion. I would feel really empty, seeing you gone away from lcs, you're very passioned player and I believe you could give yourself a time perhaps another opportunity comes to you as it was in these past years.

[@amumutop2772]

You the man homie

[@the1ucidone]

You just have to do what makes you happy. I think you have a lot to give the World. It doesn't have to be League of Legends. I'm sure you can contribute in many ways. I wish you the best of luck in whatever you do man.

[@jezzalowe5121]

DON'T GIVE UP! just a rough patch. :'(

[@tangogamer928]

You will always be the reason why I main supp. Cheers to your next adventure fam

[@Mitsuho629]

Hope you're doing well Hamster. We'll be following you in your future endeavors, what ever they may be.

[@christopherrucker1299]

Echo fox?

[@EllektrikkRave]

I'm proud of you and really care about you Alex. Hope everything goes the way you hope it does. Also I hope I get to see you again soon💛💛💛

[@Ruxixo]

Good luck with everything you want to accomplish whether it's league based or not, Alex! We'll support you to the end! :)

[@Andrew6137]

Xpecial try to join TSM as a positional coach and go to worlds that way. Win it as a coach in 2022!

[@Malcon3x]

LEGEND!!!

[@Xxtoni319xX]

hey man! really hope you do ok in the future in life. you're the reason i started playing leona and she became my favourite champ back in the day. Best of luck for your life, wherever it takes you ^-^

[@ironspartan117]

gonna miss you so much

[@Brainiac5]

Hall of Gamer for sure

[@goshantu]

dude i know what u feel,, anyway ur fans from Asia here,, feels bad when u said u want to retire cause im new with this game and when im watching u i guess u are on of pro supports player that inspires me,, pls make some solo queue stream :)

[@israfilperera6129]

XPECIAAAAL

[@ovallematt]

i know you've had bad annie flashes but that doesnt mean give up. you can make it. dont give up.

[@pandabear194]

I really want you to keep playing but do what you think its best

[@kaynspace8683]

XGOD

[@shibangshibang1]

i saw this video and it said that have a big goal but dont fucos on it.. it sound really dumb but if you dont fucos on it and fucos on what u can controll u can achieve the goal you are aiming for. i for one have not succeed by doing this but it makes alot of sense so far. so please no matter what dont give up and ill support u every way of a step.

[@NeekoLsh]

You are lit!!

[@argentlorena]

LOVE YOU

[@xSinisterChimerax]

Become an analyst for TSM? :D

[@davidrojas9668]

I like gurlz.

[@MisterMalitroxNL]

May i ask what headset that is? the mic seems extremely good for a headset mic lol

[@CWatson4898]

Anyone know what desk that is in the background? Looking for something similar or the same if possible.

[@SuperHeroR]

The results are very demoralizing, but you were fantastic this split! I don't think Phoenix1 would have done much without you and Mike stepping in when you did. IMO, you show'd that you still have it, so I hope you decide to continue. But if not, I wish you luck on whatever you choose to do.

[@JUanHernandezism]

I fell in love with the team liquid roster with Quas, IWD, Fenix, Piglet, and Xpecial, when that season ended and they replaced Quas and Xpecial I was pretty mad because they were both doing really good. Xpecial did nothing wrong, Piglet was just too aggressive. But man Xpecial, it sucks that you won't be in Pheonix anymore, hopefully you get to be on another team, if not best of luck to whatever you go and whatever you do.

[@jeff-zg8wf]

does anyone know what happened? i didnt watch the games or vods

[@aybarsdagdelen1629]

HALL OF FAME %100

[@thehound7162]

time to watch xpecial cry some more... been watching him cry since regi yelled at him on tsm xd

[@TheSohail316]

you're welcome

[@justchandler5489]

♥

[@ovallematt]

pls dont go....

[@madotee]

STREAM MORE NOW! Maybe duo with oddone

[@abdalazizaljurf633]

You're welcome my nigga

[@rellab]

Thank you for all the "SUPPORT" You're trolling

[@matthewc1938]

we love u bb

[@davidd406]

"all the _SUPPORT_ " hehe xd puuns city

[@hawk-windesk258]

Not a question, then (?)

[@MrUncleTings]

you love moving your eyebrows

[@nikkolia]

[@0tek0tek91]

"if faker was on your team he would surrender to"

[@Acxelly]

Or get better and be the next madlife

[@Waikoloa1001]

Wait so is P1 staying together and special is retiring or what

[@andrewbost4490]

As far as I'm aware, Xpecial will not be P1's support next year unless he randomly changes his mind. So the roster should be mostly the same except for him. I believe that it will still be Top: Ziggs, Jungle: MikeYeung, Mid: Pierian (if Ryu still wants a break or leaves) Bottom: Arrow, Support: undetermined

[@georgegibson1045]

Andrew Bost the problem is p1 most likely won't get a franchise spot so the team will get bough out and disbanded and he dosnt think he can find a new team

[@Mathias-t]

[@OrganicStuff1]

Piglet was the problem he's toxic

[@smashthestateX]

can u put subtitles pls, and they way u cried ...

[@SugarInFurs]

No one cares.

[@smashthestateX]

go pm xpecial and hang out and cry together HAHAHAHAHH!!

[@ilovetheatf]

Join TSM as a sub for bio, a rookie and veteran would make a great bot lane.

[@thepopularWWE]

99.9% of NA players are bad and there is him

[@Dirik619]

cringe