Thank you indeed for sharing your deep down helpless pain and hurt during your childhood. I could not even imagine of what you had gone through at such a young age. Please don't blame yourself for not able to take care of your brother and sister as you were still very young and you had already done your very best to love them and to take good care of them. Remember we all carry our different crosses in life. You are such a good actor and you should be very proud of yourself and your achievements. Glad that you and your siblings are now reunited. Take care. Love