Awe I’m sorry your baby has a tough time it seems they have colic. It’s very painful for the baby and difficult bc they may be hungry but struggle with pain, gas discomfort, and throwing up😔 It’s also difficult for mom and dad when their baby cries a lot. You did well attending to your baby and soothing them when they were upset. It’s ok to feel overwhelmed and it’s ok to take a break. A baby at this age needs to feel secure knowing mom and dad will come when they cry. You can’t spoil them this young, you are teaching them trust with trust comes security with security comes confidence that your baby needs to thrive and grow emotionally healthy😉 I wish the best for your family. Remember you’re not alone! Your baby is precious!