tears have been streaming down my face for the last 2 hours damn near. the question stuck in my mind is why is it everywhere I go, I can’t find equal trust, respect, admiration from those near me. Its only fxcked up bc there are a core group a folk that would actually break down if I left, so I wanna keep going for them. other than that I can’t get over my mistakes against my well being & am too isolated from all the other folk to rlly wanna believe in anything