To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
@user-wm4nl3rm1b3 жыл бұрын
late reply but thank you angel, i hope the same for you, stay safe boo
@syifaanabb88143 жыл бұрын
im literally sobbing. ty for the words. it hits me
@celinegenao9383 жыл бұрын
this was so beautiful. i really was so touched by your lovely words. thank you. so much.
@hrnmmtia3 жыл бұрын
@@user-wm4nl3rm1b mengcry,kamu baik bgt hey ಠ︵ಠ(✿ ♡‿♡)
@shaniashasheni5763 жыл бұрын
nangis banget bacanya, thank you
@hailiecrouch41322 жыл бұрын
I feel like this is the sweetest & most underrated song yet. The fact that she made a song completely different from the rest of the album, focusing more on her old friends she lost contact with that’s in abusive/homophobic houses. It really speaks to me, I’m apart of the lgbtq myself and it’s so sad that parents don’t accept their children for who they love or who they are. 🥺
@elianabrook69002 жыл бұрын
I read in an interview somewhere that this was written from the perspective of her friends; she doesn’t know the people she’s writing about. but it’s still a really meaningful song :)
@rosado80823 жыл бұрын
this song is so underrated. it makes me get in my feels 😩
@skelan1mal2 жыл бұрын
Especially the bridge of the song 😩😩
@bewitched32603 жыл бұрын
1:53 my fav part 🥺 ALSO THE BRIDGE THOO ✨
@avaislame83273 жыл бұрын
same
@Idk-ph8pf3 жыл бұрын
Yeah I agree it's my favourite part in the entire song
@someone-os1ed3 жыл бұрын
ikr
@busola95953 жыл бұрын
its so beautiful
@brittneykhalil88733 жыл бұрын
kKasa@@avaislame8327 good Mughal Bonnnnnbp I op no no. Bonnnnnnn n ok. No Just got here Bl. S
@anonymous64733 жыл бұрын
My favorite in the album other than the singles ❤️🔥
@celestialeclipse3 жыл бұрын
Same
@imanicam37653 жыл бұрын
The part when she said "she couldn't wait to go to college she was tired cause she was brought into a world where family was merely blood" reminds me of me and "Does she know how proud I am she was created" reminded me of my gf her encouragements is the only thing that keeps me going🥺💕
@eth4n_c4in3 жыл бұрын
the bridge gives me lorde vibes im literally bawling
@charlio09032 жыл бұрын
2:23 I got chills 🥺☁️
@hibaouhrir2 жыл бұрын
best part
@hibaouhrir2 жыл бұрын
“nothing’s forever, nothing’s as good as it seems”
@marenclairo33583 жыл бұрын
the fact that this is underrated is not ok
@ramonmiranda71043 жыл бұрын
Is it just me or does this give off Bon Iver vibes
@JA-eg6pt3 жыл бұрын
i wish i was ok
@haleymichele283 жыл бұрын
i feel you
@JA-eg6pt2 жыл бұрын
@Amanda Stevens thank u so much. i hope you know how much u made me smile when i needed the most, have a great life
@crazybabuskaman39232 жыл бұрын
How can you make a song that's already so sad EVEN sadder. BRB gonna go bawl to this
@thisaida3 жыл бұрын
The most underrated song tbh
@jammyjamchavez80443 жыл бұрын
2:49. My favorite part❤️❤️
@user-fv5bo4ho7v3 жыл бұрын
l y r i c s : I knew a boy once, when I was small A tow-head blond, with eyes of salt He played the drum in the marching band His parents cared more about the Bible Than being good to their own child He wore long sleeves 'cause of his dad And somehow, we fell out of touch Hope he took his bad deal and made a royal flush Don't know if I'll see you again someday But if you're out there, I hope that you're okay My middle school friend grew up alone She raised her brothers on her own Her parents hated who she loved She couldn't wait to go to college She was tired 'cause she was brought Into a world where family was merely blood Does she know how proud I am she was created With the courage to unlearn all of their hatred We don't talk much but I just gotta say "I miss you, and I hope that you're okay" Address the letters, to the holes in my butterfly wings Nothing's forever, nothing is as good as it seems And when the clouds are ironed out And the monsters creep into your house And every door is hard to close Well, I hope you know how proud I am you were created With the courage to unlearn all of their hatred God, I hope that you're happier today 'Cause I love you, and I hope that you're okay
@222urloved3 жыл бұрын
this is so perfect
@taiagumon3 жыл бұрын
Dear Reader, I hope you know how proud I am you were created. With the courage to unlearn all of their hatred. I love you and I hope that you’re ok. 💖❤️🔥🙌🥲🤗
@emmastevens63513 жыл бұрын
to my two best friends this song reminds me of: i’ll see you soon, stay strong. 🤍
@meangirlsfangirl2 жыл бұрын
“I hope you know how proud I am you were created” Dear reader, That line may sound pathetic, but if you think about it you relise that it’s one of the best lines in the song. #selfpositivity ~ Coraline
@pkrikku2 жыл бұрын
THE BRIDGE GIVES ME CHILLS EVERY TIME
@billsbillsbillsss77833 жыл бұрын
My favorite of the album
@mylennadelpasso14883 жыл бұрын
2:22 😉
@MOTHERLOROUHHH3 жыл бұрын
aaaahhhhhhkkkkkkk this is so underrated 💔
@emeliasversion3 жыл бұрын
i’m begging you to make an hour long version of this so i don’t have to keep on pressing replay. i’m in a mood ok haha
@yodakodas3 жыл бұрын
@emeliasversion3 жыл бұрын
@@yodakodas THANK YOU SO MUCHHH
@tommie37002 жыл бұрын
Just write click on the video player and select Loop :)
@butterfingersyellow951011 ай бұрын
@@tommie3700literally 😮💨
@SavannahT192 жыл бұрын
To the boy next door Who was bullied because he was gay Who was disowned by his parents Who was called gay slurs everyday Who thought about giving up Who wanted to die I'm here for you I'll always be
@charly90333 жыл бұрын
2:22 this ✨✨
@shakak2882 жыл бұрын
This is really beautiful thank you for doing it
@holly73062 жыл бұрын
2:15 is my favourite part omg
@REMAIN_SOLID2 жыл бұрын
dialogue at the end of the song dan: is something wrong with the record? liv: *everything’s wrong with the record*
@Eeee-ix5wu2 жыл бұрын
Oof the bridge is sooo godamn good!
@simplysimple80692 жыл бұрын
1:53 - ''And i hope you know, how proud I am you were created, with the courage to en-learn all of their hatred.'' I love you, and always will
@kxzzyluvs_dogs47042 жыл бұрын
Address the letters To the holes In my butterfly 🦋 wings This line >>>>was the only reason i listened to this. I totally 100% relate to it.
@lara30_1511 күн бұрын
i miss my best friend. Wherever you are and what you‘re doing rn, i really hope you‘re okay, my love…
@rianelll2 жыл бұрын
2:22 my fav part🫀 omg i love this
@Wingbar3 жыл бұрын
I knew a boy once, when I was small A tow-head blond, with eyes of salt He played the drum in the marching band His parents cared more about the Bible Than being good to their own child He wore long sleeves 'cause of his dad And somehow, we fell out of touch Hope he took his bad deal and made a royal flush Don't know if I'll see you again someday But if you're out there, I hope that you're okay My middle school friend grew up alone She raised her brothers on her own Her parents hated who she loved She couldn't wait to go to college She was tired 'cause she was brought Into a world where family was merely blood Does she know how proud I am she was created With the courage to unlearn all of their hatred We don't talk much but I just gotta say "I miss you, and I hope that you're okay" Address the letters, to the holes in my butterfly wings Nothing's forever, nothing is as good as it seems And when the clouds are ironed out And the monsters creep into your house And every door is hard to close Well, I hope you know how proud I am you were created With the courage to unlearn all of their hatred God, I hope that you're happier today 'Cause I love you, and I hope that you're okay
@thatswhatshesaid76832 жыл бұрын
I've slept on this song for too long
@syriamusic_2 жыл бұрын
LYRICS hope ur ok~~~~~~~~~ I knew a boy once, when I was small A tow-head blond, with eyes of salt He played the drum in the marching band His parents cared more about the Bible Than being good to their own child He wore long sleeves 'cause of his dad And somehow, we fell out of touch Hope he took his bad deal and made a royal flush Don't know if I'll see you again someday But if you're out there, I hope that you're okay My middle school friend grew up alone She raised her brothers on her own Her parents hated who she loved She couldn't wait to go to college She was tired 'cause she was brought Into a world where family was merely blood Does she know how proud I am she was created With the courage to unlearn all of their hatred We don't talk much but I just gotta say "I miss you, and I hope that you're okay" Address the letters, to the holes in my butterfly wings Nothing's forever, nothing is as good as it seems And when the clouds are ironed out And the monsters creep into your house And every door is hard to close Well, I hope you know how proud I am you were created With the courage to unlearn all of their hatred God, I hope that you're happier today 'Cause I love you, and I hope that you're okay
@Soulinescent2 жыл бұрын
From 3:32 it sounds like avatars love. It's lovely...
@italopaiva2282 Жыл бұрын
Lyric I knew a boy once, when I was small A tow-head blond, with eyes of salt He played the drum in the marching band His parents cared more about the Bible Than being good to their own child He wore long sleeves 'cause of his dad And somehow, we fell out of touch Hope he took his bad deal and made a royal flush Don't know if I'll see you again someday But if you're out there, I hope that you're okay My middle school friend grew up alone She raised her brothers on her own Her parents hated who she loved She couldn't wait to go to college She was tired 'cause she was brought Into a world where family was merely blood Does she know how proud I am she was created With the courage to unlearn all of their hatred We don't talk much but I just gotta say "I miss you, and I hope that you're okay" Address the letters, to the holes in my butterfly wings Nothing's forever, nothing is as good as it seems And when the clouds are ironed out And the monsters creep into your house And every door is hard to close Well, I hope you know how proud I am you were created With the courage to unlearn all of their hatred God, I hope that you're happier today 'Cause I love you, and I hope that you're okay
@lxhvxsp2 ай бұрын
literally crying rn 🙂
@deltasandvig35043 жыл бұрын
1:44 is my fav part
@hibaouhrir2 жыл бұрын
Same
@lalandrien2 жыл бұрын
fave!! #letoliviarobredolead
@twilight_at_heart67502 жыл бұрын
is it to much to ask to have someone hold me and tell me it will all be okay…
@hadassa53903 жыл бұрын
yea i'm not okay
@samanthaa5573 жыл бұрын
1:46
@Saki_Ramen4 ай бұрын
I really like the slowed version of this song better
@itz_luluafton95232 жыл бұрын
I know my friends ignore me a lot. But they’re the only things I have anymore. They don’t understand how important they are to me, even if I’m not important to them.
@lyngoodie986 Жыл бұрын
i love this, time stamp for me 2:15
@alishbasaad32602 жыл бұрын
"You dnt see what i see"
@ruhrurhrrhh50603 жыл бұрын
1:33 2:49
@javbloguera3 жыл бұрын
Yall are fast
@susie55773 жыл бұрын
I’m dying
@claireairelaireletsgo74652 жыл бұрын
2:23 best part
@ghee1233 жыл бұрын
2:23
@-mya-71102 жыл бұрын
"His parents cared more about the Bible then being good to their own child." It's really bad how relatable that is..