Yoe Mase - Lonely

Yoe Mase - Lonely
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[@theodora1979]

The vocals are stunning, chasing away my loneliness.

[@VibeSensational]

Mika Pii Yoe Mase mastered this 😍😍

[@ve1v127]

Mika Pii pinned .. how u doh dat?

[@VibeSensational]

FlamingSTAR when you're a creator, the creator of a video has options to pin someone. Here, you upload a video, then I'll comment, and you can see what options you have.

[@CopyrightFreeTrap]

Dope!🔥

[@hugdealer31]

+Mika Pii Hopefully we can do something to help you feel less lonely too :)

[@MrSuicideSheep]

I've got nothing but love for this track. I can't wait for Yoe Mase's album! Happy Sunday

[@donti873]

MrSuicideSheep For you too sir :)

[@FelixTOONS]

thank you 💙

[@dovahqueen2094]

MrSuicideSheep this is really cool!

[@aysunr.6045]

MrSuicideSheep happy sunday :D

[@kyxureii]

MrSuicideSheep this is cool!!!!!! :D

[@TSPxEclipse]

"Call me Mr. Righteous even if I always sin." Such a powerful line. You can't run from your past, but that doesn't mean you can't try to be better. I remember hearing this song years ago in my junior year of high school and have since archived it as a song I absolutely love. It's been an arduous journey from then to now, and I've had my share of sins in that span of time, but this song still touches a part of my heart that just wont give into the darkness of this world. Here's to all the lonely folks, still clinging to that one thing that keeps you going. I hope that you find that peace of mind and live a long and fulfilling life.

[@thelifechannel4673]

Amen 🙏

[@igor_ostrovski]

thank you man i hope that for you too

[@coffeelix]

I'm lonely who else wants a hug Update: coming back to this comment three years later and seeing people's replies is really heartwarming, I'm glad that hugs seem to be a universal symbol of hope and happiness :) Just goes to show, you're never truly alone.

[@StrawberryHero]

I'll hug you

[@coffeelix]

StrawberryHero aw thx

[@signature5616]

*hug*

[@simplytomy8460]

Yeah i need a hug too :(

[@PeaceLoveSound]

- *O* -

[@AmbitionMusic]

such a lonely day & its mine

[@bevdapk2122]

Most loneliest day of my liiifeeee❤️❤️❤️ SOAD

[@apurva6234]

❤❤❤

[@Red-tn3wm]

I was up in a mountain with my friends. I had my Sheepy Playlist going on my phone. We got to the top and we stayed there admiring the horizon as the sun was setting, eating snacks and making jokes as we normally do. It was perfect. =)

[@MrSuicideSheep]

That sounds lovely 😃

[@PlasticExistence]

sulaiman alakbary there is always someone that cares brother, we just don’t realise it :)

[@rollypadillajr.2137]

I'm so envious with that kind of scenery. I've been dreaming of getting to experience something like that. Sadly it's not that easy for me. 😔😔

[@spencersasse6460]

If you don't mind me asking, what mountain was it? That sounds amazing and I've never been able to see a sunset from the summit of a mountain. Closest thing I've gotten was 5600 ft on Mount Rainier... And that was magical

[@fransiscasf6216]

i feel it too bruh . that was extremely peaceful when u get sheepy playlists under the milkyway's zone

[@sunnyrawal656]

I’m sitting right now in a class, alone, and I can’t believe how good it feels to be an empty class with this perfect fitting song! Thanks Yoe Mase for this song, and everyone for supporting him

[@BlitzSt4rs]

~~~~ Lyrics~~~~ [Intro] I sold my soul to the Devil Said “You don’t need your heart” In this world full of trouble Where the madness won’t stop And they take advantage And they run for the hills ‘Cause a life is harder When they swallow the pills Being lonely [Verse 1] Took a walk with an angel Because she said she can’t fly I screamed out “Can you forgive me?” Before she said goodbye Well, go into darkness before I try Is life worth living when you need to get by? I’m still lonely [Chorus] I was the king but not the king of anything I'm still lonely I’m still lonely I’m still lonely Call me Mr. Righteous even if I always sin I'm still lonely I’m still lonely I’m still lonely [Verse 2] Told myself I was going To get out of this place Find running water And find a new space But in my own time I will know That deep inside We don’t ever let go [Chorus] I was the king but not the king of anything Call me Mr. Righteous even if I always sin [Outro] I sold my soul to the Devil Said “You don’t need your heart” I sold my soul to the Devil Said “You don’t need your heart”

[@neandertalmoderno1894]

thanks

[@yume180]

i think it's 'nearly getting by' when you need to get by I feel lonely

[@Jessifig101]

You are

[@_nightcore_8791]

GhostFighter thx bro

[@escafeld]

Unfortunately, he never says the word 'heart', he just says 'har'. Once at the beginning and twice at the end.

[@s_a_5106]

Why am I mentally breaking down for a song???😭👌 I can't express how much I love this!😦

[@s_a_5106]

The art just sets the whole thing off perfectly!💓🙏

[@s_a_5106]

THE ENDING!😭😭

[@relowlight6424]

How are you getting noticed by my favorite channels? xd You also got reply from IndieAir.. btw that song where you got the reply from IndieAir is probably the most beautiful song I have heard yet. I can't stop listening to it xd

[@s_a_5106]

Hatred lol, idrk but I'm just kind I guess... and I love the music they post, so I express my love and thanks through genuine comments😅😊

[@s_a_5106]

haha, same I'm addicted to that song too! its truly amazing :D

[@MrSuicideSheep]

2:33!!!! 😲

[@Clement-kp7is]

MrSuicideSheep Wooooaaawww I Love this Song. 😍💗 And I'm French 😃 I listen this song before sleeping 😴

[@QuadraticBajeena]

MrSuicideSheep 💯👌🍆🍑😫😹✈️🏢🏢 In all seriousness it's pretty good

[@nikkilee2437]

MrSuicideSheep 😈😸🙈

[@Clement-kp7is]

MrSuicideSheep Sheepy ? Do you know Qobuz ? It would be cool if the musics could be above 😃 (Reverso Srry 😂)

[@stef248]

hai

[@wesleyweir94]

Loneliness isn’t the state of being alone; it’s the desire for distraction that comes when we are scared of ourselves.

[@shaysredemption]

Wesley Weir thanks for making the comment I didn’t know I wanted to read till now. Deep.

[@sunnyrawal656]

Well said man. :)

[@bastianian2939]

I hated this when i first read it, but the more times i read it, the more i liked it. A cool approach to it :)

[@jishan1850]

never realized this. but it's true and guess I've faced it a lot. thanks for sharing.

[@ensco7]

That's basically the explanation for the word "loneliness". It's not just being alone, the word "lonely" exists, too.

[@m4xs682]

Here after such a long time and it still feels like yesterday. This song means everything to me. Everybody take care and always keep in mind to keep going

[@allen002]

this song is still a banger

[@loganrobison7456]

my cousin just passed away and feel like the only thing I've been waiting for was a mrsuicidesheep song like this thank you for being there for those who have no one there for them one love brother

[@MrSuicideSheep]

[@Guardianmusicprod]

I’m going to like everyone’s comments to bring back to this masterpiece

Welcome Back :p

[@Guardianmusicprod]

Francois Amon :)

[@notydot]

Do it

[@fredngochi1166]

Brooo don't forget

[@echmiles1306]

By me leaving this comment just brought back you all. Hello from the future 😌

[@cloudkid]

I'm in love....

[@ham-fountain5259]

CloudKid hey 💙 you and sheepy are pure awesomeness (virtual hug)

[@ham-fountain5259]

MrOtterMusic whom are you agreeing with me him both of us??

[@ham-fountain5259]

MrOtterMusic noice i agree with you agreeing agreeseption (spoopy ghost noises)

[@user-ws9op6pt6t]

乾我屁事

[@scared7535]

with coco

[@pootispencerguy]

It's a *lonely* night on 4am and I'm just going through some legendary songs Onward to 10 million views and many more!

[@themicrobiologistbarbie]

for the random person who scrolls down the comments and feels lonely I have to say that you're not alone..❤

[@blackfox1917]

Dora Mlsp Damn lady...

[@jupiter6314]

Dora Mlsp well technically i am...

[@Westi221]

Dora Mlsp thank you

[@themicrobiologistbarbie]

Zinedine Paim I'm sure you'll find people who really care about you..Good music also changes our feelings

[@jupiter6314]

Dora Mlsp yeah ur right, for a sing called lonely it made me smile. Thx U just made my,,, night :)

[@Golemtricepsiam]

Cant bellive that i heard this song just now for the first time, and seeing those ppl comments from 5 years a go i feel so warm while listening to this. Its pure gold 0:39 where my hearth start's heating up

[@r.p.2341]

"Nothing is scarier than facing yourself, but nothing is more beautiful either." #sheepyquote

[@skyblue_2204]

This comment while the outro music plays .. jeez, my heart skipped a beat

[@murkedlikejay.6730]

Life is what youmake it pondering and being depressed is just wasting your own time no on3s going to guide your life except you

[@priyanshusharma3176]

Lonely but happy

[@hvwkplays]

This is one of the best songs I've ever heard. The second the vocals start I tear up and everything else gives me the most intense chills you could imagine.

[@perhour12345]

That title perfectly describes my life ;)

[@MrSuicideSheep]

😢 Chin up buddy! ❤️

[@MistifyMusic]

**Gives a hug**

[@perhour12345]

Aw, thank you guys

[@stratos5372]

Chicago Biker POV Perseverance is the key, friend. Wait for it, the more you do, the sweeter it'll feel when it comes. :)

[@perhour12345]

+Stratos I've definitely been keeping myself busy with work & classes, hopefully it'll come soon! Thank you friend! (:

[@jxtcabales4243]

We are all part of this beautiful community. We leave no one lonely here. *hugs*

[@ChenBoi]

That break at 2:30 is screaming INCOMING SUPER AWESOME PART

[@MrSuicideSheep]

I know right!!!!

[@echmiles1306]

Real talk this song gives me not hope but beliefs that things are gonna get better as the years go by. Nothing to worry about, the universe knows what it's doing.

[@UserNotify]

Believe in yourself, take on your challenges, dig deep within yourself to conquer fears. Never let anyone bring you down. You got to keep going.

[@xWASEEMx4u]

UserNotify 👍

[@user-yr9vw2ex8r]

"But in my own time I will know That deep inside We don’t ever let go" Brings me tears and joy at the same time... beautiful.

[@FoldedFall]

"I was the king but not the king of anything" damn

[@aaronchristenson6903]

This is great composition. The feeling, the phrasing, the story. Its spectacular

[@JonnyMarshall5]

Just returned to this song after not hearing it a while and I'm just blown away... Genuinely think Yoe Mase is one of the best musicians I've ever heard.

[@commandershepard1842]

I remember welcoming Yoe Mase to this channel back when 'Snow Ghosts' was released and they never cease to enthrall me in the beautiful world that is great music

[@mohammadkhanamilasan5442]

This is insane! I can cry with the amazing vocal this guy has!

[@JompaMusic]

Yoe Mase, such a lovely voice =)

[@theoriginalname6652]

I legit just lost a friend and this was the song that came up on my recommend and it literally talks about everything I'm feeling

[@huxleyweb1330]

He gently sat down on the rolling hillside. As he looked out over the landscape, he marvelled in the echoing quite that was left as he waited for what knowingly would come. It started with a slight sound of wind drifting over the edge of the horizon, but grew until it was a vibrating roar. He watched the ship climb into view and rise, watched as what was left of the world as he knew it, pull away from him at a quickening pace. Feeling the pinprick of loss, he continued to smile. Though he knew he would be lonely, at least there would be some peace and quite.

[@sorry7841]

Huxley Web screenshotted. Thanks for this

[@muneebchandio4565]

You sir a proper story teller. Your comments deserves more likes :D.

[@TheVeganSpartan]

Everything about this made me smile. The song, the lyrics, the vocals and all of you in the comments. For anyone feeling lonely, you may be lonely but you are not alone. Thank you Sheepy💚

[@lxst.9942]

Back then, I listen to this type of music in the mornings to school and parks to get my mood up w energy and emotion

[@HELLISH43]

3:42 this is soooo aaah words can't even describe how good this is.

[@giannmikhael5939]

its been 2 years I'm still coming back to this song the only song that keeps me calm from a stressful situation all I can say is thank you

[@jokersiam6210]

I last heard that song 2 years ago

[@SH-ql5yw]

I think I’ve never cried so much in my life. The song shows, that regardless how many people live on this planet, most of us humans are still alone in a world trying to fight.

[@oxxult]

5 years and still feel the same

[@raptorsfan12]

Seriously good. I haven't had a song hit me that hard in years. Thank you.

[@pootispencerguy]

I will sell my soul to the devil if this song doesn't get the 10 million views it well deserves, definitely yoe mase's greatest song ever and one of the best songs on this channel

[@wagnerfranklin7597]

You can relax now.

[@sukirii]

Seriously amazing work! Stunning vocals, music, transitions

[@Tom-hx5kh]

Actually didnt hear from Yoe Mase for quite a while, so I'm very happy to see him here again ♥ Thrive is and will always be one of my all time favourites

[@kelepondisko]

Finally, I've been waiting for Yoe Mase new song since Your Light and here we are with a masterpiece

[@brokenlotproductions]

2021 anyone?

[@____mizu_____]

2024 buddy ( ´◡‿ゝ◡`)

[@Thundersaraus-Rex]

THIS SOOONG IS TOOOO BEAUTIFUL!!!!!!!!!

[@RCIlie]

Listening this made me see beauty in loneliness and sadness as much as in happiness. 💓 There can be love and art in everything.

[@housemusic4616]

Love low tempo, and full of emotions LOVE!

[@sethpaetzold7813]

Everybody here has so much love and unity. Man, its a peaceful, beautiful thing.

[@CyberPixlMusic]

*_I can somehow imagine this astronaut listen to this song about Loneliness_*

[@zakarialabiad9435]

So Sad 😟

[@ahri3887]

Wtf this is one of the best things I've ever heard

[@MrDeeb-ii7oj]

[Intro] I sold my own soul to the Devil Said, “You don’t need your heart” In this world full of trouble Where the madness won’t stop And they take advantage And they run for the hills ‘Cause a life is harder When they swallow the pills Being lonely [Verse 1] Took a walk with an angel Because she said she can’t fly I screamed out, “Can you forgive me?” Before she said goodbye Well, go into darkness before I try Is life worth living when you need to get by? I’m still lonely [Chorus] I was the king but not the king of anything I'm still lonely I’m still lonely I’m still lonely Call me Mr. Righteous even if I always sin I'm still lonely I’m still lonely I’m still lonely [Verse 2] Told myself I was going To get out of this place Find running water And find a new space But in my own time I will know That deep inside We don’t ever let go [Chorus] I was the king but not the king of anything Call me Mr. Righteous even if I always sin [Outro] I sold my own soul to the Devil Said, “You don’t need your heart” I sold my own soul to the Devil Said, “You don’t need your heart”

[@SilcTV]

Took a walk with an angel because she said she can't fly...simply beautiful

[@FlexGodRamRod]

listening to this song for 2 days straight, I love it!

[@nickaggelakis3488]

2019 am i the only one who still loves this song??? I relate to this song In many points in my life i was just lonely and it really hurt luckily im good for now

[@user-cx6gr6rs6l]

Hey me too

[@nguyenson5584]

you got me

[@okamidt3298]

Sheepy, I just got my first girlfriend. I've been having really bad anxiety. The music you provide washes all of those negative feelings away, and I can't thank you enough for that!

[@PeaceLoveSound]

This makes me very reflective. QUOTE OF THE DAY - *"You will never have this day again. So make it Count."*

[@IYogi019]

One of the best songs ever made. Evergreen forever!

[@BeanSticky]

Just a beautiful song...Great vocals, great music, great lyrics. Might have we come across pure perfection?

[@fameedafaroon3383]

Its been a freaking while since a track brought tears to my eyes ❤ Freaking gorgeous this one is!

[@leluffyjames7379]

I've been seeing you all over KZbin... lol

[@revoke4060]

Fameeda Faroon somehow I seem to often find your comments (:

[@alexanderfantaye5901]

yes!... she must have a great sense of music, Read all her comments.she could be another sheepy.

[@somethingforyou345]

Fameeda Faroon i feel you and it's such a beautiful feeling💗😭

[@danilomarcenaria]

you again :l

[@fragyfraginston9430]

When studing is hard,and you finish learning at mid night,You can always count on Mr.Sucidesheep to provide you with the best music by the most talented People!. Thanks! and Good night y'all People

[@manuelmartinez1952]

Still one of the best song! ❤️

[@Philipp-dy3dy]

Getting Goosebumps everytime i hear this!

[@3cstasy7410]

Best melody ever, I will disembowel anyone who disagrees

[@ElixirAlphaOfficial]

And i will be right by your side!

[@slothpatronus2704]

My girlfriend and I broke up a week ago, I've been down ever since. The music you've uploaded really helps. Thank you, Sheepy.

[@Kajoor5575]

Just now got my friend back with a girl he got in a fight with, I'm still lonely and single tho, but I smile knowing he's happy

[@josiahsenior9079]

Anyone still vibing?

[@naturesfinest2408]

Here to bring you back

[@josiahsenior9079]

@@naturesfinest2408 😁

[@rayankhelifati8946]

We are still here ✌️

[@bhargavlahkar]

Thank You Sheep. I really needed this. I was so lonely.

[@mamagooby6640]

It's rare that I cry for a song (don't worry they're happy tears). I love Yoe Mase and Sheepy for everything they do for me and this song hit home, and I don't even know why.....I guess I'm just in love with this song and this channel and everyone else ❤

[@yunantheobserver6841]

He's like preparing for months maybe years to reach the stars yet an accident cause him to be left behind, now he's staring at the rocket that his mates are riding on to sail across the stars. He's truly, definitely alone.

[@MrSuicideSheep]

Anyone spot the little easter egg in the artwork? 😉

[@netrunnxr]

MrSuicideSheep what?

[@ankurama42]

Is it a reference to playdead's new game poster?

[@AndreSilmberg]

GalaxyMusic logo? No?

[@netrunnxr]

MrSuicideSheep the astronaut?

[@EdwinCristobal]

It's in the rocket ship :)

[@SDOUZ]

ok specially for this song i'll share a little piece of my own story u don't need to like it, its just something i wanted to share, its weird what music can do to you. so i'll try to tell it as good as possible. On a silent cold night I went to a party/rave it I always go there to forget about my loneliness and drink away my missery. the music goes loud and i get completely absorbed by the good vibes I feel the XTC kicking in this feeling of warmth and energy embraces me, i was finally able to talk to stranger wasn't afraid of aproaching someone anymore it felt like i could do everything but deep inside i know its all just temporary so should i really go and make friends if i won't be able to be the same guy as i am at that party/rave, i decide to swallow another one take some MDMA and drink alot i get wasted to try and forget this thought, before i know it the party/rave ends and i leave from the club when i get outside i feel this wave of cold chills over my body. i walk down the streets at 5AM passing an abandoned industry park as i get closer to the populated part of the city i suddenly realise that i'm just selling my soul piece by piece to the devil. my heart as cold as the water smashing against the boats in the harbor. here i am walking alone in an empty city in the middle of the night no one to talk to, no one to lean against when i feel down. these thoughts just made their way into my head and i can't get them out anymore. feeling the need to cry but i've got no tears left it feels like i'm everyday on autopilot and i'm just watching this other person in my own body. being locked out from a group or a chat is one thing but this feeling snapped me it broke the last pillar of my mental health. being locked out from your own body your own actions. now i know what this dark void called loneliness means... well if u came this for thanks for reading this story i just felt like writing it down it may help some people or give some insight to some, and thats only what i could hope for, Have a nice day and Support Yoe Mase he's an amazing artist, only a few can create such an overwhelming atmosphere in a track.

[@r4-xnach363]

I feel you bro 🤞

[@farazmansurahmad1137]

Sadly words can't define what I feel after reading this. One should realize how punishing loneliness is & take full responsibility of his/her life, So I pray you got out of it too😁💯

[@1pmcoffee]

Take good care of yourself bro. Eat fresh, feel fresh and live like a badass.

[@yume1375]

Thx for sharing it :)

[@abinashsharma1688]

this song made me cry a little ....so beautiful and relatable

[@jaffa64]

I'm in love with this song. I have listened to it so many times now and it gives so many emotions. Thank you once again sheepy 💕

[@its_lia8655]

Music truly can change a persons life.

[@MistifyMusic]

Yes, oh my god yes. This is the Yoe Mase I love!! Nothing but love for this incredible artist.

[@chouhanaryan]

I'm a simple man. I see Yeo Mase, I like.

[@kuvie9238]

oh mah gawd. This is so lovely. My heart nearly got torn from this song

[@SimpleBreakDude]

This song gives me the chills and feels it's amazing. Thanks for the upload Sheep you rock!

[@largeamountsoftomfoolary7063]

you know that feeling you miss something you never had kinda odd

[@aRtz00iTalentz]

Hey guys im from Germany. I just wanted to say, that Im loving this community here! Have a nice day everyone and keep cheering up each other for good vibes:))

[@Murshy__]

Listening to this track makes me never feel alone

[@mentoredbylife9730]

Damn , This song has weird magical feeling !! all that combined with dat artwork

[@GavrielMusic-introvert]

Yoe is King 👑

[@Bunny-ko9nm]

just about everyone in the comments are so lovely and sweet and I wish everyone was like this on every video. it's just a beautiful thing to see. ❤❤❤

[@matthewgoddard8227]

mhmm

[@joseluisdiaz3195]

Feelsbad when the girl u love wants another boy and u break in pieces, this kind of songs are confortable, ty MrSuicideSheep

[@sameoldpanda5707]

when i listen to this i dont feel lonely anymore ^·^ this happens everytime i listen to sheepy's music. thank you sheepy for this. happy sunday everyone! mine wasnt so great..hope yours was/is

[@Kinan.Eldari]

You've been on a roll lately, Sheep. Keep 'em coming!

[@GuyRP82]

This song resonates with me quite a lot. Probably the universe's way of telling me I should be getting out more.

[@LabelMeInfinity]

Damn that drop at the end!! Epic

[@mirzanehalbaig483]

I am lonely ,no one here to whom i can share what i am feeling right now, in darkness totally. every word in this song i can feel it because that's what happen to me recently and i can't say to her that i love u because she's gone from my life. Life is weird when u don't want anything everything came to u and when u need something ,POOF All GONE.HAHAHA i am laughing at myself. Thank you MrSuicideSheep Big Fan Here (P.S Thanks for filling my life with little bit happiness) XOXO love from Pakistan

[@flopz_31]

cette musique a super bien fonctionner , je crois qu'on est tous d'accord sur se que je vais dire :" cette musique est juste MAGIQUE

[@ArealAlien]

Whenever i listen to your music sheepy, i always think of long winter days. Winter days where i'm up in the cold moutnains listening to your playlists and riding my snowboard. I'm riding down the mountains and through all the beautiful landscape and snowy trees. Riding with my friends, looking at the beautiful sky and just enjoying life.

[@raulbenedikt7605]

Can I get Hug Sheepy because I am lonely

[@SkrzynkaTIVI]

Can i also get a hug?

[@Effrosynic]

Viscious Kid You can have one🙅🙌

[@MrSuicideSheep]

*hugs* 🙂

[@Effrosynic]

MrSuicideSheep heeey master sheepy😍

[@raulbenedikt7605]

MrSuicideSheep thank you😃

[@golds3258]

Uggh! Can't get enough of this track! I've kept in on loop since i first heard it. Thanks Sheepy for yet another amazing upload!

[@nukesakuji]

Yknow what I find really nice? MrSuicideSheep used this picture for this song of Yoe Mase, then one of his songs titled as "Despite All" also has an astronaut but in the picture, he was with his woman. Ugh, I love you so much Sheepy.

[@denmarkimmatong6840]

Mesmerizing... I've been listening to this everyday!

[@moosetwomusic9508]

Never been here this early but yoe mase is my inspiration