this makes me realize that maybe i am alone, but thats okay.
@Flawless-Entertainment1 Жыл бұрын
There's always someone who would spend hours and maybe even days listeing to you. Your mom would hate to hear the news to her child passing. Please talk to someone.
@Guevara_Rec Жыл бұрын
brother that is not right you do not have to feel alone and bad out there there are people who will love you and be with you trust changes that for me
@Issuismyname Жыл бұрын
Kill me
@KrisTouchesBoys Жыл бұрын
We all are man, we all are with you especially me because. Of my massive depression and suicidal thoughts
@Aki_279 Жыл бұрын
Yeah,me too bro...
@ElPrieto-2009-keyboard11 ай бұрын
It’s also interesting how the human mind reacts to such experiences, such as a breakup, and only thinks about that one girl, that one guy, that one person…but they never think about the progress they’ve made with themselves and all their friends and family. Truly remarkable…
@aixzen.7 ай бұрын
"One day after my suicide" The day after my suicide, I loved my mother even more, when I saw her crying on the floor of my room, hugging my clothes with my photos scattered around her, I saw so much love past the tears in her eyes. The day after my suicide, I felt how much my father loved me, no matter how hard it was, in the midst of so much sadness, he spoke to me with tears in his eyes about how proud he was of me and how much he loved me. The day after my suicide, I saw my dog was more incredible than I could imagine. Everytime someone came home, he would run to the door excited to see me, and seeing that it was not me, would lay down in front of the door and continue waiting for me. The day after my suicide, I felt the love of my sister when I saw her sitting in her room with eyes full of tears. She remembered the times we played, talked and argued together in our beautiful childhood. Treasured moments.The day after my suicide, I felt how important I was to my best friends. They were looking at all our pictures together...remembering the laughs we shared. The day after my suicide, I felt the sorrow in my teachers. They blamed themselves for not noticing. At night I went to the morgue to look for myself and said: "So many dreams we had", "So many loved ones", "So many people to meet", "You had so many people that loved you, yet you threw it all away?", "You have to have a lot of courage to take your life. Why didn't you use that courage to win?" Thank goodness that was just a vision. Remember: You are still here and can change your life forever. You are better than you think you are. Prettier, smarter and stronger. Make this yours. Save it to notes and read it later. Disclaimer: This is not my story I just wanted to spread it because maybe it helps some people :)
@kingpig55507 ай бұрын
Thank you
@daniellai-q5n6 ай бұрын
Too much text
@dinosharttt5 ай бұрын
i aint readin allat
@Webley7624 ай бұрын
@@aixzen. “One day after my suicide” Nobody gave a fuck.
@yuriboi01294 ай бұрын
@@Webley762 Don't be mean, if your life is shit, I would also say "nobody gave a fuck".
@CARVER__8 ай бұрын
This song goes out to the fellas who haven’t been heart broken yet,I pray for ya happiness brotha💯
@petterihakuni25158 ай бұрын
I have been once, and with bad luck soon enough again
@Visionvibez00017 ай бұрын
I have also been. I was actually blamed for things that hadn’t done so that was a very bad thing for me and my reputation.Stay strong brotha❤
@JoeDoomer274 ай бұрын
"I loved your old version". Damn, It hit me like a bullet
@lashensplash95044 ай бұрын
If they dont love the current you, They dont love you. You'll find better man, Stay strong
@duckieking623 ай бұрын
That hurt even for me because it has happened to me before too
@l-Scaramouche-lАй бұрын
@@lashensplash9504They... don't..?
@lashensplash9504Ай бұрын
@@l-Scaramouche-l Sadly yeah, If they dont love the current you that means they aren't in love with you.
@LucyChhangte-y8lАй бұрын
my roblox friend said that to me, he said "you're not the old you" I didn't take it too seriously but I understood.
@Wearfulcart11 ай бұрын
" I gave you all I had.......I did ". Arthur Morgan quote
@MalakyNFN Жыл бұрын
Don’t give up, I don’t care if you’re depressed, anxious, or just sad. You just have to promise me, that you will never give up. I love you, your parents love you, Jesus loves you, we all love you whoever’s reading this. Thank you, for staying and reading this stupid little thing that I’ve created. But just remember, if you need help, you can always talk to me, I’ll always be there for you. Just don’t ever give up.
@dgploi7352 Жыл бұрын
Thank you...
@Moore499 Жыл бұрын
Na, ima run away and end it, 4 years of depression with no one to talk to even my own family wants me dead, my friends do to and now i fucked up my life even more, sucks to cus i lost most of my emotions for anything
@Moore499 Жыл бұрын
I sit everyday alone and mentally depressed for 4 years since i was 10
@MalakyNFN Жыл бұрын
@@Moore499 Please don’t end bro. If you’re parents want you dead, f*ck them, if your friends want you dead, f*ck them. Both of them are replaceable. Go live with a grandparent, or uncle or aunt, or even an older brother or sister. Your friends? Make new ones, I’ll be your friend, or you can make other friends at your school this year. Just try for me, okay? Please bro. You can do this. When I was in my darkest of darkest of times. Listening to music like this to cry myself to sleep, someone told me, “Depression is just an illusion of the mind, it’s an illusion of YOUR mind. Take control of your mind, or it’ll take control of you.” If you’ve ever watched Naruto. You know that he had to control Kurama to unlock his full potential. So control YOUR Kurama (your mind) and get your life back on track. Reading all the way to here is step one. If you made it to here without getting burned out, your on the right track. If this helped you, try and get your life back on track. But if it didn’t, I’m sorry for wasting your time. But talk to a suicide helpline anyway. It helps man.
@JosueMorin-t4q Жыл бұрын
Im just waiting till my time comes, I don't want to hurt no one by my own actions even though who can i hurt for escaping this life of mine. This life was made for suffering acting happy even do you feel like your nothing, the first time i failed cried a lot hating myself for what i was about to do you could see it in my face no one noticed all i wanted was someone to reach out. Maybe life was not made for everyone.
@SophiaMonica-c9cАй бұрын
For people who got into an argument with there mom just know that you’re mom loves you. She says rude things but she never means it. She just wants you to be her little sweet girl/boy again. And little baby. Again. She dosent want you to be sad, hurt, deppressed,stressed, she wants you to be happy. The reason they say”it’s social media” it’s because it’s true. We were all little kids who didn’t care of who we were all were. But now when we got phones.we started to change but never realized. Listen to happy music and be happy and kind. And if a loved one passed dont shut the world away. The loved one is watching over you. And misses you. Be safe and don’t hate yourself love yourself. If you be kind good and love yourself you’ll have good luck and good things will come your way. Don’t forget this. Be kind,happy if you can’t reach that. The. Talk to me.
@Pøtato-7KilogramsАй бұрын
thanks. W comment fr
@yoojoonghyukfan29 күн бұрын
wtf i saw this comment 2 minutes after fighting w my mom haha
@MichaelGomezReznovin Жыл бұрын
Seeing recent comments here made me realize how bad we actually are everyday. not just mentally, physically too.
@NoOneIsMe-sulfur Жыл бұрын
reminds of why I shouldn’t exist, being an ignored person, everything is upside down, hate, murder, how can I go on like this? I actually think like this almost all the time
@Africanboahh11 ай бұрын
U go on as warrior Just get out of those thoughts Don't wrestle with urself
@krustykrabofficialYT7 ай бұрын
same here, when i try to explain it people just call me emo and move on :(
@NoOneIsMe-sulfur7 ай бұрын
@@krustykrabofficialYT that would be relatable (except here, no one calls anyone emo unless they look and acts like one.)
@Furdasjata Жыл бұрын
Sometimes looking at the sky gives you this comfort feeling you felt like you’re free but when you look away at the sky it looks like you’re locked inside
@LukeIoveless Жыл бұрын
I'm absolutely obsessed with controlling emotion. I love being able to be sad if I want, being angry, being depressed, being happy. I love experiencing emotions so no matter how I feel I'm still happy. This song helps me do that.
@aniondanion8211 Жыл бұрын
SAME
@adamantium479710 ай бұрын
I control my emotions my way. The only thing I really like is biking and peace these days. Everything else is second, I don't luv anything including emotions. I hate emotions. Those are baggage. So I drop those to the side
@calesticwf6 ай бұрын
ive listened to this song 1000 times because sadness is the only feeling i can get now and this brings it out in me
@ady.edits156 ай бұрын
Want help ?
@calesticwf6 ай бұрын
@@ady.edits15 idk how to approach help
@mgcolom6 ай бұрын
@@calesticwfcan you walk? Can you see? Can you speak? Are you able to go to the gym?
@ChangedMan-lj3ms3 ай бұрын
This song makes me realize that the last time I smiled was the last time I will truly smile with joy. Now I smile to make others feel happy, never grasping where my own went.
@LLeafie7 ай бұрын
Hey gents. Ive seen a lotta ppl hating their lives lately. My life hasnt been well either. Thru the start of (2020) to the current day as i write this (2024) ive lost 10 ppl i loved. My granda of old age,my bsf from suicidal My childhood friend to lung cancer and 7 more dear ppl to me. I got deeply betrayed from 4 ppl i once called brothers. When i was 4 months old in my mothers stomache i had a huge chance of being disabled. Which i got some issues w my left eye. But everyone. We must keep going. God created this world instead of asking stupid questions like "is god real?" Etc. We must ask ourselves: "Why was i chosen to be created by god?" And we did get to be chosen. We are born. We only have one shot at living dont we? This world is temporary. Dont end yourselves. Love from Turkey/Türkiye🇹🇷❤️
@Cowboy_McNugget6 ай бұрын
Ik you haven’t said you will in this comment but come back to this if you ever do think about it you’ve experienced first hand the sadness that comes from suicide it may solve your problems but it creates more for others close to you. Also I’m so sorry for everything that has happened to you it sounds awful and makes me realise how lucky I am but thank you for sticking through it if not for you but rather everyone else close to you
@LLeafie6 ай бұрын
Appriciate everything youve said. Glad youre having a lucky life may it last longer. ❤@@Cowboy_McNugget
@Raf_starfire22 Жыл бұрын
Listening to this after someone u love has passed hits hard
@adamantium479710 ай бұрын
Ok
@cfrmdaraq58947 ай бұрын
Death is numb to me. Watched more than 10 people I cared for in a casket. But at least I won’t be alone when I do leave this earth.
@allmain7Ай бұрын
Being qlone is the biggest gift from god
@dezibruss-falls5676Ай бұрын
Real
@NotUrOrdinaryJosh9 күн бұрын
There are moments when I wish I could roll back the clock and take all the sadness away, but I have the feeling that if I did, the joy would be gone as well.
@coreydee-el-oh11 ай бұрын
I'm 33 years old, been through so much. Like actually really rough shit. This song makes me think of the worst moments of my life but in an almost nostalgic way. Anyone who is thinking about giving up, don't. Use the pain to motivate you and build you into the man you're supposed to be. No matter how hard it gets I'll never give up. The worst experiences make us who we're meant to be
@BakerWase11 ай бұрын
oath brother lets work harder lets get it homie dont let this world bring us down
@wzrd711 ай бұрын
best wishes from new zealand brother 👑💪
@coreydee-el-oh11 ай бұрын
@@BakerWase never bro
@coreydee-el-oh11 ай бұрын
@@wzrd7 awesome, right back to you!
@sussy_pamcake876 ай бұрын
The music feels like your whole life is falling apart,but everything is in slow motion,including you,so you just stand there,unable to stop it.
@Alex_da_mann10 ай бұрын
the mirror is my best friend because when I cried, it didn't laugh
@sergeantmajorlondon14199 ай бұрын
Deep bro
@TeEzYDaGoaT8 ай бұрын
I felt this…
@bijoybiswakarma17667 ай бұрын
Are you okay my brother? ❤
@Flowerboy_-xe7mo5 ай бұрын
Dam..
@timothyherstein761711 ай бұрын
" you see madness is like gravity....it only takes one tiny push"- Heath Ledger - the joker
@solar_ae6 ай бұрын
Life don’t hit the same anymore man. 💔
@Lagstep3293 ай бұрын
I know man each year it just get way more lonely and depressing just pulling you down further and further
@solar_ae17 күн бұрын
I’m back 5 months later and I’m even worse bro. Nothing in my life seems to go right idk why. Maybe I’m the problem.
@domtoretto318510 ай бұрын
Nah I just like this type of music
@renofavАй бұрын
id even listen to this song to be sad. i just like how it sounds.
@justinbolivar8103Ай бұрын
It is a sad song
@hirohito306211 ай бұрын
Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day. because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You're such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you're alone you're not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don't beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won't ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don't feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don't want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don't want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it's not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such heautiful heart as yours so why let them win over you?. You're not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you're reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don't live up to other standards! It's your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn't, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there's no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You're so strong, you're still here, and I am proud of you. You're beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. Please don't starve yourself. Please eat, I know it's hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you're in pain :( you deserve so much man, don't let your emotions control you. Don't let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don't go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an amazing day/morning/evening/night. If it's night for you, go to sleep, I know it's hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don't let them fight you. If it's day for you, don't start it by such sad music, I know it's impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it's evening for you, you're probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it's okay to feel the way you feel. You don't need to be scared, of course you're overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn't? But it's important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you're stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don't know much a smile can brighten someone's day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don't need to fake it anymore, because I can't say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You're worth more than every fucking cent in this world. Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don't let the emotion control you by giving up. It's okay, you're here, you're safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don't think you're doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don't give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn't know how fucking lucky he/she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! -The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my word. until tomorrow:)
@Cynn.wth0011 ай бұрын
Thank you.. Thank you for making my life better man.
@KeyshaunPayne11 ай бұрын
you are such an amazing human being knowing that you didn't have to write this, but you still did you made my night better god bless you for saving or putting joy into someone's heart like mines.
@pen879711 ай бұрын
😭😭😭😭Thank you, never has a random comment from a stranger has understand me so much.
@Planetary111 ай бұрын
Thanks Man, Love you too.❤
@FW.FALL3N11 ай бұрын
ty bro needed that ( she took the kids and gave away the 24k rose gold diamond ring)
@I_Xylexio_I3 ай бұрын
This song reminds me growing up as a child, enjoying the golden years of my life. Reminds me that the world wasn't such a bad place at all when we were young. We all should be grateful that we enjoyed our fun while it lasted. I know that everyone probably didn't enjoy it as much as me and many others.We all go at our own pace, but it doesn't mean that you're forever alone. There are many people who are willing to help you and get through your problems even if you're in the worst possible times of your life. If you ever need help,god is always with you. You may never see him or hear him, but he is always listening to you. God loves everyone. ❤️
@neha-ii1zj3 күн бұрын
I've been listening to this song for 4 years now, it comforts me so well
@koreanpopcorn1811 ай бұрын
anyone here just chillin? not depressing sad but not excitedly happy?
@lucabrazzi711210 ай бұрын
Yup , often listen to this kind of music with my girlfriend , bluetooth speaker on and while we are cuddling on the hammock the slower the better
@ProjectBomby11 ай бұрын
Pov: How it feels to end a series after you've grown so emotionaly attached to the characters and as you stand there feeling a sense of deppresion as you see the finale of the show and its series as a whole. (You are alone once again)
@PhadenCampbell10 ай бұрын
Young Sheldon
@mypeeisred244 ай бұрын
I feel the exact same way omg
@andriagoshadze888 Жыл бұрын
I look down to comments and i realise that almost every person listening to this is heart broken.. stay strong brothers and sisters!
@qxloney2631 Жыл бұрын
💋💋
@Goofyahhguy-z5o Жыл бұрын
Yeah... I guess
@TheBacoba Жыл бұрын
Não consigo falar, explicar oq sinto, apenas oiço uma música como essa, e tudo passa, os pensamentos não param embora que o tempo passa eles não passam, ter autoestima baixa é foda😃😃.
@NoNameGuy14923 күн бұрын
These sad songs guide me through my depression.
@EdgarsAdventures12 Жыл бұрын
To everyone who is doing homework leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus To everyone who is trying to sleep leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you’re done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating something, you got this. your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! _____________________________ -Not mine, but pass it around
@azzyiguees9 ай бұрын
since it's 2024, not even word's can prevent people from "doing it".
@GeovaneRodrigues-uf9xi6 ай бұрын
Toda vez que eu escuto essa música eu sinto algo.. eu sinto toda minha vida na minha pele, eu sinto todos os sentimentos guuardados, eu sinto todas as palavras que não saíram quando quando eu queria falar algo.. eu sinto o meu eu se destruindo e voltando do passado com dores. Eu sinto todas as decepções vindo a tona eu sinto que não vivo a vida
@DarkLion2176 ай бұрын
Eu te entendo irmão você não está sozinho, sei como é se sentir assim!
@luhtreyvo_official Жыл бұрын
Rest in peace the dead homie....
@FlyingLizard9352 ай бұрын
life can’t keep declining like this man
@ur.moms_crack2 ай бұрын
naw u r so real for that
@abtovar199610 ай бұрын
You at one point were connected to another human, they nurtured you, watched you grow, protected you from the world. Then birthed you. The fact that you are here reading this says it all, you are loved. Maybe not now but who says you can find it again. You are worth iit
@I-like-polar-bearsАй бұрын
I’m starting to realize there’s no escaping loneliness, I have freinds and all, but they don’t really care, sure people online are nice and all, but that’s just pitty, I know some people are in the same situation, I pray for you all, may god be with you through everything, this is me, sighning out, for a long time.
@LuxithanShortsАй бұрын
Pls comeback
@AsbestoEaterАй бұрын
Man , im having the same thing . I started high school , but i havent got friends that really care abt me , and my old friends are talking less to me , the only place i have friends is video games , but my mom says im anti social because of video games , she grounds me and then i dont have nobody to talk...
@I-like-polar-bearsАй бұрын
@@AsbestoEater il be your friend
@AsbestoEaterАй бұрын
@@I-like-polar-bears thx
@Mirasmusic1198 ай бұрын
“It’s not like u ever tried to stay” 0:38
@georgekramer42082 ай бұрын
Real
@EndXplocity191410 ай бұрын
Im here because i like this song but not because I'm sad , whoever is going through hard times, just stay strong and develop the character cause being average sucks and i think that's the main reason men don't receive enough respect and appreciation.
@reconnecting3703 Жыл бұрын
Nobody realizes that someone’s life is terrible until it’s to late, and this song makes me feel like that would happen for people when I’m gone, whenever I choose to go, but it won’t feel like that for people because to me nobody cares about me
@adrenaline43234 ай бұрын
lowkey miss this song it peaked back in summer 2023
@ROCKYTRACKISBACK101Ай бұрын
"Without Batman, Crime Has No Punchline..." -The Joker
@therealdrummerak Жыл бұрын
she is all i think about i would do anything to see her again.
@adamantium47977 ай бұрын
Lol
@wesgeiger20377 ай бұрын
Do you still feel this way 8 months later?
@MarioWheeler776 ай бұрын
Spending the summer alone while everyone else is having fun is a pain.
@kohu8726 ай бұрын
I really hope that this summer will be at least good and not even like the others.
@mypeeisred244 ай бұрын
Yep. Ever since my mom decided to get pregnant and have another kid, we haven’t gone anywhere. I miss when we could just drop everything and go to the water park or pool whenever we wanted without a care in the world, but of course, not everything lasts forever.
@person_g5555 Жыл бұрын
Just me and this unyielding depression, eh hope you guys do better than ill ever do, whoever reads this, have a great lifetime
@tomikah-n2u7 ай бұрын
the quote of the day... do you really gonna show your love someone who never showed you their?
@Poopsicle969 ай бұрын
WE MAKIN IT TO THE AFTERLIFE WITH THIS ONE 🗣🗣
@azzyiguees9 ай бұрын
get your gen-z copy and paste comment somewhere else, this is serious.
@dawg3638 ай бұрын
@@azzyiguees people cope by joking about their sadness by turning then into memes which might not be healthy but its still rude to just assume things before jumping into conclusion and saying "get your gen-z cnp out of here" and their matter is as just important as ours.
@azzyiguees8 ай бұрын
@@dawg363 this guy clearly is making fun of the depressed people, stop tryna figure out a way to find other reasons that doesn't fit in this topic.
@gokuakatsuki432 Жыл бұрын
One friend that I had that was way older than me shot himself in the chest about 5 years ago it is still somewhat traumatizing and that is one of the main reasons why I’m am like this…
@frankiecampiti2372 Жыл бұрын
Rockstar employees had this on full blast making RDR2 Chapter 6
@Nai1710 ай бұрын
I really need this... people can hear me My family doesn't hear me. They hurt my feelings about writing and drawing... n all educative fails .... I failed to my family and me... I wish with a new opportunity to be happy in the university... but this year not. Thanks for reading
@Mr_haxing10 ай бұрын
My friend I hope you have a great life beyond the painful years it may hurt but acceptance of yourself how you feel at peace ✌️
@Nai1710 ай бұрын
@@Mr_haxing Thanks :">
@Mr_haxing10 ай бұрын
@@Nai17 you are very welcome fellow sigma
@Nai1710 ай бұрын
@@Mr_haxing Thank you!
@michaelzamoraii21619 ай бұрын
You're different. Just like most of us. Embrace it, even when they don't. That's what makes us so special. You're not alone, go thru the comments. We're not unique or special. We're just different and if they don't see that then that their loss.
@joselopez-ze2rm Жыл бұрын
the slowed to perfection
@cfrmdaraq58947 ай бұрын
I try every day not to think about ending it, I wake up every morning and put up this fake smile. I’m tired of it man. Been through countless relationships. After this one ex broke up with me it hasn’t been the same. Got assaulted on the street couple months later. Lost 2 uncles an aunt I dearly cared for. Lost my grandpa, got to hear my mom’s heartbreaking scream. Got kicked out my home. Spent most of the time high and on the streets on those summer nights. One of my day 1s let me crash at his place. Couples years later I lost him to gun violence. Never got to thank him for giving me a home when I got kicked out my “home” Lost 3 more homies to these streets. Didn’t graduate high school. Was told my whole life I wasn’t gonna be anything. Always been alone and I’m still alone to this day. Only 18 man. Been through a lot it’s hard to speak to anyone’s because I don’t think anyone will ever understand the pain I went through. Smoked weed constantly. Got a job a car and some what of a home now. I’m just tired of this shit man. At least when I die I’ll have plenty of people to be with up there. Only time I’m happy is when I get to drive something about it makes me feel peaceful. No destination just getting to go anywhere calms me. No one cares. I’m all alone. No ones is coming to save me. I hide this constant pain everyday and it’s getting tiring. I own a 9mm and put it to my head everyday just waiting for the right time. I try looking forward to the “better” things in life. I just simply can’t anymore. Pray for me guys.
@justRinnehehe7 ай бұрын
trust me man. you can do it. you'll meet people and stuff. just dont, i barely know you but yet i cant bare knowing i lost another. my befriend killed herself not that long ago. just keep going. please
@JOEELLLLLLLLLL7 ай бұрын
Keep living , keep patience that’s why I’m still breathing but then again I can’t find a reason to live so I keep searching for one ,until then I’m a breathing sack of sad shit
@mauraadnyana27807 ай бұрын
keep living. you wouldn't? you must! find anything in your life that can be a purpose of your life. like what you said, driving, with no destination. wouldn't it be lovely to find something nice on your "no destination" trip? :). i hope you'll stay positive. tell me if you need a person to talk to, even if im just a stranger:). stay alive.
@aquacat35527 ай бұрын
I’m a bit busy rn but I have something I’d like to say later today. For now, keep fighting my friend ❤️
@kingpig55507 ай бұрын
i can't say i feel you, because ive never lived a life like that, but i ran away to the woods for a year, i was beaten by the woods, mauled, starved, and when my dad found me in time before i starved to death in the freezing cold woods, the look of pure happiness i saw in his eyes as he grabbed me and helped me out of the woods into his truck. I was very lucky that my dad was hunting that day he found me, or else i might would've died out there. I regret missing so much time with my dad. He's not doing well but he's still alive. I will be praying for you. Good luck
@KizzyNoX1m8 ай бұрын
This song makes you realise how lonely you could actually be to be honest I’m lonely I have no friends but listening to songs like this for some reason makes me happier not sadder…
@Sceptaa8 ай бұрын
ive been lonely half of my life
@KizzyNoX1m8 ай бұрын
@@SceptaaI know how it feels bro we just gotta pray there’s a way out 👍
@Sceptaa8 ай бұрын
@@KizzyNoX1m theres a way out but an impossible one.
@Vampvr-h7e8 ай бұрын
True
@Cat_Valentine633 ай бұрын
Photo of the video looks depressing af but at the same time seems so beautiful with the song in a weird way I can’t explain
@aniondanion8211 Жыл бұрын
this makes me feel like im sinking further and further into nothing. almost like I’m floating on something that could give out at any second. but I kind of like it. I don’t know why.
@0pium-y6m3 ай бұрын
in the 8th grade there was this girl really liked by the time i gathered up the courage to tell her that i liked her she told me she was moving to London, this song reminded me of her.
@kat37552 ай бұрын
thats brutal for you
@ChaseTheGlitchGuy Жыл бұрын
POV: it’s 3AM and you and your homies are deep in the feels
@Newport10000s Жыл бұрын
doing everything in my power to regulate how I react to others/situations, but getting a grasp on the the thoughts that would end all means seems damn near impossible.
@Granted777Ай бұрын
It’s not too late to reinvent yourself. There is a life beyond your wildest dreams waiting for you if you’re willing to do the work ❤
@Deluxe_Art__11 ай бұрын
I'm nothing but a dumbass i wish i could have never existed...but thank you the person for uploading this music...
@UhhDeadly11 ай бұрын
ur all good
@Planetary111 ай бұрын
Hey man, We're here for you, Even if you can't see it, Take care of yourself Man, -❤Love 13 Year Old
@FW.FALL3N11 ай бұрын
@@Planetary1 idk if u said 13yr old as a joke but damn didnt know u can be depressed at 13
@Deluxe_Art__11 ай бұрын
@@FW.FALL3Nactually I'm 14..but yeah it's possible to have depression at this age...even me I wasn't expecting to be in that condition...tbh
@Deluxe_Art__11 ай бұрын
@@Planetary1thanks...
@hajunsolos Жыл бұрын
Pov: Your trying to fall asleep, but rather than getting memories of happiness in your life, you think of the finer of someone whom you really deeply care about
@kemmybelleuwuАй бұрын
IM TIRED OF BEING ALONE SO MUCH ITS MAKING ME GO INSANE
@chillshark8241Ай бұрын
It’s not going to be that way forever however it may seem right now
@Epson-lp1uzАй бұрын
me fr
@RarePixel29 күн бұрын
real
@GigaLovesJesus27 күн бұрын
Hi ill pray for you
@JohnDanielRay127 күн бұрын
All I want is someone to love, my life feels empty
@Frederick-zl6rl11 ай бұрын
It's ok just stay happy and if anything goes in your way ill be there ok...
@masonplaysgames12349 ай бұрын
she broke my heart with this one🗣️🗣️🔥🔥
@otakupro1791Ай бұрын
You know that feeling of guilt..that you feel sad even though your life is not that bad ,and there are people out there having worse than you..but you still can't helo but..can'y smile
@Frxxie6 ай бұрын
"I"ve done a lot of things that i ain't proud of .." -Michael De Santa He was right ..
@Neltovic7 ай бұрын
yo these comments deep asf i just like the song 🙏 but for real u guys actually dont end it theres a million reasons youll mentally break your family same with your friends youll never have your favourite food or listen to the best song you know you won't be able to play all those games the list goes on so dont die, sans father explained it perfectly "remember son, dying is gay"
@shicz0m00nАй бұрын
''mom: are you okay?'' . . . ''yes.''
@ur.moms_crackАй бұрын
too real man
@JuanCarlosManansala11 ай бұрын
I know we all being through this all of the time. But whenever you're in a dark shadows where you feel like you have no hope for others to help you, just alone. But always remember: that the darkness doesn't last forever, Fight it till you make it to your own actual Happiness. Dont fake your smile, that isn't going to help you. Expressing it, is better than refusing it for yourself! Love yourself, Takecare of yourself, I will support you! ❤ No matter if you're muslim, atheist, or something. I still shall share a Gospel as i live up happily on my Christian life!❤️ "A joyful heart brightens one's face, but a troubled heart breaks the spirit." Proverbs 15:13 God bless you! You're not alone❤️ ;)))
@kies2k2 ай бұрын
this song hits different 💔
@Someone..00.11 ай бұрын
Depression...social anxiety... and now,its isolation from everyone at everything. In Life and in texting. It Just makes me lonelier and lonelier..and the voices are getting louder and louder day by day... Im a man,i guess i just dont matter that much... I'll be fine..perhaps i will end the pain myself...
@thesacredpickle11 ай бұрын
Hey man, please don't consider harming yourself. I know it seems like you don't matter because "Oh men don't need comfort, they just gotta suck it up because they're strong" but it isn't like that really. I'm here for you if you want someone to talk to. Just don't harm yourself please, it may seem like nobody cares about it, but there is one person who will care about you until death. Remember, others care about you here. You're never always alone man.
@Gutsdagoat-11 ай бұрын
@@thesacredpickle❤
@JBF14 Жыл бұрын
If only... if i had tried Why am I still here? These are the things I think about every day
@kilodelta55628 ай бұрын
If you've never had a broken heart, this is what it feels like💔😢
@briangatto45658 ай бұрын
yup I agree
@AbsoluteXhaos6 ай бұрын
Listening to it feels like heaven, but it hurts like hell
@Lennon77817 ай бұрын
When I just don’t feel like my self I come to this song, like Rn.
@kingpig55507 ай бұрын
thats what im saying i just totaled a car with 3 kids and their mother inside and drove my truck out of the ditch so i didnt have to pay. i feel awful
@XTruelyOmnipotentX7 ай бұрын
Hanging myself to this one🗣️🗣️🗣️🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
@YT_URACTUALYBAD4 ай бұрын
Tbh I’m only here bc I realized I am very sad and feel like the one person in school who seems like has no problems and is always happy and nice but at home I’m always sad and almost brought to tears every day just bc of my existence…
@haboushikins4 ай бұрын
Hey, Ur strong for even dealing with that
@xBlowTheWhistle4 ай бұрын
Stay strong man, god is with you
@poly_morphedvoid71905 ай бұрын
How I feel after just EXISTING in 2024:
@Lilyrocketzatp4 ай бұрын
"I won't do it again, i promise" over and over and over again i hear that fucking sentence from my 'best friend' and EVERY. SINGLE. TIME. I try to vent all of my friends make it about themselves, i can't even finish fucking venting without being interrupted by someone, no ever fucking listens, therapy barely even helps, and I'm having to try not to relapse, i just want this to fucking end already. Edit: My dad and older brother called me a fucking comedy(joke).
@kingsley2714 ай бұрын
Dont do it
@Lilyrocketzatp4 ай бұрын
@@kingsley271 I won't
@zenndaclipgod4 ай бұрын
I DID EVERYTHING FOR HER BRUH
@zenndaclipgod4 ай бұрын
@@LilyrocketzatpSHE THREW IT AND STOMPED ON IT
@joen42874 ай бұрын
I feel you honestly :)
@heartlessguy774 ай бұрын
i dont think i will ever be enough.
@alexmogaming56098 ай бұрын
I only cry at night when my whole family is sleeping cuz at day i act goofy and funny but at the end of day i show my true expressions and conidering the fact no one in my school wants to be friends with me makes me more sadder evry day
@Ribeiro.....8 ай бұрын
Same bra😿
@pavasite42788 ай бұрын
Bro I want to be friends with you
@Vampvr-h7e8 ай бұрын
It's okay your not alone
@escuseme8 ай бұрын
Real
@krustykrabofficialYT7 ай бұрын
yeah same here
@24kk.glocks9 ай бұрын
im just so lost and depressed over someone who could careless if i take my own life over them
@coolguybraydan27589 ай бұрын
don't do it. this random stranger loves you
@dinosharttt5 ай бұрын
@@coolguybraydan2758 gay
@DAMNSHORTIE Жыл бұрын
💜💜💜 Brothers in struggle
@AkumaLover19968 ай бұрын
I feel like my friends suck, i dont like talking to theme outside of school. My family sucks and the 2 best friends thats i ever loved unfriended me and it was all my fault 3 months ago. Im still very deppressed about it
@ism4il-8 ай бұрын
My friend, in this life you realise people will come and go. They will stay. And they will leave. That’s the reality of this life. Be so rooted in yourself that no one’s absence or presence can disturb your inner peace.
@ism4il-8 ай бұрын
Remember to keep an inner circle, and outer circle of people. Your inner circle is the people you wouldn’t question the motives of. Your outer circle is the rest of the world. Friends, colleagues, even family. You can keep a good relation with these people, but they will not know you to a personal degree. That’s should be reserved for the people who would really throw down and drop everything for you. And if there’s no one who is like that in your life. Then you have to be your own inner circle. Your mind has to be controlled and looked after, like a well oiled engine. You put water in a petrol engine, it won’t work. You put idea or people into your mind which aren’t good for you, you will not work in the optimum way either.
@Haloy2killerFN8 ай бұрын
They ain’t your friends if they don’t fight for you
@AkumaLover19968 ай бұрын
@who728 no it was my fault they unfriended me. I loved them to much but they don't like me anymore, yes they were real friends but I broke the trust
@jusokee7 ай бұрын
in the same situation, like exactly
@nobody_0l3 ай бұрын
I love being alone, I just hate being lonely 🙁
@Elpajer0-423 ай бұрын
Que? Primero dijiste que te gustaba estar solo y ahora dices que odias estar solo???
@Friu8873 ай бұрын
I feel you man
@majorragersp23149 ай бұрын
When I gotta get up for work and wake up alone again. Just another day….😕
@pen879711 ай бұрын
We've been friends for 5 years, and yesterday out of the blue she just shut me out, she blocked me on social media, it's as if she's pretending I don't exist anymore, I don't know what I did wrong. Ever since then, this song has been playing in my head rent free.
@joshashraf11 ай бұрын
I'm so sorry that happened I know how it feels to loose a friend you cared deeply for, if you ever need to talk I'm here I'll happily give my insta
@Lunar_Kitchen_Lord0611 ай бұрын
I know the feeling
@adamantium479710 ай бұрын
Lol
@MacedonianPhalanx28365 ай бұрын
Idk why but everytime i see this song what comes to my head is: "You're old, you're predictable, and you never stood a chance."
@bullyinc.46354 ай бұрын
Batman Arkham game over screen?
@MacedonianPhalanx28364 ай бұрын
@@bullyinc.4635 Yes.
@I_Xylexio_I9 ай бұрын
Reality can be so Harsh and cruel. But don't let it drag you down. Do not let it stop you from climbing on top to be with everybody else. I don't care if you were suicidal, lonely or sad. Never let Reality drag you. There are plenty of people who will Like and love you for who you are n what you want to do in life. Sure everybody has lied and made shameful decisions, but We always learned from our mistakes together. Hang in there everybody we are together. Never give up because you will end up hurting others who care about you and love you.
@basileg23889 ай бұрын
such a good coment with 1 like lemme fix that
@jeremyiscoolig42619 ай бұрын
❤
@MiguelMartinez-nl7ef9 ай бұрын
You can even eat all you want. No judging that.
@mister41064 ай бұрын
Sleep - > roting in my room - > sleep im always the one stupid losser friend
@bullyinc.46354 ай бұрын
same
@Blacksaiyan2.0-oe5cn4 ай бұрын
same
@NoahGee-rs5jq7 ай бұрын
Can you guys pray for my grandma’s cancer so it does not come back please and thank you I need her with me still I’m not ready for her to leave me❤😢🙏
@anshsankhwar4697 ай бұрын
i hope she gets well soon, prayers to her.
@godofdestructionFTW6 ай бұрын
I've lost my grandmother to cancer I Pray that Your Grandmother gets well
@Cowboy_McNugget6 ай бұрын
Sending prayers I hope she stays well
@dinosharttt5 ай бұрын
🙏
@173sawYT4 ай бұрын
"When your losing interest in things you loved doing." "When your favorite series comes to an end." "When you hang out with bro for him to abandon you in a blink of an eye." "When your friend leaves you for another friend or his girl." "When your loved one passes."
@Cat_Valentine633 ай бұрын
Out of all of those I’d say the tv series one hits me for some reason, especially after you’ve had good days coming home from work or school, eating snacks & relaxing all day watching it, just having a good time in general, than it ends & your like what now? 😢
@omnih73Ай бұрын
I used to think life wasn’t worth living- dark times calls for dark measures. I started using and self harming frequently to try to cope with the pain but then I met her
@ItsGunnaBeOkDude Жыл бұрын
Enjoy life...even your last moments.
@ElPrieto-2009-keyboard11 ай бұрын
It’s weird how the human mind can have absolutely no issues, but still crave for sadness…
@akkagarelo6395 Жыл бұрын
I fucked up, destroyed the one thing I didn't want to lose. Now I don't know what to do...
@catsuiii Жыл бұрын
it'll be okay, I feel like I am in the same boat with you, we'll make it through this
@akkagarelo6395 Жыл бұрын
@@catsuiii I just, I feel like despite my best intentions I destroy everything I touch. I know Ill get through thats no choice at this point.
@cooldawggaming18024 ай бұрын
I don’t know what to do, every day I keep failing… I don’t know if I have any hope left…
@TebAbcd3443 ай бұрын
Same I always make mistakes people make me mad and feel betrayed, whats my purpose?