YOU DONT GET OUT OF THE DARK NIGHT, you get IN. Music by bensound.com

Trevor Ilesley
explaining how and what the dark night wants you to achieve. Everyone wants to get out of the dark night, you will be foolish to do that. This is like the hand of god coming in to answers your questions, but you will have to experience them too know the truth. This experience is the greatest teacher you will ever meet. I talk about relationships, and why you meet them. I talk about being with the dark night, listen and feel your pains, because once you get one part of this story, the next part comes. This journey can only happen day by day. You have to work at being successful, so, write a letter to your soul, communicate with your darkness, trust me, its the best thing you can do. The fight is you don't want to, I suggest you had better before its all to late. Good luck, sorry its a bit long, I couldn't stop talking. let me know if the music is to much and I will load up with out music. The music is by BENSOUND.COM

[@mollyclock8238]

sometimes, i sit in my car, late at night, listening to the radio. then, it starts to rain, so i shut everything off, and allow my soul to be compelled, by the vibrations, of the drops, singing their song, around my presence.

[@cliffkonkle3467]

molly clock Beautiful spoken poetry

[@johnconnor6492]

molly clock make sure your car battery doesn't die!

[@lovingatlanta]

+ molly clock - Lovely words 🤗💞🤗

[@kimgee9802]

Beautiful

[@buffy377]

Ah much like nice tin roof!

[@pulsey2001]

I've been cherry picking spiritual information for about 18 months now and that has to be the best speech I've ever heard. Thank you Trevor, I've subscribed.

[@BEMEISM]

Hi Tony Hilton welcome to my channel and thank you for a great comment, means s lot.

[@DrSeethe]

Looks like youve got yourself the peach :)

[@gayleprinceau9268]

Trevor, ever since this introspection began for me, I’ve noticed that it continues nearly everyday. The challenge to see “another as yourself” is a practice for self-evaluation. Not an easy path, for sure, but effective nonetheless. Thank you for the spotlight into what may very well be, what’s really going on. Subscribed.☮️☯️👐

[@thankyoualmightygod8108]

🌹❤️✨🙏🏼✨❤️🌹

[@darioootieez2986]

a flower cannot grow unless the seed is covered in dirt and manure.

[@ZenBoeddha]

The Dark Knight. It took me 16 years to start being greatfull and humble. I could not beat it so i joined it.

[@BEMEISM]

Niels Righart Yes you are correct there. It's the best way to truly get to understand so much more about who you are. We can fight it all day long, you won't win, as you know. I did the same as you, then the communication became brilliant and I discovered a wonderful new way of being. Hope you did to. T.

[@shallah7777]

Ok I love knowledge but I didn’t know it could be or had to be so painful . That when I think as human and not my God conscious self . The up the ladder and down the parable is so on point . Everything I think I got the game of life down to a science another up and down experience come into existence to show me and give a greater understanding . I never in my life liked the idea of if you can’t be them join them idea . But born universal truth is once we conquer the ego lower self you do join unified or come into awareness of your true authentic supreme self ! Healing is true love peace happiness !

[@TKO-qj5zx]

I like to fall asleep listening to Trevor, something about the voice is so relaxing

[@lpettigrew3401]

Facts

[@Trashorplay]

Same here

[@MAzurburg]

I kinda freeze after a while, sitting on the couch, relaxed.

[@buffy377]

I believe he’s mastered the art of breaking through the blood brain barrier much like binary beats can do. If I don’t enjoy how someone sounds I can learn nothing from them.

[@onlythenow6008]

My dark nights hurts so much sometimes. But this pain is always trying to bring me back to the present moment. It is just beautiful how it works.And when Im conscious, everything is very peaceful, full of energy, life. Every time it is happening to me Im discovering that there is no future, no past, only NOW. Everything is creating in the present moment. And Im creating my own reality in this moments. And that is very peaceful a neutral. Then it dissapear, and Im again lost in the mind and feelings, and is pain extremly quickly here. But I love it, discovering the present moment, my true nature and self. Thank you for your videos Trevor I appreciate it so much. Btw. Sorry for my english Im just learning it :)

[@BEMEISM]

Hi there, it takes time, and practise knowing the difference between the two identities. Step by step wee gradually move in the right direction until we fully embrace the greatness. Its like a new pair of shoes, they want to kill you at first, but through persistence, they wear in, and we love em. Sorry for the comparison, but it just came out. T

[@dwaynepitts6099]

Very well said ...

[@lisac8509]

I hear everyone e talk about everything. I had ONE intense night. I think all others are just bad times and challenges.

[@dreichar]

Your videos are awesome! I recently stepped out of my dark night. It lasted longer than a year and was compounded by brain injury and pre-cancerous blood and bone problems. My intentions were always good, but devine spirit knew I was on a path that was not correct. My dark night ended with an understanding of the world and it's interplay...TV and society is just transparent to me now. I was always an empath, but am much more intuitive now. I am using my awakening to share positivity with others through my own channel...which is just in its infancy! You are a wonderful inspiration!

[@SuketaPatel]

The darkness follows me with the same story line over and over and over again. I Prayed and asked God for help once again. I thought the 2012 awakening was sufficient after asking the question ´who am I. But no...the purging continues even after meditating for hours and listening to the messages of hundreds of guru's. And then you showed up my dear Mr. Trevor, right in the middle of my depression. I did not even pick your video, it just started to play while I was cleaning and listening to other you tube spiritual videos. So I listened and paid attention to the message that was obviously directed to me. It was surely a slap in the face. I must see more of your videos. This video was the clearest vision I have received so far in my journey especially in seeing pain as it truly is. Thank you for making this video.

[@BEMEISM]

Maybe god answered your calling Suketa Patel. I find it interesting when you get that piece of information just at the right time, I always say, God led me to it. Sometimes we just need to be ready to hear it. Welcome to my channel. I'm sure you will find so much more. Check out the caterpillar cocoon and butterfly series of three vids. I'm sure it will make perfect sense for you.

[@SuketaPatel]

I was watching exactly what you just suggested. Wow ! Your videos really resonate with me. I always seem to contract with the pain rather than getting in . Then I get stuck in the situation and the chatter box begins its work. I try and get some stillness, but it's impossible when attention is on the darkness at that moment. I wish I had a key, a memory, a little space between the thoughts at that exact moment before I fall down into the vortex once again. What's worst is that this ridiculous pattern has been going on and on in the a Suketa story. I know that it is directing me once again inside myself to choose again. But why do I continue to choose fear?I am so tired to hear THE voice in my head that keeps dragging me down. I know I have to love it's divinity too, but it's hard. It wakes me up in the morning. Sleeping is the only thing that feels good. I just wish it was easier to hear THE voice.If you have any intuitive suggestions please guide me. I will definitely continue to watch more of your videos. I have suffered through so many physical and mental happenings, I am just tired now...it's like all the spiritual truths I have found since the awakening just go down the drain when the things happen in life all over again. Whether it's relationship, tumor, job choices, mental stress etc....I have been choosing everything out of alignment. I usually meditate and time heals. But this week I got back down on my knees and prayed for help especially after my tooth extraction this Thursday and a same old battle with my husband today. I continue to question why I am with thus guy who had hasn't said I love you for 20 years. Well..I know it's to awaken, but it's hard. He is directing me to look deeper inside for love but So much fear envelopes me that I cannot see the light. Not even my guides in meditation could help me thus week. Thanks for your response. I am grateful for more keys. I just wish I could remember them when needed.

[@alsdean]

Hello Trevor, I'm David and the last month my dark night of the soul took a incredible turn. I am now at that point that I am understanding what it is all about, today I've really felt that my true self is reborn in the body that I equalized with the only thing that we have when we are alive and this one thing to never let go off. My dark night was very hard. Been there 2 years from now on and at its peak the pain I've felt was heavier and more depressing than I could ever have imagined pain to be. I even felt pain only doing nothing, just thinking and I hated every new morning, hated that repitition that I've felt, hated the pain... But as I gave up on it I felt that I am going somewhere, couldn't see the goal at all but I felt there was a way and now EVERYTHING makes sense, I just needed to find that one mantra that turns every action that I make worthful. Just wanted to say thank you because your videos have been a great teacher to me teaching me to actually trust my intuition and my higher self, much love from Germany :)

[@BEMEISM]

Hi David, thank you for your story. Yes the pain is incredible isn't it. I couldn't believe how the body could make you feel so bad, without leaving your living room. I sometimes believe that we are at the top of our chain in the family history and its us that has to put it all right. I also believe that we are here to break the chain of the past, because we are in the middle of evolution. Its like going from black and white televisions, into colour TV. We are evolving that's for sure, and its painful, because we don't like change really. They say that a human being cant change who they are, but we are the beings, that say, you can transform your self, and it don't involve earning money, and this transformation cannot be bought in any shops. It is a gift for sure, even though it feels like a curse. For me, its what I would call the second coming, because there is an aspect of finding your own Christ energy, meaning, to love, literally everything. It can be achieved, I know, and so you will also know. The soul does hate when we are not evolving, we were never meant to stay in one place, doing the same thing over and over, its a waste of life. Fear comes to you because, once you have feared your self so much, and you get to heal that fear, there is not another being on the planet that could actually make you fear them. Its about fear. The whole world runs on it, its fuelled by fear everyday of our lives. The dark night gets you through, because if you have not experienced fear, you have not lived, will be your motto. I am so grateful, and honoured by my dark night experienced because, I would have missed out on so much, that I didn't know I was alive. Fear gets you to the pains of life, and everyone. Its not always a personal journey, we are here to see how bad life really is, and fear of the dark night is the only way to get your attention. Well done you. More videos to come, these will be the teachings that I have put together that will help you to become even more. Stay tuned my friend, its going to all be worth while. T.

[@mslewis191]

Dark Night isn't fun at all! I can't stop crying.😭😭😭

[@camillewalker8143]

Wow traver,your talking to me. I'm in tears thanks you with all my lite!

[@BEMEISM]

Yes I am talking to you, your soul, and your soul, listens. Your soul wants to know more, it needs a new you, to experience more of your self.

[@camillewalker8143]

Trevor Ilesley I've had a very hard life from childhood on up to now, Believe it or not I was the giver, the one who always gets crossed, And I always worked hard on myself, and forgave . I'm looking at my problem that the knight of the soul is telling me.I respect this process,with patience And Natural me! Thank you friend from the bottom of my soul.

[@BEMEISM]

Harder the darkness, greater your light Camille Walker

[@prestonmoore9996]

@@camillewalker8143 I have the exact same problem

[@LindaPyle]

Not everyone experiences dark night this way! It's clearing your soul for a clear signal ... the depression part is really hard but you always realize why its happening and you work your way through it ... Life is magical!

[@jeromezeigler5806]

Wow I am speechless. So much wisdom my mouth was hanging open and I couldnt close it! Lol. I have never heard anything so enlightening like this! Thank You so much!!!

[@BEMEISM]

thank you holy ghost, seems strange saying holy ghost lol

[@jeromezeigler5806]

Trevor Ilesley Lol I was trying to think of a name that sounded cool. I think Im going to change it to man with no name from the Clint Eastwood movies :) Thank you again for your wisdom and teaching!

[@annaf172]

you are a great teacher and a great soul.

[@DentfreeEurope]

I've listened to this video from Trevor more than 10 times already, and I'm still fascinated by the truth that resonates with me too, adding to the things I keep picking up as I keep going back to listen to it every day or every week, this video is the one I keep going back too, even if he has many other videos I've seen and listened too. Trevor, I wish You good health of mind and body and all You need to live a good happy life ⚡✨🤜🤛

[@eganmay11]

I am so grateful to have stumbled across your message. Exactly what I need as I've been resisting my dark night, only to have it find me again & again, louder & louder. I cried listening to this beautiful wisdom and I am now ready to face it & get on with it. It is a tremdous relief to know I am not alone in this world going through this. Thank you, thank you, thank you!!!!! ✌❤🌞

[@staceybrister]

Dear Beautiful Trevor, Yes, Yes, Yes... I'm so glad I found you, for your teachings are spot on brilliance *♡* I myself am much like you are but, I have not yet learned as many of my lessons. In July of 2015, I made a decision. I refused to go to sleep until I figured out what the shit was happening. Well, I didn't have a particular religion but I did pray, to God...my highest self. And I certainly got answers. I was awake 8 strait days, and nights. During those 8 days I wrote down the many things that were important. Then came the Grand Finale; I had an awakening! I will share this information when I have my computer back. But, I received downloads, and they were exactly what you are teaching! I must learn more!!! Thank You, Trevor *♡* With Love, Stacey

[@Innerdiamond]

The only way out is through..the dark night..is a long tunnel...at the end I found my Soul Light....transformed and reconfigured to walk a new way in Life!

[@purplesunflower8242]

Thanks Alisa just need to hear that.......x

[@melpetrey7083]

Wish I could spend a few hour or days with Trevor in person. The first 17 minutes of this floored me.

[@hollyhuffman1167]

love love love this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!YOU ARE SUCH AN AMAZING GIFT!!!!

[@MAzurburg]

This is the only podcast/ video where I can sit down and feel drawn in, my being relaxes in the wisdom.

[@marilyntolentino3756]

The bloody coffee table? You're hilarious!!!🤣🤣

[@edriley2703]

Trevor is spot on - The DNS is essential for your spiritual growth. Cannot move on without it. It's never pleasent and fraught with Danger, but you HAVE to travel the dark road. It will be fine - be true!

[@divinationquest7323]

I saw things and I would of never thought possible. Yes, I went the wrong way, now I am going in the right direction. I was told that my heart chakra was blocked for sometime. Um, you are phenomenal and I do have someone I want to truly heal and LOVE and yes, the universe sent me someone is limbo. Um, I am recuperating as my, D.N.T.S. had me, no I lost everything. I had to lose everything to realize I was enough, that I can honor myself, but not only give monetarily but my self and time was good enough. I have nothing, but I am something. It's a thankless job to heal, and I have helped 5 babies come into this earth in various ways, not literally. I HAD NO IDEA, YES I MEAN A LOT TO MANY PEOPLE, SO INSTEAD OF EMBRACING ME, THEY HAVE PUSHED ME AWAY BECAUSE OF MY LIGHT. IT's my turn to heal and do what I have helped many do= Forgive themselves. I have cried oceans and suffered a thousand real heartbreaks. Thank you, Trevor. You explained in a way, and I can truly understand. I send love your way.

[@emilymorain3545]

Wow. It's like you're sitting across from me at the kitchen table....talking directly to me. Thank you for coming to me

[@sophia313-]

Thank You....i just love this photo.....it reminds me of the wild natural soul looking back at itself and the acceptance of the dance with the Dark Knight of the soul . i love you . Thank you . Heal Earth And Life - Heal

[@Mystique7]

I wish I would've found this 15 yrs ago.... meditation is what saved me. Peace.

[@Shadow_whisperer7797]

Thank you for talking about what I needed to learn...I HAD BEEN in the dark night before I knew it... And then "she" came into my life and her leaving left like I was a newborn baby being ripped away from my twin that I was clutching to for warmth. I appreciate this journey, I am still learning, about love, fear, and everything else like quantum entanglement. Thanks, Trevor. 🙏

[@lizcaplan3410]

Trevor, thank you. I do not know what to say beyond this. You are able to communicate vital truth.

[@jennyswords5645]

This is awesome Trevor! I am happy to have stumbled upon your vids, as well.....I highly resonate with what you're saying....AND a voice I can tolerate....much appreciated :)....thank you!

[@adribelloc1]

Thank you for this🕊 May The Holy Spirit one GOD keep blessing you! 🙏

[@BEMEISM]

You to adriana belloc

[@JacquelineMcIntoshNo1]

Trevor, I think I'm beginning to understand, but I'm so afraid. My Father & uncle drank a lot. Mom left when I was 7 when I learned that I had to watch out for my 4 older sisters & run to get help when my uncle was on one of them. I grew up and became a 'Helper' in career, with friends and family, and I smile at everyone. I've had lupus and ptsd since around 10 years old so I had to work harder than others in my career but did very well until my disabilities caught up with me, I haven't been able to work in 10 years. In my 30's I decided to get to know my Father, he was finally the Father not always drunk. We had fun and bonded as I spent every weekend working on the house I grew up in were all my nightmares would take place. His friends said he looked 5 years younger and was happier; after only 3 he in an accident and was killed instantly by a drunk driver. I know our time was a gift, but the pain was horrifying. My nightmares never take place in that house again. When I was a teenager, a boy came to me and asked if I would date him if he broke up with his long time girlfriend. I said yes, she found out, she & her friends bullied me out of high school, she got pregnant, he dropped out to get a job, they got married had 3 children, their marriage was turbulent. When they divorced; I was in my 40's; he came to find me. We dated, it was a bit chaotic, he had anger in him. After a year he found he had cancer, his daughter was stationed in the military so I took care of him for 10 months until Hospice came in. He and I became very close during those months. He never cried in front of anyone in his life, but he did with me during that time. He talked about happy times and regrets and I listened. I know the relationship was a gift, but the pain of losing him, like my Father, was horrifyingly painful. I also took care of my Father-in-law at home when he was dying of cancer back in the 80's. Those 3 men were the only ones who truly loved me. It will be 2 years on Dec. 23 when David died. I am petrified to ever get into another relationship. I can't go through the loss again. I've attempted suicide twice and began planning it without telling anyone last Summer, but I couldn't do it because of how it would effect a 15 years old boy who I babysat a five years ago who still calls me to chat. My life used to be magical, no matter what, the good I did would come back to me. But now I'm living my life in pain and fear. I feel I've done all I've been meant to do here and I'm ready to be done with it. I've been in other relationships but they've gotten more out of them than I did. I'm 57 and mentally and physically exhausted from the ptsd, lupus and the losses. My mother showed back up in my life 6 years ago after being MIA for over 40 years. She doesn't know how to be a mother; I find I'm being the mother to her but she isn't learning; she latched onto me of all her 5 kids; it's exhausting, frustrating, I'm feeling resentful as she complains all the time. Yesterday she said she can't imagine the mothers who leave their kids with people who would abuse them, but that's exactly what she did to us. I know I need time to heal; I feel my life is suspended and I'm stuck in fear, I see a long lonely future. I'm grateful that I found your videos and am praying I'll find more answers listening to more of them, or in one of your books and paying more attention while in my Dark Nights.

[@karentorlage8988]

Words would not do justice to what you have been through. May you find healing and peace.xx

[@JacquelineMcIntoshNo1]

@@karentorlage8988 Thank you, you're very kind. I don't remember writing so much. I have found the healing and peace. I've learned that my life path is to help others and accept that it's a gift. My closest sister died shortly after my writing, at this point that was just another loss. I acquired chronic lyme meningitis over three years ago, researched a lot, let everyone know it has to be treated with an anti-parasitic (after three years it helped resolve a lot of my pain), doctors aren't allowed to treat it because it's a bio weapon and they can lose their license; recent information confirmed everything I found. My neighbor/friend of 24 years died of a very fast cancer before Christmas. He always wanted to go South for lunch at his favourite restaurant. Late last November we finally did; he drove me South to buy a newer car, we had lunch where he wanted to and had a lovely day. Two 1/2 weeks later he was gone. I've been given the gift of Forgiveness to all. I do seem to become closer to people before they die, I feel honored to have spent quality time with them. Blessings.

[@lizrusso9274]

Oh thank you! I'm crying. In a good way. 💚

[@BEMEISM]

Tears of releasing emotional energy i hope, Liz Russo. T. Much love

[@marieantoinettecipriani5676]

I could listen to your voice for days...beautiful!

[@BEMEISM]

Thank you. What a beautiful name you have. Marie Antoinette Cipriani-Walker

[@MarkSven888]

Divine timing. Thank you for this. This is the first of quite a few Dark Nights of the Soul periods that I have finally surrendered completely, and the lessons and direction I have received is more clear than ever. I did not know it to be an entity and a relationship until I stumbled upon this video. This adds so much more clarity to what I am going through and will allow me to process it all more efficiently. I am ready for this. I asked for it. Damn. Thank you for being one of my teachers. This feels like the most important youtube channel i have ever come across.

[@BEMEISM]

Thank you so much Mark Sveinbjornson

[@ladyfae4797]

Mark from Midgard. Beautifully said I agree completely

[@DTRMtunes]

Really love your work Trevor. Sorry to hear about your Brother and thank you for sharing these teachings ❤

[@marilyntolentino3756]

When the man I loved was depressed, I got sick for about 3 years! Even thinking about him made me sad. I knew something terrible was going to happen & I also knew that I wasn't going to be able to help him! When he took his life, I too died. I finally needed answers. I finally asked and got answers! Now, I am understanding how the universe works! I also know I love him for the way he handled his heavenly matters on earth. He never knew on earth that I loved him because I had to stay away from him. I too was damaged, damn it!!!

[@marilynaqui2946]

I`ve just found a favorite, love listening to your calming voice Trevor, thank you for sharing your beautiful thoughts. Love and light.

[@honeybee2049]

My dark nights has been triggered by many things. First was leaving my husband who was narcissistic and evil , betraying and abusing me. Then it was my abusive boss firing me with no cause. I left and moved to another state, i was doing well then my finances begin to get hit really hard to the point of struggling to pay my bills. I wonder, is the dark night that im in is trying to show me something about my view about money or is it the emotion behind how i feel after losing the money, its like I pray and meditate for prosperity and abundance and instead of gaining, all my money gets taken away.!? Lol. Sometimes I wonder if someone is spiritually doing work against me. Its heavy and draining, I haven't had rest, im broke, and tired. However I can't give up. Thank you for your videos! Im understanding whats going on!

[@BEMEISM]

Hi Nola. I am afraid to tell you, this is true, it happened to me. freedom comes in many forms. But I am guessing that the jobs you are doing are actual jobs you don't want to do, and so therefore it goes against the grain of who you are. Leaving your husband must have been a great challenge, and may have taken years, but when you look at it, you did it because of the love of self. If you can get through that, do you think there isn't anything you can get through. That was your worse nightmare. Reward comes in the form of love, not money, the DNOTS don't understand money at all. What the presence is interested in, is freeing you to find you. Life isn't a job any more, love has become your job, find the very thing you would love to do, beat your fears, let them go. So, what really would you love to do, but most importantly, how would you like to BE ?. T.

[@honeybee2049]

Trevor Ilesley thank you for the insight and perspective! I will continue this search!

[@josephyounes8124]

Nola S hello, nola peace best thing to do is to let go of evrything and you should start chosing ur thoughts and you should start see yourself having everything because you already have ... when you do that everything will change.

[@BEMEISM]

It will for sure Joseph Younes. T.

[@josephyounes8124]

Trevor Ilesley :) thanks for sharing, it s hard many times for an emotional being, u can really lose the light so easily.

[@robinpunneo7562]

Awesome video! I will be listening again. It's like another review of what has been intensely at work in my mind. I'm grateful. I'm here for it. Thank you.

[@user-go6ou6qe3q]

4/1/2020 Finally The freedom from my dark knight

[@SuperNova-cp8mo]

Thanks for the insight. I've subscribed for future videos! I am a healer. Disasters do not bend me anymore. Unbreakable ❤ No Fear

[@indiracamotim2858]

Trevor Ilesley - thank you again. You are making me understand so much. I don’t even know how to thank you.

[@Gliss_Bliss]

I am subscribing. Thank you for sharing your personal research and information that took you at the very least 16 years to discover. I have been guided to watch different series about the codes of the universe. Pi is everywhere in nature and makes up a lot of our universe. I thought this was a great synchronicity with what you said at the end there about how you’ve found a code with 3 numbers and 2 words which for some reason Pi then popped into my head especially since pi is an infinite , in relation to how you said you had 1000s of pages of words continuing on...

[@LisaSteingold]

This was absolutely incredible. Thank you! It came just at the right time!

[@ikechukwuokafor6994]

Impeccable timing.....I was spiralling down before I got here....Thanks a lot Trevor

[@MagdaRealEstate]

Enjoyed It do resonated with me Excellent Trevor

[@noelconnick9316]

Thank you Trevor. Everyone is a messenger and you are the message I need to hear right now.

[@hipnicity]

Heaven is whatever you make it!🌟

[@AaronSof]

The harsh truth of the dark night, it reflects the problems you have had with the world and in relationships are the ones within yourself :'(

[@urbansetter1]

This is true

[@matufeliciano8273]

I want her to know I know she is a special friend, that she made me feel warm inside. I thank her for that. I made her smile big, I thank me for that 2. I send this message to her today.

[@stephanielauramaclennan6422]

Thank you Trevor❤️

[@matufeliciano8273]

I can do that in my practice of Apressuer/Acupuncture, I can read what people have, complete with their emotions and therefore why they are experiencing Pain or sickness. Yes, we make ourselves ill by our thoughts, how we feel. Thank you, for your mind of our Source.

[@andreawilkerson1991]

No wonder why I'm suicidal, my dad killed himself who started my journey as a child. Ty for your life's dedication! I didn't have the energy for a lifetime while living many lifetimes in my short time here🎉

[@jjjaxson9753]

Thank you for the awesome videos! 😘❤

[@lapotra2469]

omg u r the first person to make me realize I'm not crazy my whole life I have avoided large crowd s too many emotions at the same time . I'm scared I'm sad angry the look in every ones eyes tell me hundred thousands thought s in my head. it's always been this way. n I would tell myself nobody has to know ur crazy act normal and block it all . so over whelmed . all this time I thought I was nuts. went to a therapist many yrs ago n I can sense they didn't really care . just gave me pills . I learned how to block everything out and act normal when all the emotions racing all at the same time . I remember trying to tell people I love there thought I was nuts . as a child is see things n only my grandmother believe me my mom thought it was for attention. m grandmother told me be careful who u tell there lock u up throw away the key. thus internal battle my while life. it has been hell. etc etc. I hated myself for it all why cant I just be nor mal. I have learned to love my self . all new to me in just reading as much as I can . not sure where or what yet to do but I'm learning to walk . as you say . thanks

[@BEMEISM]

You didn’t come here to be normal. Normal gets you nowhere. Abnormal is the way until your abnormal becomes normal

[@lapotra2469]

Trevor Ilesley thank you enlighten one

[@happywelldriller]

Thanks for sharing your beautiful journey. May you fully integrate your gifts

[@budgiem5733]

I have finished listening to all your videos 😭 I need more 🙂

[@bebepinky1]

Thanks T.....great video, synchronicity......Food for Thought.......exactly what I needed !!

[@BEMEISM]

Thanks Mary Martin. If one beings gets something from my teachings, it's enough for. Have a happy holiday. T.

[@hisoulfamilygodblessyou3765]

I've only ever said that I wish My Soul Never existed at all in the first place. That would be the best gift I could ever have.

[@JaiKumar-wn8wx]

So beautiful. Thank you, Trevor.

[@08Stella]

Mr. Ilesley, this was another marvelous piece.... rather confronting yet given me ease. This process has taken me out of the 'mainstream', like I told you under another video yesterday, so I wasn't mindlessly sinking in (part of) the system anymore but wasn't surrendering fully to this new proces either. The first time I felt as if it has given me a sense of purpose to better myself and I HAVE done everything, made all the changes, that was 'asked' from me. I was extremely pleased with myself, yet, nothing major happened at the end. It just didn't want to ease up. I felt more and more cut off from 'life'. I was rather disappointed, I might add. I thought, after getting everything done & arranged, I would get a sign of a 'road ahead'... maybe a sense of Big Purpose or something, yet, nothing happened. There was STILL no sense of 'direction', no 'big calling' and I could not answer anyone's question of "so, what are you going to do next". I had no clue. It's bloody confusing. I knew that I did everything right, I wasn't questioning myself but why there was (still) nothing 'further'? It's really upsetting. I've never been taken out of 'normal life' to THIS extend, it's like everything stops around you. Not that you mind at first, I asked for it, right? So, I was thrilled (at first), I was thriving, then... it turns into something else, I can't even describe it but it isn't the most satisfying or joyous experience to go through. I am certain that not everybody can do this. It's a lot of solitude, feeling fulfilled yet empty, belonging yet cut off, questioning yet knowing, going yet holding back, being spontaneous yet writing everything down, making lists yet going with the flow.... until one just gets fed up, I think. Haha! Gosh, this makes no sense in writing... but one keeps doing this UNTIL one just can not NOT know it anymore. This time - I call it the second time around - I am given no sense of purpose, no outcome to look forward to but it feels as if I have no other choice but to follow, to SURRENDER again. This time it's full on to this Unknown Force or space from within. I mean, we are always in the 'unknown' but somehow not like this. The sheer pull of it becomes no longer deniable. One just have to surrender otherwise one can't bare it after a certain point or, one is going to be fidgeting/doubting/feeling put on hold forever. You saying *"just shut up and get on with it"* has given me a sense of permission to just let go and 'start again'. Start trusting, start following my intuition again - instead of just being utterly surprised and feeling 'in between' - regardless that there SEEMS to be no clear 'view' ahead, no clear "next step". I sense that there is no particular One giant step (anymore) for me, there are just many small ones. I don't have any major life-changing decisions at the moment, I've made them already so feel pretty 'at home' where I am right now. These little steps are the only ones representing themselves and they might not make sense now, but they call my soul so I'm just going to answer The Call. : - D ~ Well, Mr. Ilesley, I think I'm 'through' it. Your help is greatly appreciated and will be listening to more of your work, but right now I shall take a little Offline vacation. Isn't it funny......... we all wait for 'something' and it turns out, it's us. WE are the missing piece. Not even 'we' as a being or a soul but the Realization of It!!! BLESS YOU. xxx

[@lovingatlanta]

👍Thank you for creating this channel & posting videos. I'm just a little baby with all of this stuff...starting to figure out I have figures & toes & they wiggle. Soon I'll be learning to scoot & crawl..... 🤗💞🤗

[@Puhoyt]

Just wanna thank you. I stepped in, I’m out, my eyes are open. Thank you.

[@Happily418]

thank you Trevor...it is so nice and to not be going through darkness without being afraid. just realized I like myself and that I like the roots and branches of myself. now I know my abilities are not a curse. drawn to so many places that have energy that has actually been so helpful. and yes thank you for sharing the pieces on clairvoyance...my goodness. chakras are so important. lighting. environment . animals insects and birds...sea life plants trees and Stars...like a family. this journey is awesome. learning so many pieces of a greater picture. making amends with conflicts that I carried like chains. now the gone...good to be rested....thank you for sorting out all this cool stuff.

[@BEMEISM]

It's great when you finally see the beauty of everything after being a sleep for so long. It's a shame we are not taught this from the beginning, but, then again, I think this is the beginning. The dark night ends to begin. T.

[@thedharannepal7585]

Naya i

[@theindigotraveller]

This makes so much sense to me. thanks for doing these videos, they really help me x

[@goddessgias]

I listen to it over and over each time the teachings get clearer!

[@BEMEISM]

That's true. Like a song one min you don't know the words, next min, you do. goddessgias

[@spiritualvibrationsbypayal5064]

Thanks i am going through the dark night n this video helps every single works is happening with me 😭🙏😭🙏😭

[@rizwanchad7876]

Glad i found you. Something led me to you.

[@ellavayda411]

This video very possibly saved my life today. Thank you

[@fatia1612]

💚 💚 You just blow me of my feet with your message, pure wisdom 💚 💚

[@in2cognito]

50 years and only one other person until right now when you describe standing next to someone and what you sense and the conversation is every bit of my last two plus years wow wow wow wow did I mention wow I said this before but I believe I erase it in one of your other videos what continue to come forward was What Dreams May Come with Robin Williams I really cannot thank you enough for this video each of the people who meant so much to me or no longer in my life received this link of course I'm planting seed without you it would not have been possible because in this video not only do you point out the problem but also the solution and you are painting my bad past my present and what is to come You've gone too late you asked... I suppose I did at some point and you're right and is very heavy you are definitely getting through that in itself it's quite miraculous

[@hortenzijasilverlight9062]

MAN, YOU ARE AWSOM!!! AMAISING AND GREAT!!! THANK YOU ! AND LOVE AND BLESSINGS!

[@jamesdavis4997]

Thank you Trevor. I appreciate your video. Well spoken good Sir!

[@BeMatureBeYOU]

Thank you! My soul was reaching out for your message. Thank you❤

[@julietadams2628]

Thank you, for helping me to get through the Dark Night of the Soul!

[@shalandracollins3053]

I see and feel these beings. It scared me before and I’m learning to not take it personally and not allow it affect me. Now I read the energy and spread my love to help heal them. Thanks for clarifying so that I know it is not me that I feel.

[@mzb10zar]

Oh my Gosh! this info is amazing! Thank you Trevor. I'm so relieved I have found your videos.

[@mercury4metal]

Hello Trevor, I’m currently in the dark night of MY soul. The thing about it that scares me is, it’s complete darkness, but I can clearly see what’s in it. I don’t know how long I’ll be it, but it’s exhausting. The tears seem endless. Tear😢 Help me.

[@qotda]

Keep strong you amazing being, we can endure everything

[@BEMEISM]

Yes its dark, but its also empty isn’t it. When you understand the darkness, you will find its a great place because nothing is actually in it. Tears are a process of healing. The soul is very sad about the way the world is. Tears show that you are a great empath. Tears are not your weakness. You are on the clear out of fears. One day you could be crying when you see just how beautiful everything is, including yourself.

[@nancyc5922]

Thank you for validating what I have been feeling and thinking of the dark night of the soul. This is the best talk I have seen on the dark night, makes total sense and done with great clarity,, In regards to the weight, yes, the feelings, yes! ,thank you. When I began to learn to be me I had no clue who I was,,, God would say " do as you like " and all I could say was " I dont know what I like, what I liked before was not me" . Yes, for the wisdom, I am now actually enjoying it,,,,,began for me in 2013, 5th November at 5:10pm! I will never forget the beginning of discovering myself, the family I was born into disowned me, I am ok with that, I have always tried to escape them. Yes, I love the dark night as well. I have lived by and continue to live by what God said to me in the beginning " what you learn from goes away, what you dont, tends to stay" . Gosh I understand you!!!! I understand what your saying!!!!

[@BEMEISM]

Bingo moment again Lady Grey Feather Follow your path and show god what you can do. It's the turn around. The more I wanted a message from god I knew I lost control, so I decided to send god a message, and show god what I plan to do, it was from this point it all became clear. God was waiting for me to B me.

[@nancyc5922]

Trevor Ilesley it is quite amazing and weird at the same time, yet also fun and not " suffering" as majority refers to it. I get upset when people say to me " I am sorry for your suffering " , I say " I have never seen it as suffering sorry, to me its all learning ".

[@BEMEISM]

Yes it's a mixture of both. And then after a while you decide what side of the fence you want to be on. At first it's material, then it's material spiritual, then, it's only spiritual, then you have B me being. It's full on or nothing is my motto. Spirituality is not an hobbie, it's a life style. B me isn't spiritual, it's naturalness. Lady Grey Feather

[@nancyc5922]

Trevor Ilesley it is good to hear someone say what I feel, thank you. I wish I would have had the choice in regards to spiritual lifestyle tho, it is now my life as I had no choice, I guess tis what I always hid in fear of what others thought, dont care now what they think, its me and I can do nothing to change it and I am actually loving life even more then I did before!

[@asereoak8649]

Thankyou so much for being you Trevor! Blessings

[@BEMEISM]

Thank you for recognizing the you in me Asereoak

[@lincolnmurphy7266]

THANK You Sir for all your EFFORTS in these areas. Peace and Love to all who Love Peacefully and Love Honestly.

[@belledecaucase]

Bless you. ❤❤❤🌈🌈🌈❤❤❤🙏Let love and light guide you from darkness and empower you every step of your way.

[@jo-anncintron6234]

Wow just wow you have me all teary eyed in a good way... I think I need to give my fiancé an apology not that we're in bad terms but for the past I blamed him for others mistakes, and I've told him that he was like all the rest

[@novastariha8043]

“Dude you Move Me” 🎵

[@KimWarner27]

Awesome 👏🏽

[@isabelagasparini4262]

Thank you so much!! I am fully aware what I’m going through right now if absolutely needed!! Stuff is coming out that I sincerely thought I had it figured out!! I’m humbled by it all. It’s hard. Your advice to ask questions and write a letter to it is very helpful!! Grateful!!

[@chantelbaldwin6126]

You just described my experience to a T! Thank You for the amazing clarity this gave me. Keep up the great work healing!

[@theearthisplane1238]

Your works are just pure phenomenon

[@davegcomedy1267]

One of the triggers was Mmmm of my dark night was realizing all the girls I’ve hurt. I cried so hard from feeling so bad about that. I’m totally thankful for the experience now. After 42 years, I finally feel like my true self :)

[@alysfreeman11]

All is meant, All asks for awareness and All Dark Night asks is you is to be you, the real you.

[@lynettestone7564]

You keep me in a different train of thought. Thank you.

[@isabeljohnson8522]

I listen your messages while I’m working. It’s touch my heart so deeply. Coz, I want to hear of the Awakening meaning. Searching and watching you tube channel coz, I’m seeing always the 11:11, 2:22,3:33,4:44 and soon. Your messages so amazing love to hear more. Thank you 🙏🏾

[@amandajohnson476]

Your voice soothes my soul through this process. On one of my darkest days, thank you, so much love.

[@melvif]

All I can say is "Damn!!". This is real!!!

[@johnchagas3542]

Thank You for the clarity Trevor

[@BEMEISM]

You welcome John Chagas

[@lightningmobiledetail6012]

Thank you!

[@margott.244]

Awesome stuff

[@blackcat3340]

the force is strong in this one

[@raymondmuli9067]

This ties in soo much!! I thank you.

[@lucykift767]

I need to watch all your videos I'm going through it x

[@jameslofthouse5889]

Helped me a lot, thank you.