" You drew stars around my scars " || Dazai angst?¿ || bsd

[@shadow_reaper2154]

Plot idea: Dazai couldn't pretend today. He'd woke up feeling empty, so he went to Chuuya's. Chuuya always made him feel human, at least a little, but today seemed different. No matter how much he poked, prodded, and generally annoyed him, the ginger couldn't help fix him. Mori, quite obviously was out of the question, and he didn't want to bother Odasaku today, so he dragged himself home. Sitting there in the dark, he felt empty. He hadn't felt this tired in a while, so he sat in the corner for hours and tried to sleep. Something changed. Where a moment ago, all he felt was exhaustion, he now felt- not quite happy, but content. He looked up, a saw a soft glow. Whether it was his imagination or not, in that moment, it didn't matter. And for a moment, he could forget the world around him and just exist. For the moment, he was content with himself and the world around him.

[@ixaO508]

Wow it's great idea °`°

[@shadow_reaper2154]

@@ixaO508 Thanks!

[@Pairs_bananas]

Omg this is so good

[@bookworm1057]

that is so cute i hope Dazai gets better soon 😭😭

[@chloecreamy]

*sobs violently*

[@onig1ry]

I think you like to drink your subscribers tears in your spare time-

[@Kimuriathefirst]

YOSANO'S BUTTERFLYS!!!

[@fiililo]

Im crying 😭😭

[@gaygingerlover]

I love him sm

[@stxrzkyo]

pov : (i know someone already made one but i wanted to make one that didnt involve a ship so anyone could enjoy it!) takes place basically the day/day after oda dies - oda… odasaku. why did he of all people have to die?! the world could’ve taken someone like me instead…! i dont deserve to live either way, so why couldn’t my life have been sacrificed instead?! why did he have to go… he had so much potential- he had reasons to keep going. why did he have to leave this world? maybe he was too good for this world and that’s why he had to leave. maybe he was too good for me and that’s why i lost him… of course i can’t keep anything i care about. not oda… not ango either. maybe I should just finally go through with ending it, so nobody else had the misfortune of meeting me. yeah… i have to. even if all humans were despicable none of them deserve the unlucky fate of meeting a human-no I’m not even human anymore… my own talent agrees with me-a monster like me. devising a plan that would guarantee a loss of life wouldn’t be very hard, after all there are much more effective ways than drowning. i was just going easy on the attempts. oda wouldn’t want this though, he wouldn’t want me to waste my life like this. god why does deciding have to be so frustrating?! tears started streaming down my cheeks after so much bottling up of my emotions. they were tears or sadness, anger, grief, frustration, basically every emotion i’d been bottling up for so long. i can’t do this… i’m not strong enough. but as soon as i had lost all hope… a butterfly? a white butterfly…? these were not meant to be here at this time of year so why…?- wait. white butterflies…? those were odasaku’s favourite… he said they reminded him of one of the orphans he took care of. he didn’t believe in this type of stuff but maybe just maybe… odasaku was watching over him. maybe this was a sign of hope- a sign to keep going. “ok odasaku i’ll change for you…”

[@ixaO508]

That's amazing!! 🤧💕

[@sophiailchyniak559]

Бабочки Йосано?

[@n3vulaa]

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :(

[@_Dazai-Osamu_]

GET THIS IN A MUSEUM!!! THE ARTTTTTTT😭✋✋

[@Kyann7_]

I LOVE DAZAI SO MUCH 😭😭😭

[@laurenhearts5602]

We love you Dazai 💕