You have cancer... Part two

Hello friends! I feel as though I've been absent. Last week was tough. I had lots of appointments and my three month scan. It's a lot of stress and anxiety and on top of that, this video wasn't easy making or editing. I kept putting it off but I finally finished it!
With that being said if you haven't seen part one you should check it out first! Makes a little more sense listening to the whole story!
Anyway hope you guys enjoy!
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[@Chertoff88]

Living through the same thing at 40 years old. Thank you young lady, now I know how lucky I am to have been lucky enough to see 40. I will not live to see 41 but because of this kid I will appreciate every moment. You can't control what happens to you but you can control how you react to it.

[@freehugs8670]

thank you for your wise words, I dont know who you are, where you live but wish you to spend every day of your life, no matter how long it is, in comfort, peace, joy and wisdom

[@susansuarez343]

As the tears run down my face...I am ashamed of who I am right now. I have missed so many opportunities in life and now filled with regret. This beautiful girl deserved to live, to thrive and to have a full life. She has changed me, my thinking and because she shared her story with the world, she touched my heart. I will try my very best to overcome my struggles in life. She has given me strength to try to live again. I am so sorry Tamara...life is so unfair.

[@your1olney995]

When you wish you could get through the screen to give her a hug.

[@nessa_amo8077]

L1AaaAAA

[@edithvierck9342]

Breaks my heart

[@amycross4932]

What a special young lady. My heart hurts to hear she passed.

[@hhopkins8227]

@Nishant Dhariwal yes

[@joannesberkshirescenes9414]

Just came across her videos tonight & wondered if she had passed because I know it ha a killer. Such a loss

[@mrguitar5051]

@@joannesberkshirescenes9414 Sadly she died Oct 15 2019 💔

[@vernamorales2064]

@@mrguitar5051 This saddens me

[@lisawhite3648]

Rip Beauty.I Believe you are with Jesus now.No one deserves this!Why you?When the shits of the world go on???

[@diazrigau]

Imagine her parents pain, she was so beautiful, so vibrant, wonderful skin, perfect face, the innocence of a teenager, I can't still believe this precious girl is no longer in our world. I pray for her parents, siblings, for her friends, her teachers, everybody who loved her. She is fine now.

[@ivanjones8144]

I've recently viewed about 6 pre passing videos it is so very touching, I thank God that their families have the ability to see and hear them again on their blogs. May God bless their souls 🙏 and the families.

[@ananda_miaoyin]

And yet the 40 year old meth head with seven welfare babies continues to party on... They are letting far more demons than angels into the Earth.

[@valentinazoraplasaj238]

She began speaking... and I was consumed with chills. A magical, genuine soul. Driven, kind, and just easy to love. I’m so sad for the loss of an amazing inspiration.

[@jeanmichaels8686]

So sad to hear she passed in 2019. May her bright soul shine on for eternity. 😥

[@donnarupert4926]

@Jean Michaels God bless her soul!! Shine on beautiful soul🙋🏽‍♀️💕

[@syvonnie15]

I don’t understand how it spreads so fast without doctors seeing it. Rip beautiful angel 👼

[@feliciahilaski7677]

Some melanomas are extremely fast spreading

[@eurekamreum5458]

Rest in peace, Tamara. You were such a bright, kind and beautiful young woman, and the world became a sadder place the day you passed away.

[@anitabarronwisniewski453]

I hate to see such a bright light, put out way too soon. She had an awesome spirit and attitude. God bless her family. RIP beautiful girl.❤

[@ella-bt8hp]

Unfortunately learning she passed away many of us are all finding this beautiful soul to late it seems 💓 She was an amazing person though I watched an interview she did called gymnist 22 terminal cancer and it really touched my heart and I find myself here after the video watching every single video she has ever made. Wish I could of supported her before she passed x

[@abovemoon]

dana jenkins This is so heartbreaking. I just don’t have the words.

[@TeeNicole10]

THIS HITS HOME BECAUSE MY MOM DIED OF CANCER😰 GOD BLESS HER SOUL🙏

[@lorij6796]

Nicole 5 I'm so sorry for your loss. Such an awful cancer.

[@macbuff81]

I lost both my parents to cancer and know how scary it is I admire your courage and openness

[@Julia-be1zd]

I can picture myself being friends with her. Such a lovely spirit 💜

[@leticiavillasenor1337]

You have helped me so much , I’m a 55 year old whose mom and daughter have had cancer. My mother had breast cancer 10 years ago but come to find out she has bone cancer on her back, I was told by her dr. 2 days ago and my daughter who’s 35 with 8 year older old twins and a 2 year old had thyroid cancer. She is doing well know. Your struggle, shows me that even though I wish I could get off this roller coaster of a life. I’m very blessed to have them still here with me. Like you said we will all die one day but meanwhile we must persevere. Thank you young lady , known I will be praying for you God bless you and your family 👵🏼🙏🥰

[@skygazer6898]

Take something from Tamara's story, learn to love yourself, be positive and get out there and do everything you want to do with your lives. God bless you Tamara

[@styleandstyleability]

Love you, Tamara. RIP, beautiful girl. You have become SUCH an inspiration in my life, as I'm sure you are for many others as well. We love you always, Tamara. Rest easy, angel. Xx

[@lorismith103]

What a caring person she was. At a time like that she only thought of helping others.

[@karenkramer83]

You are the bravest person I have ever seen with cancer. God bless you. No one knows what it's like to go through cancer and treatments unless they get cancer. I don't know you, but I love you. Thank you for sharing your story.

[@husseinm.4723]

Rest in peace, Tamara. Amazing courage and strength..

[@vickimarlene4905]

Poor poor girl. So not fair. She’s so brave. So sorry to hear she’s passed away. RIP Tamara.

[@annas4191]

rest in peace beautiful you have left your mark on the world

[@amah9372]

God I wish I could give her a hug. She seemed like such a beautiful soul. May she Rest In Peace and my condolences to her family and friends.

[@juliechristophe9847]

These dear kids dying so young when they have their whole lives ahead of them God bless

[@lorij6796]

This poor girl. I think since she was initially diagnosed with skin cancer she shold have had follow ups. Why wasn't she under better care? Pet scans or other x-ray studies. I just read that she passed. So very tragic. My heart aches for her. God bless this strong spirited girl.

[@hemidancer64]

Because.....Canada and universal healthcare.

[@josephjaworski9344]

My heart absolutely broke hearing this 2nd part of the cancer diagnosis. Why this happens to anyone let alone such a beautiful soul like this just hurts me beyond belief to hear. I wish I could give her a hug right now.

[@HH_Linkmusic]

I'm heart breaking when she cried.

[@khananme]

I remember reading her story. I couldn't stop crying. She was so beautiful and brave.

[@1purplerose]

My sister has had stage 4 metastatic melanoma. I'm scared about losing her. She's only 51.😪

[@i_love_rescue_animals]

What a lovely, young woman. What a tragedy that she didn't make it. 💔 I'm so sorry for her and her whole family. What a loss!

[@varinavonstefan8669]

Rest peacefully beautiful girl

[@binkybunnysway943]

Oh my goodness this girl has passed away :((( so so sad. I came here to check her out and see her journey as I have cancer so so so sad Rip beautiful angel.

[@mjohnston8313]

How are you treating it?

[@stephenpoole5331]

May our blessed Lord grant her eternal rest and peace with Him, as I pray that she died in His grace,

[@jagoehring]

What a lovely, lovely young woman! Absolutely heartbreaking though. God bless you.

[@Noella65]

Oh my God. This is so sad. The life cut short. She hoped til the end...I am crying my eyes out.

[@hilarybromley3064]

forever young beautiful young lady

[@rwg2115]

Thank you for sharing your story with the world. Rest in peace.

[@charlenegriffis5900]

Tamara, your story is so very heartbreaking. You were so brave to go through all the surgeries and then share your story. My heart goes out to your family and friends. You were an old soul with so much to give. Know that your story continues to touch many hearts! I know you are watching over your family until you meet again. God Bless you.

[@tonygirney3516]

Wow ..shocked...my daughters just told me about Tamara's story...both my daughters trained at the same gym as her. I watched her train and compete.what an honor. She was a very powerful and accomplished gymnast. Watching her videos makes me realize that I must take time to smell the roses every day....and don't let the little things ruin the big picture.. I did not know Tamera personally . Rest in peace .

[@kellyfarley9678]

What a strong woman and sweet spirit

[@Paul-tq3tn]

Thank you Tamara. I dont have cancer to the best of my knowledge right now but this helped me. My Father passed from Kidney Cancer back on 4 Feb 1999. He didn't have the strength to talk about it. I so wanted him to talk to me about his perspective on life sitting where he was. But he couldn't. That wasn't his fault at all, he was just struggling with that. He was 64. Watching and listening to you has given me a huge boost. Ive faced some tough times recently but my situation pales in comparison to the cards you were dealt. Thank you thank you thank you. You've given me strength.

[@darlenepenner8001]

A very touching story of her battle. I admire her quiet strength. I will be praying for her

[@tarastover6542]

Oh honey you have been through so very much, and I just hate that you have. Cancer is extremely overwhelming, scary, and hard to go through.... and you are so young. I was dx with Acute Lymphoblastic Leukemia 3 yrs ago yesterday and your story, and bravery have inspired me. Thank you. I'm sure your blog and story have helped many people. It's surely helped me. Bless your heart, love & hugs XOXO ❤️

[@patrickboudreau3846]

Hey beautiful...if their is a heaven, you’re there for sure.

[@laurenpeterson6773]

You know what’s so weird, we both laugh when we’re talking about our stories no matter how fucked up it is. Love you so much, I’m always here 💓 looking forward to filming with you soon 🥰

[@TheAvolicia]

I can't imagine your strength you seem like such an amazing person I know if your story will touch everyone who watches it...God will be with you no matter what side of life you are on, and I just want to say how special a person u must be to tell your story.

[@christopherdidonna2796]

To her family and friends. Sorry for your loss, so young and vibrant. Truly heartbreaking

[@djs8538]

Sorry to hear about your loss she seemed like a very special girl. God must have a particular job for her in heaven

[@ls87gbody]

This girl is so brave . I applaud her for being so positive. In her situation it's got to be very hard to remain as positive and brave as her.

[@deborahrobertson8606]

RIP you beautiful girl. You have helped me. God bless you and your family. I know that you are watching over them.

[@newnewsbrooklyn1513]

She died?

[@bandor11]

@@newnewsbrooklyn1513 Yes, unfortunately Tamara passed away on the 15th October 2019. RIP Tamara

[@streneamorgan4864]

You have already helped somebody. ❤️❤️❤️

[@tamaraobrien3975]

Stephanie Johns ❤️❤️❤️

[@clairemcgrath4757]

Amazing Girl - such a wonderful Spirit .

[@adalineproulx9773]

Rip tamara ❤

[@marinazablit]

What a beautiful young Lady. Very charming, very inspirational- I just got this video popped up in my feed. When did she pass? RIP Angel. 🥰🥰🙏

[@92TampaChick813]

October 15th 2019

[@thomaselam4994]

RIP Tamara. :(

[@trishelmelancon2364]

You are so sweet and so special and you just touched my soul and I watch a lot of these videos but for some reason you just hit me so hard in the heart. I will be praying for you and following your journey and don’t give up!

[@oldseer6936]

It was December 15, 2017 that I was told I have Terminal Cancer of the Kidneys .. with the chance of my next breath being my last.. It's now Feb 9, 2020 ... and I don't feel any different than I did the day of my being told my next breath would or could be my last ... hmm?

[@AnnaBulaklak369]

Old Seer Omg my dad had the same diagnose at the same year at 2017. It’s 2020 and he’s still alive. I feel like Kidney Cancer isn’t as deadly although he did only have one kidney now.

[@kjlandon9140]

Cancer fatality rates are dropping pretty quickly

[@elroy8272]

Old Seer I'm stage 4 kidney cancer..at 5 years and 5 months ..one kidney and adrenal glands removed. Daily oral chemo pills called Votrient (PAZOPanib)

[@rondateneyck9748]

Old Seer I to just had my surgery, I really don’t understand it. But was told I have transitional cell carcinoma. Surgery Feb 29. Now treatments. Just a watch and see what happens. Help me to understand.

[@debbiedoestinyliving85]

@@rondateneyck9748 prayers for you.

[@reggierenolds8954]

bless her, it's almost like this world tournament thing was more important, she wasn't getting how vital it was.once it spread it was game over that day, they know when telling you it's a death sentence.

[@lisajones3599]

Bless her speachless

[@susandempsey9385]

Tamara passed away October 15 2019...May she rest in peace.

[@trish3580]

So so sorry to hear this...I was hoping somehow...she would get a reprieve.

[@lynnmoreno6878]

No! 😳😭😢🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

[@slipdisco]

RIP Tamara

[@122willywonka]

That's so sad .I just saw this KZbin and I'm waiting to get an appointment .I had a stage 2a removed ..2 years ago .. now I got a lump in my throat . I'm hoping it's just a swollen glad . I see things like this an it makes me realise how serious it is .x bless her beautiful soul

[@thelmaparker7888]

So sad! Everything happened so fast!

[@katerubin7693]

I am so Glad you were able to go to Spain!!! You will get through this and be a stronger young Woman. Never Ever forget that you are all ready a Winner! I think you are Brave, and have a lot to offer the World. Fight the good fight. God Bless.

[@nancyreyes4813]

Prayers for you baby girl. My 17 year son was dx with cancer at 16. Faith, hope and prayers to you.

[@WRKF0RAMMO3]

Rest in peace little angel.

[@loridunn5873]

I really liked your video. Cancer sucks for sure. Stage 3 breast Ned so far. First scan coming up soon. Nervous. I know cancer is so sneaky, it takes over my thoughts sometimes. Helps me to see other coping or not coping just feels like you can understand the struggle is real. We need a straight up cure. Hoping someday.....👍😊🙏✌🏻❤️

[@lejlaletic7591]

Gorgeous girl. You have such a wonderful perspective on life.

[@traceyricardo1506]

A beautiful Angel in Heaven✝️

[@rowanquinn9978]

I appreciate her sharing this. I’m also metastatic and her words mean something to me

[@lanebashford3982]

You have to be super assertive with doctors to find out everything, every angle when it comes to a cancer diagnosis. Be pushy and in their face until you are satisfied with what they're telling you. Most docs now are pretty decent with explanations and time spent explaining. RIP Tamara.

[@iamsofia3782]

It feels so wrong that you'd have to fight to get treated properly, while fighting cancer at the same time

[@jones2277]

beautiful brave young person.

[@ibrahimradhi2702]

You are amazing! Your videos will help so many people. God Bless You!

[@djs8538]

I don't understand why do things happen to good people Curry you have a beautiful spirit you're a beautiful smile amazingly strong woman. God is using you for a really Mighty purpose I really wish you the best I don't know you but I'm going to be putting you on my prayer list and you outshine all the negativity that can go wrong right now. Stay strong and hold your head up high

[@julesbda33]

DJ S she passed away in late Oct 2019.

[@stephenmcgraw8871]

Can`t believe the strength and attitude of this angel....

[@jeaniedenton-smith1041]

My heart is so with you...❤🙏 You are a lovely, compassionate and very brave young woman. You have truly, truly touched me. I am carrying you in my thoughts and prayers honey...

[@Larie4321]

Jeanie, she passed away in October 2019 😢

[@jeaniedenton-smith1041]

@@Larie4321 oh Hilary...I am so saddened to read this... thank you for letting me know. She was so brave and just a beautiful soul. May she be at peace..💔❤

[@seanapeterson7140]

I love you Tamara, you are intrepid & I'm blown away by your ability to help others understand & relate by sharing your story. As someone who hasn't shared my story in a big way as you have I take my hat off to you. Keep sharing. xox

[@andrewmurray4308]

she has shown me a new level of bravery.

[@stevepick9527]

What a beautiful girl with such an amazing spirit... I am so very sad to hear she lost her battle with this horrible disease, but she is and will be an inspiration for all who watch her videos. Rest in peace sweet girl.

[@mmmfun77]

Rest in Paradise...

[@annetnabuyondo7607]

RIP

[@cindyhorst3555]

You're such an inspiration you have incredible fortitude and strength. I really admire you

[@Hardtochoose7]

Oh, my dear. Rest well.

[@jewelhaines8842]

I'm so sad for this sweet girl. ❤ God bless her.

[@moniquerussell8105]

Sweetheart you are unbelievable. Stay strong and know you’re an inspiration!

[@Sabouma28]

she's dead

[@Thomas-fn7vq]

She died in October unfortunately :(

[@122willywonka]

Omg . What a shame

[@thelight2230]

Wow...that tattoo was indeed super ironic. 4:30 Getting a tattoo of the sun prior to a skin cancer diagnosis is the epitome of irony. R.I.P.

[@abigailh7715]

Melanoma is not caused by the sun - that is another lie

[@thelight2230]

@@abigailh7715 Lol...it most definitely is caused by UV light, which is produced by the sun. Also produced in UV beds. UVA is specifically what causes cancer. UVB causes sun burn. UVC is mostly in outer space, so we don't have to worry about that.

[@tonyg3528]

Rip sweetheart

[@colleengoosman3581]

So many new treatments coming out in the next few years, your young and strong with a positive attitude .... You will be around for many years to come..❤️❤️❤️

[@brigittecrawley1872]

So sad for you but proud of your bravery through all this. Keep thinking positive and know we your utube family are all praying 🙏 for your recovery.

[@sharonm5094]

What an inspiring young woman!

[@rhondastadler5154]

God Bless You sweet child!

[@hellorayoflight6006]

i want to hug her so bad

[@sandrascott7026]

Thank you for your story. I lost my daughter to cancer. The lived her life each day. She like you was my hero. You are in the land of the living my love. My daughter was dying to live not living to die. I'm sorry you went through so much. You are doing a great job. Live on my shining star. Peace to you.

[@jenr4683]

Sandra Scott she’s not in the land of the living she passed away. sorry about your daughter

[@TheAvolicia]

@@jenr4683 but that doesn't mean she can't see these!!!

[@leelak9763]

I’m a new subbie and a Canadian as well... you freaking go girl.....I also have a family member with stage four cancer....I understand the journey the whole family goes through.....sending you strength and some Canadian love......xoxoxoxo keep making videos and spreading awareness....if you come to Toronto message me I’ll show you around....

[@laurieross8157]

My husband has stage 4 melanoma. He was diagnosed 3 yrs ago with stage 3. He tried immunotherapy , $120,000.00 and 3 months later it didnt work the cancer came right back after his surgery. So they put him on Tafinlar and Mekanist after that and it has worked up until a few weeks ago. His last PET scan showed his tumor had grown and the cancer is active again. I should say that he has been on this treatment for almost 2 yrs and for now he is still taking it as often as he can. He wasnt able to take full doses for long periods of time because of the side effects, but it did keep the cancer in check. So now its pretty much as you said, just wait and see. Cancer is such a plague!!

[@kennedyadikalusigi2429]

May GOD come through for your husband and family

[@lizhenry5783]

Thank you for being so open and honest. That is so tough to go through. I hope that you're treatments will continue to work, and that you still have much more time here with us.

[@natashastevens9167]

Will sent me ❤️ I’m glad he did you’re amazing my fellow Canadian I m far in Nova Scotia but always here for you if you need an ear. I am a former gymnast myself. You’re insight is amazing.

[@yanetcortez3789]

natasha stevens hi 👋 how r u? U kno will too? Lol

[@heathermitchell7191]

Did she pass away? I noticed she hasn’t uploaded for 6 months. Bless her, she was such a sweet soul.

[@martinnotrevealed7910]

Yes, according to other comments she died mid October 2019.

[@jamesscully529]

Backing up Martin, yes she passed away on October 15 2019.

[@heathermitchell7191]

So sad, she was so young :(

[@MeMe-pi9yr]

God bless you sweetie 💜

[@lizweckmann9491]

You’re a brave soul!! Just subscribed. Sending hugs, positive vibes and prayers your way! Keep fighting! In a sense we all live with that uncertainty. Sorry yours has to be caused by such an evil disease. Don’t give up!

[@tmfromdenmark9158]

She passed😢

[@cynharman6866]

Such a waste of life so young and talented RIP sweet girl

[@emmacharbonneau6705]

God will be with you. Bless your heart.

[@missmirusrobinson6913]

Rest in peace love