You might have loved me too

for julia novelli
i thought you can use it now ♥
(i mean ap, half of an hour over sv and etc) :D
i hope you don't mind that i delete all the glitches :DDD ahahha i think it looks better without it. okay. i thought that i can make something really special for you, idk if you like it or not (well, you better do) bc you know how i rendered this thing. i wish that you won't get upset about your study anymore, so i thought i could distract you for a 2,5 minutes :D it's not positive and super upbeat, but it's kind of personal for many people and i think that it's more important than a video about a couple. i know that you're probably don't know any of these fandoms but it's better that way :D bc maybe you will watch some (i hope someday). i like that we became friends (ya know :D) and i miss talking with you too, can't wait for a summer doe. yay. i'm so randomly talking.. so i uploaded it today bc i think 18th os may is too far and i can't wait till you watch it and just (idk if it's appropriate to say) smile :D bc this video is sad.. well, i remember your video about bucky/lydia, it was hella SAD but i smiled at the end. idk why but i did. i was happy to watch it and to know that you made an important message by it. so happy early birthday gurrl :D ♥ i will message you on your day too but i wanted to publish this video for you today so consider it as your pre-bday-party :D yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay
music: spoken word "maybe"
coloring made by kittykat
fandoms: 500 days of summer, my week with marilyn, kaboom, ask me anything, awkward, comet, mysterious skin, case of you, DUFF, fault in our stars, first time, godzilla, lo like love, two night stand, uptown girls, like crazy.
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[@austincantu3659]

" maybe I stopped being myself when you left " heavy

[@reyortsedlana1118]

As I stand on this street corner and watch these two roads meet, I suddenly feel at peace. Maybe it’s because at my feet lies the intersection of two distinct paths merging at a point of vulnerability. Maybe because it’s a reminder of you and me and the blissful bond we once shared. Without a care in the world my arms wrapped around you to shelter you from the cold. Two souls kept warm by each others company. Two hearts dancing in the rain playfully. Two minds with the same thing in mind. You want me to be yours, and I want you to be mine. I don’t know maybe I’m crazy. Maybe time has finally outplayed me. Maybe I stopped seeing beauty in the little things. Maybe I stopped appreciating the gift that life brings. Maybe I’m in over my head. Or maybe I just missed the familiar contours of your body under the chalk white sheets of my bed. I don’t know maybe this is normal. Maybe I stopped being myself after you left. Maybe this is all a test. Maybe I failed and I couldn’t clean up the mess. Maybe that’s why the rain suddenly feels colder on my skin. Maybe that’s why when I write try to apologize I don’t know where to begin or where to end. All these things I’ve typed up in my mind and I want to tell you. I just can’t bring myself to hit send. Maybe I’m fucked up and won’t admit it. Maybe I’m a coward. Seems like I’ve got all the time in the world. Maybe I should do something about it. I mean, every minute without you seems like an hour. Maybe I’m a fool for distancing myself from you. Maybe that’s why I couldn’t admit that I loved you because for some reason I couldn’t accept that maybe, just maybe you might have loved me too.

[@fredrikepunt7502]

you´r the best, maybe lil late but yeah you are:)

[@elliebodach1966]

AHAHAHA I THOUGHT YOU WROTE THAT YOURSELF AND I WAS LIKE DAMMNNN

[@michelleee9272]

reyortsedlana 905 you’re an angel

[@44crimes]

reyortsedlana 905 can u send me this somehow instagram: casey_milks

[@Thoungsai]

i hate the fact that this always randomly pops up on my suggestions. actually, I hate the fact that I keep clicking on it. or maybe I hate the fact that I relate to this too much. idk, maybe this is normal.

[@_ash54]

"Maybe time has finally out played me. Maybe I stopped seeing beauty in the little things. Maybe I’ve stopped appreciating the gift life brings. Maybe I’m in over my head." 😔

[@sumitguleria3191]

Maybe time has finally our played me. Maybe I stopped seeing beauty In little things. Maybe I have stopped appreciating the gift life brings . Maybe I'm in over my head .

[@shelli8488]

Ye and maybe someone thinks I'm here to sit on my arse all day and talk to myself while typing a fucking essay !!!!

[@shelli8488]

Reality check 👊👊👊 I don't do sitting on my arse them that know me know this 😚 they know where I am if thay decided to need me 👀

[@Lisa-eq1sj]

Just maybe... you make the best edits on earth.

[@Julia36229]

♥

[@ellee8658]

Breathe. Just Breathe. Look at the life around you. Are you happy or are you sad? Did you have friends that made you glad? Does feeling alone make you feel mad? Yes. I ask myself these questions too. Yes. I have felt these things too. But believe me when I say You are a cool dude You are a beautiful woman And don't mind if they left you on the other way Some people just need to learn what to say. Your parents may yell at you Other people may accuse you And I know you may feel depressed But sometimes you just need to sit back Relax

[@anyatilley1445]

ellee I acc love u for putting this 💞

[@Soggy303]

ellee thank you. I feel like those are the words I needed, even if I’m alone, even if I have no friends, I felt like somebody was talking to me through these words. Thank you

[@cherishrandall3163]

Good words express

[@theaclaire9824]

ellee thank you for this

[@laureninspace1972]

:')

[@rebelliot7593]

I'm so crying right now... this is so beautiful and majestic. you damn genius

[@Julia36229]

StolenxMemories THANK YOU!

[@alli2390]

“maybe just maybe you might of loved me too“ that hurt a little way too much

[@nana8286]

i don't think love actually exists. just an idea people like, they don't love people, they love the fact of loving someone

[@Aartlpp]

i do think love exists, loving someone so much that you know you will do anything for, don't even carring if the person loves you back, just doing anything in your power to make this person feel happy, love does exists and I feel sorry, sincerely, that you don't think that way and have such an opinion. You will find someone who truly loves you and you will see and feel it : true love

[@shelli8488]

I love everyone or is that I love to hate everyone 😞 I'm me that's it like me or don't like me I don't care don't like me then stay the feck away from me ohhhhhh you have lesson learnt thank you and also one last time for my sake I'll always love 👀

[@dreamseternal4210]

I agree 👍👍

[@momchevaa9570]

Irina you made me think

[@fulviasiregar8209]

thank you

[@anddogsaregonnabark]

I don't feel anything as I watch this wtf I feel like a stone

[@kqmasi6204]

Jasmine Rose too relatable

[@gillianfaski3308]

Just had my heart smashed and this makes me feel so sad but it's so beautiful that I can't stop watching. I'm hurting and this poem relates to the guy who hurt me

[@johnnydavidsanchez3969]

laaaame. "wipes eye"

[@jesss.4777]

Johnny David Sanchez hahaha it's okay *hugs*

[@waakeme-up7914]

"maybe i'm in over my head. or maybe i just miss the familiar contours of your body under the chalk white sheets of my bed." ❤️

[@giannapoirier3799]

brand new gray sheets, more comfortable than those white ones.. straight to the trash go the white ones

[@targaryenfire]

*omg Julia* you are honestly one of these vidders who turns everything into something meaningful and emotional. that no matter what you vid, who, why and when; it's perfect and it makes you think. i truly love that you can bring so many true emotions within just few minutes!! your videos should really be posted somewhere, because some of them have such a strong meaning that people should see it to realise some things. *great work isn't enough to describe, but i don't think i can do better*

[@Julia36229]

targaryen fire i can't tell you how gratefull i am now. *thank you* ♥

[@giannapoirier3799]

You're both extremely talented, with words, backgrounds, music and how it all comes together, touches many people, deeply. Thank you for all your hard work, time, effort, and sharing your thoughts with all of us fans

[@alexakrznaric886]

I didn't know of this style of video before now and it's crazy. I wish I could watch them while I clean my room but then I'd never accomplish it.

[@jaclynaranda4056]

I watch this everytime I think of her...so I watch this everyday

[@arielgarcia3987]

Felt that

[@DeborahGuzmanAlbright]

If everybody stopped with the BS &give it time be worthy of your love for her repent stay true be patient you will find her I know she loves you too Love will find its way give her time she hurts too everybody will never understand &don't matter what matters is you & her stay strong & patient believe in the magic show her your worth hurts to say but your love for her is strong I witnessed it.

[@Ninaslittlelife]

Jaclyn Aranda outsch

[@lukethomas4646]

Jaclyn Aranda Do you still watch this everyday?

[@Natalia-tg1nu]

this will forever be an art piece

[@h3834]

You're amazing honestly. I love how you put all these shit together and make it just so beautiful, oh gosh.

[@camillebeauchemin1242]

why am I watching this when I know I'll end up crying lol please tell me im not the only one

[@chiarapp]

Camille Beauchemin you're not

[@Ninaslittlelife]

Camille Beauchemin Same here

[@camrynlaine2938]

I've loved this for I don't know how long . This is the one I always come back to .

[@juliabailey4553]

I found this on a playlist and I loved it. It was hard to find but it was completely worth it. I love to write to this even though there is speaking in it. Thank you for the time you spent making this its amazing and absolutely breath taking.

[@eveaudrey9662]

I found this at the start of the week and I can’t stop coming back oh my g-

[@miaphillips5670]

When I lost the loml I listen to this every night wishing things will get better but it never did . I ended up handwriting her this because it was so beautiful but also so relatable.... I felt this in my soul every last word . “Every minute without you feels like an hr” “maybe I couldn’t accept maybe you would have loved me too” . Thank you for the memories it is time to let go forever love you 💋

[@bgj0ker]

Time heals mia, letting go is the hardest thing,but there is always (always) someone out there waiting for you.

[@elliewatson8451]

I wish I could say I was over him and over it by now.. but I still come back to this video..even after all these years..

[@WickedMaddox]

This is so so beautiful, I love this so much, its truly a work of art xx

[@chunkychipmunkcheek]

It's been a year that I haven't stopped listening to this

[@iDeffinix]

*DAMNIT JUUL* you always make me into such an emotional wreck. i think i already told you this but i just love how u are one of the few editors that can bring up so much emotion into your videos. i just have no words for this beautiful editing, just wow.

[@Julia36229]

iDeffinix thank you very much ♥ *means a lot*

[@queenpersephone4999]

Okay, this is quite possibly the longest comment I've ever left on a video. You are a uniquely talented person and I know I always leave compliments (like so many others) on your videos but I just want you to know this isn't me being polite. I truly believe you are gifted. You always find the greatest poems, and the clips you use are always spot on. Especially this one, this video hit close to home. I am so emotional while watching this video because it's so completely perfect. Because not only did the poem suit my emotions perfectly but your amazing talent allowed you to clearly portray the strong and powerful emotion behind the words. Thank you for making this, or any other video you've ever made. You truly are one of my favorites here on KZbin

[@Julia36229]

+Queen Persephone i don't know what to say... thank you very much! it's just so amazing that i can affect someone like that. thank you.

[@queenpersephone4999]

You're welcome!

[@esmee1090]

i've known this video for some time now, but I keep watching it... I just want to say: Well done!!!

[@Corgigirl901]

This is absolutely beautiful. Thanks for making it.♥

[@Limouse]

По мне пробежались триллион мурашек уже в первые секунды видео. Любимейшие фильмы,а этот потрясающий голос и каждое услышанное слово. Это видео больше походит на трехминутный ролик проффесионального уровня,способный затронуть сердце каждого. Казалось бы,ничего сверхъестественного в плане эффектов и прочего,однако в этом и есть вся прелесть и все волшебство. В общем, я расписалась чет умными словами, выпендриваюсь познаниями русского языка. Но это видео достойно еще более красочных комментариев. Это очень красиво,как и всегда

[@Julia36229]

Limouse ааааа, спасибо спасибо спасибо! (: уиииииии

[@annamairs3766]

This is so amazing you don't even know how much this speaks to me I love it😓

[@vyentro29]

This is beautiful... So emotional.

[@RockMyOwnWorld]

This is so touching, thank you for making this :)

[@breestewart5935]

I’m confident this is the most beautiful and moving edit I have ever seen oh my god

[@imjustezzy2076]

Thjs is amazing the lain in your voice really lur everything together dont ever stop wtiting

[@emilyledgeway952]

Your work is extremely beautiful. Everything from the music, to the background voices, sound effects, music, it's flawless.

[@giannapoirier3799]

Agree 💯

[@michelletheymann8666]

2017 and still watching and listening over and over. This is so damn fantastic 😍

[@bgj0ker]

1:50 every minute without you feels like an hr.....oooof hit me so hard

[@anthonyperez7275]

This takes me back into the scars. Back into what has healed over. And opens them back up. Thank you. Thank you for helping me feel..

[@pianachnamee7341]

i love this so much. i think i'm whatching this for the 1000th time. and i still love it

[@annachung9011]

Even though this is two years old now, I always come back to watching it every now and again :,)

[@LiterallyVictoria]

I cannot stop watching this beautiful creation.

[@moony-_-.]

This is so beautiful I'm in tears 😭😭

[@kaylamartinez578]

This is absolutely beautiful. This is truly deep and it struck me. Really made me think about a lot. Thank you

[@jasminesmall9215]

Absolutely LOVE this!!!! I play it all the time... so beautiful.

[@Syrus-J]

After the worst breakup I'd ever been through. This video came along and I'd watch it everyday with tears rolling down my face. As time went along it did get better. The pain got less and when I watch it now, I smile because I am a better person because of what I went through.

[@andrewcastaneda933]

So beautiful it hurts. Listen to this so much it's crazy

[@luazultraducoes5840]

After 6 years i'm still here

[@zoeerickson9402]

I spent an hour and a half looking for this video, because I had forgotten about it. I couldn't remember the name or the lines, but I remembered how it made me feel and I am glad I found it.

[@angiekrisbian002]

breathtaking! this video is so inspiring and so well edited.... well done!

[@sarahlajeunesse7317]

I could listen to this poem forever

[@damarismocanu1825]

Beautiful.. i have no words

[@blueberricake]

I needed this tonight. So good.

[@arinarakhteenko579]

that's so amazing! I can't find right words to describe really very touching

[@Chaiwithkaur]

i am having cramps and his voice & this beautiful edit helped me become sane lol

[@babyyyxjess]

THIS HIT OMG.

[@collaella7349]

This is my all time favourite video!!!! So beautiful

[@MM-tb5eb]

How do I get over someone who made me feel so loved but also not important at the same time my emotions are breaking I don’t know if I can deal with these emotions anymore.

[@alexandraesquivel15]

I've learn this word by word. This is the best one I've heard 😭💗

[@aleCarlie]

there's anton yelchin i think i'm crying

[@carinaw9848]

this is the most beautiful video i have ver seen. You have my total respect. Send you lots of love.

[@quintaprissilla9141]

With these videos i always think they take too long to finish. But this one... ever since i started listening months ago it goes by fast. Too fast. I love this so much. I still love you.

[@bellabrooks204]

THIS IS BEAUTIFUL 💍😻💗

[@veganstrongstyle7131]

This may be, just maybe, the most profoundly beautiful thing I've ever heard

[@freetobe1001]

This is absolutely amazing

[@Julia36229]

Thank you!!!

[@heyitsyogirlb]

im crying this was beautiful.

[@anniesd3]

2017 & still watching this 😩💗

[@rileyporter2799]

this is so freaking amazing!!!!

[@vanessa1209]

this is so beautiful

[@ayyevannah]

this, this is beautiful.

[@Ninaslittlelife]

Nobody: No one: Like no soul: Me after the first note: NAH IM NOT CRYING YOU ARE

[@ellacunningham7073]

one of my favourite videos of all time x

[@linalustig9190]

this is more than beautifull

[@britneyo1051]

Juliaaaa ❤️😭 keep up your good work ☺️

[@karrowanglof5889]

Wow..this really help me...thank you so much❤

[@stormyski56]

This is so beautiful!!!

[@antionettsanders9398]

Oh my god, this was honestly too good.

[@danschag8367]

Most amazing spoken words I have ever heard 😭

[@xPrinceArthurx]

This is so beautiful and heartbreaking

[@anhedonia4441]

this is beautiful!

[@KellyPatinson]

this is really beautiful

[@maxboudreau4123]

This is quite a deep poem

[@randidash4846]

I love this

[@juliastachowiak5722]

it's just..... so beautiful

[@livv.]

Beautiful. Just. Beautiful. I have no words. PERFECTION.

[@abbiemiller4591]

I ain’t gon lie this hit different

[@johnreed4123]

Favorite poem of all time

[@TheRaju2007]

Love someone to love yourself

[@NoxNovak]

So emotional vids... Girl, you love drama... This is heartbreaking 💔 and breathtaking 🌹

[@singdancesoccerstar]

Every minute without you feels like an hour... Maybe I'm a fool for distancing myself from you, maybe that's why I couldn't end with an I love you... 😪

[@rebeccahaley597]

Beautiful!!!!

[@jessicatrejo3426]

BIIITCHHH !! THIS IS SO GOOD

[@benwanada]

Well, thank you. Thank you for perfectly describing my situation.

[@alon4ix]

It's wonderful ❤️

[@missau324]

PERFECTION !!!!

[@liacummins8842]

This is beautiful

[@md.ashrafulkarim6778]

heart touching 😭

[@shyannrose2144]

the feels😭😭

[@chralfmagtahas1474]

"Maybe i stopped being my self when you left" 😞