Sees 'Childhood Neglect' "Welp, boys, looks like this one's for me"
@TimothyXoXo15 жыл бұрын
Ok guy
@zamok48294 жыл бұрын
@@TimothyXoXo1 dont call me guy friend
@kingmaster10753 жыл бұрын
I see you and I both experienced this
@bruhlmao51024 жыл бұрын
Definitely didn't start crying just from the title-
@trickstergenie81944 жыл бұрын
Couldn’t be (sniff) me
@VixxPlays1 Жыл бұрын
Felt that 🥲
@Casvondrak11 ай бұрын
It's okay... I cried from it too
@zekethegamefreak49305 жыл бұрын
0:01 "well there's the love of my life" words I'll never hear in real life. Oh well, good vid btw.
@kayjasmr71745 жыл бұрын
Lol you never know.. and thanks!
@stephanesagorin88064 жыл бұрын
Je t aime On se marie ma belle tu es ma raison de vivre bb @ bientôt for a good trip in Audi for eternity no more problème for us je t aime mon bb...comment est ce possible bb terminé les conneries pour l éternité bb je te le jure .Most.beautiful girl in the world .I love you so much tu es si gracieuse j espère de tout mon coeur venir bientôt mon bébé .je vous aimes familles✌👆.
@barns6124 жыл бұрын
Same man, and let's be honest who would want to date a obese otaku who can't socialize for shit and has depression and anxiety so yeah
@zekethegamefreak49304 жыл бұрын
@@barns612 honestly, you never know. And to be frank, I decided I would be the change in my own life, instead of waiting for someone to do it for me, and that's been boosting my confidence. All it takes is making one good decision, and then another, and another, until they start snowballing into real visible change in your life.
@Nightmare-wo2gd4 жыл бұрын
Sounds odd Zeke, I dont believe that happens in real life, but I'm glad you're kicking life in the balls man
@ireallydontknow60785 жыл бұрын
I really enjoy the roleplays that have specific topics like this. Even if I've never experiences what the video is talking about, I still really appreciate the care that seems to go into all of these
@kayjasmr71745 жыл бұрын
Im glad you enjoy what i do. :) I do my best to make the situation as real as possible so people who experienced this can relate, and those who haven't experienced it can put themselves in that other person's shoes. ^-^ i hope its done well
@thatguyban6494 жыл бұрын
@@kayjasmr7174 I know this is a really old reply and video but I just experienced something kinda like this and this is the first thing I searched up
@thatguyban6494 жыл бұрын
@@kayjasmr7174 so thank you
@damianmichrowski56205 жыл бұрын
Thank you, I really needed this because I experienced this myself, it's really hard when your "closest" persons in your life totally don't care about how hard you're struggling with something.
@kayjasmr71745 жыл бұрын
You're welcome my friend. It's alright, you're never truly alone. Stay strong and remember there are people who do care :)
@Lianna_Is_Me3 жыл бұрын
Agreed especially if they deny you or don't respect your decisions and privacy
@dylanLv1Mew2 жыл бұрын
My mother and father had an abusive relationship which lead to my mom drinking all the time and my dad being a drug addict I remember crying because I was always bullied for having no friends, having dirty blonde hair and being short i remember going to my mom only for her to tell me to go away ;; you've done so much for me with this audio and you've touched my wounded inner child thank you... ;; ❤️
@chrisgale23615 жыл бұрын
This video was amazing and I ❤️ it. My heart goes out to all of you're going through child neglect, gone through child neglect or going through neglect in any way. Keep up the amazing work you have been doing.
@kayjasmr71745 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much!! For both your support and kind words for me and everybody else :) I really appreciate it
@chrisgale23615 жыл бұрын
@@kayjasmr7174 much obliged! Hopefully, people can find comfort in your video and in these if they going through or if they have gone any kind of neglect.
@rychlik1145 жыл бұрын
Wau, I am really glad (and thankful) that my family is not like that. To anyone who is experiencing this - I hope you find new good people that will treat you with care, love and compassion. I hope you will find someone like the girl in this video, an individual who will show you that with true love and some time you can heal from the deepest wounds.
@kayjasmr71745 жыл бұрын
You're so kind :) yes, very well said. ^-^ I do hope everybody finds someone who will love them in ways that were missed at a young age. No matter what, they're loved :)
@immkenisha5 жыл бұрын
i really did enjoy this❤️thank you! also i’m sorry to anyone that went through child neglect or neglect at all! my prayers go out to you❤️
@kayjasmr71745 жыл бұрын
I'm so glad you enjoyed it! :)💜 You're so kind :3
@immkenisha5 жыл бұрын
KayJASMR we both know who the very kind person is though...definitely...YOU
@kayjasmr71745 жыл бұрын
@@immkenisha well so are you! ^-^
@Lianna_Is_Me3 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much I'm still expirencing it from both of my parents but mostly mom
@atino71694 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for this, I'm the youngest of 4 and my mother has severe depression. Growing up she would lock herself on her room and sleep, then she'd go to work at nigh, and my dad had school after he came home from work. It was hard, but I know she had her own problems. I wish I spent more time with her, our relationship is better now, but it's still rough.
@NatureJack-z9c2 ай бұрын
Loved the audio, you got my subscription from this, I can already tell you I am looking forward to your future content and I am excited to listen to your previous content as well.
@RWBYKnight41423 жыл бұрын
I've personally never met anyone who went through this but I like to think I would want to be there for them. Thank you for tackling this issue because anyone who goes through this deserves to cared for by someone.
@sawyer48535 жыл бұрын
ahhh i was watching some of your older videos but im here now! great stuff as always!
@kayjasmr71745 жыл бұрын
Ahh! I'm glad you found me hehe yay! Thank you so much for your kindness :)
@sawyer48535 жыл бұрын
KayJASMR youre too sweet also since i have your attention i wanted to thank you for keeping it gender neutral as a girl who likes girls this is really great ! tho even if it wasnt gender neutral id still watch your vids they are so great you have the softest voice
@kayjasmr71745 жыл бұрын
@@sawyer4853 awe you're so sweet as well ^-^ I always do my best to make my videos gender neutral with the exception of ones with a plan. I'm glad you like that aspect of my videos though it makes me happy ^-^
@sawyer48535 жыл бұрын
KayJASMR i hope you have a grand day
@kayjasmr71745 жыл бұрын
@@sawyer4853 thank you! You as well :)
@Happywaffle10104 жыл бұрын
first sentence gave me chills and almost made me cry dang
@Edwin-dl9lv5 жыл бұрын
Peacefull and comforting. Nice job.
@kayjasmr71745 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much! :)
@flyjuicymango37805 жыл бұрын
Thank you very much Kay for this amazing video because I struggle with this everyday so I’m grateful
@kayjasmr71745 жыл бұрын
Of course :) I'm glad you enjoyed this video, and I'm sorry you are one who has to go through it. You're not alone :3 we're here for you
@flyjuicymango37805 жыл бұрын
KayJASMR seriously thank you so much you made my day😊
@degenerativewalnut90793 жыл бұрын
Never thought I would get flowers. That’s absolutely amazing
@waddlesnorris77265 жыл бұрын
Dang this hit hard for me. Growing up when I was at my fathers every other weekend I had three siblings over there. I’m the eldest child. Anyways our father always left it up to me to take care of my siblings I mean I wasn’t that old it started at 10. But you know parents can be awful and leave you in cold cars and lock you out of the house if they are upset with you. But this does help me because sometimes those and other memories from things he did to me hits it helps to listen to things like this. So thank you for making this.
@kharboze_asmr5 жыл бұрын
Another great example of good and relatable asmr! Thanks I really appreciate the work that you do to make these as real as possible!! #1 favourite KZbinr 😊
@kayjasmr71745 жыл бұрын
Awe thank you so much!!! :3 I'm glad these videos are relatable to you ^-^
@naofumiiwatani52075 жыл бұрын
Thanks for the new video! It was great keep up the work!
@kayjasmr71745 жыл бұрын
Thank you!! I will definitely keep it up, you and everybody else deserve the best :3
@grievombos78895 жыл бұрын
This is your best work. Hands down
@lllaccuracylll5 жыл бұрын
Your voice is perfect 😍❤️
@kayjasmr71745 жыл бұрын
Aweee thank you!!
@squeaz82684 жыл бұрын
This is exactly what i needed. It’s probably just a coincidence that it got recommended to me but it gave me hope in one of my loneliest moments.
@kayjasmr71744 жыл бұрын
I am so glad that it was here for you :) remember to keep going ^-^ you're not alone 💜 we're here for you and things will get better
@squeaz82684 жыл бұрын
@@kayjasmr7174 Thank you.
@96crashban5 жыл бұрын
This hit waaaay too close to home, it kinda hurt :( but lovely video and you have a lovely voice
@swagthepugqueen5 жыл бұрын
Aww this is very very very relaxing it helps me a lot and it is helps you as well
@kayjasmr71745 жыл бұрын
I'm so glad you're enjoying the video little pug! :3
@swagthepugqueen5 жыл бұрын
I am glad you like it
@grayleighsilvers75193 жыл бұрын
I haven't cried since I was a young child. However....this drenched face. I don't know how to feel about that.
@bakugoukatsuki44384 жыл бұрын
Okey but me being a person who knows this feeling...this video really helped Thank you🖤
@ohshit93864 жыл бұрын
This is the first time I've tried in a while
@StacySquared24 күн бұрын
Ngl i kinda needed this video in my life and it couldnt have been recommended to my at a more perfect time. I came out as trans to my family and 99% of my family dropped me off like i was some broken toy. Not only that, some of those same family members are religious conservatives and they had some "interesting" things to say... anyway. It just made me reslly happy to feel looked after. Tysm for always making me feel better ❤
@MaximilianoSanabria-b9v15 күн бұрын
Im sorry people treated you in those ways, i will asume they were christians, if so, tell them to Read 1John chapter 4 "Dear friends, let us love one another, for love comes from God. Everyone who loves has been born of God and knows God. Whoever does not love does not know God, because God is love." that is for how they treated you now, i have to warn you, the path youre taking is only gonna lead you to further pain, and destruction "...If you belonged to the world, then the world will love you as its own..." "But i chose you from this world, and you do NOT belong to it" so please, think this carefully, taking this path will result in a lot of pain, and possibly in your eternal damnation tell your family if they are christian, to behave like christians and respecting you i have 2 verses i will love to share 1 "For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life." 2 "Do you not know that the unrighteous will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived. Neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor [a]homosexuals, nor sodomites..." so please, the world is not your home, you are God´s creation, not this world´s Creation thanks for reading so Far, Jesus Loves you
@StacySquared15 күн бұрын
@MaximilianoSanabria-b9v oh no... so close to the point. You seem like you could get it so ill explain real quick. I have felt like this internally since as long as I remember. I always hated the Christian faith because of the people who abuse it in ways like my parents. If God is so good, then why do his followers promote evil? These are thoughts I had growing up. If we're truly to believe that God doesn't make mistakes, then it feels like God did this on purpose so I could really see the true Christians. Or just the good in people in general. Im pretty much agnostic at this point, but my faith is still deeply rooted in Christian morals. I think God is so far out of our perception that we try to humanize them best we can. I refuse to believe an almighty deity of peace and love would sentence me to eternal damnation for being myself. Not only being myself, but trying to be a good human despite all of the hardships life has put me through. I do think lgbtq people could benefit from morals taught by religion, but that requires the people within that religion to quit trying to change us. Once again, lgbtq people exist, always have, always will. I will let God judge me for my actions. Not my appearance or my chemical composition, but judge me based on the quality of my character. And may I burn in hell forever if God is dumb enough to burn someone eternally for just trying to be themselves.
@rubyrotten5 жыл бұрын
Oof. Hits hard. Just got out of a bad home situation myself. I hope I have someone like this someday.
@georget.24625 жыл бұрын
I guess you could easily get over whatever sad or tough times you've had with a girlfriend like this.
@kayjasmr71745 жыл бұрын
I would hope so :)
@strider1trigger5 жыл бұрын
This video was wonderful I enjoyed it a lot
@kayjasmr71745 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much!
@strider1trigger5 жыл бұрын
KayJASMR your welcome
@acesunheart382210 ай бұрын
Thank you this audio was amazing i just wish i had a partner like this irl or even just anyone to help with the issues that have stemmed from my neglect
@barns6124 жыл бұрын
Her:mentions me trying to fix the already demolished relationship with my famaly Me: their ain't no use in tryin' ter fix somin' tha's already broke.
@kingmaster10753 жыл бұрын
Just as there's no point in fixing me cause crazy does in fact equal genius I know because I am both crazy and intelligent
@jeremiahrobisinson97633 жыл бұрын
This hits too close to home in all the right ways
@DragonscaleAudio5 жыл бұрын
A really big thank you for this one beautiful
@kayjasmr71745 жыл бұрын
You're very welcome :) I'm glad you enjoyed it
@galaxycupcake92584 жыл бұрын
Im physically strong, there is nothing more i adore and desire than strength. But Im depressed because I cant have one person that I could be weak and vunerable to. I want to be gentle. I want to show my softside but I never cant. Im getting played and rejected. I really want to feel actual love and attention someday.. :'(
@РобертГлушко5 жыл бұрын
Thanks for the video, kinda makes me think, that there's a chance for a better life, no matter of how it is right now, which really helps.
@kayjasmr71745 жыл бұрын
I'm glad it helps you look at life in a happier light :) thanks for your support
@Myrkul-D4 жыл бұрын
“Childhood neglect” Man, I’m one of the people that everyone forgets, but you’d think your parents wouldn’t forget you? Maybe your sibling? Nah, everyone’s forgotten me at some place, even friends when I was walking with them have just left me behind. I know that if I did run away, they wouldn’t notice that I was gone because they have forgotten my existence before, my name, me entirely. Hell, even my grandparents have forgotten me, and I was very close to them when I was living with them.
@jackthorton103 жыл бұрын
Here’s a song to cheer you up sir Alright by Christopher Cross, enjoy
@Dylan-zk8pr5 жыл бұрын
I’m an anime addict to. What your fav Also this video really hit close to home.
@kayjasmr71745 жыл бұрын
Hmm.. I honestly don't watch too many anime, however one that I did like was Black Butler, along with what I did see of Deadman Wonderland. :) I hope this video helped you out, if it hit close to home. :)
@justrevvy20015 жыл бұрын
@@kayjasmr7174 I recently watched a silent voice. It's a really good anime movie
@jasonenglish37135 жыл бұрын
I am die hard romantic guy, I love girl who love Anime as much I do. Your happiness comes first before my happiness.
@kayjasmr71745 жыл бұрын
Aweee I'm sure you'll find your love :3
@jasonenglish37135 жыл бұрын
@@kayjasmr7174 maybe my princess is already here,Talking to me.
@jasonenglish37135 жыл бұрын
@@kayjasmr7174 will you be my princess?
@hyperscalerafsan891323 күн бұрын
@@jasonenglish3713 The moment your realize things will never be true😢
@God-ty7nk4 жыл бұрын
I'm enjoying the video but now i'm 1:30 min in and i'm crying because i know this would never happen to me and i'll always be alone
@randomguy24454 жыл бұрын
You are god, that is not true
@God-ty7nk4 жыл бұрын
@@randomguy2445 i like how i got a girlfriend a week before this comment
@randomguy24453 жыл бұрын
Nice
@Average_Panda4 жыл бұрын
I don’t have childhood neglect but my parents have the lowest expectations from me. My brother is a musician/Starbucks manager, my other brother is a computer animator, my older sister is almost married and is a self contractor, and even my younger sister is an amazing dancer/artist (and she’s 12!). While everyone’s doing all of that, I sit on my lazy ass and make memes all day. Can’t wait to see what I fail at next.
@TerraHardcore3 жыл бұрын
thats not the way I want you to see it, life is a ever lasting nightmare, but I live by a rule, if you have fun working, you aint working. so lets look at it this way, you make memes? maybe use the experience from that to start graphic design. maybe try drawing, or just find something to have fun with. you can do it, its never too late to be great. take the low expectations as a good thing, every little step is the biggest step you could take. plus, think about the contacts you got, you could ask for art tips from your sister, or if you do media, you have someone to help, contacts are amazing if we look at it logistically. let me wrap this up with this, you didn't fail if you didn't learn. failure is a learning tool we all need. so, learn how to fail, because the more times you fail, the better you can do after. I believe in you.
@maskedwaste51332 жыл бұрын
I've never been neglected... they tried to get me to do stuff with them. But as a child I wanted to do my own thing and have fun I'm my own way. Then they stopped... and boy was it a bad time. I found myself feeling alone and pushed to the side... I don't blame them. It's my doing that caused it. They have lives now and I'm just starting mine. My mother is ready for me to leave and start my own. But I don't feel it'll happen. I feel empty, and the only one I can blame is myself. Even if I wanted to do things with my family, they'd likely be busy or I'd become easily anxious. There's no point... hopefully I can make them proud, or at least make myself feel like an equal... or find someone who'll love me; despite feeling as though they shouldn't love me... I apologize for the vent. I know it's annoying. I'm just having a really bad night and it's hard to deal with it...
@mostlyjovial61775 жыл бұрын
Haha! Bold of you to assume I have any friends too!
@kayjasmr71745 жыл бұрын
But.... But I'm your friend 😭😭😭
@ajxiong461011 ай бұрын
I know, Im 4 years late, But I hate to say this but I havent cried this hard in a couple months, and I rubbed my own back to calm myself down bc thats how bad it was, but i didnt have a bad childhood, i think at least
@dr.tophat58833 жыл бұрын
Thank you
@hughmertes109811 ай бұрын
It helps❤❤
@MoistToucan6 ай бұрын
Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a mystery, but today is a gift. -Oogway
@trickstergenie81944 жыл бұрын
The video is nice but now I want to make crème brûlé. Especially the last part with a blowtorch
@joskay53514 жыл бұрын
3:13 I work at a 5 star restaurant cooking is my passion can I cook
@YUKI-us3pz4 жыл бұрын
Oof a video that describes my life. Fuck Brings back unpleasant memories Love your voice tho it’s calming keep making content
@kayjasmr71744 жыл бұрын
I am sorry it brings back unpleasant. Remember you're not alone though :3 we're here for you 💜
@YUKI-us3pz4 жыл бұрын
@@kayjasmr7174 thx
@araza19263 жыл бұрын
"You are my most favorite person in the world"
@kayjasmr71743 жыл бұрын
awe thank you so much ^-^ You're too sweet :3 Also I love the profile image x3
Being a truck driver with nobody to go home to this really helps.
@raylee8634 жыл бұрын
Why did the door opening scare me so much 🤣😂😂😂😂😂😂😅😅😅😅😅😅😆😅😅😅😅😂😅😂😅😂😅😂😂😂😅
@joskay53514 жыл бұрын
I didn't got neglected but I got abused in every why I wanted to kill myself and I got forced into war for my life at 14 now I am 25 and still single and have no friends and still am depressed
@WheelchairDrift3 жыл бұрын
After 21 Years of solitude, finally there's someone who cares about me. Though it only lasted for 15 minutes🙂🖤 Lets head Back to my homies: (At midnight) Hey, there demons! It's Your boi.........
@shamir_23925 жыл бұрын
Are you a liverpool supporter?
@qadqad_k78965 жыл бұрын
this is exactly what comes to my mind after reading the title.
@justrevvy20015 жыл бұрын
She should have put "you'll never walk alone anymore" instead
@ThomastheRad5 жыл бұрын
This makes the loneliness worse. Probably gunna kill myself. 7/10
@billi59202 жыл бұрын
Ah animes How i miss them. Such a shame i had to leave em
@WeeaboEXE4 жыл бұрын
I had a abusive childhood I would talk about it but it’s bad like physical and sexual abuse and stuff
@ersikaQT3 жыл бұрын
Comment for the algorithm.
@ethanlee94414 жыл бұрын
I love roses so pis@#$%
@fizzlepoppy70985 жыл бұрын
Is this supposed to make up for yesterday?
@kayjasmr71745 жыл бұрын
For the video in the series? Maybe haha :3
@fizzlepoppy70985 жыл бұрын
KayJASMR thanks, I needed it.
@blindsmile57462 жыл бұрын
I'm just emotionally neglected
@SoundleSSSymphony8083 ай бұрын
What's a guy gotta do for some goddam flowers!!!
@Shitposter5193 ай бұрын
Honestly, I completely get getting distracted by anime
@lazyishardwork4 жыл бұрын
love. pfft. not even your parents are obliged to "love" you. Waddya gunna do. At some stage you realise you aren't welcome and you've just been making a fool of yourself trying your best to fit in with your parents and siblings. Just give up on it.
@swagthepugqueen5 жыл бұрын
Your have a cute voice
@apexbedsheet37025 жыл бұрын
Marry me
@barns6124 жыл бұрын
Your profile pic: *MY EYES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!*
@ethanlee94414 жыл бұрын
Off
@masonwhite65224 ай бұрын
Its my birthday tomorrow no one wants to come
@Kajixu5 жыл бұрын
Only thing i fuckin despise is... (Find out next time) *Read More* U only got 2k subs, wotttt u should have way moreee
@jaydenisaiah19145 жыл бұрын
Kinda creepy all the heavy breathing
@Nightmare-wo2gd4 жыл бұрын
Please, allow me to be the vent button, dislike my comment, it'll make you feel better at least a little bit, which is good. I'm here for y'all😂😊