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Toxic Drunker

Toxic Drunker

Жыл бұрын

Welcome to Toxic Drunker!
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Track List:
00:00 North of Hope - Gavin Luke
03:22 Midnight Textures - Silver Maple
06:14 Le Vieux Chien de Marseille - Magnus Ludvigsson
09:52 The Three Ravens - Traditional
12:00 Stepping on Glass - Eneide
13:52 Mysterious Moments - Eneide
15:54 Implode - Peter Sandberg
18:23 Dark Moment - Pollyanna Maxim
21:52 The Scent of Petrichor - Franz Gordon
24:20 Shapes of Shadows - Franz Gordon
27:47 Overcome - Megan Wofford
30:09 In a Bar in Buenos Aires - Franz Gordon
33:46 Contemplation - Magnus Ludvigsson
36:44 Glenn Gould's Chair - Christian Andersen
39:13 O Little Town Of Bethlehem - Johannes Bornlof
#darkacademia #academicmusic #classicalmusic
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@ToxicDrunker_
@ToxicDrunker_ 10 ай бұрын
open.spotify.com/playlist/2YTpMyxhd9lc81pF8edOJ5?si=1cfdb711fa2a4a64&nd=1 I created this playlist in Spotify, enjoy it!!
@Wolfsta
@Wolfsta 11 ай бұрын
“Life is like a piano. The black keys are sad and the white keys are happy. But you need them both to play the music.” -Unknown
@AlesaGillespie
@AlesaGillespie 11 ай бұрын
That's incredible racist.
@Wolfsta
@Wolfsta 11 ай бұрын
@@AlesaGillespie bruh
@stevanlargacha5885
@stevanlargacha5885 11 ай бұрын
i cant fucking stop laughing ngl @@Wolfsta
@Namhyowon
@Namhyowon 11 ай бұрын
Yes we need yellow too@@AlesaGillespie
@herenowlife
@herenowlife 11 ай бұрын
There is no black and white is just a wavelength that you perceive u see based on what people told you they where
@GhibliJourney
@GhibliJourney Жыл бұрын
I’ve been going through a really intense depression. I finally decided today to start therapy, I re-arranged my entire room and cleaned up, now I’m in bed I’m reading this self help book while listening to this. I know things will get better *1 month later: It’s only been a month but it feels like forever ago. I was in such a bad place and I am still working on it but I feel so much more content. Thank you for the kind messages
@kelzage
@kelzage Жыл бұрын
Good luck to you ^^ Grow a faith in yourself, you'll help yourself better that anyone else can
@teephan567
@teephan567 Жыл бұрын
I feel you. I was in kinda same situation too. After all these years, I finally practice some self-love now, giving me courage for the journey ahead. I hope you will find your peace soon.
@blissliight
@blissliight Жыл бұрын
We are proud of you , still strong. You can do it believe in yourself. You are brave 💪🏻
@lucille8117
@lucille8117 Жыл бұрын
Sending you a hug, with loving energy!
@JeremyDeere
@JeremyDeere Жыл бұрын
Keep your head high and believe in yourself with all your heart. Treat yourself like you never have and keep moving forward one step at a time.
@DarkSurroundings
@DarkSurroundings 9 ай бұрын
To the person reading this. I know you're tired with all of this, but you should know. You did a good job. You are great. You deserve to be happy
@carolinaenelsurdelmundo2053
@carolinaenelsurdelmundo2053 3 ай бұрын
All the best for you too.
@MusicLetters37
@MusicLetters37 Жыл бұрын
To anybody reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. may peace and calmness fill your life. ❤
@richardrickford3028
@richardrickford3028 Жыл бұрын
I really appreciate the warmth and generosity of your message. Be at peace. You are a lovely human being.
@Chernolitza1923
@Chernolitza1923 Жыл бұрын
I just want to get over my ex I don't want to feel anything for him anymore :(
@EleniKaratabani
@EleniKaratabani 11 ай бұрын
Bless you 🤗
@Bailey-zn2je
@Bailey-zn2je 11 ай бұрын
thank you ☺
@SuperWildmind
@SuperWildmind 11 ай бұрын
Same to you and everyone who is reading. May we give ourselves time to heal our hearts, soul and bosy. In no time love might appear on our path in an unexpected way..love is beautiful ❤️
@Therika7
@Therika7 11 ай бұрын
To everyone who is in this pain - you are not alone, I hope you find healing
@Mostafa20268
@Mostafa20268 11 ай бұрын
So kind of you Deena..peace and love to you from IRAQ !
@SuperWildmind
@SuperWildmind 11 ай бұрын
Thank you 🙏🏻 peace from Malaysia ❤
@AcademiaMusic124
@AcademiaMusic124 11 ай бұрын
This sound is so calming. Whoever read this comment I wish you peace of mind, health and relaxation
@loewesandberg5033
@loewesandberg5033 11 ай бұрын
Thank you. You too as well.
@user-vq2gy9fj9o
@user-vq2gy9fj9o 10 ай бұрын
Thank you! These words are so important for me
@Ch12JS
@Ch12JS Жыл бұрын
Sometimes, it’s dreadful. I know I should stop and move on, but it’s easy for other to say. I know I gotta move on, and I still keep dreaming and hoping it might work out someday. I also know it won’t.
@eugeneiatzenaki4504
@eugeneiatzenaki4504 Жыл бұрын
Realistically.. it won’t. In another parallel universe. It worked as magically as you saw it with your magnificent visual.. Those fulfilled feelings that awakened your soul is this parallel universe.. how perfectly and amazing everything would be.. how peaceful and… loving it would be. The passion..
@cefarther3945
@cefarther3945 Жыл бұрын
You're halfway there. Time to be a grown-up, it's over and done with. If you need daydreams, keep them close to comfort you, but you won't need them for long. You're okay, you just need to love someone--not embittered but still wanting to love, you are a special kind of soul.
@Imjessieblake
@Imjessieblake 11 ай бұрын
the real love is the love we possess to someone, even though we know we can’t have them ❤
@paperchain1239
@paperchain1239 11 ай бұрын
I'm beginning to believe that is completely true.
@Imjessieblake
@Imjessieblake 11 ай бұрын
@@paperchain1239 things are always more valuable until we have them
@evanikolaieva
@evanikolaieva 11 ай бұрын
@Imjessieblake how long do you believe it to last then?
@lennykenny7851
@lennykenny7851 Жыл бұрын
I feel like no one could ever love him the way I do. I'd do anything and everything for him and I truly mean that. I think of him so often that it's at the point where he's my first thought in the morning and my last thought at night. I see him in my dreams when I'm asleep and my daydreams when I'm bored. I remember every detail about his face, his hair, the tone of his voice, the exact way he speaks. I remember how he walks, his small gestures depending on what situation he's in. I've always struggled to remember faces, but I remember his down to the freckle. I've never been good with eye contact and normally can't look someone in the eyes for more than two seconds. But with him, I can always maintain it. He's a starer, and I stare right back. His eyes are beautiful. Everything about him is beautiful. I wish I could know what he thinks of me when he looks at me. Sometimes I see him staring at me in the corner of my eye, watching me. Why? I don't know. I cherish every second we spend together. I hold onto everything he gives me. I always pray that our moments of physical contact would last forever. I never forget the feeling of his hand in mine when we arm wrestle or shake hands. His hand feels right in mine. I love everything about him. I love who he is and who he will become in the future. When he tells me things and I find out more about him, I love everything I hear. When I see new quirks of his, I fall in love with them too. I love all that he adores and I want nothing more than to help cultivate his happiness. I love that he's not perfect, that he's just as human as anyone else. I don't think he's a picture of perfection. I love his humanity. I've seen his flaws and in spite of them, I still don't love him any less because I don't love the idea of him, I love *him* for all that he is. There aren't enough words to express how much I love him. I love him so much that it makes my head hurt. I so desperately want nothing but his happiness. There's nothing I wouldn't do for him. I find myself wishing that he could know the extent that I love him. But I know there's no way for that to happen without me sounding like a creep. I've never truly romantically loved another human being before, and it's my crushing reality that my first real love is an unrequited one. I've tried to move on, but he is always in the forefront of my mind. It's depressing how he'll never know how there is someone in this world who has nothing but the utmost adoration and love towards him, who would never want him to have a bad day ever again, who would do all they can to stand by him through hell or high water. Being his friend hurts so bad. I cannot express just how much. It almost feels like self harm, but I need him in my life. I can't imagine not having him with me. All of the feelings in my heart when we're together want to be free. My thoughts feel so loud that I feel like he'll hear them someday. I want nothing more than to be his significant other. But I know I'll have to settle for being his friend. If I must be only a friend to him, then I'll be the best friend he'll ever have. No matter how I feel about him, at the end of the day, I only want him to be happy. If his happiness lies with someone who isn't me, then so be it. I will always love him and I will always be there for him. I will always be his good friend.
@evan1380
@evan1380 Жыл бұрын
I am in the same boat
@cefarther3945
@cefarther3945 Жыл бұрын
In love with someone who doesn't appreciate you; hopefully it will pass. He is not a God, he is not kind, he is not your friend or a good friend to you. He has hurt you, a friend does not squash someone's soul like he has done to you. He is cruel. Don't love someone who is cruel.
@lennykenny7851
@lennykenny7851 Жыл бұрын
@@cefarther3945 I know he's not god, that's why I love his humanity like I said. I don't idolise him and I don't think of him as a perfect being who can do no wrong. But trust me, he does appreciate me as a friend. He always expresses his gratitude and does just as much for me as I do for him. He's always there for me when I need him, listens to me when it feels like no one else does, takes me all kinds of cool places just for the hell of it. He's one of my best friends and I value him immensely. Some people just aren't meant to be together as partners, but that doesn't make him a bad person for not loving me as more than a brother to him.
@Imjessieblake
@Imjessieblake 11 ай бұрын
I felt every word you wrote here so deeply..
@johnrogers5309
@johnrogers5309 11 ай бұрын
Don't ever say "Just a friend",.. Friends can be the most powerful thing in our lives ,.. " I know someday you'll be a star , in someone else's sky ,..but why?!,..why?!..why?!!!.. can't it be mine??!!!! I get it ..
@JoshuaNobles
@JoshuaNobles 11 ай бұрын
The line, "All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream." by Edgar Allan Poe, I feel, resonates with the music and image on this video; such beautiful lonesomeness. To those who might read this and feel themselves to be in sorrow, I have found there is beauty in most things, including sadness. I have cried many times before and even though that sadness can hurt, those feelings show you are alive and love things which surround you, and sometimes knowing that is a beautiful thing.
@Ajb.bgr_
@Ajb.bgr_ Жыл бұрын
sometimes life (and youtube) has a fucking perfect timing
@ToxicDrunker_
@ToxicDrunker_ Жыл бұрын
Glad you enjoy it!
@horizonsnow7454
@horizonsnow7454 Жыл бұрын
I am just going through this now. I lost my heart over a wonderful man that i cannot have and I am heartbroken.
@rain2goaway204
@rain2goaway204 11 ай бұрын
😅 😅😅😅😅😅😅 😅😅😅😅z
@choroukelkacimi854
@choroukelkacimi854 10 ай бұрын
It's like i've lost the love of my life in war and i've spent the rest of my life waiting for him to come back.. what a music!
@clariana1310
@clariana1310 Жыл бұрын
it hurts more when you know you can't have them because they're not real
@Sara-vq2js
@Sara-vq2js Жыл бұрын
ikr
@fioamateeglin1871
@fioamateeglin1871 Жыл бұрын
Yes, it was much painful that I even had a thought to erase myself. But there’s a bright side. They will never betray you.
@CerridwenAwel
@CerridwenAwel Жыл бұрын
It's the same. They are never real, even when they are.
@tcrijwanachoudhury
@tcrijwanachoudhury 11 ай бұрын
That means you always have them
@Alyssaxk
@Alyssaxk Жыл бұрын
Damn this hit me hard😂 I fell in love with someone who I can’t have for years and still can’t move on
@horizonsnow7454
@horizonsnow7454 Жыл бұрын
Me too Alice. Isn't it hard.
@MaybeM00dy
@MaybeM00dy Жыл бұрын
I totally get it ):
@Ch12JS
@Ch12JS Жыл бұрын
I know. It’s hard. I also hate when people say “You gotta move on. It takes times, but you will make it.” ‘Cause it does not sometimes.
@horizonsnow7454
@horizonsnow7454 Жыл бұрын
You are so right when people cay move on! It hurts!@@Ch12JS
@alexisb659
@alexisb659 Жыл бұрын
Yes it is hard to realize that you can never have the love of that person. I fell in love with someone who is emotionally unavailable as well as married. As a friend of mine has said pining for someone who doesn't or can't love you precludes you from meeting the one.
@richardrickford3028
@richardrickford3028 Жыл бұрын
Nothing like a strong dose of unrequieted love to make you feel like Lucifer in paradise. How well do we know our beloved? Sometimes the answer is not very much really even though the wretched emotions are trying to tell us that in some secret way we really do. So what can be happening is we are projecting a special wonderful part of ourselves onto the loved one. Knowing this does not switch the unrequieted love off like a light switch - nothing does that and often I think the best solution is to keep as busy as possible and make sure you have a good gang of friends to go out with and do things with. But if you are in love with someone whom you are projecting a special part of yourself onto it really means...there is something really magical and special going on inside you. You have a wonderful part to yourself. Amidst all the agony of the unrequited love is that not something to feel proud of and celebrate and an invitation to really really love yourself. (very different from either being overly harsh on yourself or over indulging yourself) A good person on the Web is Kristen Neff with her self compassion website and books. A really really formidable woman and excellent therapist.
@DarkSurroundings
@DarkSurroundings 9 ай бұрын
To the person reading this, Good Luck! Don't stress, everything will be fine. No matter what difficulty you are facing right now, you can overcome it! You are strong and brave.
@sergioalbertogutierrezmede5297
@sergioalbertogutierrezmede5297 9 ай бұрын
jajaja..., totally casuality and totally right, thank you
@alyxbabineaux2412
@alyxbabineaux2412 10 ай бұрын
I woke up about an hour ago, I had a dream about my first love(unrequited), she was telling me that she didn't appreciate me enough back then and that we shoulda dated, she apologized, I didn't say a word. I haven't met her in 7 years, don't know why my brain brought it up, after that I was laying in my bed for half an hour thinking about it, I looked through her social medias and our old messages, and then I'm like whatever, but now I see THIS in my recomendations, wtf KZbin...
@Adbee123
@Adbee123 8 ай бұрын
Cray!
@_momo_o.
@_momo_o. 10 ай бұрын
After listening to these sort of playlists,I found GAVIN LUKE in many of them. God his songs are heavenly.
@j_blackbird
@j_blackbird 10 ай бұрын
5th of June 2021.. I was supposed to meet a friend at a bar. Without my knowledge she invited one of her friends to join us. I arrived at the bar and took a sit. At one point the cutest woman I've seen entered, we locked eyes for a second and she smiled as she walked passed me. I will definitely go and talk to her later I thought. My friend arrives and sits with me, waving at the back as she invites her friend over. It was the woman I saw! (Lets call her Fairy.) We clicked instantly and started dating. A month later she kinda became distant. My friend called me and told me why. She happened to be friends with my ex-girlfriend. My ex told her the worst about me (with no good reason). Despite that we kept dating until she confessed that she feels guilty going out with me and that she is betraying her friend. I respected her opinion and we parted ways. I started dating someone else. On one of our dates, Fairy came with her friends (including my ex). When I saw her I knew that I didn't want to date the new girl. And that's what happened. My friend and my best friend secretly arranged for us to meet. It was a beautiful night. We had our first kiss together and started dating again. Once again her guilt was getting to her and she also told me that she had trouble trusting me with all the things she heard from my ex. We parted again. A month later I reached out and told her to hang out as friends. The plan was to get her to know me better as a person. The chemistry was still there. We had an amazing time hanging out with our friends. It was late May and I called her to ask her out. I could tell she wanted to but refused. June 5th again. The day I met her. I called her. No answer. Later that night she called me back. We met again and talked how much we care for each other. We started dating again and went to Disneyland and Hellfest together. Late June we confessed our love for each other. It was a magical summer. September 16, due to an unfortunate turn of events we broke up. It's been almost a year. I was depressed and only now I decided to start moving on. I still love her more than anything. But there's nothing more I can do. Thanks for reading my story :)
@sumeyyekaradogan743
@sumeyyekaradogan743 9 ай бұрын
Some words that remind me everything, sometimes bring me despair. I ignore all the feelings but when i gave them to people i cant stand.
@ngayemdi23
@ngayemdi23 11 ай бұрын
i just feel identificated with this, such a beautiful playlist! Continue doing art like this ;3
@janbo8331
@janbo8331 11 ай бұрын
I'm pressed against your hips You smile under my eyelids Diving deep to a daydream To see what could not be Exploring the forms of your joints and bones Finger twirling down sculpted lines and domes Heart hammering the insides of my ears A fingertip dance on desires and fears The warmth between our skin I dream within Muted by unspoken words in silence echoing Waking from the daily dream To a place where it's just me
@arturoraularvizudelgadillo6845
@arturoraularvizudelgadillo6845 11 ай бұрын
always unspoken words that´s be under deep my heart
@marianaalvdelce
@marianaalvdelce 11 ай бұрын
This playlist is so beautiful, my heart feels so calming now.
@vinter642
@vinter642 11 ай бұрын
I'm literally getting goosebumps. This is so beautiful! You earned a new sub.
@rft1509
@rft1509 11 ай бұрын
Thank you much for this soul southing music compilation
@user-ql2lr7ns8p
@user-ql2lr7ns8p 11 ай бұрын
Riders on the storm!! This is incredible! Subscribed
@user-bj5xi1kp9t
@user-bj5xi1kp9t 10 ай бұрын
Thanks for your playlist !
@surbhisharma3688
@surbhisharma3688 Жыл бұрын
Great compilation❤
@ellion_
@ellion_ Жыл бұрын
I just wanted to listen to it at dawn without thinking, but it's calm and slow, so I think it's good to listen to when studying. Thank you for making a playlist.❤
@lianjiayang196
@lianjiayang196 Жыл бұрын
back in the days , everything was so classic
@fish5693
@fish5693 Жыл бұрын
Woahhhhh Beautiful!!
@dokdo1994
@dokdo1994 Жыл бұрын
i really like it!! such a wonderful music track....
@raymondsuryajaya9896
@raymondsuryajaya9896 Жыл бұрын
This song appeared when i understood what heals me. Today. I invite love to my life again after years of sadness..😊
@pftggits
@pftggits Жыл бұрын
I am glad for you!
@gunsmonkey22
@gunsmonkey22 Жыл бұрын
Best of luck and take it slow as fuck
@SuperWildmind
@SuperWildmind 11 ай бұрын
Happy for you and may love find you ❤
@LeonardPC272
@LeonardPC272 11 ай бұрын
im in love with an idea I can never achieve
@HereticalPreist
@HereticalPreist Жыл бұрын
Yep this explains me to a tee dated someone almost 10 years ago. We had a falling out but reunited as friends. Talked about trying again but neither of us do long distance relationships (she’s military). We still talk to each other and are incredibly close but she’s in another well committed relationship…I definitely consider her the one who got away.
@antares9336
@antares9336 11 ай бұрын
I listened to the whole thing and i was amazed😍
@SamanthaDroshanel
@SamanthaDroshanel 11 ай бұрын
I'm actually in love with someone I cant have so this hits hard ngl haha
@DreamlessSkies
@DreamlessSkies 10 ай бұрын
You'll find someone way better 🥰
@SamanthaDroshanel
@SamanthaDroshanel 10 ай бұрын
@@DreamlessSkies i really hope so, thank you for ur comment 💞🫂
@iammaya8740
@iammaya8740 Жыл бұрын
Just perfect !
@darkacademia-cy6ke
@darkacademia-cy6ke 8 ай бұрын
Your music is amazing, it quiets my brain
@katinagreyhat
@katinagreyhat Жыл бұрын
And yet despite my best efforts I keep on loving them showing them unconditional love knowing they will never grant me the pleasure am I a masochist maybe, but they deserve love so much they've been through so much a little empathy couldn't hurt, could it?
@unknownsound9204
@unknownsound9204 Жыл бұрын
Love ur mother instead you'll thank me later on
@aristockx6870
@aristockx6870 Жыл бұрын
I'm going through this exact same thing, and my god it hurts sometimes, but that doesn't stop me and my feelings, I feel like I just can't let go of them.
@CerridwenAwel
@CerridwenAwel Жыл бұрын
I know that well. It's all I know, actually. And while all I wanted was for those I loved to be happy, I noticed it was better for them and for me that I didn't linger like a shadow.
@somerandom7672
@somerandom7672 10 ай бұрын
After a night of heavy drinking and a roller coaster of a mental state, I was about to go to sleep in a good mood. Then you reminded me.
@AntonEz1223
@AntonEz1223 10 ай бұрын
The song of my life.
@pablokalincausky8359
@pablokalincausky8359 11 ай бұрын
The good life depends on the quality of your thoughts !!! Blessings to everyone...
@m.k.m.319
@m.k.m.319 11 ай бұрын
Wow, this is romantically tragic and tragically romantic. Thanks for sharing.
@Mostafa20268
@Mostafa20268 11 ай бұрын
Amazing..thank you so much for this collection..love it ..liked and subbed..peace from IRAQ !
@tsonofjohnson489
@tsonofjohnson489 11 ай бұрын
Greetings and Peace from USA!
@ViolinSheetMusic_124
@ViolinSheetMusic_124 10 ай бұрын
I guess everyone who listens to this music is having a hard time, like me. Just don't give up we can overcome this ♡
@user-fk3mg3rx2j
@user-fk3mg3rx2j Жыл бұрын
Beautiful picture and music
@jonmjomyrist5301
@jonmjomyrist5301 11 ай бұрын
Amazing Music for real.
@TheNightChannel
@TheNightChannel 11 ай бұрын
wonderful😏
@radaadrandaadelrr
@radaadrandaadelrr Жыл бұрын
very very nice
@MegaCirse
@MegaCirse 11 ай бұрын
La musique est salutaire quand elle suscite une émotion ou une humeur en vous. il ne s'agit pas nécessairement d'être mélodique, religieux ou ouvertement musical, mais plutôt de transporter l'auditeur quelque part où il n'était pas avant. Dans ce cas précis, j'ai l'impression d'être assis sur un banc de cimetière par une tiède soirée. le vent me caresse doucement le visage, et tout est silencieux à part la nature qui m'entoure 🙂
@user-ye3sj3zl2t
@user-ye3sj3zl2t Жыл бұрын
Хорошая подборка музыкальных произведений.
@lulu2105
@lulu2105 Жыл бұрын
one of the most helpless feelings ...
@user-iw6vs1ud6o
@user-iw6vs1ud6o 10 ай бұрын
The piano takes me to a place where I once was,Only ,In my world,In my Universe and in my Galaxy, I was never there.
@holicalhai9553
@holicalhai9553 Жыл бұрын
Amazing
@anna_ros_47
@anna_ros_47 11 ай бұрын
This one is my favorite ❤ could you please make more of this thyme please?
@andidiaz8347
@andidiaz8347 11 ай бұрын
There's a man I fell in love with. We met because of a mutual friend of ours. Things were great. The only issue was that we lived in two different states. I went to see hime twice for a week each time, and in that time we held each other like lovers. We cuddled, we laughed and we even shared a kiss. But, he told me something that shattered my heart. He said "you know I'm not intrested in a romantic relationship with you right?" The sad part of this was that I nodded. I knew it was too good to be true. So, now even though we are still friends, I still yearn for him. I still crave his touch. I am in agony and it pains me that I cannot call him mine.
@SuperWildmind
@SuperWildmind 11 ай бұрын
You deserve better dear. Just give yourself more time without him and maybe..just maybe..someone better will come your way..who could love you sincerely 💖
@MegaCirse
@MegaCirse 11 ай бұрын
You can't exist without pleasure, even for a second, and it's hard to have sorrow for a long time. Such is existence 🤠
@livysardothien5745
@livysardothien5745 Жыл бұрын
Why am I not allowing myself to try to get into romantic relationships because I know I can't love them as full as I have; you? Yet you don't even know I exist. But here I am madly, deeply in love with you and I can't let myself give you up even though I know we're impossible to be together. Whatever am I to do? I don't think I even want to move on. Because you are just too loveable. Too beautiful of a soul. Even though I know you won't even know who I am, for you are up there in the starts and I am one of those that look up. Can you at least look down... At me... In the eyes. I just want you to see me... I just want you to know how much I want to be a shooting star just to be with you. I just want to let you know how strongly I feel about you. How deep my love is for you. How much I would do just so that my love could reach to you... But maybe... If you tell me to stop and if you tell me you don't want my love then maybe... Just maybe... I can be set free from your beautiful enchantment. Because all I know is that in this lifetime, I only ever wanna love you... Only you. Even if it's not the same for you..
@pavlova7408
@pavlova7408 Жыл бұрын
that title, wouldve fit so suitably with la la lands 'epilogue', which also goes by the name 'mia and sebastians theme' although to call it a theme does it quite injustice as it discredits that music as not complete enough to be a standalone, yet this is lost from truth. very nice playlist. i have realised i have a few more recomendations. chopins nocturnes, particularly all his nocturne's in C# minor. shostakovich's slow waltz's, very peaceful and deviate from the typical piano you tend to prefer. ofc, ludovico. but that is a cliche recomendation (as is the nocturne most likely) thats all i got frn
@Marcodiazgrey
@Marcodiazgrey 11 ай бұрын
I lost her. She exists now only in my soul. Only in my dreams do i hold her. Only in my dreams do i kiss her. Some nights i wish and hoped i didnt wake up. Just hold her hand and pass away. At least im with her.
@woooohooooayo
@woooohooooayo 11 ай бұрын
perfect
@Arthur-xg9tv
@Arthur-xg9tv 8 ай бұрын
In love and...can't have...Every moment with her is precious
@ronslaughterandalice1018
@ronslaughterandalice1018 Жыл бұрын
Everyones life is in seasons. Loving someone is much more then holding onto that one. Love is freedom ! It may be only a vapor of time or it may be 31 years of marrage. Make yourself happy for them , ether way it's a debt that has to be paid. I miss you
@eugeneiatzenaki4504
@eugeneiatzenaki4504 Жыл бұрын
Never ending love.. falling in love with a stranger..
@RicardoStone
@RicardoStone 11 ай бұрын
i have not give up. she deserves the one i will become and so all the joys of life. my path is war, but at the dawnfall shall be love.
@alimajeed9946
@alimajeed9946 11 ай бұрын
This hit me hard
@Vivian-vd4to
@Vivian-vd4to Жыл бұрын
it's perfect
@ToxicDrunker_
@ToxicDrunker_ Жыл бұрын
Glad you enjoy it!
@johnrogers5309
@johnrogers5309 11 ай бұрын
I admire those here in chat that can tell their story,... I don't have that strength.
@shelparks988
@shelparks988 11 ай бұрын
I will always miss my MOLLY! I pray she's the happiest girl alive❤
@kinetoscoope3607
@kinetoscoope3607 10 ай бұрын
What's the worse ? Living with the fear that the person will love someone else one day or living by knowing that you will never end up together ?
@ToxicDrunker_
@ToxicDrunker_ Жыл бұрын
Hi guy! Do you guys want to try a new playlist? Try it!!!! ► kzbin.info/www/bejne/eKXMgH2gg5KYhZY
@noorjehadotaibi1546
@noorjehadotaibi1546 Жыл бұрын
change your name dude, i can't subscribe with "toxic" word written beside xD
@ToxicDrunker_
@ToxicDrunker_ Жыл бұрын
@@noorjehadotaibi1546 🥲
@arshiyasyed3948
@arshiyasyed3948 11 ай бұрын
Do you have a playlist on audio streaming platform?
@ToxicDrunker_
@ToxicDrunker_ 11 ай бұрын
@@arshiyasyed3948 We only work on youtube, hope you will support us in the future
@leonyeko94
@leonyeko94 11 ай бұрын
Well done on this mix I really like it, I would like to critic one small aspect of this masterpiece, Could you kindly work on the transition between each of the symphonies ? Possibly fade out and into each other to help them sink in even better ? @ToxicDrunker_ Well done for the new piece
@hetorakelt
@hetorakelt Жыл бұрын
sad so sad so sad ... and it hurts... but i love it
@RedSeaGull
@RedSeaGull Жыл бұрын
I'm afraid I will always love her
@Gva18
@Gva18 11 ай бұрын
go to gym and be a trader , she will back to you
@lizcarruth2267
@lizcarruth2267 11 ай бұрын
I think every girl dreams of someone who will love her. Treasure that you have known love
@ParksQueen
@ParksQueen 11 ай бұрын
She said "That's okay" "I won't hate her nor you" He asked "really? .. But you" She said " I do" "I still do" "That's why" "I won't hate her nor you" -written by me (I write ffs)
@gigimc
@gigimc 11 ай бұрын
...true story...
@ParksQueen
@ParksQueen 11 ай бұрын
@@gigimc ikr
@authaire
@authaire 11 ай бұрын
To Jessica. I hope the two of you share what we never could.
@user-ik8bb8ty5d
@user-ik8bb8ty5d Жыл бұрын
"A Spring Late" Your hair swivel in the breeze, ah, the eyes glinting with golden freckles unseen. Try to talk or cry out, all is but lost, in lament. They laugh, you sigh. You hold them as they cry. The parity is not lost on me when they do the same, for you forevermore. I wonder, if there ever was a panacea. Though it could not cure my ailment, it won't make me forget those soft brushes of fingertips, or the gentle handshakes that I so crave. I wish only that I had clasped yours when I had the chance. Alas, my hands grasp at void and nothingness now, memories of mellowness and melancholy here flow. Of things and times of joy and, reality of present. Today is worse as well as future worser, but at least, there is you and your smiles in my mind. Many marvelous places there are, mountains and valleys, pastures and meadows of peace. However, I question, do the trees ever aspire of being closer to the river they admire? Then again, they are trees, unmovable, rooted in physicality of themselves, and thoughts of love are lost upon their coarseness. Though even if they could, no mountain has ever reached a lake, or a tree any river. Much like me, who is fixed by time, destiny, like being restrained by a force unseen. My heart sings of a love taken, a spring late in coming. Perhaps this is all a hoax, and I won't remember any of these feelings in time, but that is a dream, a dream on cloud nine.
@user-ik8bb8ty5d
@user-ik8bb8ty5d Жыл бұрын
May the folk be fine, dining on an appetite sublime.
@chrisbeltrami-unfortunately
@chrisbeltrami-unfortunately 11 ай бұрын
Yes
@NilaAvlis
@NilaAvlis Жыл бұрын
"over my heart I'll wear a brooch with a lock of your hair"
@leostorytime
@leostorytime 11 ай бұрын
nice
@TheBlackPigeon
@TheBlackPigeon Жыл бұрын
Everyone out here pining for something they can't have, while I'm wondering how they're going to help that poor bloke out of the river......
@karlalling5593
@karlalling5593 10 ай бұрын
This is your lucky day: Watch " Le glory of de mon pere
@nantetoev1188
@nantetoev1188 10 ай бұрын
I do need this playlist. A sigh.
@ToxicDrunker_
@ToxicDrunker_ 10 ай бұрын
enjoy it!
@annegiii3446
@annegiii3446 10 ай бұрын
If you like this type of vibe I highly recommend reading Divine Rivals by Rebecca Ross!
@k1yzd
@k1yzd 11 ай бұрын
oh boy just the title I needed to feel depressed. :D
@blurredwolf2339
@blurredwolf2339 Жыл бұрын
Fell in love with my best friend some years ago, i confessed ro them, and they turned me down. We still renained friends, and my feelings are still the same. I'm sure they know it. I don't want to stay like this, knowing that i won't ever get anything back. And ivm so scared, so scared i'll fall out of love suddenly (happened one time. It was horrible). I want to move on so badly, but I don't want to break things off with them... I feel like my life loses it's meaning if they disappear from my life. I don't want to risk it, and I can't start dating anyone as long as I have feleings for them. I feel so fustrated and trapped in my oen feelings. I hate it so much.
@windwalkerrangerdm
@windwalkerrangerdm Жыл бұрын
Love is a monster. It has no logic. You have no control over it. So stop worrying about it. Let it eat you when it's alive, and just enjoy other things when it's dead. Don't worry, it always comes back.
@blurredwolf2339
@blurredwolf2339 Жыл бұрын
@@windwalkerrangerdm I'll try to make it go away since it's no use anyway. I've already decided not to do anything about it
@fioamateeglin1871
@fioamateeglin1871 Жыл бұрын
This probably the only case that doesn’t fit this idiom - the grass is greener on the other side. I felt it too. But once I let go of my long relationship, the grass on the other side isn’t as bad as I thought. It gets better as I walk further. I wish someday you will thank yourself for your bravery.
@caelenselke-minogue
@caelenselke-minogue Жыл бұрын
@@blurredwolf2339 I was rejected by someone who I was not strictly friends with, but somewhat acquainted, and it was so painful, especially because of how understanding and compassionate about it. My feelings for her will never fully go away, i mean there is a reason I loved her. Anyway, I think you should just try to tell yourself that even though you still have feelings for that person, don't let them make decisions for you, and don't waste too much time thinking about them or anything. Try to look at the people around you and find someone to love who will reciprocate the feelings, and maybe then you can get over your friend. I know that's the only thing that will work for me. Best of luck with your life 💔➡💕
@blurredwolf2339
@blurredwolf2339 Жыл бұрын
@@caelenselke-minogue thank you for the advice man
@lamangueestlemieux
@lamangueestlemieux 11 ай бұрын
It’s been about 9 months, nine long months of wanting something I can’t have. It sure hurts your heart so much I really do look up to and like him however he has someone already and is content. Accepting that he’s already happy and settled feels impossible, I constantly wish that it was me not her with him and it pains me knowing that she will remain with him. I may sound selfish but I want him for myself, one sided love is painful and their is no light in the darkness nothing which will solve this situation I just have to accept I’m not the one for him but it’s quite difficult. I hope eventually my feelings pass for him, and I am happy that he’s with her not upset one day. One day.
@hoadunguyen7155
@hoadunguyen7155 Жыл бұрын
hay quá đi, hãy làm thêm nhiều playlist tuyệt vời như thế này nhé
@ToxicDrunker_
@ToxicDrunker_ 11 ай бұрын
cảm ơn bạn 🤗
@Phorinrin
@Phorinrin Жыл бұрын
i loved them so much i cared for them i was always there for them but they are not mines and its so hard to be okay with that i try so hard to move on but its so hard
@KenLit
@KenLit 11 ай бұрын
Hello @ToxicDrunker_ This is potentially "Healthy Dehydrainer" ;) I like the way You act
@abstractbio
@abstractbio 10 ай бұрын
I missed you so much last night...stretched my hand into an empty space, cruelly filled with your absence.
@12thjewel
@12thjewel 11 ай бұрын
I love loving, I know nothing greater than to love, I know you love me even if I can't have you xoxo
@leengamtasar3664
@leengamtasar3664 11 ай бұрын
I actually have had a crush on my brother in law's friend since late 2019. He is 5-6 years older than me. I have always wanted to just confess to him, that i like him so much, so dearly that sometimes it hurts. I have no idea whether he's single or anything else. I do know its one sided. I just wish i knew if he was taken, so that i would stop liking him. So i could move on and enjoy life, dating. Im only 22. I want to live life. I dont want to he stuck on someone i cannot have. But i just cant seem to move on from him. Its tiring!
@SeekersMentality
@SeekersMentality Жыл бұрын
The opening notes, bred these lyrics in my head: "I don't give a flying, fck about this shit.". Yea, perfectly fitting.
@ste7en777
@ste7en777 11 ай бұрын
even doom is a distant memory
@CelestiaDreamers
@CelestiaDreamers 11 ай бұрын
a classical music for reading
@egyknight7297
@egyknight7297 11 ай бұрын
i had a wife that i loved more then even myself she left with anther man and left me distroyed she didnt even said a word she didnt only break my hurt she distroyed my life too 7 years now and still cant move on and still dont know why she did this to me ................
@jesblack7033
@jesblack7033 Жыл бұрын
It hurts just to think about.
@queentulip
@queentulip Жыл бұрын
I'm in love with a historical figure who now only lives as an anime character.....
@justicewise6620
@justicewise6620 11 ай бұрын
omg sis who
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