Another note to myself Tickets on sale: yeek.site/tour "Future Reference" the album: stem.ffm.to/fu...
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Peace, Sebastian. I'm proud of you. Wish I was still in Brooklyn so I could stop by your next event. The key is to ask what your future self would tell you "You should have done that, it wasn't too late" and then, with years wasted, realize it still is not too late, do it anyway to catch up to that vision you once had. Unless you want to repeat the process forever, you have to stop it. Quantum living. Skip to where you want to be. I wish you the best. Please don't try to please anyone who doesn't want the best for you, even if it isn't with them or according to their rules. If they could get past their egos and love right, they wouldn't want you to do anything but live your life on your terms. Those people don't love you (edit for the common people is -they don't love you right- but that is taking a giant crap on a good thing which is love. If it isn't right, it isn't love either.) Maybe someday they will learn how, maybe not. It's painful to realize, but you can't lose what you don't actually have. You can start right now, though, even if you start over again and again. It's better than not trying. The hard part is just before you start again, but you already know it. If I could, I would start over exactly where I want to be because I have this feeling it is where I went wrong. Maybe I can start over there. Unfortunately, I have to save up the money first. Anyway, trying to please anyone - friends, family, lovers, is just the way of unhappiness. It's good enough for people who live a lie. But what a drain. What did you want when you were a kid? What would your future self tell you you should have done? Other people will get over you making your own choices if they love you, the burden is on them, not you. It shouldn't even be a burden. But you will not get over making choices for other people until you stop doing it. I'm too old. But I don't care. I still want what I fu(king want.