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Hello who would like to join me in crying for 3 minutes and 44 seconds?
Believe it or not, this was actually supposed to be only a minute long as I'm also posting on ig and l didn't want to use igtv but I just couldn't cut this short, had to let myself figure out my feelings through the process of editing this
If the editing is a mess it is 100% to represent the mess of emotions this reveal left me feeling. I am hoping to make something happier later. We definitely need it. Maybe some AU's with Lilith in the future.
I hope you enjoy this video as sad as it is and I hope that I caught all the glitches jkdhgfd
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Now to a slight rant in which my feelings may change a bit later, but I thought I’d just share what I feel at the moment;
I'm upset that after getting a ship that ticks some of the boxes I've been needing so badly (older women, at least one poc, in a genre that I love), it was just ripped away in such a cruel twist. These two deserved better. Zelda's been through so much and the writers don't have her actually talk about it, not even with Hilda. So for her to go through her consent being called into question again is just.... ugh
And I don't want to ramble too much in here, but Marie specifically was so important to me, as it's hard to find rep that's not white, especially queer rep, especially on shows like CAOS. So for them to bring in a sapphic dark skin Black woman, and then just remove the character entirely from existence, it hurt. A lot.
idk if any of that made sense, but I'm still having a hard time getting my feelings together about all this. I'm going to live in a world where Zarie wasn't built on a lie.
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