God. I am tired. I'm tired of this world. I'm tired of crying alone at night while covering my mouth so it's quiet. I am tired of hurting myself. I'm tired of slashing my wrists. I just wanna die. I want to feel calm. I don't want to feel pain anymore. already, I'm tired enough. I want to quit. I don't want to carry on with my life anymore. Goodbye friend. goodbye family. goodbye world. goodbye everyone. I will always love you