a few healing days 🌿

[@tksmisu]

it makes me feel better that im not the only one, motivating and encouraging me to get out of this slump so thank you :)

[@T2SM0425]

Yaya very relatable

[@Sofia_B952]

I hate you

[@aniqah75]

I've been feeling the same! Literally been bingimg on mostly junk foods, been on my phone for basically the whole day avoiding my deadlines and tasks, I can't even get into uni work, it feels pointless and I don't have any motivation to do anything so I'm many weeks behind on my studies which, terrifyingly makes me not wanna start at all. Anyway, I'm going to pull an all nighter to catch up. Thank you for sharing this. you inspired me to journal and hopefully I can get out of this rut. Glad to see you back 💕

[@megnolia9234]

praying for you - its ok not to be ok; God loves you !

[@gabriellerayed.madarang6120]

“It’s okay not to be okay”💕

[@cassette3591]

Im honestly proud of you, doing something after feeling down and unmotivated is a huge step to getting out of that bubble. youve been so inspiring since ive found your platform. thank you so much

[@cherribiossoms6729]

i'm so glad you've been able to come out the of this sad gloomy feeling. and not being okay is okay. we love you and hope you stay safe🥰

[@SamElle]

When I'm in a funk, getting out of bed is the HARDEST step! But I find that when i do end up getting up, things are a little better. I realize that i need to keep the routine I usually do (when Im not in the slump) and continue as if it was any other day!!!

[@carmelalala_o3926]

Why I always see you in almost every comment section?😅

[@SamElle]

@@carmelalala_o3926 i love that we watch the same ppl!!! SAY HI EVERYTIME YOU SEE ME

[@eming1342]

Hello! We met again

[@SamElle]

@@eming1342 hello!!!

[@florencealice40]

i find it really strange, but also kind of sweet, how everyone seems to be going through similar things at the moment. it really gives me comfort knowing that i'm not alone in all this. i hope you feel a lot better soon zoe, and thank you for all your amazing content. here's to better health

[@hayleybaldwin4375]

I began walking just 1 mile everyday on the treadmill, and it worked wonders for me. Now I walk that one mile at 3.7mph and then another mile at about 2.8mph. I do this at night because I get really sleepy after any workout. Just the tiny changes make a world of a difference. I hope we can all find our happiness in these isolated times ❤️

[@BreannaQuan]

i’m a huge plant mom too! your monstera leaves are a little curled because those leaves are just opening and the little scratches are really common when they’re shipped/transported. don’t worry too much about the marks though because they won’t be as noticeable as the leaves get darker !🤍

[@5tarrbre]

I've been doing a challenge with my family where we cant be on social media for 30 days and it made me realize how much time I spend on there but I've made time for so much more stuff that I love to do

[@JenniferGarcia-pb6wg]

Honestly me too. This video is perfect right now, I've been trying to be productive and perfect but sometimes you just gotta take it one step at a time. I think we all look at social media and want to be like the productive people on KZbin or Instagram, and compare ourselves so much that we lose sight of our own journey and try to live through other people. It's okay to not be okay and take your time, but you also have to know when to get up and give it another go. Keep going guys! I'll work hard too 💖

[@crisphine]

Same thing happened to me. I tried to push myself harder each time I felt like I couldn’t make it, and after months of stress and axiety I just can’t take it anymore. Still trying to heal and recover from it 💖

[@megnolia9234]

praying for you! its ok not to be ok ,God loves you!

[@marioelefante3596]

i really love how honest you’ve been, thank you so much for sharing, you’re feelings are valuable and you’re not alone. may the universe bless you with even more love 11:11 🤍

[@ELUCHU]

Cleaning/organizing is also very therapeutic for me; having a visual indicator of progress (i.e. cleanliness) is always so comforting :) I've been spending a lot of time during quarantine learning to separate myself from my circumstances, and talking it out with someone you trust is always helpful. This video is so validating, and I hope you continue to look up

[@stormcote7350]

I am insanely proud of you. I know how it feels, and I know how much strength it takes to get yourself out of that situation and pick yourself up. Don't feel bad about these kinds of days, as they happen to all of this. The important thing is you come back from them stronger than ever.

[@LauraF-cv8hw]

so glad you took time to let yourself rest! but also so happy to see you back!

[@emanalsabhan6524]

Zoe thank u for being honest with us and sharing a side of you that is not easy to share rn with everything all jumbled up together and messed up! i have been falling on and off this slump since the start of the second wave in my country and its just so disturbing to have other responsibilities that make me get out of bed every morning when all i want to do is weep lol i think i tried distracting myself in unhealthy ways like working from 8:00-19:00 even if it was only an internship job, till i eventually collapsed and spent a few nights at the hosp!! so thank you for encouraging us to do small things that wouldn't harm us as badly, i should really start reading more books and noting down everything i would want to get back to to anyone else that's struggling at these times, please know you're not alone, and i hope we all find ourselves soon!!!!

[@miley._.2699]

I would just like to thank Zoe for posting this video, i know how hard it can be to admit these things let alone for the whole world to see you vulnerable. I had previously also used to under eat and then get really hungry and binge eat. And the next day you would feeling terrible and not want to eat again. But i started eating healthier day by day and slowly eating low junk food, but i made sure there were no “good” and “bad” foods, there were just treat that you could have sometimes. I also understand how hard it can be to be productive all the time and when I previously watched your videos i had though how could someone be so prefect and i soon realised that was only one part and i soon realised that it was ok not to be ok and that not everyday has to be productive. So thank you for not making me feeling alone and for showing the struggles you have gone through. love you, you are such an aesthetic queen :) Ps. I missed you so much x

[@crisphine]

I’m exactly doing the same thing! I’m too stressed and I push myself too hard so I just try to find comfort in food, then I feel bad, I don’t eat enough the next day and end binging again and feeling even worse. Trying to slowly recover! 💖

[@stereogrl]

this honestly made my day, because recently i’ve been feeling extremely unmotivated and seeing someone genuinely going thru something similar and making healthy steps to get out of the bubble makes me feel like i can too 🥰🌸 we love u zoe! tysm for inspiring all of us! 💞💕💕

[@veejjane]

wherever you are right now, i hope you know that you're enough and that you should be proud of yourself for how far you've come, no matter how slow the progress

[@caroline8984]

Bebe u r right! “It’s ok to not be ok” ur videos always calm me down and inspire me! Sometimes when I’m having a really bad day I watch your videos! Today was one of the worst days of my life and you have no idea how happy I was to see u posted! I know you are in a funk but some of the simplest things seem the hardest. Start slow with recovery and get bigger,it will get better I promise! Wishes love, and prayers❤️🙏

[@ryleighjj]

Thank you.. this helps a lot . I’ve been feeling the same lately. I’ve stopped working out, I will stop eating enough for a couple days and then over eat for the next, and getting out of bed and staying on top of tasks is getting harder. I’m a Sophomore in Highschool right now and I’m doing the remote learning. I’m definitely an introvert, and in the past couple years, I’ve battled anxiety (mainly social anxiety) and depression, so I thought I wouldn’t mind too much being by myself for awhile. On the contrary, I’ve found it’s extremely damaging to my mental health, and I just start crying randomly and I just miss my friends and being able to do things. This helps so much ✨💕 I love your content

[@charees8685]

Thank you for being so truthful and honest. I wish prosperity and eternal happiness for a kind person like you 🤗

[@anniehaa]

I love listening to the GET REAL Podcast whenever I’m feeling down. They’re so relatable and really lift my mood when I’m down 💛

[@lunicean]

you're so strong and capable, and we're always here to support you. keep fighting, i know it's really hard to be constantly thinking about the negatives of life, but i'm so happy that you're finally trying to at least find some hope. ♡ we love our Zoe. ♡

[@HillaryTzeng]

Thank you Zoe, I needed this. Sometimes it can be exhausting to try to be positive all the time. I appreciate that you’re showing us just as you are, not trying to be falsely exuberant or, conversely, dramatizing a depressive state. Hang in there.

[@hyelimchoi_]

aw boo :(

[@isaiahbarcena3796]

you two are my faves!!

[@hoonsnatto]

this was such a relatable video and it makes me feel so much better that i’m not only alone. especially the work in progress of my relationship with food. i hope you stay safe!! 🤍🤍

[@megnolia9234]

praying for you! you are not alone or unheard, God loves you!

[@summervibes2788]

I m proud of u Zoe It's absolutely valid to have such feelings,especially during this time Take time for mental health You've got this!💪💜

[@veronica_sm_]

your video made me think that i dont have to blame myself during my hard times .... your videos and you, as a person, mean so much to me💜

[@seomili]

i needed this very much - it's definitely harder feeling like you're the only one that's behind in everything. it's more important to confront that you're in need of healing than to compare and try to ignore it saying you need to get your life together

[@mariaw.3335]

this video feels like a big hug~ thank u zoe for the kind message and please keep smiling! you are doing so well!

[@windymind3627]

Thanks for being real for us! I totally felt what you said in the outro- sometimes it’s so hard to see people being happy online when the world feels like it’s falling apart. Appreciate your calm and honest videos, and I hope you know you’re not alone!

[@Hxsch_]

I‘m so proud of you Zoe. Healing and taking care of yourself takes time, so don’t rush yourself. I think it’s refreshing and natural to see how open you are talking about this. Many of us experience the same phase right now and it is nothing to be ashamed of. Thank you Zoe and focus on yourself. We will be here everytime you decide to come here🤍

[@ranimboussema7004]

omg your strong believe me no one is perfect and no one can be happy and motivated all time and its good from time to time to show your real mood and we love you in all ur moods

[@sarawijaya3042]

I realy miss your smile Zoe..🥰🥰🥰 Hope you better soon.😇

[@gytdfykuhgugiuhojlkmn4309]

I´m so happy that Zoe keeps her videos real and is just honest about her feelings and struggles, that helps a lot to not presure myself to be the most productive person in the planet or to be something everyone is expecting of me. I have seasonal depression and it´s so hard to find motivation to do things and lately is even worse...so thank you so so so much Zoe, for being real and truthful to your emotions and for showing us this part of you that makes you vulnerable, you're such an inspiration and a beautiful soul, I really hope everything gets better for you and for anyone who is having a hard time. Lots of love form somewhere in Mexico City.

[@rachelpeng8958]

i love the iotnbo reference :,) also... if you're feeling bad about yourself these past few days/weeks, remember, it's honestly okay. remember: we're literally going through a pandemic. don't be so hard on yourself - it will get better. take care of yourself - and while you're at it, drink some water. ly.

[@ramm3]

I really appreciate that you didn't put fake mask and finally we can see your REAL daily life. Not everything - of course - but that seems so realistic and I hope you'll build new happiest relationship with yourself, your space and everything else. We need to support each other and If you'll lost yourself again, try to rewatch your videos, try to read comments and never, EVER force yourself to do anythingto you don't want to do. Love.

[@denieceotis2433]

i haven't been feeling like myself a lot these past few months. i've been abusing myself and someone really close to my heart made me realize that it's about time that i give the same amount of love i've been giving to other people. i've only started last week and so far, i feel close to actually say that i'm doing great without the feeling of hesitation on the back of my throat. we should always remember that it's okay to not be okay. to pause for a minute and to slowly heal. no matter what problems you're going through, we're all in this together. you're not alone. here's to self love and healing! 🍃

[@wserenam]

glad you took a break! you still sound like you need some more time to heal so please take your time!

[@victoriacloud6528]

Honestly Ive felt terrible in the past 2 weeks so zoe ur a lifesaver. U really motivated me right now so thank you. Its great that you show the reality and not only the pretty parts of life. Hopefully soon you will fully recover . I need to get myself together too :( lots of love

[@meshyparker3969]

You’re not alone girly! I’ve been feeling the same way lately and I’m glad you’re here to show us that it’s okay to be this way. This video was very helpful to me. I love you and stay safe 💕💕💕

[@anahiimeza]

Just know that you taking the time to take care of yourself physically, but most importantly MENTALLY, is worth admiring and for you to feel proud of. Many neglect self-care because they’re so used to being “on-the-go” and believe that they will rest until they’re dead. But neglecting yourself is only gonna deteriorate one quicker. Keep your head up, love xx

[@eileeng]

hi zoe !! i just wanna say your videos have been helping me get though covid quarantine period, my anxiousness etc seeing you being so down aches me but i’m so glad you got back up and made a change 💗 and this videos just show many of us have bad days, weeks or period of time but it’s okay to not feel okay 🥺❤️ i hope you’re feeling so much better now love u so freaking much!!

[@chloeleosala]

I’ve been feeling the same! I finally got to workout again today and did a few late assignments. I ate two meals instead of one:) it’s honestly such a slow process but I’m so happy that we are all in this together trying to get better. This video really came at the right time

[@momokitagawa3756]

My online school has been really stressful and I today, I just broke down. I don’t know what to do

[@eileeng]

hi there ! i was just scrolling through the comments and i saw this. i just wanna say itsokay ❤️ it’s okay to breakdown, to feel stress and be lost. take some time to rest and recharge before starting again 🥺💗 if there’s anything, you’re not alone ! all the best💗

[@momokitagawa3756]

Thank you so much! I am currently getting ready for a nice spa time since classes are over!

[@eileeng]

Momo Lana Kitagawa that’s so nice to hear !! 🥰❤️

[@drewanneo]

I hope you feel better soon! Remember to take some time for yourself and deep breaths. I hope you will be able to feel calm soon!

[@laurenbi]

Reach out to your teachers/professors and let them know you’re having a difficult time. Parents, too, if you can. Asking for help is so important. NO, you DONT have to do it all by yourself and NO it DOESNT make you a failure.

[@bulletears]

don't worry, zoey, like u said, it's okay not to be okay, you're not gonna have good days every single day, sometimes you get mad, sad, frustrated, you wanna cry, or you are stressed and that's totally okay !! :( take the time you need to rest and breathe, we'll wait for you if you need that

[@seblolwth6033]

I honestly feel the same. i dont do anything during the day really. i try new things then i get easily uninterested in them quickly :/ the pandemic has really took a toll on me and all of us.

[@kawaiikattzz]

Ive been feeling this same exact way. Its nice to see a vlogger and influencer feel this way too. Its normal. I've noticed the thing that has helped me is definitely showering right when I get up, it helps me clear my head, feel good again and start fresh. Ps. Its okay not to be okay, is such a good show!

[@withlovenina]

I'm so happy you're back and girl I'm so proud of you for getting up and trying to get out of this unmotivated and depressive slump! It's not easy to do so! Thank you so much for sharing too, seeing that others feel the same way helps so much in a way!! I hope you feel better very soon, you're so so loved. You're doing amazing and I hope you stay safe and healthy.

[@nikaaaaa673]

I love how honest you are with us, my mom tested positive for covid-19 a few days ago and I need to be quarantined in the house for 2 weeks with my brother and my dad and it has been really hard for my mental health. Love you the most and hope you are doing better ❤️

[@Thatslalaa]

You inspire me to push through and be productive, thank you 🥲💕

[@lois-wb8pt]

u did great, cheer up and keep on going, there's alot of reason to give up but there's much stronger reason to keep on fighting.

[@T2SM0425]

Yaya definitely it's ok to not be okay! Thanks zoe for this amazing content

[@hannnnirin]

I also love kelly stamps contents :) she's such a good/happy pill :)) hope you feel better mentally zoe and stay healthy

[@smrmszn]

the first video i wached was your nintendo switch animal crossing video and i fell in love with your vibe so i wached more of your videos, you made me get MY life together💕 yes, its ok not to be ok

[@annarchi]

Resting is productive too ❤️ be kind to yourself and your mind!

[@neathenerd]

I’ve been binge watching your videos so glad you uploaded a new one. I hope you’re doing well. I’ll be watching this after work.💕

[@Angel-yd9ek]

Zoe, thank you for providing us videos even when you're at your low lows. I hope you feel happier soon. Stay strong girl! We Love U!! 😘

[@LittleVenator]

Love this 💕 I hope you start to feel better and more peaceful soon

[@twirlingpages]

sending you all the love 💓💓💓

[@straykids-ce5tf]

thank you for sharing this with us. It trulry means a lot and just to let you know, you are very strong for wanting to move on from the sadness you feel.

[@milkbread5036]

You’re so inspiring! I’ve also been in a slump and this helped me to try to do little things to feel better. Thank you!! ❤️❤️❤️

[@gladyschee]

thank u for this vid i've been feeling the same lately too i understand it's not easy at all and very proud of u !!!!

[@sharon3591]

bby :( im actually feeling the same, im breaking down all over again and it fkn sucks. but hey, we got this! i wish nothing but the best for you zoe, just don’t give up, you can find happiness again. and im proud of you! x

[@vvvviiiicccc100]

watching your videos is so therapeutic

[@koukoo7]

This made me feel good and made me realize its ok to have those days there is always a way out of bad days and also its ok to take time to heal. Thank you:)♡

[@lovesof]

just woke up and you light up my morning. thank you so much for everything, have a lovely day✨🌱

[@JojolinnaChannel]

Love the vibes! Sometimes we just need to chill out. I hope you feel better!

[@erislytherin]

thank you for this zoe, because i've been feeling the same lately, and this mindset (these "voices" as I call them) makes me think I'm the only one, I'm alone, the mental illness makes me special in a way, but it's not like that: even you, my favorite youtuber, the one person I always considered the "perfect" standard to achieve, having a super aesthetic and relatable life, struggle with this and I want to thank you for showing this vulnerability to us. it's super okay to not be okay sometimes and maybe together we can get out quicker and sooner

[@sam-jb3hl]

Girl forgot about us You need to be get better!!! Just remember we love you and support you no matter what!!!❤️❤️🥺🥺 be strong you got this!!!

[@virys.m.]

Once you get your first plant you won’t be able to stop... trust me lol! When ordering a plant online there maybe damage depending on the packaging. Just treat it with care and don’t repot it right away. The plant maybe in shock so it may drop leaves or turn brown but that’s normal. I hope you feel better soon! Sending good vibes ❤️

[@____jannafernandez]

sending my hugs to u!! our cherrymom!! 🥺🌸🍒 you will never walk alone! 🌷💗

[@viks2828]

Not gonna skip adds for Zoe. Never have. And never will ♥︎

[@leslie3102]

hey zoe,, hope you’re feeling better. this may not be what you want to hear right now but getting at least 5 minutes of sunlight will help you a bit. I know that might be too much to do some days but even just sitting there under the sunlight and closing your eyes will be helpful to your health. Take care and good job on this video! You did well 🌟🍬☺️

[@rose31301]

Hey, it’s been tough for you as I can see, but I know how you feel, and i hope that me saying “I love you” and “Your not alone” makes you feel better. And know that your beautiful and please don’t let anything discourage you from that. ❤️

[@TimTash]

Welcome back! Glad that you're back and starting to feel better. Take all the time you need ❣

[@Mandlizz134]

Its alright Zoe take your time to rest. We love you no matter what 🥰🥰

[@yieldm232]

Thank you for opening up to us. Stay strong girl

[@tatum0543]

take as much time to heal as you need zoe

[@liaclare4704]

Ilysm Zoe!!!!!! U should try watching the office. It’s amazing

[@zoenotzoey]

i literally just binged the entire show LOL 😅

[@liaclare4704]

😂 that’s what they get for putting John Krasinski and Steve Carrell in the same show

[@ashyay1032]

Zoe we love you no matter what 💋❤️ and I’m very happy that you uploaded 😍

[@arupkumarmitra7005]

If you don't feel so good then don't think about posting and take care of yourself 💗 so that next time when we see you you are much happier inside and outside ❤️take care and love you. 🥺❤️

[@poof379]

I hope you feel better soon 💕

[@תוםנתיב]

Wow Zoe , I’m proud of you 👏🏻it’s ok to be not ok ✅

[@adecentlook2895]

Whatever contents u make, we'll always support u Zoe 💜💜Hope u have a good(better) rest of 2020 :)

[@stacikat7705]

Thank you for this video! I been down for a while and this was what I needed. I really hope you get better soon. It is okay not to be okay. Honestly, take a break and take care of yourself :)

[@lavendermorning]

I only just discovered your channel but I wish I'd been watching for years, as a student in my final year I really felt this too T^T xx

[@pullmeow]

Zoe I actually have no idea about your plant , but if it IS in abnormal condition , merely keep working on it and it’ll grow out new leaves . Rebirth this plant , girlie . Ur the cutest mom a plant could wish for 💕

[@ameliabeth]

i really needed this thank you

[@rachel-yejin]

GIRL- YOU DONT EVEN KNOW HOW LONG IVE BEEN WAITING OMG

[@asj06]

i’m so excited when your video popup on my notifications 😆 cheer up babe ! we always here for you! xoxo❤️

[@nyanaahi8248]

So excited when i see you upload today. Happy you feeling better zoe love you

[@courtneywallace2877]

We love you Zoe !! Always here for you, take you time to yourself and recover. Lots of ❤️

[@houdabakiri9353]

Love you Zoé hope you re getting better

[@jbrianna9907]

Aaaah so glad to see you back 🥰

[@rizz8362]

yeah, uh, your room is gorgeous. everytime I see someone's bedroom I always think about mine with my full size bed that takes up most of the space even though I'm like 5'0". not to mention my hideous bedspread :(

[@תוםנתיב]

You are the most inspiring person that I know 💗💗💗💗💗💗💗

[@allie1039]

you’re doing great! thank you for sharing honest content with us 🥰

[@ukxaxa3245]

Miss you so much mai boo boo take care of yourself and stay healthy:(( ❤️