Were they actually the true blue meanie's which are cyanecans,or were they the cubensis strain of blue meanie's.

Hey!! What is the name of that tapestry?! /where did you get it? I would loveeee that for trips 😭 please helpppp

If you like Be Here Now, you might like Way of the Peaceful Warrior.

Best done with a friend

The only writer I know that can make you feel like you're on some mind-altering substance is Philip K. Dick. He constantly makes you question the nature of reality. I can't tell you where to start, but "Ubik" is the first one that fried my synapses a little. I'd also recommend "The Diary Of A Drug Fiend" by Aleister Crowley.

Is that the yellow sand that you are using, where is extracted from? , when you open your eyes is the same experience or is different

been there many a time , I like it because it's instance and only last 20 mins or so , that first hit the sparkling ✨️, keep safe DMT sister 🙏🏽

Women should feel more insecure putting there body’s out there like this.

"I HAVE to tell you about the dialogue I had with the mushroom." Say no more. Marry me.

It's important not to give our power away to the mushrooms. Maybe if I completely owned my power I wouldn't need them at all. There was a time when I genuinely couldn't imagine living without them. Not in terms of cravings or need, but how else could I ever have such a strong connection with myself and the Universe? I did reach my personal limit for a while, though, and I'm so glad I have had this 10 year break. I appreciate ordinary, innocent, every-day consciousness so much. It's only because my ordinary been suffering lately that I am seeking their guidance. But really, taking a long break helped me remember what is important -- especially after the drama of some really difficult trips. It's important not to get lost in the sauce. Gotta have some basic ass pasta to put that sauce on and now you have a proper meal. :]

There are an infinite number of wild, symbolic, and creative ways to experience ourselves, especially with psychedelics. What you experienced with the chess match sounds like what any sober person would experience playing chess... magnified to cosmic proportions. The battle, the deception, the struggling with defeat that comes with it... well, times 1,000 plus aliens. I'm just saying it's not totally outlandish that you experienced something totally outlandish. And it's not something you need to focus on in your life or make significant, if it doesn't fill your heart with joy. All that significance is decided by you. The indescribable cosmic revelation of ancestral DNA is no more important or true than the everyday moment sipping tea, watching your favorite TV show. And you get to choose which of the two you are now, regardless of what experience you had. This is why people stress intention for big journeys; to use this rocket fuel of consciousness and propel towards our preferred reality and self. Otherwise, you may just get a brilliant explosion in many directions. That has value too, but you do have to sift and sort through it either way. And I would also advise to be mindful of how much "excess" visionary experience you take on. Meaning, experiences that don't have any way to be integrated into your life. It can be a burden, just like taking in too much food who's energy you don't use becomes a burden, or anything else. It's hard to walk straight when you are carrying all this strangely shaped baggage. You've probably already moved on from this one but I just wanted to share because you seemed genuinely distressed. Expanding our consciousness is awesome but getting lost in a psychedelic mess is not awesome and totally optional.

Just make sure not to put the mushroom experience above the daily sober one. The mushrooms probably wouldn't let you get away with that, though, but you don't want to learn the hard way.

i have to say i find it incredibly fascinating that when you've tripped heavily that you've been able to recognize the neurodivergent side of your brain (when i was getting out of a psychosis state in a sense and doing my own healing work, i noticed a perspective shift when taking mushrooms, seeing how anything that could have scared me before started falling away and seeing various stars and patterns start rising even more rapidly right before my eyes, i remember during the peak of going through this revelation id call it in my brain i heard a voice say to me "its okay, you're going where you need to be, you're doing great, doing great.. as the voice fizzled out into nonsensical sounds.) i also applaud you for talking about this and how psychedelics and autism can work together and give you the most evolving aspects of an experience and the beauty within the psychedelic experience but also being able to stay grounded and not go to the schizophrenic side at the same time, my brother has schizophrenia and could never do psychedelics again unfortunately. i find it phenomenal you can use them as a healing tool and creative inspiration for you and who you truly are! psychedelics have only brought you closer to the connectedness you may have struggled with in the past as well as social situations. never question putting up videos like this, i was crying with you at the end and wanted to reach over and hug you through the screen 🥰💖 you are doing amazing in my eyes and are really smart to be able to discuss a topic like this! ive always been into the human psyche and psychedelics only enhanced this for me! i also could tell you were mathematically smart as you definitely have shown logical/mathematical thinking from your vids as well, i love that! never stop believing in yourself and i truly hope you continue to post these videos as they have brightened up my weekend and have helped me keep climbing the upward spiral, realizing im not alone as a psychonaut and being able to talk about psychedelics and so much involving them in further detail is incredible in its own, theres a whole community out there and more that loves you! 💓

you have an incredible psychedelic book collection!!! 🍄<3 i agree 10000% with you about "Be Here Now" By Ram Dass really being the bible of them all and the most important book you can really have among all of the others, it tremendously helped lead the way into more knowledgeable trip reports and really immersing myself the most in the moment no matter what that is presently and keeping me grounded + determined to continue shining my own loving awareness within my life. i also love meditating to certain mantras from ram dass, its a beautiful thing for me :) thank you again for sharing, you know i just recently got a bookshelf myself, you'll get one soon (total priorities though i know what you mean lol i just had to re-arrange my whole place this year after getting a cat so had to move my collectibles in another bedroom and then bam i had to get a bookshelf lol!) i also have the books "LSD My Problem Child By Albert Hoffman" and indeed also read it on this past bicycle day it was great to read in dedication to such a crucial, evolvement day in psychedelics. i also agree that aldous huxleys "doors of perception" is definitely the OG trip report book (i started it and unfortunately never finished it, i need to pick it back up again) oh and side note you totally can read through be here now at any page and gain value from what you read and meaning <3 one of the things i truly love about ram dass additionally. as for terrence mckenna books, id highly recommend the book "True Hallucinogens" ive read that one a couple times and shares some fascinating trippy adventures in the amazon among both dennis and terrence! (as for more UFO inspired psychedelic books i also recommend possibly checking out the dark lore volumes by blair mackenzie blake who also runs the tool band website) i could get lost in the dark lore volumes for hours if i had the chance 👽 i also feel fortunate to have obtained some classic psychedelic "ah cook books" you could call them from the early 70s hehe :) it explains the making of DMT and pscilocybin as well as smart ways to manage your trip, almost like a trip guide/manufacturers book! they even have classic numbers listed on the back for where you can obtain the ingredients to start your own dmt or shrooms or marijuana also, its so resourceful and now i think a relic to the drug world at least. i hope we both can find time to indulge in our favorite psychedelic books! i have done a lot of past reading as well during my bit of a hiatus actually tripping where instead i took a step back and wanted to read more into others experiences and look into my experiences on another resourceful realm and connect with other memorable aspects of the trip. after reading the book true hallucinogens and listening to certain psychonaut interviews i ended up writing a full fledged report of my first DMT experience and await doing that again in the near future for my next one, then read both and compare the two :) im so excited for my upcoming trippy adventures, spiral out and dont stop being amazing beautiful hippie soul friend <3 sending you love and the best vibes! and i would totally love if you ever ended up doing a book review after completing one of the books! you've also inspired me to re-look at timothy learys books as i feel a lot of what hes written would connect with me as i can be a bit out there sometimes too ahah, im excited all over again to start reading again thank you so much for that !!! <3 oh and P.S. when you mentioned about synchronicities- as soon as i opened youtube this morning i was hoping for some inspiration for my upcoming trippy camping trip as i mentioned in comments from a previous video and it started with watching a shambala festival interview then i found your channel! everything started getting back into a flow for me watching psychedelic inspired videos again and reblooming the flower of motivation and ultra optimism for my next super exciting experience 🍄 ive also had times where i experienced rounds of bad synchronicities but have learned to re-wire my brain to only recognize the worthwhile meaningful thought provokingly positive synchronicities to resonate in my life (but really i need to buy that book, i know it will help me if i end up going to the dark side ever again or just give me more insight as to why that happened in my brain before) .. okay sorry for the rant, i cant help but fully dive into my thoughts and feelings on your videos, i knew i had to set aside a day i had time to comment and what better time than now lol thanks for reading and im always happy to listen to you talk, you're a great conversationalist and vibe tremendously with your insights <3 we would never shut up being put in a room together i can already tell aha 😄✌🌠🌈💞

I've never heard of this girl how come it's not nowhere around me where do you get it at how much is it

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super brave and inspiring of you to post this! thank you for taking the time to share your live experience, it has only helped me gear up and await my own upcoming one soon! :) you are amazing! and also love all the psychedelic art you have hung up especially the "oversoul" painting by alex grey, im a huge fan of his work after learning about him and his art through tool and wow his story + psychedelic journeys are profound! appreciate you motivating me for my near future today, stay trippy friend 👽

wow!! im so thrilled i found your youtube channel and you had the courage to put up this video, i want to start by saying your mind is absolutely beautiful and i could truly resonate with so much of what you said. the fact you're a fellow psychonaut AND tool fan is incredible and gave me butterflies, such a rarity omg! my first ever psychedelic sexual experience was 9.5 years ago taking mdma for the first time ever in my life (and with the man im still in love with today) we had a life changing experience together and had hours of activity in our first experience together too, it was all night and then we never left each others side after that (he moved into my apartment the day after ahah when you know you truly know, everything was perfect and only was getting started 💯🌟) PLUS we had the tool album lateralus starting our experience with the most intimately beautiful part of our night occurring during the songs "reflections and intention" ill never forget that night that turned my world around to peace, love and psychedelics as my lifestyle forever with a partner i felt i could love and trust as my shaman by my side awaiting what adventures i'd want to partake in next with him. since then we've had multiple various experiences and interestingly enough some of my most profound experiences were after a brutal one (cant deny my life being a rollercoaster girl lol). for example, our end of year in 2021 was a bit umm chaotic to say the least, i had a falling out with my own self + mind and i felt unsure about who i was and my purpose (and mind you had been months since i touched any psychedelics either., overall i was starting to feel a bit withdrawn/isolated).. then to begin the year 2022 we had our first kandi flip together and it took our relationship to another level all over again (and it was at a tool show!!!), after the concert we had the best sex of that year without a doubt (or most memorable you could say) and felt i was on cloud 9 for myself and also the love i feel i can project to my partner, everything felt rejuvenated for me mentally and once again so evolving and life changing, unlocking a new level in my life almost if that makes sense lol then of course i fell down a mental rabbit hole again this year for a brief time then managed to get myself out of it thanks to my own self healing/light work (im grateful for what i can do to transform my mind time and time again, kinda resonated with what you said about your perception on the song schism but yet in a beautiful healing way of what i have control of and my pieces "fitting" ideally into my life again versus disillusions i never need to believe) so fast forward to more healing- me and my partner went camping and took shrooms + mdma together and it was the highlight of our year and summer, opening our minds once again to new beautiful possibilities :) it helped us regain our confidence to maybe welcome in other partners into our lives to join in on our fun and maybe even introduce sex + psychedelics to someone in the most magically unforgettable way possible and someone who may never have had the experience but has wanted to- one day! manifesting the best always and am for you now also friend, thank you for sharing this story and helping me share part of mine, as well as goals for my evolving fun future in sex + psychedelia. (and side note: I watched your dmt clip as im preparing my own experience soon! thank you for helping me feel more ready to dive in) you're magnificent in so many ways, stay trippy + happy xo 💞🍄

That wouldve been trippy as fuck! Youre brave!

I love you😊

Two years late to the show but thank you.

Not being mean.. just tripping love you..thx for the video I understand completely

I'm tripping balls right now!! Her forehead is messing with me hard!!!

Did Frank Yang put you onto some of these books? He had a book video a while back and had recommended a lot of these which I then picked up.

wow so this is what i looked like haha

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What's it like to have a 3some on psychedelics Me : what's it like to have a 3some.

Was it your left armpit or your right armpit?

Progress made by your grandfather epigenetically passed on to you.

The Upanishads and the 11th chapter of the Bhagavad Gita, in terms of psychedelic philosophy.

be here now is incredible. i was gonna suggest 'the book' as well, but you had it at the end. i would love if you made a video on your MBTI or enneagram

I feel like I’m watching Napoleon dynamite DMT

these are all really great recommendations. i especially love the books that play the balancing act between hard science and quantum theory while also blending in shades of spiritualism. because as with anything, i do believe we have to consider all angles to get the full picture. gonna be hunting these down in the coming weeks and months! also it's lovely to see more and more people mention the bhagavad gita - speaking as someone who grew up hindu. i never really took it seriously, but as life went on, i realised a lot of the metaphysical and philosophical concepts i subscribed to are more or less from that book - just with a different coat of paint, maybe with less legendary prose and more grounded i suppose (as grounded as one can be in this realm lmao). but yea, awesome video! Edit: holy SHIT yes, book reviews would be so cool. psychedelic book club question mark???

I do have a serious question: That thought of autism being evolution, did you see that on the LongeCity forums at some point while exploring ideas on the internet? I made a forum post there in, like 2010 in high school about it.

Drugs in general have been my autistic obsession since 5th grade when i first discovered the books in the back of the school library about cocaine and LSD. Though my first trip was shortly after my 29th birthday. I spent most of my 20s off drugs and truck driving. I'm 30, a few months from 31, a homeowner, childfree and engaged so I turned in my keys and got a regular job as a hotel housekeeper. I'm just starting my Psychonaut Era, though it's been a long time coming. Just wanted to get my life in order, build a stable foundation to put me in the right set and setting. Before trucking i mainly lived on family's couches, and never felt comfortable doing more than smoking weed. And while hallucinogens are one of the few drugs truckers can do, idk, it never felt like the right time. I was a trucker when i had my first LSD trip, i was on a month-long hometime at the time. I am getting a DMT vape cart soon to continue exploring my mind.

DMT cannot be explained fully enough by words its something you have to experience just like sex or any other drug. It is the greatest ride in the universe.

Thanks♥️😍 will look some of these up🙏

Thank you for this. I have never done DMT nor seen someone experience it. I don't know what I was expecting, but this made it seem much less...scary.

Thank you for these recommendations! I'll check out Alien Information Theory. I'm interested in DMT experiences. "How to Change Your Mind" by Michael Pollan was awesome too!

Trout Fishing In America..

Namaste🙏wonderful to hear . Sounds like the medicine raised elements you needed to be aware of. The integration stage is where the "business" end happens. The challenge sounds wonderful in that you have questions that remain in order to be understood and accepted. These will be answered over time 🙏

Nice collection. Siddartha road is also a good one on the spiritual side. by Hesse

You wouldn't believe the old books my dad had from the past. I recommend the Sacred Mushroom and the Cross by John M. Allegro

Ram Dass ' Be Here Now ' ❤

Psychs are cool. I just don't really see the use case for them anymore after realizing Jesus is the ultimate truth. I guess fun and medicinal benefits. Still not sure if those reasons outweigh the risk of a bad trip. I still wonder why God made psychs from his perspective though.

Ive always wanted to read confessions of an English opium eater by Roger d Quincey. But completely random I like illusions by Richard Bach and multiple man by Adam crabtree

hey! this is super cool, thanks for telling the world about these books. I'm totally gonna check some of these out

Killer collection! i don't remember if you said you read true hallucinations by terence mckenna yet. but thats absolutely the next one you need if you have not already. Review is coming soon on my channel! I'm gonna check out a lot of these

Love to trip with you lol

I would love to have any of Terence Mckenna's books