society treats suicidal people like dogs they don't want to put down. they guilt-trip and shame us into staying alive, not because they care about our wellbeing but because they care about having someone to entertain them. when you love your pet and they are suffering, you do what you can to save them. but when you can't? you euthanize them because it is the morally correct thing to do. for this reason, assisted suicide is a concept that exists to aid the terminally or chronically ill in dying a painless, dignified death. but what about people who suffer from depression, a chronic disease with no cure? drugs and therapy can only help us so much. our brains are fundamentally changed, there's no antidepressant in the world that can fix our permanently altered brain chemistry. and yet? the people who love us force us to live in any way they possibly can, calling us selfish for even expressing the desire to cease. i'm of the belief that the real selfishness comes from the people who offer us no solution yet insist we have no option but to live. they see us suffering and know that it will be lifelong, yet they refuse to let us die.

0:43 Eyy Berserk fans rise upp

One must do whatever one believes they must do. Furthermore, people, mankind, the human race will believe absolutely anything....except the truth!"

For people who believe in an afterlife, I think their desire to not exist might be stronger, because they are sure that death really means eternal life. And since they don't want to exist forever, they desperately want to avoid being born, because that's their only way of not existing. But it's too late.

As someone that used to be suicidal, the one thought that stopped me from ever being suicidal is that "We're all going to die anyway, so why kill myself now? Idk what happens after we die, but it's not what's happening right now in life, so I guess make the most out of the perks of being alive until you die". It sounds stupidly obvious, but it's being able to make that connection while in that state is what makes it helpful. Even if I no longer wish to exist, I could always recreate myself; pick up, move somewhere else, go by a different name, or even go to another country where I have to learn another language (which I believe gives you a new personality in that language). Everything in our past may have been tragic, no one would blame us for staying there, but the future has yet to pass, so make some goals and start writing down a plan to do it!

Seeing how people, whenever this topic is brought up, universally gather to gang up on, insult, and tear apart people who feel this way for not being able to endure the tremendous suffering of their lives, is a perfect example of both the struggle and the irony in the sheer lack of empathy, compassion, and understanding the accuser's project. It's a perfect reflection of the lack of compassion, empathy and love the people struggling deal with on a daily basis. They are on the verge of literally killing themselves and when they need that touch of human compassion and understanding most, they are trampled, spit on, and made an example of for being "weak". It makes the general public uncomfortable because their lives of comfort and privilege and having support systems in place are taken for granted and so it's seen as something must be fundamentally wrong with the individual who's suicidal, because there's this insane belief that everyone is created equal and that just because it's possible for these people to have successful or arguably fulfilling lives, it must be possible for EVERYONE and that the reason they are a sad failure is because they are just weak and lazy and have the wrong mindset so they deserve to be shamed and made an example of. In prison, and any state-run institutions; inmates who are suicidal are stripped naked of all their clothes and possessions, locked in max security observation cells that are purposely kept extremely cold as a method of torture. They have nothing to keep them warm, or to keep their mind occupied. They are literally tortured until they fear ever ending up there again for even mentioning the word "suicide". This is also a perfect reflection. The people who leave observation never stop being suicidal, they've just been traumatized into never admitting to it again. One of the other comments here really captured the essence of what's going on for the people suffering. They responded to someone who was defending people who get angry and who call people who commit suicide "selfish" for rejecting their "love" by saying "If these people were actually loved in the first place they probably wouldn't be suicidal." I find this to be completely accurate, as both someone who has struggled with this my entire life, and also as someone who has experienced loss and grief. The people who try to stop you or guilt you out of ending your pain and suffering do so out of a sense of Self-righteousness, self-preservation, and guilt. One, they don't want the responsibility of someone's death on their conscious, so they feel like it's a social duty to try to "talk you down" because they don't want to be the one who pushed someone over the edge because it could come back to them legally and in stigma. "Why didn't you stop them?". Second, they lose whatever it is you have to offer them, as a resource. Whether that be company for combatting their own loneliness or because of what you can do for them, it's a form of manipulation for self-gain, even if they aren't consciously aware of it. Third, everyone wants to believe there's a rainbow at the end, and the fact that someone's life can be so hopeless and full of suffering is a inconvenient reality they can't accept because then it means that if this person dies on me, then "oh my god that could happen to ME!? No! No!! You're not trying HARD ENOUGH!!! YOU have to try HARDER!!" It's an act of desperation because that person's death threatens their carefully constructed facade, but as soon as they think they're past the crisis phase they will drop all pretense of helping or giving a damn about you and likely will never lift a finger to help you again as long as they've bought enough time for you to become someone else's responsibility. You can genuinely love someone and miss them when they're gone but these are more often than not the conscious and unconscious reactions most people will have unless they personally experience and struggle with suicidal ideation. While yes having better connections could help, telling people to "just work on connecting to people" is unfortunately not realistic because that's not in their control, and other people are monsters who will stop at nothing to torture and punish you for their own sense of self-satisfaction. I've endured way more years of life than I ever expected because I was clinging to this false sense of hope that if I endured the suffering "Maybe one day things will get better and I'll find meaning in it all, maybe I'll meet someone someday and have a genuine connection, maybe one day it will all be worth it." It's been well over two decades now, and it doesn't. It doesn't get easier, it only gets harder, and the weight just keeps piling up, day after day, year after year, trauma after trauma. I used to think I knew about the horrors of life and reality but now? It's so much worse than I could have ever imagined. Honestly that quote from Monster was perfect; where he's talking about thinking he knew and understood darkness, only to discover it was an even greater abyss lying before him. It can and will always get worse. I don't just wish I never existed, I believe with every fiber of my being and soul, every experience I've ever had, in everything I've seen, that all life is itself, an abomination, a monstrous curse and sentence of damnation that should never be allowed to happen under any circumstances. Nothing can justify the suffering it brings. If even one person has to suffer Hell, it will never justify Heaven.

The main reason about not giving birth to a child is I did not ask to exist in this world,and I dont want anyone to suffer anymore

8:25 oh no we're losing him

This video is- awesome.

I used to wish this kind of thing when I was little, in grade three I was diagnosed with a severe learning disability ( my verbal-spacial IQ is so low before it was discovered my parents thought I had a visual disability because I’d walk directly into things ) and autism. I knew even before my parents told me of the diagnosis that I was somehow a burden. I still think I can be one to some of the closest people in my life like my parents still. But I am a benefit to others like me, or at least I’ve noted I tend to be. A person new to my country was having a panic attack in the hospital I was working security in, one of the “ burdens “ on my family I caused as a child / adolescent was daily meltdowns, usually more then one a day, but due to that life experience I knew how to approach someone having their first panic attack. And weirdly enough I never considered that person a burden at all, I’m thankful I got to work with them, I’m thankful to meet other people like me and I find alot of them seemed thankful to have me there in the hospital. It’s strange because I consider my faults so bad that I “ never should have been born “ and yet I think I only feel entirely “ alive “ when I help another like me. My genuine best memories are from comforting people with similar symptoms to me, after developing fibromyalgia ( a pain chronic disorder ) I knew I couldn’t not go into the healthcare industry because if I can’t help others like me then I know for a fact I’ll once again feel useless and become much much more depressed then I usually am. I’ve lost jobs at hospitals before and experienced just that.

To harm yourself seems counterintuitive. I’d rather just get on a spaceship disappear into space. Seems like an awesome way to go out

berserk added to this was the cherry on the top love the video .

The only reason I'm alive right now is because i want to see me accomplish my goals there so much things i want to do but at the same time nothing if i knew simply living would be this painful i would of ended it a long time ago

As a transgender man, absolutely adored this video and the explanation of everything was so awesome sauce and i just loved this!!! :3

the desire to never be born hits in a unique way. Because if you were simply to poof yourself, what would everyone that cared about you feel? (Including the deceased too) It'd be the same as you just lost someone you loved or cared for. It might be better for you to disappear, but others that are attached to you wouldn't want that. However, never being born in the first place... Yeah.

If you desire death, rest assured in the fact that your wish is guaranteed to come true. It is this only guarantee that this life gives you. I have many times felt this wish for death or to have never been born. I often relive the pain, shame, and embarrassment of my shortcomings and failures. I often lament the loss of the good things that were always destined to have passed. But if you feel like I feel, then know that you were innocent. You came into this world innocent. You learned, as we all do, honestly, by your mistakes. No one is exempt from this. You have done nothing wrong. Wisdom is the fruit of suffering, and only through that difficulty and adversity can it be obtained. To live is a heroic endeavor, no matter the conditions of your life. It takes great courage, and it is an opportunity to realize the greatness that lies latent within yourself. Adversity brings out your best. It's true, that this life is but a play and we are all players in it. It's not necessarily important and significant in the grand cosmic scheme. But it's your shot, so make what you will of it. Death is guaranteed. You will get your wish. You will have your peace. In the meantime, enjoy what you can and be the hero of your own story.

"You most likely found yourself observing yourself in the third person" vs. Me imagining my dad's POV. >m< I'm feel dumb now.

SIGNALIS SPOTTED Sorry, I had to get that out of my system.

It's fucking hard dude

Don't want to commit...but don't want to exist either

I completely disagree with the statement that the world would be a better place without me, It'd be the same miserable place it is today and it'll get worse as humanity ends itself, I just wish to have never existed in this space, the Privilege of man is a sword stuck in my heart, I'd like to move but i'll die Good video tho love the cat

dù cho nói gì đi nữa thì tuổi trẻ của chúng ta đã đi qua và chúng ta vẫn k thể lấy lại những gì đã mất

Basically he means that people who don't want to exist just want to hibernate till the end of "everything"

I love potato

Brainhacking is more fact, should i make the movies frome now? U kinda suck in it

As I hovered in the background wishing I could just disappear without a trace

I don’t know if I’m su*cidal but I wish to not exist in the most calming way like just to fade in nothingness just slowly not existing maybe my life is good or not I don’t know. I don’t see the future where I exist I feel like constantly that maybe my end is close recently I diagnosed with a chronic disease and if I stop the treatment it’ll affect me but it’s so exhausting constantly in pain constantly having to put more effort to just survive it’s so frustrating and tiring. If someone asked me if I wanted to live in would say yes I still have dreams but I struggle to see my self to fulfill those dreams but at the same time I still want to not exist

I love guts theme

*haven’t watched the video yet* 0:17 i’ve said this to my therapist and a few friends before. like i want to disappear or be invisible. not on some little kid shit but like i just don’t want to be seen. getting this recommended made me feel like im understood.

This is the game where the comforted become uncomfortable while the uncomforted are comforted.

38:07 this part of the video reminds me of Soma, amazing Game i really recommend playing it

The evangelion music makes this PEAK trust me

In our nature the feeling to wanna end our own live does not exist, it is created by others. If only u would exist and live, you wouldnt wanna die, look at your cat, or any animal at all. So suicide is mostly the impact from others. Suicide is created, not existing. The ending of monster is so genial, cus as you sayed, he feels like non existing. There was no trace where johan is, thats why it ends there, cus there was not found any trace ever again in the next unlimited years. And thats why johan is hard to tell, that he is human. DAMW...and i got made fun of when i said that nothing really does exist, like we call a tree a tree, but it was made up that we call it like that. if i call a tree, a cat, it wouldnt make sense. So we gave these words their meanings, so maybe we should try to give everything a meaning, as our own life. (i didnt watch the whole thing before commenting this, thats why its a bit messed up)

I like that you used biblically accurate depictions when mentioning angels.

44:56 Why did you jumpscare us 😭

You don't want to die. You just want peace. You want a peaceful life. A life with no struggles. A life with no problems A life with no judgementality. The life of peace. The life of normality. The life of harmony. Is that what you want? Isn't it?