The unexpected...
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therapy session part 2
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Wednesday Therapy.....
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Be kind to yourself.....
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Been a while......
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Second guessing everything....
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Gratitude for the present moment...
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WTF......
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Keeping reasonably sane....
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Dont bottle it up.,...
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New week....new month....
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Friday again..
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It's a beautiful thing....
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It has been a looong week....
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Being mindful of blessings
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Just trying to keep momentum...
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It is a mind set.....
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For you Jess
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Reminiscing on the good stuff.....
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All up in my head....
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Just one of those days......
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Need a change of scenery......
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Consequences......
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Talking to myself.........
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@exploreyourdreamlife
@exploreyourdreamlife 7 ай бұрын
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@abdullahpakistanimalik1975
@abdullahpakistanimalik1975 10 ай бұрын
Good good shearing thanks so much ❤❤❤❤
@abdullahpakistanimalik1975
@abdullahpakistanimalik1975 10 ай бұрын
Very nice shearing thanks so much ❤❤❤❤❤
@abdullahpakistanimalik1975
@abdullahpakistanimalik1975 10 ай бұрын
You are very beautiful and lovely 🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹🌹
@abdullahpakistanimalik1975
@abdullahpakistanimalik1975 10 ай бұрын
Very nice and beautiful shearing thanks so much ❤❤❤❤❤
@mariakoutromanos262
@mariakoutromanos262 3 жыл бұрын
Im so sorry to hear about your brother is he having treatment
@mariakoutromanos262
@mariakoutromanos262 3 жыл бұрын
Have not heard from you all good?
@paulauncut5565
@paulauncut5565 3 жыл бұрын
All good... will catch up with on whats app xx
@darrellw.matodes6898
@darrellw.matodes6898 3 жыл бұрын
paula...you are right in all you say...but Turn to God....Go to Church...it will change your life...and all things will come together...maybe just Maybe God is calling you...and i dont care who laughs and ridicules me for this statement...i fear no man...only God. You have tried the rest Paula...so try his word, It is Truth in all things.
@angelabik7287
@angelabik7287 3 жыл бұрын
U see i forget what i actually wanted to say🤣it was: u right we all need to be kind to ourself🥰
@angelabik7287
@angelabik7287 3 жыл бұрын
Well done, shows lots of courage and as u see for urself u are a strong independant woman. How i can imagine it is after "4 hours" for a person like urself that u don't mind the drinking and a drink but u as a person u know " i can not because for me its not working" and yes the ongoing offerings and question "why not" is so unnecessary but remember that is nerve racking even when u not in recovery because "one no thank u" should be enough! Anyway it takes courage to let urself enjoy and it needs for every human courage to go when u want, to say no and just take whats good for u and still be jolly.🙏
@paulauncut5565
@paulauncut5565 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you my dear friend 💜🤗
@angelabik7287
@angelabik7287 3 жыл бұрын
Unbelievably isn't....our boys over 30thy??? Don't now where the time has gone🤷‍♀️anyway give him a belatet big hug from me😘
@angelabik7287
@angelabik7287 3 жыл бұрын
Scream and cry, "don't bottle it up" and u are passing it....life is not easy without being in recovery, 2 years are nothing in ur new life think how long ur destroying life lastet when u had everything, moneywise so much for all coffee's u desire now spend on shit to numb urself. U doing dam fine with ur situation, which i fully see after our videochat, not just fine great! But bad, sad, doubting, screamin, crying, bitching, fed up ....we all feel sometimes and than we feel love, strong, free, proud, inspired, hungry, happy, giving a shit about the tons of lemons we sit on knowing by now: the wheel is always turning. So for me yes we have the right to feel a little shitty today🥳🏋️‍♀️🤸‍♀️🥰
@angelabik7287
@angelabik7287 3 жыл бұрын
Dam right Paula its sometimes not easy, just remember it passes.....crying and dancing, feeling highly sorry for my self helps me.....as i get tired off it and realise its not true, is just a wave washing over me mostly filled with sentimental memories. And it always passes, as u know🙏💃
@paulauncut5565
@paulauncut5565 3 жыл бұрын
Love you my friend and miss you madly 🤗
@angelabik7287
@angelabik7287 3 жыл бұрын
Oh i thought u wanted to open a house for recovery but yes sounds good and sure u can do it. How will it work? U give workshops online?
@paulauncut5565
@paulauncut5565 3 жыл бұрын
That is exactly what I want to do.... going to call you in a bit
@angelabik7287
@angelabik7287 3 жыл бұрын
Good on you. So how do u picture ur projekt to be....would be interesting u paint it like a picture to visualise what u working so hard towards. Don't doubt yourself 🥰
@paulauncut5565
@paulauncut5565 3 жыл бұрын
I am doing visualisation meditation 🙏
@angelabik7287
@angelabik7287 3 жыл бұрын
Yep its not easy, its scary and so on....but if u look back this feeling was sometimes always around, it was just easier to shake off or to ignore and of course we all been busy....busy. And yes on top of all age suddenly hit and when u have a bad moments , it makes it worse ( for a bit as always every mood changes). Alone, loneliness, kak feeling but as u said life was happend for u and didn't u been lonely in a sad, fuck up way being with someone? And i don't mean u personally.....there lots of us out in the world, but not knowing ourselfs made us choose and hang on too long creating consequences of some hard, some enlightening, some good some not....but in the end happier not to be with someone because at times we give in to feel lonely ....tomorrow is another day....i am believer (mostly) 🙏💃👯‍♀️🥳
@paulauncut5565
@paulauncut5565 3 жыл бұрын
So true Angie... the journey is on going 🙏💜
@angelabik7287
@angelabik7287 3 жыл бұрын
Morning Paula and believe me, in general but about u 3 living together u not just doing "pretty well" u are doing awesomely good, because its not easy and takes alooooot of love, doesn't matter recovery or not....and u look dam good girl!🥰🙏👩‍👧‍👧
@paulauncut5565
@paulauncut5565 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you my darling friend 💜🤗🙏
@darrellw.matodes6898
@darrellw.matodes6898 3 жыл бұрын
excellent...camping under open skies soothes the soul
@darrellw.matodes6898
@darrellw.matodes6898 3 жыл бұрын
You have to find purpose....look to volunteer somewhere close where you can make a difference .
@mariakoutromanos262
@mariakoutromanos262 3 жыл бұрын
Stunning so jealous wish I could be there and enjoy that wind sea mountains
@paulauncut5565
@paulauncut5565 3 жыл бұрын
You must come play soon 🤗
@datsyou757
@datsyou757 4 жыл бұрын
❤️ you!
@mariakoutromanos262
@mariakoutromanos262 4 жыл бұрын
😂😂the sewing got me having a good laugh
@paulauncut5565
@paulauncut5565 4 жыл бұрын
A challenge to say the least 😂
@angelabik7287
@angelabik7287 4 жыл бұрын
There u see.....back on track🥰
@angelabik7287
@angelabik7287 4 жыл бұрын
Morning Paula. Restless, boredom walk side by side with very blurred lines but not just for the ones over any addiction or in recovery no for the ones there not it is the same and it is a terrible feeling. For me i learned, thanks the universe, to calm my self and let it pass by, as good as i can and learned on my own journey. The side effects of thus restlessness is overthinking, to much thinking, worrying analysing and vulnerability. This will pass. U stronger than ever and ur yourney has lots of little humps to master as for all of us. I wish u to make it a happy day for u. Ps. U very brave and good speaking on camera and maybe mindmaping on paper would trigger what u like to say.....i cannot imagen i would remember my thoughts, there are so many🙏and on top articulate them👍😘
@paulauncut5565
@paulauncut5565 4 жыл бұрын
Thank you my darling 💜🙏
@mariakoutromanos262
@mariakoutromanos262 4 жыл бұрын
Your hair looks 👍🏻 yes housework is very monotonous, not very exiting
@mariakoutromanos262
@mariakoutromanos262 4 жыл бұрын
You look relaxed this weekend seems to have been good for you.
@vanessalankshear6120
@vanessalankshear6120 4 жыл бұрын
Too funny
@paulauncut5565
@paulauncut5565 4 жыл бұрын
Sometimes I just amaize myself 😂
@vanessalankshear6120
@vanessalankshear6120 4 жыл бұрын
Our friend?
@paulauncut5565
@paulauncut5565 4 жыл бұрын
Yes 😢
@darrellw.matodes6898
@darrellw.matodes6898 4 жыл бұрын
the painting looks good....
@tannermatodes5987
@tannermatodes5987 4 жыл бұрын
nice
@mariakoutromanos262
@mariakoutromanos262 4 жыл бұрын
When you say for people that have nowhere what do you mean? Ok so you have an idea of what you want to do, perhaps approach a corporate company to help you get on your feet. You would have to register as a charity get a number and tax deductible for company
@mariakoutromanos262
@mariakoutromanos262 4 жыл бұрын
Are you on messenger?
@paulauncut5565
@paulauncut5565 4 жыл бұрын
Yes I am
@mariakoutromanos262
@mariakoutromanos262 4 жыл бұрын
It does not make the qualifications people any better than you 😘 if I remember you a daddy learner and not exactly an air head
@mariakoutromanos262
@mariakoutromanos262 4 жыл бұрын
Sorry meant quick learner ( this auto correct can drive me crazy)
@paulauncut5565
@paulauncut5565 4 жыл бұрын
Thank you my darling... 💜💜
@mariakoutromanos262
@mariakoutromanos262 4 жыл бұрын
Hey girl, you have got qualifications- life experiences. Really don’t put yourself down for not having “qualifications “
@dubsorig7924
@dubsorig7924 4 жыл бұрын
amazing, keep us updated on the painted. Have a great chilled weekend to yourself:-)
@vanessalankshear6120
@vanessalankshear6120 4 жыл бұрын
I love pissed off paula !!
@vanessalankshear6120
@vanessalankshear6120 4 жыл бұрын
Probably not the response you were after but I can’t stop laughing right now !! Xxxxx
@mariakoutromanos262
@mariakoutromanos262 4 жыл бұрын
Just go with whatever you feeling nothing is supposed to be perfect, I been painting today starting with an idea of what I want and doing complete opposite have funny 😄
@mariakoutromanos262
@mariakoutromanos262 4 жыл бұрын
What a great gift you show us what you painted was going to suggest art therapy 👌🏼😘
@mariakoutromanos262
@mariakoutromanos262 4 жыл бұрын
So funny sticky shower, same happened to me
@paulauncut5565
@paulauncut5565 4 жыл бұрын
It was funny after I got the sticky off 😂
@dylanbik1233
@dylanbik1233 4 жыл бұрын
Thanks for mentioning me Paula, it put such a smile on my face, I got so excited and I felt famous for a second!! 🤣 literally! Well done on sharing your truth, thoughts and feelings. I’m your number 1 fan! Can’t wait to see you guys
@EBytezz
@EBytezz 4 жыл бұрын
Well done my friend! Keep dreaming...dreams becomes vsions...visions become plans and plans with massive action manifests! Thank you for your courage!
@paulauncut5565
@paulauncut5565 4 жыл бұрын
Thank you Erik I shall persevere
@dylanbik1233
@dylanbik1233 4 жыл бұрын
Proud of you Paula, I observed that you’re getting more and more comfortable as the videos go on. Well done, love hearing the stories of your past! And when you start swearing about the technology crap it makes me laugh, It makes me remember so much, especially you and Dino In the kitchen!!!
@paulauncut5565
@paulauncut5565 4 жыл бұрын
I dont know about comfortable... I have just decided I have nothing to lose. And to be completely honest I try not to think about it at all cos when I do I think to myself WTF am I doing 😲
@dylanbik1233
@dylanbik1233 4 жыл бұрын
I remember those pictures on the wall behind, as far back as I can remember ❤️
@paulauncut5565
@paulauncut5565 4 жыл бұрын
Very observant 😏
@dylanbik1233
@dylanbik1233 4 жыл бұрын
We were up to All sorts of shenanigans, that’s correct Paula 😂😂😂
@paulauncut5565
@paulauncut5565 4 жыл бұрын
Yip... I know 😂
@dubsorig7924
@dubsorig7924 4 жыл бұрын
stop procrastinating and give us an update 😄😄😄 Plug your phone in make a recoding as your currently doing, your videos are easy to watch. Continue your story...... Life back in SA with your handsome boy, not so handsome these days haaaa sorry D! Periods with and without substance, what made you start again, influences ect.
@paulauncut5565
@paulauncut5565 4 жыл бұрын
Is this who I think it is ???
@madamadam4173
@madamadam4173 4 жыл бұрын
I'm enjoying listening to you Paula. I would think most of us have loved ones who are addicts but have never had these frank, honest dialogues from them that you are bravely putting out. I want to understand my loved ones who are addicts. Could you start your story from the beginning: what was your push/pull factors to yr addiction and recovery? How do you overcome the internal negative dialogues one has going on in one head? How does one help a loved one who has an addiction? Apart from the counselling, what concrete steps have you taken to help you find a job? Hope you dont mind all these questions. Sterkte!
@madamadam4173
@madamadam4173 4 жыл бұрын
Oops that came out wrong but I'm sure you get my gist.
@mariakoutromanos262
@mariakoutromanos262 4 жыл бұрын
Hi Paula this is very brave of you . I think of you often. This is a real struggle and I wish you strength and patience and love.
@dylanbik1233
@dylanbik1233 4 жыл бұрын
100 views on this video Paula! That’s awesome. Thank you for sharing, this will reach somebody who really needs it. It’s touched me. Thank you
@dylanbik1233
@dylanbik1233 4 жыл бұрын
Stay strong Paula, hang in there. Talk about your sons, your friends, your stories and those things that bring out that beautiful smile because it’s amazing to see you laugh and smile. Reminds me so much of you and my mother. Talk about what makes you happy, you can do this Paula. Thanks for your videos I think it’s awesome what you are doing, many people are blessed to see this and also need it. It will reach someone who needs it, like it did me ❤️
@dylanbik1233
@dylanbik1233 4 жыл бұрын
You’re not awkward and you’re not damn stupid, you are beautiful and strong Paula and it’s amazing to see you again and you are so brave to do this. I wish you could see yourself through my eyes because you would be proud. Keep doing what you are doing. I can’t tell you what it means to me to hear your voice again. I love you Paula and it’s amazing to see you speak, to see you humour coming out from behind the curtain. I can’t wait to see you again