Mind over matter

Relistening to your videos as there is so much wisdom contained within. Thank you.

other Kundalini awakening is what I'm experiencing, i felt nauseous, i can sleep for 3 hours and I can't sleep back, and when i sleep again, i feel like i i wanted to sleep for a whole day, chest pain, and heavy, i felt more sensitive in energies, i get triggered by something small, then i felt energized, then when i closed my eyes, i can see one eye, and i'm always catching myself doing the thumb and index finger thing meditation, and i always wanted to meditate, and I'm feeling the flow of energy when i set a bubble protection in me. idk, it started yesterday

I have experienced almost all of this the past few days. But im realizing now that since i was a child i was constantly experiencing this shit even the objects shaking. Once elementary was over and i entered middle school i focused my consciousness outwards more than inwards so these feelings faded. But now exiting senior year its all flooding back. 2025 has brought with it something very new refreshing and terrifying. A rock in me has been broken and water is gushing forth. Serpents and snakes are in everything. The same story is being reminded to me in everything every song every show every movie. A story of a fall and a rise, a resurrection.

Is there anything to do actively to get out? Or do we get our naturally? I was born in an alcoholic family. My mother was a criminal and highly abusive. I did not know love as a kid. I asked for adoption at 11 due to de abandonment and abuse. I witness so much violence and evil as a kid. I was exposed to brutality. And I was highly aware I was in danger. I can not put into words the terror and desolation. I prayed for a year at 10. At 11 I was adopted. I grew up covering up my pain as no adult ever acknowledged any of it and I did not have the tools nor the guts. As an adult I was all about achieving and I did .. miracles happened but I was running fast.. i started therapy at 21. I am 32 and just last year it hit me. At 28 I started with panic attacks and blood in my 💩, my health was falling apart. And I took my health in my hands. I’ve healed my body and nervous system with no medication. The last year I isolated fully as the dark night HIT! Everything inside felt apart. My personality, relationships, the concept of it all. It was terrifying! Now I am closer to my pain. The pain of no love in childhood. That pain has always been here with me.. waiting for me. I have psiquic abilities and I’ve had a lot of guidance through signs, synchronicities, paranormal events.. and I know I am not alone. But phisically I am 100 alone. It’s the scariest thing I have ever done. Sit alone with all my feelings and memories. No therapist, no nada. Just GOD, me and my intuition. I always here their voices telling me : you can not imagine the beautiful life that is waiting for you. You have no idea. Keep going and trust the process. We are all with you. Everything is unfolding perfectly for you. I here this words every day. I pray constantly all day cause I am terrified. I’ve seen miracles in my childhood so they may still be here in adulthood. Thanks for your video

Thank you for sharing 🙏

Pretty much everything

It sounds like menopause. How do you distinguish between menopause and kundalini awakening?

Thank you!

How do you tame it if you did not want it awakening in the first place I had one when I was 15 in 1979. And have been diagnosed and treated for chronic anxiety ever since my life has been a struggle but I did not know about all this until I had my spiritual awakening 10yrs ago and as soon as I heard about it I thought “ I bet that’s what I had” it was violent shaking I was walking with my friend to the shops and it just happened out of nowhere I can remember trying to walk straight as this shaking of my inside was going on and I got to the shop and said to my friend something has just happened to me but she laughed and denied it. We walked back home and from what I can remember I went home from hers early but I couldn’t do my homework and lot of other things I used to love I just couldn’t handle anymore! My teenage years were a struggle I hated clubbing but my friends loved it. It did cause a lot of misery in my life even now I don’t like socialising much but on the other hand I have not found anyone on a spiritual journey like myself my family are none believers and think im nuts. So for me it was not a nice experience why I had it so young I’ll never know whilst I’m on this side of the veil it’s really intriguing!!! Please let me know if anyone else has had one without wanting it ❤❤❤

OK. I have to say I'm totally gobsmacked that you have a British accent! I've been following you for several years now, simply because you told your story of having an extreme "cultish" religious upbringing that matched mine VERY closely. I'm in the USA; and perhaps I didn't *think* that anyone outside of the USA could have the same severe religious upbringing as me (and I must say, mine was MUCH more severe, abusive, controlling, cultish and brainwashing than yours). Yet...you have had a harsh religious upbringing, too...and in Britain! Seriously...I didn't ANYWHERE ELSE in the world could be as bad as Tennessee and Georgia, USA!!! And hey...I ADORE your accent! It's SO NICE to finally "hear" you and not just "read" you! Thank you for this, and blessings!

One thing i can say after my kundakini awakening thet you will be the oart of the greater good your misdiin and purpose will be aligned and you will know what to do. This wnwrgy afyer its awakening must be used for the the good of humsnity and needs to be prqcrised poditively with positive intent. Kundakini awakening will kead you ro the ptofound teuth with symbols archetupes and codes thwt you would be be questioning and you will get the qnswer too. You can ge a simple human being and experience out of body experience too. you need to be extremely grounded to understand this. Anyways need my help you can contact me

I have had all of them.

This is so sureal . Infinite love and gratitude

This is so beautiful and true... I am lefti without words.... 🙏❤

I had a Kundalini activation 3 years ago after a shared death experience with a total stranger who lost his young life in front of my house in the middle of the night. I've experienced so many of these symptoms you named, including the spontaneous orgasms lol. Thank you for including that, you're literally the first person who I've heard mention it!

Hallucinating and intense disgust. Listening to all and seeing symbolism in all.

It was hell after a KY teacher training with dark ones. 4:06 Still hurting from the past trauma it re-triggered.

It's a lonely journey

One of the best kundalini videos I have ever and (very likely) will ever see. The snake background, the subtle music, the mysterious pace of voice, it's simply the best settings for occultism and mysticism discussions. Also, the content is very alarming and soothing at the same time, as you have aced the pacifying as you reveal the candid nature of the mysterious kundalini with your abundant knowledge! Truly a master piece!

All of the “light” ones, and about half of the “dark” ones. Also, this is my second time around.

Thank you for this video! Crazy accurate. Next stop - inner work. AND I’m not going insane!!!

Anyone think kundalini rises by grace because it's your last incarnation? Worth a thought, perhaps the suffering too lol

I have been practicing for the past 12 years it’s been a very interesting for me. I have gone down a path that I know I have to keep pushing through. I had had both good and bad. However I feel you have to approach both how else will you make peace with it all. I am grateful and feel blessed with the knowledge and growth I have come to this far. I cannot stop because I feel it’s my true path to liberation for myself. It can be dark but I’m realizing I need to approach my lessons differently if I want to see a different outcome of what I experience for myself. Sat Nam🙏🏼🧘🏻‍♀️

I went through this in a dream. My body was shaking, burning, and I couldn’t stop it. When it stopped I looked in the mirror (still in dream) and my dark blue eyes were now ice blue eyes, snake eyes. That really surprised me, but didn’t scare me. I didn’t know I was undergoing a kundalini awakening in the dream. After seeing myself in the mirror I started levitating at will. I have levitated in sleep before but it was involuntary. In this awakening dream, I rose up above the tree tops and observed their ‘crowns’. I caressed them and felt privileged to see this view, like a bird. When I woke up from the dream and recounted all these details I assumed KA from the body sensations but when I read about the snake symbolism and crown chakra I knew for sure this is whatO experienced. Not sure what’s next ?!?

All of them

I can relate to most of them. I wished to had that knowledge 20 years ago when my process strted and my life crashed. going in a spontaneous awakening by an traumatic experience was extremly heavy and like running for medical answers and help, goin through hell of kundalini fire and extreme electricity for longtime. managed all and felt selfhealed when after 19 years kundalini moved through me and begabn scanning my body and tking away alot of fisical power for running the purification process. working now with my mentor an energy healer and former kap facilitator is like coming home

I would love to connect with people in Spain going through a kundalini awakening like me

For me, the healing process went much more smoothly with the help of doctor-prescribed TCM herbs (without acupuncture), Transforming the Experience Based Brain (TEB) bodywork, and manifestation/visualization practices. The TCM herbs were crucial in alleviating most of the intense side effects I was experiencing, but I soon realized that my nervous system was still highly activated and stuck in fight-or-flight mode. While I was finally able to sleep again, it wasn’t deep, restorative sleep, and I could still easily be triggered by stress. I suspect this was because I only drank the TCM tea for short periods-never consistently or for the prolonged duration that the doctor recommended. The TEB bodywork, however, was what finally helped my nervous system settle. It was what allowed me to sleep fully again and process the high energy from my Kundalini awakening. The touchwork helped my nervous system self-regulate and rebuild its capacity to handle stress, energy, and even the energy of others. It also helped me manage daily stressors like work and physical exertion. Most importantly, it allowed me to process and release the accumulated energy, emotions, and physical symptoms in small, manageable bursts during and after the sessions. This was key because processing everything in huge bursts would have retraumatized my body, keeping me stuck in the same cycle of physical and emotional side effects. After just the first session, I felt relief, slept deeply again, and felt more "normal" than I had in a long time. I did both in-person and Skype consultations, but I preferred the Skype sessions because I could do them from the comfort of my own home. The manifestation and visualization work I did also played a significant role in my healing. I typically did these practices while walking around peaceful lakes or meditating with noise-canceling headphones and a blindfold to increase my brain’s receptivity to the visualizations. I focused not just on visualizing my healing, but on feeling what it would be like to be healed from the chaos of the Kundalini crisis. I would also visualize and feel what it would be like to have peace, tranquility, happiness, and to accomplish my desired goals. I visualized meeting people who would help me integrate and heal from the Kundalini experience. I believe this work was instrumental in leading me to the doctor who prescribed the TCM herbs, as well as the TEB practitioner who helped me reset my nervous system. Together, these practices formed the foundation of my healing journey. Each part worked in tandem, and I truly believe that my healing unfolded so much more smoothly because I was aligning with these tools and visualizing my ideal outcome every step of the way.

I had to stop meditating at one point in my life because it was so painful and intense I would come out of mediation sobbing with empathy for myself and humanity as a whole, shedding that was essential however the vulnerability Is dangerous if you do not have a support system to understand what is happening. It’s much easier for someone to say that they have issues than to care, guess cuz their ego is still huge 😂

Of note, is that the energy does NOT always move up the "spine", but can snake around through the entire body. It moves intelligently.

I had full body tingling which began on my crown and moved down my body. I immediately had my first automatic writing channeling experience, which lasted a few hours. I then came out of the state I was on and began my long period ( many months) of bliss and other changes.

Its all about controlling your mind in bad times and becoming master of your mind...

I need some help. Thanks for this video. It really provided some relief.

My siul has been shattered to dust twice. Never lost God tho. Wanted to die. To disappear 😭 💔. To not ex is st. Anymore. Bn 🙏 to die for 3 years straight. 😢

Mine was pleasant the first time and the opposite the second where I realised it was stuck in the throat chakra on the way down. I was experiencing challenges in my life the latest one but it has a life of it’s own and I went with it and as a result my healing process for an issue I have been working on was benefited so much! The ego death was embarrassing and that is disconcerting bc I didn’t realise that I cared so much about the opinions of others…… but there’s a point when everyone has to so they don’t get locked up lol 😂

Here lies a man who's name was written in water.

Im the only one who could go through the Dark Knight of the Soul, and not get it.😢

is this going to happen in my whole life? i still remember the smell when i was born,

Ok so this unfortunately may be long and in more than one or even two parts but I also read the 4 other papers that are with this so there a lot to um explain and I know because of my ways and beliefs there will be probably some that criticize and even can be down right cruel, or think I'm nuts, but there are more paths than each person will ever truly know even if they have connected with higher self, guides, ancestors, soul and spirit aka the Devine Feminine and Devine Masculine inside all of us along with connecting with both our light and Shadow side and especially if we have been able to integrate the two. Your shadow side is not evil. The evil of hate, cruelty, hurting others, taking from others, even being a energy vampire and walking in the darkness or the blackness of not night but of the void of evil using magic in the wrong way all comes from closing off your soul and spirit and letting that true darkness of evil grow and grow within your heart, and what little soul and spirit you do let through. Lastly on this I truly hate labels even though humans seem to demand them because a label never truly says the truth of a person, place or thing. So let me get something out of the way right of the bat. So my true hearts path has been long taken many turns, curves and round abouts, basically like a rivers flow should be before we put in locks and dams and leevys, to try to control the rivers try to force them to the will of man, as man often finds those same rivers will revolt and while often we see water as a gentle flow especially those that live by what I call over size streams. But I lived my life for the first 44 years never further than 15 miles by the way the crow flys from the Mississippi and never more than 50 or 60 miles by the way the crow flys from the Missouri Rivers. So using labels. That would mean I am Pagan, a eclectic solitary practitioner also known as a Crone, a person of folk magic, one who follows the old Animistic ways and lastly a witch. I'm sure there are other labels. As well. There are many forms of Paganism some with a form of dogma some without and like anything else with humans some good, some not. Ok on to things. So some of my gifts seem to have always been there, especially my abilities as a empath. Found out the hard way adults don't like to be called out for their lies by littles, they also don't like when a little can see under the mask they wear, when already because of reasons beyond the control of the little some in the family don't like them from birth well that don't help none. That all had to do with my father's side. As soon as my grandma and great great aunt caught on, I didn't have to worry about either because they rarely lied or wore a mask and I was able to pick up when they did they had a very good reason. Both were born and raised in the Ozark Mountains before the Ozarks became like they are now. So they started teaching me some basics in folk magic to help me keep myself out of trouble. During this time my aunt was retired and while she didn't move back to the mountains she moved to a quiet place in the country with lots of woods, that's when I had my first jolt of something and formed a major connection to Mother Earth. Also instinctively I started building shields right after that. I could still read people, places and things just fine, but they stopped all the other peoples emotions from basically coming in and overtaking my own to where I didn't know know what were mine and what were others. So that was my first jolt and that's what it felt like a small jolt of like electricity. Later when I was 9 I started being abused and we will leave it at that, by then my intuition was stronger and this caused other gifts to start coming on line, there were others that had showed up before that. But these new gifts grew stronger, I not only at some point at the end got another jolt but larger, the crys for help in my head got louder and much stronger, and suddenly it stopped and my mother's boy friend became scared of me. I know now it was one of my guides and which one. Things like this do cause havoc within and in my case PTSD, the path is not always easy nor or the lessons we need to learn. So I had been pretty much on my own since I was 12 because I refused to go over there anymore so I stayed home by myself if I wasn't at grandmas, I maybe saw my father every other Sunday but either by my choice or his that wasn't always the case. So when I was almost 14 out of the blue there's this new guy and him and mom are married. He tried the same stuff but by that time not only had I learned to fight and I'm talking down and dirty the people I knew many since before I started school and went to school with all the way through 3rd grade all lived around grandma, that's the same neighborhood we lived in until my father decided to rent a house in the county. But not only fight but was full of rage. So he found out the hard way to leave me alone, I had also started doing speed when I was 9 so I didn't sleep heavy so I could go out the window when I could. I also started smoking around the same age, what can I say I grew up in Missouri and it still has the cheapest cigarette tax and is a state with still one of the highest rate of smokers. But I was in the same school district from 8th through 10th. The longest I had been in the same school district. When my father moved us out to the county our second year there he got my Stepmother pregnant, she is only 8 years older than me, and he moved out in February, the landlord told us he would not renew the lease because he didn't want a divorced women with a child renting his property because divorced women were sinful. So this crap was still going on in the mid 70s. We moved a lot be someplace a year maybe 2 and the rent got to high and we moved. So always being the new kid always problems more so because when I saw the other kids picking on someone else especially because they were poor like we weren't but something inside me would snap and I would step in. So for 8th grade it was really bad because the principal and vice principal really hated divorced women and their kids tried to force them to go into a special program and we thought it was a have to thing at first so we went on these stupid outings. The last one I went on we had to go into this cave one at a time and make our way in the dark to the back where our lunches were. I freaked out I am claustrophobic, one of the things related to early by only a few years and the PTSD. That's when I got another small jolt and started screaming but it didn't sound like me and they gave in and turned the lights on. Ok don't trust the word counter so next page.

I did not know I was going through the dark night. It began in 2019 with a strange experience when I woke up in the morning without knowing who I was. Then, it began with a midlife crises that led to the most deep depression. I realized what was happening after my ego death. I cannot give any advice because I was unaware. Not knowing was a gift❤

Thank you Aletheia, your messages are always a beautiful and powerful light in the dark 🙏🐺❤️

I've been going through this on and off for some years now. Since a couple of weeks I feel mostly anxiety. I also see a return to old negative habits occuring... Close to despair again and seriously doubting whether to continue my marriage or let it just go. I need time to myself doing my spiritual practices again. Winter is coming soon and this might be just the right time. Thank you, dear Luna! Blessings ❤️🌹🙏🏼

I’m in and out of that, always looking for my pack, my soul family, while knowing that no one is going to save me but myself. And I’ll never forget an encounter with a white wolf : separated by a wire fence, we stared at each other for long minutes… this memory is like a blessing that never leaves me ✨🐺

One of the best books I have ever read. Made total sense for anyone dedicated to have a personal relationship with God/Jesus/Higher Power/Supreme Being etc. The stars are more brilliant from life’s valleys not the mountaintops!

Amazing that when I opened this link there were 111 likes - synchronicity strikes yet again ! I am glad to be right where I need to be right now…. 🙏 😊.