Whoa! I'm speechless lol! I don't know what to say! Thank you! Its impressive how you got your character to level 99 in two hours! Wow! You really are a hero!😀I am also going to add these tips to my elsword notebook 🙂
@anjuanyourhero694Күн бұрын
@@butterflyspirit3142 yes! This shows you how to do it! Brand new character to 99 and doing the last story dungeon of the game.
@butterflyspirit31422 күн бұрын
Thank you for making this tutorial! I guess I need to start a new notebook to take notes on No Man Sky! 🙂Yay!
@anjuanyourhero6942 күн бұрын
it will be awesome, i tried to make it short, but there is a lot to do with no mans sky so i cut out the traveling to destination parts that took a long time to get to the main stuff of what to do. I wrote a little bit more in the description too.
@butterflyspirit314211 күн бұрын
Can you make a beginner guide for no man sky? I would like to play that game next! The way you are breaking things down for elsword makes me better understand it and what I am supposed to do. I hope that someday, I can understand no man sky to, the way I am learning to understand elsword thanks to your helpful tips! I am taking notes to keep track of all your tips 🙂
@butterflyspirit314215 күн бұрын
Happy Birthday !!🙂
@anjuanyourhero69415 күн бұрын
Thank YOU
@leaharcher50Ай бұрын
Yes
@liodemirror17752 ай бұрын
Why do you keep deleting my comment? I've only asked what kind of meditation you do to remember...
@anjuanyourhero694Ай бұрын
hmm... i am not in control of that, i haven't been back to this video for comments in a long time, i guess youtube is controlling what questions i will see or something. idk why, your question seems harmless to me...
@liodemirror177524 күн бұрын
@@anjuanyourhero694thank you so much for your reply. What kind of meditation do you do to remember?
@LadySandy32002 ай бұрын
So sorry this happened to you
@LadySandy32002 ай бұрын
No I wish
@ToffaneloChauffard3 ай бұрын
You are the only guy with a working solution for this f***** black screen problem. It just works, even if we gotta reinstall all skse+enb+fnis.
@Dice4973 ай бұрын
Ty
@cyncity553 ай бұрын
lol Do not listen to him His cage stinks because he has 3 handfuls of bedding and no sand bath .. min recommended is 8 Gerbils, like cats, are naturally inclined to use it when provided and if you have the appropriate sized tank it won’t smell for months Gerbils barley pee as it is as they’re desert animals Search elsewhere for better advice I haven’t cleaned my tank in a month… still no smell, why? I gave two gerbils in 80 total gallons with 16 inches of bedding Look elsewhere for advice
@Zeina1073 ай бұрын
When i load it in sksevr administrator mode it makes steamvr not wanna work. It runs fine not in administrator mode
@anjuanyourhero6943 ай бұрын
@@Zeina107 then I guess there was an update. Very good.
@ElginJohnson-cw6wp4 ай бұрын
BW doesn't respect the average black man, well, not the ones who don't fit the stereotype...BW only respect effeminate gay men and black thugs... they're intimated by educated black men
@daltondurham65614 ай бұрын
This helped so much
@anjuanyourhero6944 ай бұрын
@@daltondurham6561 no problem
@howtobeagoddess4 ай бұрын
Hey anjuan, I don't know where to comment this but, I wanted to let you know that I also remember life on different worlds.
@Sonee7774 ай бұрын
It’s annoying my truck is big and long can’t fit two trucks on driveway and we as homeowners have rights if they block driveway or be parked in our driveway and I need the front of my house to be able to park without blocking my own driveway or park anywhere else. I too have handicap so I get your frustration and for those who say against ain’t got a home or show no respect. There are rules to those city streets as well
@jamiereife55814 ай бұрын
You can make a world where everything is nice, you really can. ACIM.
@kean2725 ай бұрын
This guy knows nothing about gas furnace and he’s instructing people to hand spin the inducer motor 🤦🏻♂️🤦🏻♂️
@FPChris5 ай бұрын
How do I load it from Steam VR Home inside Quest 3? I added as non steam game them included it in the VR library. It shows up in the Home menu but won't launch. I have to physically goto my PC to dbl click on it :/
@anjuanyourhero6945 ай бұрын
This was made during the original oculus quest one. No idea how to make it work with quest 3 since that one has AR technology
@Aadi-g7z5 ай бұрын
THANK YOU BRRROOOOOO
@sanccex3135 ай бұрын
I actually remove the damaged nerves with a surgical scissor and a tweezers, it just works
@KittyMeow6695 ай бұрын
Who else is just watching this so you can walk around and scare the crap out of people and steal snacks at 3 am
@AmorDia-GOAT6 ай бұрын
Keep going and Growing. Saw your walk sliently video. I’m learning for forest runs❤❤
@anjuanyourhero6946 ай бұрын
Thank you. And your welcome.
@scottwalton56136 ай бұрын
I had to adjust all the way to the right.
@rb3683706 ай бұрын
Ha ha ha, didn't you get ripped. You're down here in hell with the rest of us trying to clean this place up. 🤣🤣
@endofdays12788 ай бұрын
18 dollars now to inquire ty for video !
@PSYCHDEGREE638 ай бұрын
YEP 🤬🤬
@matheusfazolin54069 ай бұрын
BRO YOU SAVE ME, THANKS YOU
@anjuanyourhero6949 ай бұрын
No problem!
@butterflyspirit31429 ай бұрын
The nightmare you had sounded so scary. I tried to imagine the sand demon while you described it and I think I have a good image of it. The fact that you couldn't use your abilities in your dream to protect yourself sounds unfair. The place was already creepy enough with the aliens. It sucks your dream took away your ability to talk, it reminds me of the matrix when Neo couldn't talk. If that happened to me I would be scared along with you. Since I know you can talk in dreams, I have a good way of identifying you in my dreams. Recently, I had a dream where you were talking to me giving me advice, when I looked around in the dream we were in the Sonic sega universe. I remember seeing it when my brother would play sonic and I would watch him play the 90's Sonic game. I think the game was in 2d. If I would have been in your dream I would have protected you from that disgusting sand demon. We have free will that sand demon had no right to do that to you. If you have another nightmare, one thing you can try is thinking of someone you love like your mom or your sister, and maybe you could manifest them into the dream, maybe the love you guys share will be enough to scare off any bad entities, beings or demons. :) The molester needs to leave you alone! What he doesn't know is you have people who have your back now! Plus, now your not a kid anymore, so now you can kick his ass. If you feel like you can't defend yourself against him, just know that I would help you beat his ass, and there will be others who will fight with us against him. I'm glad to hear you healed the trees and the grass so they could flourish and be be lush and green. Awesome job! :) I now understand why you want to open your third eye, lucid dream, and astral project to protect yourself, your friends, your family and your home from the dark entities and abusers.
@butterflyspirit31429 ай бұрын
I know it must have been hard to answer a call to heal your pastor. I would second guess myself to if I was called to heal someone too. I'm glad you used the energy you were given to save your pastor's life. Many people would have ignored the call to help the pastor, and thought they were getting messages from demons or the devil, but not you, you believed in the God energy and helped to heal someone who really needed it! Good job AnJuan! I know its was not easy and I can understand why it felt awkward to do the healing. I would feel the same way. See you really are special! The world needs a healer like you to help people! :) Its amazing that the God energy was able to help your pastor to heal up to 90%! I saw that you were sad that the pastor did not share with people what you did for him. That is the pastor's lost not yours! Maybe the pastor did not share what you did for him, because it proved that the bible was fake and that the abilities you had were real, which scared him. Maybe the pastor will thank you one day and share what you did for him. In the mean time, I think you should be proud of yourself! I'm proud of what you did! :) See you really are a hero! The marriage counselor doesn't seem like she was much help at all. If she was a real counselor she would have listened to you and been more compassionate when you shared what happened during your childhood. Not everyone is cut out to be a counselor. I remember what she did, she charged us a lot of money and ended up being a scam! Hell the prologue test we took was more helpful than she was. Some counselor. Shaking my head! If she was a real counselor she would have offered to provide you with some resources that could help you with your abuse! Giving 100% of your life to God sounds like a nightmare that went from bad to worse. I'm glad you shared the truth with people about how it increases your fear and makes you lose abilities that you have. Seeing alien faces when you go to the alter at church sounds creepy! What the fuck are aliens doing in church if the bible is supposed to be about love, forgiveness, compassion and keeping people safe! Here again we see that the church is a scam! Its not fair that some entity took away your abilities, you abilities are what make you special, they are your powers that help you to heal and save people. How dare that entity take away your gifts! Just because your abilities were taken away doesn't mean you can't get them back!
@butterflyspirit31429 ай бұрын
I notice that you were coughing a lot in your video. I hope you feel better now :) If I happen to talk for a while, while recording a video my throat starts to get dry, raspy and I start looking for water to help my throat to feel better. It sounds super creepy that a dark being was watching you sleep from your closet. I wouldn't be able to fall asleep, if I thought something was watching me, my anxiety would have me up all night. I understand why the hairs on the back of your neck stood up like a cat. I'm glad you listened to your gut about the lights turning out and the door locking while you and your sister were brushing your teeth. I know it must have been hard to remain calm in that situation. I'm so proud of you for staying calm. I'm happy to hear that you and your sister got out of the bathroom safe and sound :)
@butterflyspirit31429 ай бұрын
If a guy I didn't know slapped me on my behind I would report him to the police and have him arrested. Women who allow men to slap them on their butt that they don't know are crazy. If a woman let's a man she doesn't know touch her in such an intimate place, I feel she doesn't have any respect for herself. If she is a sex worker or a stripper, then that is a different story.
@butterflyspirit31429 ай бұрын
When, I look at you, I see an amazing man. When, I first saw a picture of you, I thought you were a married man lol! Because, you had a ring on your finger. I didn't get any feelings that you had gone through any abuse. You looked like a confident man who had a business from the picture I saw. You just seem to have a powerful presense to you. :) I like that you are not like other guys to me that is super refreshing. I get extremely turned off by gangster guys, especially if their pants are sagging and they are talking in slang I can't understand.
@butterflyspirit31429 ай бұрын
Its not fair for someone to give excuses, instead of just being honest and up front about what they are going to do. The more someone gives excuses the less and less relaible they seem, after a while you may choose to give up on them. I had a relative who gave me excuses about why they couldn't help me out, when they told me they would, and I eventually I decided it was better for me to count on myself, rather than continue to wait on them. I still have love for my relative, and I realize its ok to trust myself too though. It feels so much better when someone does what they tell you they are going to do, and sometimes they do more to help you then you planned which turns out to be a big surprise. :)
@brandonlasvegas10 ай бұрын
🙏😎
@butterflyspirit314210 ай бұрын
Meditation has helped me to gain abilities. If I don't meditate I don't feel like I can concentrate or do things right. Meditation is what helps me to remain positive and to be more in tuned with what is going on. Another thing that helps me with my abilities and my energy is my ankh that I wear. The first time I put it on, I felt like a piece of myself that was missing somehow came back and I guess the piece was in the ankh. I think its pretty neat that different parts of your life have a smell. When, I was a kid, I remember how to me the afternoon time after school at the playground for me had a certain feeling. The feeling came from the sounds I heard. :) As I watched your video, I could not help but smile, because I really enjoyed hearing about your experiences. Somehow I was experiencing apart of you that I have never felt before. I can't wait to hear more about your abilities.
@butterflyspirit314210 ай бұрын
I agree fear can block you from being able to meditate. You being able to hear the grass grow and you being able to hear a near by ant hill all from sound, sounds like in those moments, you became apart of nature itself. You became apart of the God energy. The way you connect with nature is like you are a Sage or an Elder. I see why you went to the church to get training for your abilities, because of the spiritual abilities that people talked about Jesus having, like you mentioned in one of your prior videos. I'm sorry to hear that the church stole your abilities. Even though your abilities went away, they can come back again. Its ok to meditate. It's ok to start over again to regain your abilities. You collecting energy explains to me why you are always so full of energy and light. :)
@butterflyspirit314210 ай бұрын
At one point while you were talking about gathering energy in your stomach where your belly button is, I felt a sensation like someone touched my belly button in my tummy. I felt an energy that felt tickly. I felt somehow like I connected to you and the energy went into my belly button. I never felt anything like that before. I really liked hearing about your meditation experiences. I had no idea you were able to turn up your senses that's awesome. See you do have super powers. Super heroes always have heightened senses. That reminds me of Spiderman lol! Meditation sounds like it comes pretty natural to you. I'm amazed you can stay in a meditative state for an hour to an hour and a half, that is impressive!
@butterflyspirit314210 ай бұрын
If a couple wants to live together its important for each partner to communicate their expectations of who's going to pay what bill, who's going to do what chore when and how often, how will car repairs be handled, what happens if both people start off working and then let's say one of them loses their job what happens next, etc. The goal is for both people to build a mutually beneficial plan that will make both people happy so there less arguing and more loving. The goal of a relationship in my opinion is for both people to live and be together in harmony. Both people in a relationship have the right to feel safe, comfortable, respected, and loved before they move on to sex, or what I call making love. I call it making love, because love is deeper than having sex, any body can have sex, but making love means something much deeper and beautiful than just plain sex.
@butterflyspirit314210 ай бұрын
Safety is a must before sharing your body with someone :) That sounds tough. The triggers that were present in your abuse sounds like they resurfaced in your relationship, even though you thought they were buried when you were 17. Its nice that you have a safe person like your mom to go to when you feel triggered :) Its good that you compliment people on strengthening and toning their bodies, and you acknowledge the hard work that people put into improving their bodies. The bible shouldn't be trusted and neither should the church. Both of them have way too many contradictions. Their are so many contradictions its best to just leave both the bible and the church alone. Shaking my head. Living with someone before marriage is important! I don't think marriage should be the goal though, when it comes to living together. The goal should be for both people to live together comfortably. Which means that both people should feel safe, loved, and heard, so both people can feel they have equal say in the relationship and where things are heading, for some that may or may not include marriage.
@butterflyspirit314210 ай бұрын
The molestation didn't take away from you being a man. You have many good qualities that make you a good man. You have a good heart. You are a brave protector. You are fun to play games with. You don't have to be tall, light skinned with tattoos and look like Lil Wayne for a woman to truly love you. I think its nice that you took the time to slowly build a relationship :) It sounds like you really have a big heart and you wanted to make sure you had a strong connection before your relationship became official. :) Everybody's road to happiness is different. What makes you happy, may be different than what makes some else happy. When I was a kid, I learned that it wasn't ok to be happy. When ever, I was happy and I wanted to share my happiness with others, something would always happen to ruin it. :( Once I brought a gift for a relative and I thought it would make them happy, but instead of them being happy, they made me feel sad :( I went through so may experiences of trying to spread happiness that sadness from others hurting my feelings, made it impossible for me to be happy and instead I became depressed instead. :(
@anjuanyourhero6949 ай бұрын
sometimes you get haters who always want you to be sad and depressed and they don't give up until that happens or until you cut them off or deal with them, its not worth you getting depressed because of some haters.
@butterflyspirit314210 ай бұрын
I think its super cool you got to astral project for two days straight, and at the age of 17, that's really amazing. Your abilities must be top notch for you to be able to have that much spiritual power to do that. You really are amazing AnJuan! :) I have astral projected, but I could only do it for maybe 15 minutes, but I think I would have to put in years of practice to get to your level of astral projection. :) You really are a champ to have gone through all that abuse and still you want to help people with a good honest heart, rather than being filled with anger. You have true courage and bravery! :) Sleeping for 48 hours just tells me that when you were going through your abuse, your body was not able to sleep, because it always had to be on high alert, so you could survive from day to day. Its sounds like that nap was away for your body to be able to heal and cope with the abuse you experienced. I'm glad you finally got to rest. I know you must feel all sorts of ways about your abuse, I am proud of you for pulling through and not letting the abusers win. You telling your story is important, I know it may not feel like it or seem like it, but your story will inspire other people to share the abuse they went through too.
@anjuanyourhero69410 ай бұрын
My abilities were running crazy! But that's because my brain needed a break or my spirit did... So it just left instead and force ably took a break.
@butterflyspirit314210 ай бұрын
The church called you the devil them people are straight fucked up. The people going to the church are the real demons and devils. AnJuan your abilities are Awesome! They are filled with light and real genuine love. There is nothing wrong with your abilities. They are good! They are your super powers! I'm glad you wrote notes asking the universe to help you. It answered by sending a nice girl like Gabby to help you. Shame on your dad. Doesn't he have an ounce of love in his heart. Parents in my opinion are supposed to love their kids. If parents don't love their kids, then why the hell do they have them in the first place. Your dad's girlfriend is evil! I think its pretty cool that Gabby had abilities like you that's neat! I'm sorry you had to leave behind your metals from wrestling. I understand why you did it, to motivate your sisters and show them that they could achieve things and be recognized for sports and stuff they liked to do, just like you!
@butterflyspirit314210 ай бұрын
See that's how I know you have an inner light, because you were able to run on top of the water :) Its because all of that good energy that you have. :) I don't understand why your dad would not stand up to his girlfriend and actually show love for you and your sister. Shaking my head. Whoa! So your first astral projection was when you were 13. That explains to me how you were able to walk through doors and you couldn't wake up your step brother. It sucks that something got into your body. I'm glad you got it out. That sounds like a nightmare to have something inside of your body. There was an invisible being that electrocuted me to try and take away my abilities. It took me sometime to get my abilities back to hear my guides. I felt scared and sad all at the same time. I felt like I was losing something super important, something that makes me, me. It can feel scary to astral project. One of my astral projection experiences made me feel like I was going crazy, because things felt too fucking real. It sucks that the child hotline didn't help. What's the use of the hotline if it doesn't help kids who really need it. Shame on your dad! Wow! The church actually admitted to being a business. Well its about damn time. Hell that's the only truth they have told so far. Don't give into the darkness AnJuan! Please stay of the light!
@anjuanyourhero69410 ай бұрын
Me running on water I still have a hard time believing it. But when something under your feet feels like normal and study enough to stand on..you think k it's the ground lol but turns out it can be water!
@butterflyspirit314210 ай бұрын
Before you left, when the demon talked to you, I feel as though he wanted to discourage you from leaving your mom, so he could continue to abuse you and your sister. I'm glad to hear you got to feel love from your mom, your sister, and the cat. I'm surprised you felt love from the cat. It gives me a vison of you hugging a Garfield cat :) Whoa! It sounds cool that coming out of the water made you feel like you could lift up the whole church building. Hmmm. I wonder if that is your hidden abilities that are inside of you. Hmmm :) I think its fucked up your dad would spend your child support on going out to the club with his girlfriend and giving it to a kid that was not even related to your mom. Its not fair that they would do that to your mom's hard earned money. Now, we have more evidence that the bible is fake at your time of need the scriptures didn't help. I'm sorry to hear that the church would do that to you when they said the scriptures would help you. I'm glad something or someone protected you from the white truck running you over. There is definitely someone looking out for you. I wish they could have helped you when it came to the demon and the guy who touched you. Sampson sounds like an awesome dog ! :)
@butterflyspirit314210 ай бұрын
That's pretty spooky to repeatedly come home to a radio blasting with all the lights on. Maybe there was a ghost doing it to try and scare you and your family away. It reminds me of when, I was a kid and there was a ghost that would slam doors in the upstairs area of my grandma's house. It breaks my heart to hear how that demon punched you in the stomach. :( Whoa! That's pretty cool that you were able to use your intuition to see that the doll had broke the cookie jar and then you went into the kitchen and it really happened. That's amazing! I would have screamed if a life sized doll woke me up and tapped me on the shoulder. I agree taking that doll apart was the safest thing to do to protect you and your sister from harm. The other you, you created is still out there. I remember seeing him once or twice. He's still around. :) The way you saw the future sounds like you were using your crown chakra without knowing it to get visions from the future. The crown chakra is the chakra right above your head. We have way more than 7 chakras. I'm told that you have 69 chakras. I'm told I have 108 chakras. I'm glad you acted on the visions of the future you had, especially the one where you tried to warm you mom about her car getting towed. You should be listened! You words have value and they are important! :) Its disgusting that the demon licked the bible. That is how you can tell Christianity is fake, because if it was real like the church says the demon wouldn't have been able to hold the supposed holy bible. Christians will have you believing that the demon should have been eliminated by the light of the bible, but yet again we know its full of some sick, twisted, evil shit, because it burned your stomach. That book is from hell that's why I think you saw the flames of hell coming from it. I'm glad something or someone kept you safe from the demon trying to shoot you. I'm glad you are alive to tell your story. Your grandma still has your back :) I'm glad to hear she almost hit the demon with the box. Too bad the box didn't hit him, then you guys could have escaped. I'm glad to hear that the cat licked up the stuff from the trash to keep you from getting in trouble. Go Kitty ! :) I'm sorry that your uncle didn't protect you and your mom. :( I'm glad you got to keep your future seeing abilty :)
@anjuanyourhero69410 ай бұрын
Yeah that's some real ghost stuff going on in that house. But I think it all had something to do with the demon man.
@butterflyspirit314210 ай бұрын
I can see from the look on your face that being homeless made you feel sad. I know it must have been hard for your mom to lose the place she worked so hard to keep for you and your sister to feel at home at. It must have really hurt her to have worked all those hours from morning to night to put a roof over you heads and then the place got taken away. The shame of that demon man to be freeloader. He could have helped your mom to keep the home you guys had, but he just put his energy into abuse instead. That's pretty fucked up! See, this is how you know that he was trying to feed off you, your mom, and your sister, because he feed off the sadness and misery you guys experienced. The shame of him laughing at you and your sister being covered in hives, while your mom is trying to put medicine on you guys so you can feel better, he deserved to be punched in the neck, so he couldn't laugh anymore. Men like him shouldn't be allowed to exist. It makes me feel angry that he got away with causing you guys so much pain. I liked hearing about the lady with the red hair you guys stayed with. I agree with you she really was a witch. I can tell that the witch lady with all the cats was a woman of the light. It just feels like she was. I can see your mom was of the light because she took you and your sister around people that were caring and helpful like that lady. While, the demon was of a dark evil, because he only wanted you guys around mean, heartless and terrible people like the man with the pentagram that gave you guys the poison ivy to play with. I wonder about the witch lady. I wonder where she is now. I think its super cool you got to see a real witch. I know what it feels like to go hungry and be malnourished. I experienced it with my mom. What got us through was using our imaginations. Going hungry still has an effect on me. You and your sister and your mom sure were brave to stay with strangers you didn't know. I would be scared to do that. Knocking on doors to ask for food really was courageous of you guys. The demon is not worthy of any praise because he is just evil and worthless.
@butterflyspirit314210 ай бұрын
See this is how we know that the bible is filled with bad shit, because if a demon can read it and lights start flickering and chairs start turning and papers start flying around, the bible is bad. This is how you know there is something wrong with that book. It sounds like the bible was increasing this demon's power because reading the words helped him to create hell. Church has people believing that if you read the bible it will scare away demons, what you are sharing so far tells me that the bible is filled with evil, not the good everyone is convinced it is. If the bible was filled with the good, there is no way the demon would have been able to hold it, but this demon held the bible just fine. Smh. I tried to imagine the being you saw that looked like a naked mole rat. I thought I had an image of it, but then I lost it. I'm glad you protected your sister from the naked mole rat. Its amazing that he turned into a puff of smoke. Wow! See, you had a gift that the demon didn't have, who knows you may still have that ability. :) Its nice to see you smile when you talk about your mom being an angel that can keep paranormal stuff away from you :) Its messed up that the demon would try to separate you from your family. I just don't understand how such evil can exist. Love is a powerful force. :) Why do people keep using the new age, voodoo, and the third eye, against you, I don't understand. You didn't do anything wrong. All you were doing was just being a kid. The mean religious people need to stop blaming you. The demon sounds like a hypnotist to the extreme. Just when you were about the leave with your mom and sister, then he stops you guys from leaving. That's really sad. This demon was a coward who trying to feed on the light of you and your sister. This sounds like a hard experience to go through.
@butterflyspirit314210 ай бұрын
You have a right to feel safe, no one should touch you unless you want to be touched. What that man did by touching you on your private parts and kissing you is wrong. He has no excuse. He deserves to be locked up in jail where he can never get out to hurt any other kids. I wish that someone would have been there to see what happened to you, so they could have called the police so the guy could have been arrested and put in jail for what he did. I don't understand why demonic people like that demon man are allow to exist. I think they should be removed from socitey where they can't hurt innocent people, like you and your sister. What that guy did to you and your sister is beyond cruel, its evil. I wish he could have been put away too. Its hurts me to know that you had to experience all that as an 8 year old. I was hoping that you would have had a happy summer, not a sad and painful one. :(
@anjuanyourhero69410 ай бұрын
Yeah... The leggings of where the trauma starts to the point where you get older and have to spend money just to heal that trauma is something you don't forget....such life long effects it's rediculous.
@butterflyspirit314210 ай бұрын
It makes since that you would want to live with your mom and your dad. I know what it feels like for parents to split up and to not divorce, that's what happened with my parents. :( Its good you and your sister had family to go and live with though. I know what it feels like to not fit in as a kid. When, I was in kindergarten, I remember feeling different from other kids. I knew that I had the ability to talk to beings that I couldn't see and that they could hear me, but because of me being lead poisoned my spiritual abilities went away. Kids would tease me about talking to the spirits. I knew I wasn't like other people. I still feel that way. I wonder if people really are real or if I am the only real person and everybody else is fake. I did come in with a purpose, but I forgot it shortly after I was born. :( I can relate to how you felt about your mom being in the hospital. When, my dad was sick and I had to go and see him in the hospital, it was hard for me to go and see him hooked up to all those wires and machines. It was all so scary. I just wanted my dad to be ok :( But he was a lot sicker than I realized. Even though he was sick, I still stayed optimistic about him getting better, even when everybody else gave up on him. I was that one little positive light like ya know. You were so brave to go to the hospital and see her when she was sick. :) I don't think I could have done that when I was a kid. I don't understand why you were punished for caring about your mom and wanting her to be ok. That's doesn't make sense to me at all. Your aunt shouldn't have beat you with a brush, because you had love and care in your heart for your mom, that's just f*cked up. You aunt should have been there to support you, not to hurt you. I'm glad you at least tried to give your Aunt another chance even after she hurt you. The Jehovah Witness stuff sounds like it makes people heartless and mean. Little achievements as a kid matters, I think its good that you wanted to share your achievements as a kid. That's a good thing. :) I agree having achievements recognized does make you want to do more as a kid and as an adult :)
@butterflyspirit314210 ай бұрын
I know what it feels like to be chased by a dog, its scary. One morning, when I was walking to the bus stop to catch my school bus in middle school, a lady let her dog out and the dog ran up to me and bit me. It wasn't a big bite, but it hurt, I was mad at that lady, from then on, I would walk to the bus stop, but on the opposite of the street keeping an eye out for the dog. Last year, a neighbor next door, had two dogs that got out of the fence and chased to me to my car and lucky, I got in the car and slammed the door before they could bit me. The spider sounds pretty cool, its kinda odd that the spider was oily, like it was painted lol! I had no idea that lightening striking could have enough energy to make the ghost to come alive, but what I don't get is why they looked at you. The casper ghosts are supposed to be nice, I had no idea that there were casper ghost that were bullies. Bullies take the fun out of everything. Those are some evil ass toys to try and hurt your sister, I'm glad you threw the pillow at them to scare them away. I'm glad your sister is ok. I think those casper toys were real ghost, because to me that explains why they disappeared through the wall of the trailer and you couldn't find them anywhere. What I don't get is, why the church is afraid of you sharing your story, your story is real, and its true. Your story deserves to be told. :)
@anjuanyourhero69410 ай бұрын
The Casper ghosts I'll never forget it. Toys from pizza hut that glow in the dark going through a physical wall. Like WTF.