I'm not depressed, but I am struggling with social isolation and unemployment. Plus, I also struggle with making myself make longer KZbin videos. I've watched your other videos and have commented before and am a subscriber, so I like to think I'm one of "your people", too.
@SunnieTreeАй бұрын
matt omg i love when you comment, you’re always one of my people❤️❤️❤️
@MatthewTheWandererАй бұрын
@@SunnieTree Thank you very much! I love how you respond to my comments!
@herrdoktorseltsameliebe2 ай бұрын
Humanity will be ensalved untill every human will be set free. M. A. Bakunin
@SunnieTree2 ай бұрын
this exactly!!
@kregsmith95302 ай бұрын
This reminds me of something: You are not screaming into the void in vain. The void is just practicing active listening and wants you to let it all out without feeling like it is judging or trying to speak over you.
@SunnieTree2 ай бұрын
LOVE THIS OMGGG
@haki14992 ай бұрын
Damn i got a friend that tells me that all I do is complain instead of finding solutions but im like bruh. Fuck this opressive system is all, im tired of it
@haki14992 ай бұрын
Bro doesnt get it I guess
@SunnieTree2 ай бұрын
bro expects you to personally intervene and stop the several oppressive systems in society that destroy us😭 like fym “find solutions” YOU CANT END CAPITALISM
@asies_lavida2 ай бұрын
Really nice to have a space where people rightfully criticise capitalism when, where I live, few are brave enough to, and those few who do are ostracized as "communists" "the far left" "antifa" "terrorists" "unamerican" etc.
@SunnieTree2 ай бұрын
same like it’s rough out here and nobody seems to get it. i’m glad we have our little space for all this
@asies_lavida2 ай бұрын
@@SunnieTree Agreed
@Proto-and-Exo2 ай бұрын
Thats fucked up
@SunnieTree2 ай бұрын
for real man😔
@surile3792 ай бұрын
Thanks for creating this space <3
@SunnieTree2 ай бұрын
this made my heart so happy🥰❤️ thanks for being here
@asdfj28052 ай бұрын
womp womp
@jesuscrust692 ай бұрын
You're the embodiment of a man child.
@asdfj28052 ай бұрын
@@jesuscrust69 I'm not even a man but ok
@jesuscrust692 ай бұрын
@@asdfj2805 and?
@Proto-and-Exo2 ай бұрын
People are bitches when they do that it happens to me too friend. But we can't change the way other people act.
@SunnieTree2 ай бұрын
very true!
@Proto-and-Exo2 ай бұрын
@@SunnieTreeI pray that people actually come to their senses and learn that depression is a legit reason to not work and that they take it seriously. And I'm here for you all the way mate. 😊
@SunnieTree2 ай бұрын
yes!! people just have 0 understanding of mental illness. i’m here for you too mate!😊
@Proto-and-Exo2 ай бұрын
Do you have a discord server?
@Proto-and-Exo2 ай бұрын
I question how there's 7 comments (8 after this) but I only see 6 (7 after this)
@amandah28762 ай бұрын
Hello Sunnie! I LOVE your videos. Yes, I totally agree with you. 😊 Everyone's emotions are valid and they have the right to complain whenever life just isn't going well. To be honest, I'm currently now seeing a mental therapist myself. Just started this week in fact. For the longest time I've been afraid to seek mental therapy because of how it was presented to me by family, society, and TV shows/movies. A bad thing. Gameover. Can't ever get out. Me labeled as insane kind of thing. Since it's a weekly thing I may eventually find that I like it and become comfortable mainly because I have the option to tell my psychologist anything as it's confidential between us. For now I still feel nervous and like an outcast in the world, but I know it doesn't have to be for the rest of my life. I can one day decide I don't need it anymore and use the tools I've learned from it to keep my mental health well. My partner simply told me to look at mental therapy as another form of self-care. It's nothing to be afraid of or to be ashamed of. It's there to help me become the best authentic me I can be, which is what I want. I want to be brimming in so much self-respect in myself that I can easily stand in my own power and not allow anything or anyone to make me so small and powerless ever again. My biggest challenge that I told my psychologist I want to focus on resolving is my self-doubt. It's because of self-doubt that I'm too scared to take action towards my goals and dreams or to trust myself enough to try new things and to be fine with failing. Change isn't going to happen overnight, but with TONS of patience and perseverance in myself I know I'll get there. Right now I feel like I'm having a dark period in my life (due to other unwanted events happening on top of therapy 😢). As hard as it is right now I know I'll through all of this. For now I just need to allow myself to feel any emotions that come up and say screw the world at the moment. 😂 Lol! Anyway, yes, I understand how you feel, Sunnie. By the way, the pixel game you use in your videos is adorable. Is it a real game? If it is, would you mind telling me the name of it? If it's not, then amazing work! Have a nice rest of your week and weekend! Take care! ❤
@SunnieTree2 ай бұрын
proud of you for getting therapy!! sending you so much love❤️ and sure! the game is played in this video is “little witch in the woods” and the other pixelated game i’ve played before was “stardew valley”
@amandah28762 ай бұрын
Thank you very much, Sunnie! 😊❤❤❤❤❤ Your words truly mean a lot to me right now. Thank you for telling me the names of the games. I appreciate it. I'll definitely check them out. 😊 Despite everything that's going on right now today's my last day of work for a little while because starting tomorrow until the 16th I'll be on vacation at the beach with my family. The beach is one of my top favorite places to be. It brings me serenity just by hearing the waves and smelling the air. I'm SOOOO looking forward to it. Perhaps I'll not only have fun, but I'll have some deep reflecting happen while I'm there. I'm learning to trust the process and to just be in the present moment. Despite the storm going on I'll try to stay in the eye of the storm where I can control what I can and accept what I can't. It's difficult, but I'll do the best that I can. Thank you again for your kind words, Sunnie. Hope you have a nice weekend. ❤
@Idkwhattoputhereeithertbh2 ай бұрын
I have never seen a KZbin video with as many swear words, that didn’t leave me feeling bothered in anyway. Like that is just geniunely impressive, that feels like it should win an award. Well done! This is very neat! :D
@SunnieTree2 ай бұрын
HAHAH thank you, it’s my talent😌 AND AAA YAYYYY THANK YOU AGAINNN :D
@SunnieTree2 ай бұрын
join the subreddit!❤️ thank you for being here www.reddit.com/r/SunnieFlowers/s/5rllRqlSSE
@SINCELEME2 ай бұрын
Hmm OK thanks
@SunnieTree2 ай бұрын
:) ❤️ you’re welcome
@Proto-and-Exo2 ай бұрын
This is as true as true can get!
@SunnieTree2 ай бұрын
@@Proto-and-Exo Thank you!! :D
@winterstar57503 ай бұрын
I'm just imagining your little sprite watering the lava whilst talking to themself about the horrific state of the world. In all seriousness, great video. Cuts straight to the point, and is a great way to introduce people to theory <3
@SunnieTree3 ай бұрын
LMAO i’m talking about serious stuff but i’m just like 🚿🧙♀️ also thank you!!❤️❤️
@damnimexhausted3 ай бұрын
I’m grateful for your existence and perspective
@SunnieTree3 ай бұрын
this warmed my heart🥹❤️ thank you, i’m grateful for you being here and being kind
@damnimexhausted3 ай бұрын
@@SunnieTree I’m glad! Aw thank you and take care :3 💜
@marmoth97863 ай бұрын
hmmm, making me wanna get a job around incarceration just to NOT be a Guard and maybe infuse some more humanity into the system... is it counterproductive?
@SunnieTree3 ай бұрын
probably counterproductive, humans easily become a product of our environment so even if you go in with good intentions, it can be easy to slip into becoming like everyone else. it’s human nature to adapt and mimic your environment, the best course of action is to just try to make change from the outside-in rather than inside-out in this case
@marmoth97863 ай бұрын
@@SunnieTree yeah, realised that after a bit. maybe instead a teacher or youth counsellor in some "problem area". great video nonetheless! also making me wanna play stardew valley ^^
@SunnieTree3 ай бұрын
oh yes i reccomend!! :D
@atefarabelly3 ай бұрын
This is so nice and you're so right, I needed this ❤❤❤
@SunnieTree3 ай бұрын
thank you so much!! i’m glad you heard what you needed to ❤️❤️❤️
@Phill777773 ай бұрын
9/10 yap sesh
@SunnieTree3 ай бұрын
thank you🙂↕️
@BlackKnightYrre3 ай бұрын
A lot of it is getting status and respect from others.
@SunnieTree3 ай бұрын
THAT TOO cause people treat you so much kinder when you have wealth
@BlackKnightYrre3 ай бұрын
I don't really get along with many people so I'll just build a hermit hut.
@SunnieTree3 ай бұрын
me too, hermit crew!!
@mouhou97953 ай бұрын
Where am I even allowed to build a house?
@SunnieTree3 ай бұрын
anywhere as long as the state doesn’t find out🤭
@shmackydoo3 ай бұрын
Your content has immaculate vibes 💓
@SunnieTree3 ай бұрын
AAA THANK YOU!! you have immaculate vibes💓
@jknifgijdfui3 ай бұрын
git gud
@Whimorbood3 ай бұрын
Prison system in US was created right after civil war, and many crimes were so called Black Codes/Black Laws, for example sleeping outside or vagrancy, which many freed slaves had to do since they didnt have any generation wealth, work and reparations were paid to SLAVEOWNERS and not to the slaves. Channel Knowing Better did an incredible video about it if you want to learn more! Its very educational, its called "The Part of History You've Always Skipped | Neoslavery"
@SunnieTree3 ай бұрын
screenshotted this so i can check it out!
@duskborn_3 ай бұрын
thank you for making this
@SunnieTree3 ай бұрын
thank you for listening ☺️
@BlackKnightYrre3 ай бұрын
It's like modern day debt slavery.
@SunnieTree3 ай бұрын
yeah it’s horrible :(
@kaiserschmarrn_36873 ай бұрын
Human algae
@BlackKnightYrre3 ай бұрын
The gaslighting of those who fail is a big reason I started my channel. Can't express any discontent without being silenced or having your struggles downplayed.
@SunnieTree3 ай бұрын
that’s exactly why i started mine too!! just wanted a space to chill out and vibe with people who get itttt
@volkano69913 ай бұрын
Also what game are you playing?
@SunnieTree3 ай бұрын
little witch in the woods!❤️
@volkano69913 ай бұрын
@@SunnieTreethank you
@volkano69913 ай бұрын
Yes thats so trueeeeeee
@asies_lavida3 ай бұрын
This is a good perspective. As one of the „undesirables“ myself, even I sometimes find it hard to show empathy to others, as those same people have rejected me.
@SunnieTree3 ай бұрын
it’s so easy to get jaded, i don’t blame you. i find that the best cure it so find a little group where the empathy is mutual. it helps a lot
@asies_lavida3 ай бұрын
@@SunnieTree Thank you^^
@asies_lavida3 ай бұрын
Incredibly relatable Also,,, the bunniess,,,, <3
@SunnieTree3 ай бұрын
hehe i’m glad and YESSS THE BUNNIES🥹❤️
@asies_lavida3 ай бұрын
@@SunnieTree THEY'RE SO SILLY LOOKINGGGGG I NEED the bnuuy
@dindindundun82113 ай бұрын
Sunnie, why did you delete my comment? I thought I contributed meaningfully ;_;
@SunnieTree3 ай бұрын
which one was it? :0
@theomarfrancois4013 ай бұрын
I'm a game dev working towards building an online game. I work long hours in warehouse general labor work > exhausted, and come home to program/sprite/produce/write/develop and rinse and repeat. I barely socialize anymore. My goal is to build a game that can build a community for people to form connections, bonds, friendships and love again. I'm so so so tired. I have so much luck in a lot of ways and as a child I spent so much time being perpetually online. Leaving the online world I've learned we're all so hurt we just hurt each other more and more, and I'm probably the same way too. If you're reading this I'm wishing everyone peace. That deep kind of peace with no worry about when it'll end. That deep kind of joy that won't end. That stress that's fulfilling and that worry will never last long upon your fingers. Healing that's sustainable. The sensation of your nervous system relaxing. I pray I could contribute any bit towards that and community in whichever means possible.
@SunnieTree3 ай бұрын
that’s such a beautiful goal. my goal here is very similar, just to connect people and let them feel heard and understood. wishing you success on your game, i’d love to check it out someday!! and please remember to rest❤️
@TheMightyPika3 ай бұрын
The path to Enlightenment is getting yourself out of autopilot. And you get yourself out of autopilot by learning all the different ways that society and propaganda has shaped you into a mold, then rejecting that control. And it never really ends! We're all so far in autopilot that you can spend lifetimes peeling it all away and still find more.
@SunnieTree3 ай бұрын
so true, the conditioning from society is so deep rooted we may never be 100% free even after all our hard work mentally
@MatthewTheWanderer3 ай бұрын
I really enjoy watching all of your videos! They all have such a positive message that really resonates with me. Your voice is beautiful and soothing. I'm shocked that you don't have a lot more views and subscribers!
@SunnieTree3 ай бұрын
thank you so much!! aaaa that means a lot to me! i’m glad they resonate with you :D and yesss hoping for growth always🤗
@MatthewTheWanderer3 ай бұрын
@@SunnieTree You're welcome! I'm glad you like reading my comments! 🙂
@ninjaartist12353 ай бұрын
Famous last words til the next system brought in by "muh revolutionaries" is more oppressive and fascistic than the next
@josevictorribeirolisboa75763 ай бұрын
Please, remember that communism preys on wide eye idiots who think they are doing a "good" thing. Its the same pitfall progressives fall under, its a pyramid schemed for poor and a get rich quick scam for the rich. And i assure you, not a single amount of arguing why change their view, communism is more of a religion than a serious political ideology.
@evanfinke62653 ай бұрын
You think capitalism is working right now?
@autriches3 ай бұрын
@@evanfinke6265 there is no way to change one directional system, techno-capital is social entropy and entropy can only be slowed down, never stopped, any progressive push is accepted by rulling finance class only when it is socially liberal, these people rule us for 700 years and there was never sign of anyone theratening their rule
@MatthewTheWanderer3 ай бұрын
I totally agree! It feels good to find someone else who understands the world and economics in the same way that I do! My family are all the "that's just the way it is" type and it sucks.
@SunnieTree3 ай бұрын
SAME HERE my family is the antithesis of me, i feel you! it can be so isolating
@MatthewTheWanderer3 ай бұрын
@@SunnieTree Yes! It feels even more isolating because I don't have any friends. Good thing I'm an introvert!
@MatthewTheWanderer3 ай бұрын
My brother calls me "lazy" all the time, and I'm sick of it. I'm currently unemployed, but I can't force myself to spend all day every day filling out job applications like my brother thinks I should.
@SunnieTree3 ай бұрын
people underestimate just how crippling mental exhaustion can be
@MatthewTheWanderer3 ай бұрын
@@SunnieTree My brother has a very mentally taxing job (as a lawyer), but he thinks that I should be able to handle the same level of stress that he can.
@passwordyeah7293 ай бұрын
Great choice of music. I love the wholesome vibes contrasted against the absolute hellscape we are currently living in.
@SunnieTree3 ай бұрын
thank you so much!! i try to choose my music very strategically 😎
@MatthewTheWanderer3 ай бұрын
I'm convinced that the reason I "can't hold down a job" is because I am an intellectual/creative who has been forced to work in terrible low wage jobs that are extremely ill-suited to my skills/abilities/talents. I don't have any friends and the few family members I talk to are not supportive of my dreams. A professional music talent scout talked with me recently, but I had to keep it a secret from my family. I told my mom that I had been "thinking about becoming a wedding singer" and she just laughed and said that I "can't do that" because I'm "not a good enough singer." Just so rude and dismissive. I'm going to become a professional singer anyway!
@SunnieTree3 ай бұрын
do it!! i feel you, i couldn’t stay in jobs either😂 i’d be like “this is a bunch of bullshit why is everyone acting like it’s normal” and then i’d quit. and i agree with keeping it secret because if you tell them, you run the risk of them knocking down the confidence you need to go for it. like my family has no idea about this youtube channel (and they ain’t GONNA know😂) because it protects your mental and emotional health to keep things secret from those who doubt you. and it’s your life to do ANYTHING with. if you want to be a singer, then you will be. that’s your free will to choose. actually fun fact, i originally wanted to be a singer too (i probably will do that again eventually)! but i was trained in musical theater, pop, and then classical/opera (didn’t like opera that much but trained in it 5 days a week for 4 years😔) and my biggest suggestion is to prioritize getting lessons. even the best singers have weekly lessons just to preserve their voice and keep it healthy since their career depends on it. OH and my second biggest advice is whenever there’s an audition FOCUS ON YOUR BREATH cause usually when a singer gets nervous the first thing we forget to do is breathe and support properly best of luck to you and remember to do vocal warm ups every single day even if you’re not gonna sing/practice that day (unless you’re sick or your voice is too tired, then rest it)! i believe in you!!
@MatthewTheWanderer3 ай бұрын
@@SunnieTree I used to mainly quit jobs because of moving back and forth when I was in college. Then, for the past decade and a half or more I've been getting fired every few months for no legitimate reason. Some things I have to keep secret from my family because they are against it morally (like smoking weed). Other things I have to keep secret because they don't want me spending money. So, they know about my KZbin channel and even seem happy for me whenever it succeeds, but they don't think I should spend any money on it. I just wish I had people in my life who I didn't have to hind everything from. I wish I had friends who I could share my feelings with and who I could trust to be positive. Thanks for the advice! I've never taken vocal lessons before. I only practice by singing karaoke (usually alone). I definitely should practice more often, though.
@Appollochan3 ай бұрын
I agree empathy is so important, and it's something that seems to be slipping away in recent times, but I'm optimistic that more people speaking up and being wholesome can help.
@SunnieTree3 ай бұрын
yes!! more of us speaking out means more change
@Appollochan3 ай бұрын
based video! 😭
@SunnieTree3 ай бұрын
thank you so much!! based comment!!
@tabsterg3 ай бұрын
The future is solarpunk because if it isn't, there is no future. the future is socialist because if it isn't, there is no future. the future is for the people and by the people because if it isn't, well just look out the window. We can't continue down the same path as a species when the path isn't feasable for anything other than collapse. Love the vid btw 9mins of being based, hope everyone here can cling to whatever hope they have left because only with that we can fight to make things better!!
@SunnieTree3 ай бұрын
you’re so exactly right. if we keep on the path we’re on, there’s no future for any of us. and thank you!! YOURE BASED TOO
@caibarn88053 ай бұрын
Mae'r llyfr Terrible Things yn ymarferol sut mae America yn gweithio. Mae'n ofnadwy i'w wylio
@SunnieTree3 ай бұрын
it’s so bad here dude, i gotta look into that book
@MatthewTheWanderer3 ай бұрын
Preach! I'd be homeless right now if my brother wasn't paying my bills for me. I had a medical emergency (a serious leg infection that took months to heal) and now have massive amounts of medical debt AND student loan debt, none of which I have even begun to pay back., while I am unemployed and awaiting assistance or a job. My brother (who is quite wealthy) gets angry with me every time I ask him for financial assistance, but he still helps me to make sure I don't end up homeless or starving. It sucks that he has to threaten to cut me off and insult me by saying that I "like being poor" as if I'm not trying to make things better or that I choose all of my circumstances.
@SunnieTree3 ай бұрын
i’m so sorry to hear that, it’s not your fault and you don’t choose poverty at all. it takes months to get a job these days, it’s awful. so much support to you and well wishes, you deserve all the best
@MatthewTheWanderer3 ай бұрын
@@SunnieTree Thank you! This time, I lost my job due to miscommunication while I was on medical leave. And also my lack of assertiveness holding me back. I've been unemployed many times before, so I am almost used to this. It still sucks, but surely with how low the unemployment rate is I will find a job soon. And maybe I will get lucky and my KZbin channel or music ambitions will take off.
@SunnieTree3 ай бұрын
i’m rooting for you🥹 hoping you get all the blessings you want
@MatthewTheWanderer3 ай бұрын
@@SunnieTree Thank you very much! I hope the same for you!