The techs were useless. I would have sued the ward , Jack and his parents,and the techs and everyone for negligence and endangering my personal safety as a small woman, even if the little demon if only six
@Ohhoesheback4 ай бұрын
This is me but instead of Doctor Who it was the movies Flicka. I was obsessed and I’d even go outside, pretend to be a horse, get completely into character and even today as a 22 year old I still get into the headspace of “I’m the horse”
@HealthWyze4 ай бұрын
I know that I would run like hell from any chick who told me that she was "non-binary" and then proceeded to refer to me as "they" or "them".
@katiesmith97307 ай бұрын
❤
@LloydD-t8e9 ай бұрын
Thank you this actually helped
@Hellerp10 ай бұрын
❤ so helpful ! Im 40 and this really helped me thank you I wish I knew this sooner ❤
@heatherjohnson33310 ай бұрын
Thank you!
@buckleysangel7019 Жыл бұрын
You’re immutably a woman 👩.
@dakotasullivan9731 Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much! Very helpful!
@24kirp Жыл бұрын
Thank you!!!!!!❤❤❤❤
@viawood8457 Жыл бұрын
Ive never related to someone like this so much in my entire life.
@adrianstamps1576 Жыл бұрын
I can relate to all of this.. MDD
@FuchsiaMelrose Жыл бұрын
Thank you <3
@ANIVIABLUE Жыл бұрын
Really like your KZbin videos I hope you’re doing ok and would love to see more content ❤
@Cornelius12122 жыл бұрын
WOW. Great video
@hareemrathore34052 жыл бұрын
Where did you go? I want your videos bcz you're best at explaining things. Anyways even if you don't come...hope you're okay and doing well. God bless you.
@miaholmes25482 жыл бұрын
Cant use it. I get angry everytime someone is not listening to me, someone who ignore what i ask and guide my daughter, im yelling and get really angry big time. Dont know how to stop that feeling, because NO ONE respect anything i say - thats why i dont matter . People step on my lines i say “no thank you” but they dont care at all . How should i tell my self that they do respect me when all i see is they always ignore and do what they want ??
@Sasha1661_ Жыл бұрын
I think setting boundaries and honoring them would be useful for situations like this. Also I just wanted to validate you, you are respected and loved.
@gisseller9761 Жыл бұрын
changing your beliefs can also help like “ NO ONE respects anything i say- that’s why i don’t matter” who told you that? you could instead try to tell yourself I respect myself and that matters or i matter etc. idk if this helps
@clairestrickland25132 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for sharing. I thought I was the only one who felt this way. I felt so alone and it was embarrassing / hard for me to explain to anyone. It’s gotten to a point where I can’t stop. It’s distressing, but I am also scared if it were to go away because I’ve been doing it since childhood and it’s become a coping mechanism
@ABARD19872 жыл бұрын
🥰🥰
@ABARD19872 жыл бұрын
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@aniebodie2 жыл бұрын
I always get an obsession over another and I maintain others. I had many shows and stories obsessions, but the worst thing for me is when I obsess over someone. It only happened like 2 times(many time I had very shallow ones, those 2 were the real deep ones) Rn I'm obsessed with a boy, I'm a 20 y girl, we have kinda of a story. I met him on tinder and just wanted to be friends, but he was so charming and since I saw him I thought he looked so fine, and he was so cute to me, we hook up like some times, and then he tells me he has a gf, and they have like an open relationship, so I was like oh okay I'm fine, I don't want a relationship anyways, I just want someone I can cuddle sometimes. But then as times passed he saw me go through an major depressive episode, almost killd myslf, and it was becoz of him. I became obsessed with him and I loved him, he did everything so perfectly, we fit so well together. I don't want him only for me, nah, I can share, his gf is my friend too, love her. But he was becoming so distant and now that he knows I'm crazy he is going away, he doesn't talk to me anymore. I still am obsessed, I want him, I need him, I fantasize everyday about him coming back to me. It is getting out of control, I am afraid I might act in this obsession, I'm an really impulsive person.
@kingtahaa11252 жыл бұрын
Beautiful
@Captainess_Sway2 жыл бұрын
You're only 16. You're not diagnosed with a personality disorder until you're over 18. I call B.S.
@julianaaponte35373 жыл бұрын
Thank you very much! I’m struggling today, I’m not sure if I have bpd, I have been diagnosed with chronic ptsd, but I’m going through a divorce after 12 years and really struggling some days, many ups and downs a day, feeing depressed and anxiety. It is hard, I will try this. Thank you 🙏🏼
@franchescahaselrig80403 жыл бұрын
I am a licensed Psychotherapist and you explained that very well.
@AB-ps6zf3 жыл бұрын
you are brave and beautiful <3
@1LadyyBugg3 жыл бұрын
My BPD and me.. WeThank you so so so much🧡🌻
@MsRosirosi3 жыл бұрын
I really liked your video. I have maladaptive daydreaming and need do accept reality and live in it instead of dreaming all the time. Thank you for the motivation
@benjones14523 жыл бұрын
Thanks Ash validation is something I do all the time just talking to people I don't know in the streets getting a smile can make such a big difference to my day I never really thought it had anything to do with my BPD.
@benjones14523 жыл бұрын
thanks for this great video
@CiaLaVirago3 жыл бұрын
I wish i could lower the music volume, because i will regret everything in a few years if i don't 😬
@monkeybone68433 жыл бұрын
Aren’t all people with bpd serial killers?
@mbradley56833 жыл бұрын
Idk if that’s a joke or not... but not even close... there’s not really any psychological disorders associated with all people with it being serial killers, serial killers are rare...and especially not PERSONALITY disorders like BPD... but most serial killers do tend to be PSYCOPATHS, which are a part of a antisocial personality disorder which is also Cluster B, like BPD, NPD(narcissism) and histrionic, but it’s rare that anyone with bpd would be a serial killer... they’re probably 20000% more like to Kill themselves than become killers
@mariemiles72873 жыл бұрын
Yes Aileen wuornos was a serial killer with bpd. There's loads of people in prison with bpd too. Bpd's are very compulsive and have alot of anger and rage x
@monkeybone68433 жыл бұрын
I personally have the disorder and I was just having a laugh and poking fun at myself, my apologies for the distress I could have caused.
@lisamarie34654 жыл бұрын
Thank you ...I'll try it out
@strangedailythings4 жыл бұрын
Hey this video helped me, thanks:) I'm currently questioning my gender, but I think I might identity as some form of non-binary.. I haven't figured it out yet, but I look naturally quite feminine and have long hair (Ive been growing it out just to see you long it can get! And also because it is fabulous). And sometimes it makes me feel like I'm too girly to be anything but cis female.. I know thats stupid. It feels validating in my exploration to hear someone else talk about a feeling I can recognize. Thank you!
@anouarelabbassi19864 жыл бұрын
Very useful exercise.. Thank you ❤
@coragedadawg964204 жыл бұрын
anyway sick hair my homie
@Luiesthe14 жыл бұрын
I’ve bene having the same plot for 5 years
@Luiesthe14 жыл бұрын
I flip a pillow when I do it and when I don’t do it I my brain tingles I do it for hours and talk to myself
@solpetals4 жыл бұрын
Haha fellow Non-binary with BPD?! Hi I found you from a google search 🥺✨
@suckerpunch59154 жыл бұрын
Thats really related..thanks.. im not alone in this situation
@ritikasingh-em8pq4 жыл бұрын
I want to talk you
@chillyzibra78364 жыл бұрын
Since i was young i had a very strong imagination soo i used to (literally) live in my own world I still do now and this helps me with my daydreams
@chillyzibra78364 жыл бұрын
When i daydream i start walking around the room in circular motions very rapidly until my legs hurt and i start sweating sooo much
@chillyzibra78364 жыл бұрын
Haha, for a long time i thought i was crazy Now i know i am
@alorena_024 жыл бұрын
Same😂😂
@weareone57684 жыл бұрын
Fucking relatable 🖤🖤🖤
@kiddowonders71694 жыл бұрын
When I was in kindergarten-4th grade I would just walk in circles at recess thinking about inventions and doing fun stuff everyday sometimes I would be so sucked into it my teachers couldn't snap me out of it unless they like snapped there fingers
@littleautumn25184 жыл бұрын
When I daydream, I straight up RUN. Outside. In the house. Anywhere I have the privacy and ability to do so. It drives my family nuts sometimes, but they’ve gotten used to it and they understand why I do it.
@laurenstof71644 жыл бұрын
Omg, I relate to this so much! I constantly pace around my kitchen table or up and down the hallway, in a trance like state. Or sit in stare at nothing, barely blinking. And the one about sleep! A few days ago I went to bed at midnight and couldn't fall asleep until 3 am because I couldn't find someplace to stop my daydreaming. I was tired as hell and just wanted to sleep but I couldn't.
@frecklesandfries92094 жыл бұрын
I do a lot of the same things. I pace a LOT. I’m in a full time RV family and I pace lines into the dirt. I link certain daydreams with certain songs. I get so lost in my daydreams that my facial expressions mimic the characters, I get seriously embarrassed and offended by the things that happen when the situation involves me. I take characters from books I’ve read, or TV shows I’ve watched, and I edit the scenes like a movie. I do all these things, obsessively. Constantly. But... it’s not a hinderance. I can write it all down, communicate it. It makes me want to be an Animator, which is perfect since it’s repetitive drawing the same thing slightly different over and over while keeping the finished product in mind. I can do it while folding laundry, or dishes. Any mundane task. In fact, the only con I can list for my case is that I hardly ever daydream anything entirely good. Usually it’s an extreme bad, like someone being murdered or me murdering someone, but something good comes from it in the end. It I focus on the suffering of characters from the low points of a movie. So... am I a Maladaptive Daydreamer?
@srini70803 жыл бұрын
There is a chance that it could be immersive daydreaming. The biggest tell would be the fact that it isn't disrupting your day. You are able to do your everyday tasks. With maladaptive daydreaming, reality just stops and you just completely forget to do your everyday tasks. I am a student so I find it hard to study, I also find it hard to watch videos on KZbin, I find it hard to do a lot of my mundane tasks because it is quite intrusive. Don't take my word for it, but try and research immersive daydreaming.