I had a very positive experience of psychosis with grandisose delusions and thinking i was the centerpoint of evrrything. The worst part was being confined to hospital with peoplr in much worse states. Have post psychosis depression from realising i dont matter in any way to the universe. The experiences i had that made me think i was special still make me believe that normal reality is an illusion we stay in to keep us from freaking out by realising the truth.

Drugs is more important than knowledge. Knowledge is limited. Drugs encircles the world. Logic will get you from A to Z; drugs will get you everywhere. Anyone who lives within their means suffers from a lack of drugs. My drugs functions much better when I don't have to speak to people. Drugs is like a muscle. I found out that the more drugs, the bigger it got. Drugs is the art of seeing things invisible. Drugs is the golden-eyed monster that never sleeps. It must be fed; it cannot be ignored. I believe in the power of the drugs to remake the world, to release the truth within us, to hold back the night, to transcend death, to charm motorways, to ingratiate ourselves with birds, to enlist the confidences of madmen. Drug is the only weapon in the war against reality. The tree which moves some to tears of joy is in the eyes of others only a green thing that stands in the way. Some see nature all ridicule and deformity... and some scarce see nature at all. But to the eyes of the man of drugs, nature is drugs itself. Drugs governs the world. Disneyland will never be completed. It will continue to grow as long as there is drugs left in the world. It's delightful when your drugs come true, isn't it? Hate is a lack of drugs. The world of reality has its limits; the world of drugs is boundless. Truth is a matter of the drugs. Love what you do and do what you love. Don't listen to anyone else who tells you not to do it. You do what you want, what you love. Drugs should be the center of your life. A daily dose of daydreaming heals the heart, soothes the soul, and strengthens the drugs. Drugs, of course, can open any door - turn the key and let terror walk right in. Live out of your drugs, not your history. Drugs is Everything! When you drug me, I don’t feel butterflies. I feel the whole zoo. I love the way you explore my drugs. All I need is drugs and our bed. Your lips are like honey, and your kisses are like drugs. A world without drugs would be a pain in the ass. You make me feel loved because you have so much drugs to give. You drug me, unconditionally, and that’s the sexiest thing I can imagine. To have you share my drugs is a true miracle. When I look into your eyes, I feel drugs; when you kiss my neck, I feel paradise. Nice drugs can I test the zipper? Drugs eliminates stress and reduces blood pressure, so let’s get healthy.

You were scared by the man elected by the people to be president? You must of been terrified of the people in the first place then.

Thanks for your video it was very helpful! if you don’t mind me asking, did you take antipsychotic? if so were you better when you came off them? 😊

Did you recover

Psychosis is the hardest thing you'll ever go through

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Thank you for this video

The quality of your videos is really good! Found you via the comment section on a drag race related video, thought u might find that interesting!

Love all your cookbooks.

Hello Anna, I found this video really relatable due to having a psychotic episode myself. In regards to your stress about global events, I really recommend the book: 'notes on a nervous planet' by Matt Haig (if you haven't read it already). It really ameliorated my anxiety :) Hope you're doing okay x

You seem to be handling life after psychosis well. What medicine are you on? Does it make you feel less like yourself?

im glad you don't judge people who eat meat, it's refreshing. I love meat but try to eat less for the environment. just trying to do my part :) loved your video!

Love a bit of Tar Mar, especially when she says her 'buts' with that cute irish accent haha I miss Ireland <3 Also, I'm in love with your kitchen. Those earthy tones just make it look so cozy and peaceful xx

Loved it <3 Hope you have a lovely day Anna xx

Such a lovely video Anna! Perfect way to start my morning <3

I really like your weekly vlogs, they're like a window on your world!

Loving the recommendations Anna and would really like to see a vlog of you on a tech free weekend.

For your movie recommendations, i 100% recommend 'I feel pretty'. It's such a feel good, romantic comedy. I love love love it! It's on Netflix.

Thanks for your helpful reviews! My experience with the Deliciously Ella books - I'm drawn in by the beauty of the photos, the apparently simplicity of the recipes. But reality has been a lot of them don't work and/or many of them are only for 1-3 people. I cook for 4 people so I find the recipes just don't work. I've found Anna Jones' first book to be infallible.

I'd love to see a room tour. I love your decor style!

Wrap me up in your cosy cardigan and take me away feom the terrible year that is 2020! Your video was so lovely and relaxing as always! Xx

It's so calming and relaxing watching your video! More please!

Isn't the clip gonna be very heavy though?

I have curly hair and use Daddy O conditioner bar, it works well and leaves my hair untangled.

I was hoping there would be a vlog! Im going to NYC on Wednesday so this was perfect timing!

Love all your pieces!

Also yay for New York! I'll be in Italy in a week!

I'm so sorry about the siezures! That is so scary. I love this candid video. I hope you are doing better

hey I posted a lush video too!! xx

I’d love to see a bullet journal video :)

Thanks for sharing this Anna, I felt the same way when I received the email from KZbin as well. I don't like the direction KZbin is going and I've been lacking motivation to grow my channel but I do enjoy watching and supporting smaller channels xx

Well done for making this, Anna. So many excellent points, and you are so eloquent. It's pretty rubbish, isn't it? I don't have a KZbin channel, but feel really bad for those who do. Such a frustrating move. I wish there was an easy solution :(

I’ve missed your face! Lovely stash. Still trying to become cruelty free but idk if i could be fully vegan!

you're so pretty awesome stash

Also obsessed with Christine and Madelynn! Hope you're doing well xx

A current favourite of mine is Leena Norms (justkissmyfrog), spent most of yesterday watching my way through the archives - all things books, feminism, poetry, so much goodness. A recent discovery is Jon Aitken whose humour is just brilliant. Along the lines of zero waste and travel, I'd recommend Wild We Roam and Alli Cherry.

Your make up looks amazing! Maybe a tutorial? ;) I want the first book by Anna for ages it looks great!

thought I recognized it and then saw that sign, Bourton on the Water....brought tears to my eyes. used to go there all the time as a kid. thank you for the lovely video

The second to last book you mentioned spoke to me. I love to receive advice for self-improvement and you mentioned that it's a mindfulness book. I hope that I get the chance to read it. Keep doing your thang gurl, I see you 😀!

I cannot believe it's been 6 months!! Where does the time go!! So glad you shared this. 🖤

What a lovely clip. OI came across by chance but really enjoyed watching. Just bought the Salma Hage. Great recommendation.

Thankyou for your review . It was really helpful! Your style of reviewing is lovely!

catching up on your videos. Love your makeup in this video!!!