I read his memoir back in June, and I remember he did mention it as it was the first very 'big' awards event up until that point, but I remember he talked more about the time right before and while filming Juno, I guess because he hadn't talked about it a lot in interviews and assumed people didn't want to buy a book full of stuff they'd heard already. I think now that it's a few years since he began transitioning, it's a bit easier for him to look at a poster or clip from an older movie with him and not be upset. According to him it got really bad around 2019 because it had just been building up for years and he was no longer able to even look at himself in the mirror, and probably had to be dissociated to some degree 24/7. But that was because he couldn't physically see himself at all. Now he can, so he's probably reassured when he sees an old photo that that doesn't have to be him anymore (does that make sense?) Also, about his deadname - I think he's been able to remove some of the power it initially had over him. He refers to it in his memoir over a dozen times, usually quoting or paraphrasing someone else from the past. Also, I don't think the deleting pictures from instagram thing is that unusual. People do that after they split up from their partners, and even if the break up was amicable, it doesn't reflect well to have them up still in a new relationship. And it's not like he's unaware that those photos will forever remain on the Internet in other places, and is seeking to have them permanently removed, he just doesn't want them in his own personal 'digital space'. But then again, all of his old pre-2020 tweets (with pictures) are still on his current Twitter/X account.

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By this point, I think it's clear that no matter what Hayley is in total control. Jeff is completely "castrated" in this scene.

Did you even watch the movie

@@gorilla-grip-pussy-support7976 i think you didnt

I don’t care if she was a lesbian or what but it’s kinda sad that she turned from this to “Elliot” thing, no one was there to point out her mistakes because of this progressive media, it sucks.

@@comprehensive6952 bruh, elliot’s a dude 😂😂

​@@comprehensive6952 HE didn't turn this into anything. It's not some sort of 'thing' just cuz he felt brave enough to share his gender identity on insta. This is about him feeling comfortable in his own skin and authentically being himself now. You just can't seem to comprehend that this isn't about you or about the fucking media. Elliot didn't do this for attention or praise.

@@comprehensive6952 she was actually very hot! Ruined her career and body not but oh well that’s his fault lmao

@@BROJANGSTER May Allah curse you and the wickedness that you espouse. How can a woman become a man?