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Same! I just found out about them today and they're so good

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This is my favorite song. His passing is extremely painful for me. I'm grieving. I am listening to BUCK-TICK since I was 13. Now I am 28. I had a ticket for ZEPP Haneda 9.12 and this was supposed to be my fist BUCK-TICK concert. It was my dream since I heard them for the first time. I wasn't able to get a ticket for ceremony and this also made me sad, as I will go to Japan this December alone with the thought that I did everything I could to see them, and to say Farewell to Acchan, and yet fate had another plan. I hope that till end of my days I will keep finding comfort in their songs, and I will never forget them. @MissCaty3 I wish you all the best.

@@1RyoKami I can't imagine the hopelessness feeling that must be to love BT for so long, have this burning dream of watching them live then when you finally get the ticket, you just know it won't happen because Atsushi-san is dead. That's really a traumatizing experience to say the least. I hope you can overcome that soon and feel some comfort... You did your best to try to watch them live, I see. I'm really sorry that you couldn't get tickets for the ceremony. At least now fans around the world can offer flowers and a message virtually. That's really very considerate from BT staff and the other members. I love them. Please, take care as you go alone to Japan. Make a safe travel and despite the heavy feelings and grief, enjoy and have fun. Atsushi would be happy if he knew you did that. And thank you for your words. I also wish you all the best. Let's never forget Acchan. I mean, that would be even possible? I always remember him in the slightest details, like in an average normal day when I look at the clouds, or the moon, even the sun. That's strange. He's always in my thoughts. Idk if the same happens to you, but I guess I'll have to carry him within me until the end, my last breath. And I'll always listen and love Buck-Tick's music. They're one of a kind!

I hope you're doing better, if 'better' is a word that can be used here. I got into BT only a couple of years ago despite have been knowing the band and the song Dress since I was... 20? And now I'm 37. I wasn't their biggest fan, but oh boy how hard I was falling for Atsushi now. I hadn't been listening to BT for a month or two when I came back to this song, which is my favourite, and read the comments again by chance. That's how I found it, at 7.30 am, not having sleep yet and now there was no way I was going to. I was in so much shock I thought it was a joke... Like, seriously. Never been so much in disbelief my whole life. I cried a lot and I do still cry, and I am still, deeply, utterly in disbelief. I watch his videos and all I can think of is "this is not true, right?" and I have a very constant anxiety that the same could happen to my favourite singers (Gackt and Hyde or any of the Laruku members). Atsushi had a charm I can't describe, so much so that I felt captivated more and more every time I studied his movements, his eyes. And of course, an alluring voice. I'm sorry about the long ramble, I don't know anyone who likes BT and actually not even anyone who listens to jrock anymore, so I'm still having a hard time processing everything by myself. However, I do believe pain keeps memories alive, so not all pain is bad, and I can say that because of some personal experience. That pain is a testament to an undying love, and perhaps the most beautiful thing he left you. Cherish it, even when it's hard.

@@Neerepha You got lucky for knowing them for so long... I know them for a much less amount of time. Actually, it's going to be only two years when 2024 comes to its end. But it was (almost) two years pretty intense. Since then, I can't remember one day I've spent without seeing their faces... And yeah, I got you... I guess it was a shock to most of us. I understand how you feel. It's okay to cry, really, I also do even now that months have passed. It's part of your grief and it's good to allow yourself to process that not matter how long it takes. As Imai-san said recently, it's okay to cry, but don't suffer. I still have a hard time with the suffering part tho. I rather believe that the pain is like what you said, something beautiful Acchan left to me, a vestige, a proof of our undying love for him. So thank you for your words, I didn't think that way before, but now that you said, I felt like it did resonate with my feelings. I'm doing "better", yeah. Although better here means more like doing some progress. I hope you too are doing "better". I also hope this year is gonna be a gentle one to our jrock artists. They don't deserve to have their stars faded away so soon from this earthly plane. And yeah you're absolutely right, Acchan was one of a kind. His artristy, his performances, his voice, his cool carefree dancing on stage (Boogie Woogie calling out!), even his mannerisms - how his hands gestures would look so pleasantly rehearsed, beautifully choreographed while he was singing, how his body would automatically move synchronized to the beat or how he would often tilt his head to the left when he was feeling deeper the emotion of what he was singing or just shake it right and left in a denial movement... Everything about this man was charming, a pure state of art... I will miss him so much... I hope we can reunite soon. I'm eager to that. Meanwhile, let's keep enjoying B-T's music!

@@Neerepha And no no, don't be sorry for anything about your comment really. Reading it was somehow so comforting? It was really good, thank you. It got me less of feeling alone as, same as you, I don't have a true fish tanker friend to talk to and go through this alongside. When the band announced that Acchan had passed away, I found out just a few hours after, as soon as I woke up in the morning. I remember clearly crying my eye balls out, so much that my family was desperately trying to understand what happened so early in the morning to put me in that state and for a whole bunch of minutes, almost an entire hour, I tried hard to communicate that it was about death, Acchan's death, but somehow my mouth couldn't word it at all. Until now, I wonder what was that. When I finally got to answer them, they tried to be comprehensive but I saw in their eyes that they wondered why I was reacting that way for someone I never knew in person in my life. Since then, it's always comforting to find a BT fan who feels the same way or similar, specially those who are almost same age as me, so it was really pleasant to read your comment. Please, be safe, take care. I wish you the best! ^^

And I thought I may not cry today, yet here I am, reading the lines of Coyote for the first time and bursting in tears

As I live in Europe I was not able to attend any of their concerts. I wanted to go next year. I am gutted and still in shock. To me Atsushi had most incredible and most beautiful voice I ever heard and his stage presence was just WOW. I have been to some concerts and I watched countless of them on YT and no other artist came close. I feel as if one of my family members has died. Last time I felt this way was when my beloved grandpa died. I still can't believe it. I will keep listening to those songs for the rest of my life and I will live my life to the fullest and with purpose. Rest in Peace 🕯️. I will pray for your soul Atsushi and for your Family and friends to find some peace, although the void in their hearts might never heal. I will remember you. Thank you for the wonderful music!