today i'm so proud of myself because I took a big step towards forming the women's circle i've been dreaming of for young women around my age. the circle i needed so badly as a teen, just like so many others who still walk around with this need that was never filled. i'm proud of myself for always facing my battles no matter how hard, so that now i may help others face theirs. thank you so much for this message, i so desperately needed it. walking this path has been hard and it's so easy to get wrapped up with continuing on it and never look back to see how far you've come, but you're right ~ i have been integrating more and more the appreciation for the road i've walked and not just the woman i am today because that road got me here. you say this collective is an earth angel but MY love, YOU are! we feel so aligned, it gives me goosebumps.

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I literally just spoke on this whole thing on the last video I commented on which was the one you posted 12 hours ago lol

I just got a job at a retail store but no one gave me a direction my parents actually want me to get side tracked as they want me to do all these momentary pleasures. They never say anything truly helpful or positive. I did it yay! This is me im here to thrive!

I'm proud of myself for continuing to learn how to alchemize my deep rooted anger ❤️

Fairytale speaks to me, and safety for my inner child. Thank you so much for sharing. I needed this message 🖤

Ya all of that, sent out in the cold in my underwear, ya i still pray for peep'ol even when they just put me down, part of me doezn't want too but... glad i'm not like them

I got a “divine feminine” tattoo and when you said stepping into that towards the end I just knew it was extra confrontation. Can’t wait for this and I’m ready for it. Being in hermit mode too long this whole message resonated so much. Thank you:,)🩷 🌙

im proud i made it until 19 i never thought i could but i did it all alone..

I’m proud of myself for everything I’ve endured with my health. Been very very sick since 2012. I was 16 when I first got really and shortly after had to put school on hold (am now almost 30 🫣). Since then, I was going doctor to doctor trying to figure out what was going on. Doing treatment after treatment trying to find one that would help me get well. I’ve met so many people along the way, who have struggled as well. Some are doing better, some are just living their lives and still dealing with sickness, and some have passed away-either from their illness or suicide. I’ve lost friends along the way, had family members that didn’t understand what I was going through and frankly thought it was “all in my head”. I’ve cut toxic people out of my life-which was one great thing about losing people, you aren’t afraid to lose the ones that are not good for you! I’ve gone to some really dark places, felt utterly hopeless at times, and have always come out of it. I finally came to the decision that I didn’t want to be the victim anymore. Maybe this wasn’t something that was happening *to me* ,but happening _for me_ . I flooded my KZbin algorithm with spiritual videos (like yours 😉) and looked for God, the light, the positive in everything instead of focusing on the negative. It was NOT easy at first. Today, I still have negative thoughts come in, but I can acknowledge them without letting them consume me, and then turn them into something more positive. I believe that everything happens for a reason. That I’m on the right path, and that God and the Universe are in control, not me. I have so much more peace today than I ever did before I got sick. I never lost my sense of humor which I am so thankful for and I never lost my kind heart. Even though, yes at times I said things I didn’t mean because I was in pain. But I always came back to the kind person, I truly am. I know I plan to write a book of my experience and I want to go around and speak and tell my story one day when this is behind me. I have complete and total faith that I will be well one day and go on to help others-whatever that may look like. I know it will all unfold before my eyes. Your videos and this video ⬆️ is a confirmation that this is going to happen for me. I have given and given and fought and fought and my time is coming. And I would’ve never been able to dream about how amazing my life will be like. ✨❤✨ Sorry for the book 😂, but I wrote this for myself as well because I _am_ proud of myself. I thank you for the community you have made here. I wish we could all have each other’s phone numbers and get to know each other. I know we are all going through very different things, but can understand fully what the other one is going through. I am SO PROUD of each and every one of you here 🤗💖 Thank you for sharing this heavy message and I *get* the heavy energy!! I’ve been going through that these past few days too. Where I burst into tears all of a sudden at the slightest thing. And it always feels like I’m working through and letting go of something. But also my period is supposed to start tomorrow as well 😂 That may be a slight coincidence. Maybe 👀😂 I’m very proud of *you* ! I’d love to know your full story. If you’ve shared it, I’m sorry, I’m relatively new. I’ve watched a lot of your videos, but only found you recently. You’ve endured so much pain, lost so much and you are the kindest, most beautiful soul ❤ And you are helping SO many of us. I hang on your every word during these videos because they resonate so deeply. I can never thank you enough for how much you’ve helped me 🙏🏼 ❤

21:40 ooooouuuuu and you just created a new night time wind down BATH TIME for me. Please make a video.

I'm proud of my resilience. Of my ability to show up, no matter how late or disheveled

keeping faith🔅

Thank you for sharing parts of your life🤍🤍 and everyone on here.

Im proud of myself for caring through fhe dsceipt. For caring when others didn't care for me. I've been crying all day today! I'm proud of myself for looking within instead of drinking or something worse. I've been crying all day too. The energy is crazy. Thank you

18:00 I made it this far 😄👋🏾💪🏾a Flash of memories ran through my 🧠 and overwhelming sense of “proud, fuck yaaaa I went through all THAT and I’m STILL a kind, genuine compassionate human” At THIS MOMENT im filled with hope. I am so proud for giving my self grace and love (this is HUGE for me) I’m happy that I found your channel @jhadina during a weird time and isolating time.. you’ve made this journey exciting to explore.. THANK YOU🙏🏾

I just feel more grateful than I do proud of myself. One thing I guess I'm kind of proud of is my resolve to admit my mistakes to others and accredit others for accomplishments that are theirs, even when they are not outwardly apparent or discoverable. Even if something I say makes others laugh, if I have heard it from some unremembered source, I'll feel compelled to say that I didn't make it up myself. I think it helps me to sleep at night. Love. 💗💓💗

I'm most proud of myself for letting go of negative energies that have been around me for almost 15 years.

Lets GOGOGO Amen 🙏🏼😮‍💨💃🏻🦋

I am so proud of myself for...everything. Absolutely everything. Despite so many dark days, (cough* cough* YEARS) I chose to still believe. I chose to still believe in love even when there was no proof of it. I chose to pick myself up and guide myself when there was no example around me. I chose me. I am beyond proud of myself. I love myself.

Thank you for this. You always have a resonating message. My mom shot herself in the head and it’s that time of year again. It’s my time of the month. I’ve been super emotional. I am definitely about to hit the shower. See if I can wash some of that overwhelming ass energy off of me. I’m most proud of getting my kids back from DCS with no permanency plan. I’m proud of myself for not attempting suicide again when my son died, then 48 hour my mom, then losing my kids months later. These last couple of years have been the absolute worst, but my life has always been rough af and isolating. I’m learning not to run from my grief anymore and it most definitely hurts

😢😢😢hello my beautiful calm thank you so much for hearing and feeling my pain I'm 55 now and every word you spoke is me 3 years old I carried and bared it all now me today am smiling crying healing and in it all is a beautiful little girl peeking out asking if it's okay and if I'm safe all I have for her now is so much love all the love she needed from there is here now we are safe and still loving

I am blown away

I used to tell myself i was strong enough to handle it. Talking her out of chronic suicide attempts at very young ages. I swear you are taking to me.

My parents used to fight every other night. Really badly. We were scared. My mother set my father on fire and used to try to commit suicide every other day. I held myself responsible for a long time. You are talking to me. Every word. I swear.

u made me cry thank you so much ☹️☹️😁

Purple was my late brothers favourite colour as well. So a purple 💜 for you, a purple 💜 for your mom and a purple 💜 for my brother. Love and blessings

😮‍💨😮‍💨🤲🏾🤍 14:22 “you finding your way back home for yourself” This one really helped some things click for me.. thank you.. really cool 🤯

I'm proud that I keep all the negative things that I wanted to do to myself inside of me so I'm still living right now

Wow. This algorithm is something else.

You made me cry😭😭😭 Because it's true

Although im a few years into my self love journey now and decided to keep going and now seeing the other side to everything i've transcended through till now. you are the 1st person i've ever heard describe my journey and the leve's of isolation/levels of seemingly insurmountable inner stregnth i've had to learn and accept/self repairs i've had to do without tools to a tee. It's rare for my tear ducts to generate tears nowadays since i've just experienced just about every emotion millions of times in my 31 yrs on Earth, but i'm extremely grateful i found you and your messages a while back. Someone who fully get's it and me more than just a little bit. Sending a digitial hug. Thank You

Love & Light to Everyone! We will survive & thrive thru this Growth & Transformation. Glory to God! Thank You!❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

Only half way through watching and had to stop to write this. I'm literally in tears. You were talking about having to lose yourself and literally last night I had some sort of solar plexus healing (maybe done my guardian angel, IDK) that cause my stomach to literally hurt and feel so uncomfortable that it led to deep purging (from a mostly empty stomach). This went one every hour through the night that I barely got any sleep. I asked what I purging and I heard "lack of self". I've spent my life relying on my self-confidence alone because I came into this life with brains. But my childhood stripped me of self-esteem, self-respect, self-worth, self-love. After years of various healing practices, I finally feel this year all of my work is starting to make a difference. The warrior anger has died down a good bit. Things that used to piss me off don't anymore. I've made peace with my childhood and every traumatic & unpleasant event I've gone through. I understand it was all a series of scenes that set me up for this period right now.

Yesss! It is true started in September going through at the end of this year and God blessed me 11/08 received a new job and bday is 11/11 it was my birthday present. New job is going to be slow and relaxing and stress free environment. You’re talking to me. I will stop and smell the roses and enjoy this journey till retirement in 20 years. Yes headache after headaches ughh!

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I am proud of me that I’ve been through difficult times by my own and that I’ve never gave up. This year : i’ve lost my job, I went through a heartbreak, through a friendship break and one of my best friend passed away 3 months ago. As I was feeling really down, I lose 2 friends of mine that decided to turned their back on me because I’ve insistes too much for them to be here at the ceremony of my friend that passed away. All of this made me feel so lonely and not loved. And I thought that I was the problem. But I took back my power and I’ve decided to go to a solo trip in the south of Asia, and it is rejuvenating. I can feel that I am a new person and that I jump into that new version of me that let go the past. Sometimes it is still super hard. As I miss my friends, my ex boyfriend, and my best friend that passed away. But I am working on me and I can feel that something bigger is waiting for me ♥️

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I was able to find eckhart tolle teachings…. Even though i knew him before but i was never able to understand or apply his teachings… something have shifted in me and it clicked like a light bulb moment…, im understanding his teachings and it just calmed me down alot …. I wasn’t anxious and feared like before.,,, im extremely grateful for this knowledge and understanding

So grateful I came across your channel. This video had such a strong message that I felt deeply. Thank you for being you and spreading these words. Much love to everyone <3

I'm so proud of myself for never giving up on myself and picking myself up and walking my own path in life after having no hope being homeless and Abandoned by my whole family when i was sick i never gave up on me😢😢😢 i was so Emotional Earlyer today!!!

I'm proud of myself for staying alive, and leaving the people who have hurt me haha. I'm turning 20 this coming year and these past 19 years have been hard but I never acknowledged it. This coming year is the year of change, and I'm really ready to receive, I'm tired of this heavy energy and ready for light

I’m 17. A few hours ago I debunked some past factors for loss of trust with my mother. I gained a new perspective and take on past trauma. I realized I’d been victimizing myself in a way that was harming me. Here’s the reframe: she didn’t abandon me. She just didn’t know I needed help. She would’ve been there for me if only I’d been old and wise enough to explain my emotional struggles. I’m so proud of you for offering me this peace, my little one. I didn’t know why I’d picked the scar off my healed trauma and undid all the progress. Now I know this was intentional for me to receive this insight. Thank you so so much for this new bandage Universe, I needed it.

Oh my goodness where do I begin this video resonates like crazy. So the other day I felt like low, low, but then I sat down and watched Elf with my sisters and the scene where the dad refuses to sing then he does and the slay fly's above him I just started balling my eyes out. And something I am proud of myself is realizing that the broken is the most valuable if let's say you buy a DVD case that is cracked and broken, your never gonna find that same DVD case anywhere else in the world. There is beauty in the broken... P.S. I am not a hoarder lol. Thank you so much for this message me personally am so thankful I came across these videos. P.S.S. This is my first time creating a KZbin account.

I am most proud of myself for my resiliency. I have survived awful things and I continue to not only survive but thrive. I claim all the good karma coming in for me and more.

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I survived childhood SA, 2 DV marriages, a 17yr military career, and curse breaker for my 3 children.

I love black cats....hes adorable

you are such a sweet person :) i'm proud of everyone here for overcoming painful experiences and choosing self-compassion. i'm proud of myself for learning how to regulate my emotions and for writing and illustrating a children's book this past summer. healing is not a linear process and there are still things i need to work on, and even so i'm really happy being myself now which isn't something i used to be able to say. to anyone who needs to hear it, keep going. keep being you. the world needs your love.

I’ve lost so many close people and I hated my grief. You said it so perfectly… the anger, the rollercoaster. I’m only beginning to feel the good side of my grief