Im so sorry for your loss.

Why are you been giving a cancer drug?

I’m going to start the injections tomorrow 10 units every evening for 2 weeks straight, I’m on a surrogate journey and doing some research

I am so sorry I am sure it was hard for you

she had like 3 open heart surgery

my daughter friend has half a heart she was 6 month in the hospital but she survive she's 30 years old now she's married and have a baby she has to take like 9 pills a day for her heart

Hi Amy I came across Your story and I am aware that this video is 4 years old . First of all I am very sorry for the loss of Your son and hope You are better now. But, let's be more clear on the terminology and I will explain why. The title of Your video should have been " My 22 week ABORTION story". My reasons for saying this are the following: 1 It sounds that You are a pro choicer and also given that You gave an informed consent to the delivery You should clearly know that it's categorized as an abortion. If that's are Your views than You should be loud and very clear about what exactly You stand for. 2 Not stating clearly what You had in the title can be triggering for people. For example I would not watch Your video since I'm 100 percent pro lifer ( not for religious reasons ) and it can also be a trigger for parents whose children died a natural and unexpected death in utero .And yes. I am aware that Your son would not survive in the outside world , is that it's just the fact that he was able to live inside and he should have had the right to live out his natural life as he would have in case he was considered compatible with life and things would go wrong during or after delivery for instance. In that case he would be protected by law and his life could not have been shortened depending on anyone's wishes. I am glad though that You very clearly respect choices of people who continued their pregnancies and don't devalue them or their children as do many who claim they are P,' but actually only support abortions in part to not feel alone in their decisions. I wish You and Your family the best of luck

Did you do pgt-A testing?

While I would have done things a little different myself you did what you thought was best for your sweet little one and I admire your honesty and courage to talk about such a sensitive topic to people I’m truly sorry for your loss I can’t imagine what that must feel like I’m sure your little one felt nothing but love from his mother you are so very brave to talk about this with people my condolences 💐 prayers 🙏 and blessings to your family sweetheart much love and virtual hugs coming your way

I just got this done in office was this supposed to hurt ? Mine didn’t hurt I hope it’s still working 😂

I have a question! So, did the needle go all the way in?

Ich hoffe alles ist gut???😢❤

Amy I want to hug you. I'm so very sorry sweetie. You are BRAVE for sharing your story. I am proud of you! There are good things that will happen in your near future. Much love sweetie to you and your family.

You recount this absolutely devastating medical news with great bravery. I’m sorry this happened to you.

Thanks for sharing this! ❤️ You did what you felt was the right thing to do for your baby and I support you for that. ❤️

Brave lady 😢

Thanks for posting this! I’m going through Lupron Depot now and this gives me hope!

❤👩‍🔬💉💉👍

There's a channel called 'Still a part of us' all about experiences similar to yours.

Плохо показала попу можно будет сделать ищераЗ

Плохо показала попу можно будет сделать ищераЗ

Плохо показала попу можно будет сделать ищераЗ

Почему плохо показала попу

Почему плохо показала попу

Почему плохо показала попу

Почему плохо показала попу

I’m so incredibly sorry 😢. You’re absolutely right that you did the right thing for your family .

Beybi cok guzel kızsın aferim sana saatinde olsa beyendim seni

Your honesty is so moving. I have no idea what I would do but I know moms always always do what is best for their baby. And that is different for everyone Thank you for sharing Calvin and your love for him.

The doctors told me that my son will be born with disabilitys but I trusted God and my son was born very normal .The doctors don’t always know .We have to trust God and Virgin Marry.

Amy - it has been a long time with no updates. Many people are worried. I hope everything is okay 🙏❤️

Do you mind sharing what your 3 ivf protocols were?

Even tho I didn’t lost my baby I understand your feeling. When they did my anatomical ultrasound the first doctor told me he found a mejor heart defect and that he cannot find the kidneys. They did a bunch of test including an amniocentesis and it came back normal, another suggestion was to terminate the pregnancy as well, I was heartbroken. For some reason I always had a feeling the diagnosis was wrong so I looked for a second opinion. I saw cardiologists and they did confirm a heart defect however it was minor and the most common and it was going to be fixed with surgery. The second doctor ordered an MRI to find the kidneys and thankfully he found them, they were at the right place and nothing wrong with them. My baby was born prematurely and spent some time at the niccu and then had heart surgery at 4 months. Now she is 2 and half years old and even tho we have to be followed very closely by doctors she is thriving. But I would never forget the pain, the trauma and the depression that first anatomical ultrasound caused.

I dont see you in IG- is that handle correct?

This drug was used to chemically castrate sex offenders

I’ve taken it for one year, two years now? I don’t remember 😅 but! I take it every three months on the first at 3 pm :( March, June, Sep, Dec ) I got kinda like a period side effect after my first shot but thankfully, it wasn’t my period! ( I’m too young for a period, I’m only 9-11, that’s why I take the shot ) but this video has really helped me feel more confident with myself! thank you <3

I'm so sorry I feel your pains, I've lost 8 pregnancies one much further along Pandora ❤️ I'm sending love and light, angel mamas are warriors I wouldn't have gotten by if it wasn't for an angel mom's group I joined, the support was beautiful, I hope life has brought blessings, this life is surely a journey filled with hurt but also blessings, love to you sister

I had my first injection today your video helped me so much. Thank you!

Awww....I just found you with the loss of your first baby and was hoping all is well with this pregnancy? I’m so concerned that videos stopped at 24 weeks. 🙏🏻

Please know, you are still a momma. Sweet Calvin is in heaven thanking you for ending his suffering.

I really hope all has gone well and there is a happy and healthy family of 3! 💕

Did you have any tiny bubbles at all after mixing/ before injecting? I mixed by rolling back and forth in my hand like the nurse & there seemed to be a good bit of tiny bubbles

I'm so sorry for your loss. You have helped so many loss momma's by sharing your story. In July 2020, my partner and I decided to interrupt a very much wanted pregnancy at 23+5 due to a severe brain defect. It was the most heartbreaking decision and we miss her so incredibly much. I think the role of parents is to make difficult decisions for child, even if that means a lifelong of heartache for them. Since going through this journey, I periodically watch videos like this to feel less alone. My FAVOURITE part is when loss parents talk about the first time they see their babies. I swear their faces light right up, just like yours did when you said how perfect Calvin was. He's incredibly lucky to have strong parents like you. Wishing you the very best, and baby dust xox

I’ll do this next month..thanks for sharing! I am scared.🤣

Hope everything is going well.

Hi Amy, finally popping on to say Hi. I really hope all is well with you. I love your story and I hope your anxiety is lessening...big hugs!!

Perfect baby story

You are a warrior. You’re a mother who made the best decision for Calvin you could. You’re so brave. You and your husband.

Did your side effects from Lupron stop?

Hope all is well. 💕💖