I FINALLY GOT TATTOOS!!
8:27
Ай бұрын
I miss having free time
13:28
Ай бұрын
Taking one step at a time
16:02
2 ай бұрын
Checking back in!
10:26
2 ай бұрын
I need help making decisions!
11:40
i am actually going insane….
9:39
My health journey 🩺
13:25
5 ай бұрын
Dealing with loss 💔
9:17
5 ай бұрын
Talking about my OCD 🤍
10:16
6 ай бұрын
I GOT A CAR!!!!!!! 🚗💨
12:38
6 ай бұрын
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@nataliec5594
@nataliec5594 7 күн бұрын
Love you my guy
@raimigardner5769
@raimigardner5769 7 күн бұрын
@@nataliec5594 I love you more babes ❤️❤️❤️
@patrikohman4617
@patrikohman4617 10 күн бұрын
Sorry if I confused you the last time :) I see that you are not seeing your worth. You are beatiul. Don't give to the wrong people..
@crustycandy3235
@crustycandy3235 16 күн бұрын
glad to hear your train of thought and wisdom also shout out root beer
@patrikohman4617
@patrikohman4617 17 күн бұрын
You are a beautiful soul. Wish i could say things to you that I don't want to write in a youtube comment .
@xo3ykay774
@xo3ykay774 17 күн бұрын
What’s that supposed to mean sir..🤨
@Hello-xy6nj
@Hello-xy6nj 16 күн бұрын
@@xo3ykay774the way I interpreted it was they didn’t want to dive into detail on their own struggles in a KZbin comment for anyone to see.
@patrikohman4617
@patrikohman4617 24 күн бұрын
I heard you. Did you have a great day?
@patrikohman4617
@patrikohman4617 29 күн бұрын
Raimi, wish i could talk to you face to face. You are vever worthess. Stay lovwly.
@patrikohman4617
@patrikohman4617 Ай бұрын
As long as your tattoos mean something to you it's just like art on your body :) Stay lovely.
@patrikohman4617
@patrikohman4617 Ай бұрын
I hope you are doing well. Have a good weekend.
@patrikohman4617
@patrikohman4617 Ай бұрын
If that little sit-on-the-shoulder-version Raimi comes with home baked cupcakes, it's a deal! :) You seem stressed out. I find it useful to "disconnect" from the world sometimes, and not always be on-line and stuff. You expect the world to move so quickly, so when you come back from off-line you think a million things has happened that you missed. That is usually not the case. People's lives move slowly so take your time :) There is really no rush in having to do things, as long as you are feeiling good where you are at. Can we trade little selves to sit on shoulders, so I can tell you not to stress out? I can also say, "we got cupcakes!". Take care.
@soundmanpt
@soundmanpt Ай бұрын
For the first 2 seconds of this video I actually saw you without your glasses. You always look so nice wearing glasses so I wasn't surprised by how good you look without them. I'm not exactly sure what you were doing with the sunglasses because I'm sure your unable to see well enough to be wearing non-prescription sunglasses, which I'm quite sure those sunglasses were. When you wear prescription glasses fulltime your eyes become dependent on your glasses to see everything clearly. Even with a rather weak prescription which I believe your prescription is on the weaker side. I don't see any "cut-in" or any minification through your lenses. By any chance do you know what your prescription is. i would be curious to know. By the 4 second point you were back wearing your glasses. Do you mind me asking you when you got your first glasses? Because their not very strong my guess is you haven't had glasses all that long. Even though your glasses are really cute on you, as a retired optician I would love to see you wearing a less noticeable frame and not as dark. Your really quite attractive so you shouldn't be hiding your face with your glasses so much. Maybe consider a thinner semi-rimless metal frame next time you get new glasses.
@patrikohman4617
@patrikohman4617 2 ай бұрын
It's very important to have boundaries for yourself. Raise your standards......for cheesecake. Never settle for subpar cheesecake :)
@raimigardner5769
@raimigardner5769 Ай бұрын
@@patrikohman4617 I don’t know about you but anywhere that gives me cheesecake, I’ll allow it 😂
@patrikohman4617
@patrikohman4617 Ай бұрын
@@raimigardner5769 You cheesecake-giver-pleaser you :) I know you understand this is not about Banana pudding :)
@patrikohman4617
@patrikohman4617 Ай бұрын
@@raimigardner5769 And about movies. Watch the Back to the future triology if you haven't already. Then tell me about "hating scifi" :D
@patrikohman4617
@patrikohman4617 2 ай бұрын
Jump on this opportunity. Do not let fear of failure keep you from doing things. Down that road lies only regrets. "Bigger and better things" is a progression. One step at a time. You'll be fine. Take care of yourself, and you'll make it work and grow in the process, ready to take the next step. If you let fear of failure hold you back, you'll end up in a place where its "harder to try than to succeed" if that makes sense. Have fun in Boston :)
@raimigardner5769
@raimigardner5769 2 ай бұрын
@@patrikohman4617 aww thanks for such a sweet message! I’m just trying to work out all of the kinks before making the jump juuuuust to be certain that I can afford it since it’s early. I’m hoping it all works out ♥️
@patrikohman4617
@patrikohman4617 2 ай бұрын
@@raimigardner5769 As scary as it might seem, you can never be "juuuuuuuust certain" about things. As scary as this world may seem, you'll find out that most people are decent people that will help you in times of uncertainty. Not knowing you, but just listening to you I can say you are a good and genuine person. You'll find new friends and network in a new place. Don't lose your spirit. You are a beatiful soul. Take care. I'll tell you "I tod you so" when you post a video from Boston. ♥
@raimigardner5769
@raimigardner5769 2 ай бұрын
@@patrikohman4617 I unfortunately just received news that the apartment has been snatched up but I will not lose my spirit! It just wasn’t meant to be. Thank you for the kind and encouraging words ♥️♥️♥️
@patrikohman4617
@patrikohman4617 2 ай бұрын
@@raimigardner5769 wish i could give you a hug. There will be a new opportunity soon i Boston, since thats where you want to be, with the vet thing and what not. Wish you all the best. You are all of a person. I could listen to you all night. ♥♥ ♥ Stay genuine and lovely.
@nikabae1
@nikabae1 2 ай бұрын
Someone get this girl help
@IntegraDIY
@IntegraDIY 2 ай бұрын
To grieve is to suffer, and well we just have to learn to suffer and cope with the pain. I personally feel like I have a hole in my chest, it’s invisible, but it’s there. But one thing that’s reality is everyone feels the same, we just don’t know. In 2019 I lost my brother, I feel like he took a piece of me away with him. Sorry for the passing of your grandmother, she will want you to smile through it all.
@raimigardner5769
@raimigardner5769 2 ай бұрын
@@IntegraDIY I’m so sorry to hear about your brother ♥️
@austinauthor846
@austinauthor846 3 ай бұрын
What a unique experience you got to film here. Have either you and your friend had a paranormal experience in the past that has always stuck with you? I found this to be really fascinating!
@raimigardner5769
@raimigardner5769 3 ай бұрын
@@austinauthor846 unfortunately not really any experiences 😂 not much happened but it was super fun! We are going to go on more adventures so I’m happy you enjoyed this one!
@austinauthor846
@austinauthor846 3 ай бұрын
@@raimigardner5769 That's awesome! Glad it was a fun time :D
@amayawithers6803
@amayawithers6803 3 ай бұрын
So fun can’t wait to do it again!! 💛
@raimigardner5769
@raimigardner5769 3 ай бұрын
@@amayawithers6803 me too girl! 🥰
@pattisullivan1970
@pattisullivan1970 3 ай бұрын
very interesting I used to live in Edgar I would love to know more
@zahranaini3963
@zahranaini3963 3 ай бұрын
I’m so proud of you and how far you’ve come ♥️
@raimigardner5769
@raimigardner5769 3 ай бұрын
@@zahranaini3963 thank you so much bestie 🥰 meeting you has been a highlight in my life ♥️
@triciasieberns9390
@triciasieberns9390 3 ай бұрын
I'm proud of you and I believe in you! Always!
@pattisullivan1970
@pattisullivan1970 4 ай бұрын
Oh girl you hit the truth button tonight, Fall IS one of the best times of the yr as a crafter I get my best ideas during the fall and winter . Good luck with the ghost hunting that is some amazing stuff. keep on doing your you tubes you have a lot to give .
@triciasieberns9390
@triciasieberns9390 3 ай бұрын
Honey, I am so proud of you! You've grown into an amazing human being and I love you so much. Keep up the good work!!
@pattisullivan1970
@pattisullivan1970 4 ай бұрын
so happy for you and so proud os you I really dont know you as well as I would like too bot know you are LOVED
@raimigardner5769
@raimigardner5769 4 ай бұрын
@@pattisullivan1970 you have been so kind to me. I appreciate you so much ♥️♥️♥️
@zahranaini3963
@zahranaini3963 4 ай бұрын
“My best friend from Texas” has me sobbing 😭♥️
@raimigardner5769
@raimigardner5769 4 ай бұрын
@@zahranaini3963 you are that best friend 😘😘😘
@patrikohman4617
@patrikohman4617 4 ай бұрын
If you dont find your "calm place" to be safe and happy in, you will keep running your entire life. I kept running until I was way too old. Dont waste time running away from early life trauma. *hug* good luck finding your calm place.
@raimigardner5769
@raimigardner5769 4 ай бұрын
@@patrikohman4617 thank you ♥️♥️ hugs back
@patrikohman4617
@patrikohman4617 4 ай бұрын
You have to find something to run towards. You are clearly running away from something. I don't know what that something is. But you need to focus on "staying where you feel good".
@raimigardner5769
@raimigardner5769 4 ай бұрын
@@patrikohman4617 I wouldn’t say I’m necessarily running from anything. I’m more so running towards my goals. I’m just trying to find the place where I can best achieve them ☺️
@patrikohman4617
@patrikohman4617 4 ай бұрын
I'm sorry. I kept watching TV too all night and couldnt sleep. So i felt like i was "gonna watch some TV" because I wasnt sure I would live tomorrow. Do you feel an exsistential threat?
@patrikohman4617
@patrikohman4617 4 ай бұрын
I know lonley. I hung my "self worth" on being a good woker at work, nobody could outperform me at work. I was the best. Then I lost that job. I came home to an apartment where everything cosisted of plastic. Pursue relationships rather than a career. Dont make the misstakes i did. You are still young. Go pursue relationships.
@raimigardner5769
@raimigardner5769 4 ай бұрын
@@patrikohman4617 ♥️
@austinauthor846
@austinauthor846 4 ай бұрын
Your video has me really thinking. Think of how unnatural it is for the human being to live alone. It goes against what our very species evolved to be as social creatures. It would be like a cat who came home to sleep on a rock surrounded by water every night, convinced that it was happy there. It's absolutely valid to feel lonely coming home to an empty setting. While I can vouch for being alone as a means to recharge and contemplate and work, I can also say from experience that it can be good to be alone, but not when you're already lonely. And congrats on your rising subscriber count!
@raimigardner5769
@raimigardner5769 4 ай бұрын
@@austinauthor846 thank you so much for the sweet message! It can be extremely challenging but everyday is different. Every day is a new opportunity to make change happen. I try and love my life with that mind set but we don’t always have perfect days ♥️ thanks for the reminder
@carl9939
@carl9939 4 ай бұрын
GIRL I HAVE NO ATTENTION SPAN TO WATCH THIS RN, AND EVEN THOUGH I STRUGGLE WITH THIS FOR 3 YEARS SINCE I WAS 17,I IMMA JUST SAY I COMPLETELY AGREE. ALSO IMMA SUB TO WATCH LAY-TAH!
@raimigardner5769
@raimigardner5769 4 ай бұрын
@@carl9939 hahahah I completely understand! 🤣 love the energy and enthusiasm queen. Thanks for the sub! ♥️
@chrispate66881
@chrispate66881 4 ай бұрын
Don't be sad when you come home alone... thank of it as a trophy, of peace. It is where you may need a companion but only in your own time.😊😊😊
@raimigardner5769
@raimigardner5769 4 ай бұрын
@@chrispate66881 these are my exact thoughts! Sometimes it’s hard but keeping that mindset is healing ♥️ much love
@mowtivatedmechanic1172
@mowtivatedmechanic1172 4 ай бұрын
How is it dudes are lonely and you (OP) are lonely and yet y’all can’t come together. Best wishes kid.
@raimigardner5769
@raimigardner5769 4 ай бұрын
@@mowtivatedmechanic1172 😂😂
@toxicslothgaming1962
@toxicslothgaming1962 4 ай бұрын
I just want a gf bro
@raimigardner5769
@raimigardner5769 4 ай бұрын
@@toxicslothgaming1962 😂 this cracked me up lmao
@pattisullivan1970
@pattisullivan1970 4 ай бұрын
wonderful advise sweetie and believe it or not I really need to hear it you are such a sweet girl and I look forward to your talks thank you
@raimigardner5769
@raimigardner5769 4 ай бұрын
@@pattisullivan1970 aww 🥹 that is so sweet! I’m so glad you enjoyed ♥️
@triciasieberns9390
@triciasieberns9390 4 ай бұрын
What if you were to do it in small increments. Move somewhere close by, but far enough that you feel gone. Then you'd see what it's like and know whether or not it's what you want, but with a security blanket? Champaign is a good candidate. Plus you could go to school.
@raimigardner5769
@raimigardner5769 4 ай бұрын
@@triciasieberns9390 I will never ever go to Champaign 😂
@austinauthor846
@austinauthor846 4 ай бұрын
As someone with a limited budget and endless dreams trying to be an indie author and cartoon creator, I love that you know what you want and have a real dream. Sounds like you know exactly what it is you need for yourself. The place you’re in doesn’t sound good for you in the slightest. There is comfort in security, but then again, you never want to be stuck in loop. Working just enough to survive but not enough to achieve the life you want to me is no life worth living. I don’t even think it’s necessary to say what it is you should do because I think you know what it is that you’d most want to do; and that is pursuing your dream place and taking the dive. It’s really inspiring seeing you put your inner most struggles out there and articulate them for people online. Rooting for you!
@raimigardner5769
@raimigardner5769 4 ай бұрын
@@austinauthor846 aww you are so so kind! It really has taken me awhile to figure out what it is I’m meant to do and I believe I have. At this point, it’s not a want, it’s a need. I’ve always felt the restraint of living in this tiny town where everyone lacks empathy and has forgotten their dreams. I’m rooting for you as well! It’s never too late to make your dreams happen! 😊
@pattisullivan1970
@pattisullivan1970 4 ай бұрын
sweetie follow your heart as you said you are young don't wait till your dreams fade away and you regret not doing what you want
@raimigardner5769
@raimigardner5769 4 ай бұрын
@@pattisullivan1970 aww thank you. I honestly feel like it’s something I need to do more than want! I just have never been there so it’s a little frightening and I’d be going alone. But I know I have to for me ♥️ thanks for the insight!
@ProfessionalCrayonConsumer
@ProfessionalCrayonConsumer 4 ай бұрын
I just watched the entire lotr trilogy in one day and was up till 4 am reading the hobbit. Now I have a sudden urge to binge all of Tolkien’s books. So I know the feeling😂
@madd7e
@madd7e 4 ай бұрын
i recently got rlly into star wars too! watched phantom menace in theater on may 5th and fell into a hole lol. anakin is my fav so the first three movies are obviously the best imo. but for the shows mandalorian is surprisingly good also acolyte is currently releasing and kinda fire but the episodes are so short!!!!
@madd7e
@madd7e 4 ай бұрын
also why does everyone hate jar jar hes funny and stupid and lucky thats the whole point
@raimigardner5769
@raimigardner5769 4 ай бұрын
@@madd7e haha I agree I love jar jar! I just finished revenge of the sith last night! I love anakin too, as well as Han Solo. ♥️♥️ can’t wait to watch all of the shows!
@クリーチャー-t8y
@クリーチャー-t8y 4 ай бұрын
it's so relatable. I also become obsessed with something easily😭😭😭
@raimigardner5769
@raimigardner5769 4 ай бұрын
@@クリーチャー-t8y yeah it truly does not take much for me to completely devote my entire life to something lmao
@Jemmvs
@Jemmvs 4 ай бұрын
new to the channel CANT WAIT TO SEE MORE OF YOUR CONTENT
@raimigardner5769
@raimigardner5769 4 ай бұрын
@@Jemmvs aww thank you! That’s very sweet 🥹♥️
@awwcrapDUDE
@awwcrapDUDE 4 ай бұрын
Yooo Star Wars is my joint! im working on a sci fi novel right now
@raimigardner5769
@raimigardner5769 4 ай бұрын
@@awwcrapDUDE that’s awesome!!
@gabriellaguillot6305
@gabriellaguillot6305 5 ай бұрын
Stop I love this!! 🫶🏼🫶🏼
@raimigardner5769
@raimigardner5769 5 ай бұрын
@@gabriellaguillot6305 aww I’m so glad!! Thank you for the sweet comment ♥️ have a wonderful day!
@kenziejade0323
@kenziejade0323 5 ай бұрын
You’re amazing! 🫶
@raimigardner5769
@raimigardner5769 5 ай бұрын
@@kenziejade0323 thank you Kenzie! ♥️ I love you 🥰
@one.ebrown
@one.ebrown 5 ай бұрын
First comment. Good suff Raimi
@raimigardner5769
@raimigardner5769 5 ай бұрын
@@one.ebrown aww thank you!!
@simeacalvinlifeobserver3741
@simeacalvinlifeobserver3741 5 ай бұрын
Was here *(places Flag on Comment section)*
@raimigardner5769
@raimigardner5769 5 ай бұрын
Haha I love this 😆
@simeacalvinlifeobserver3741
@simeacalvinlifeobserver3741 5 ай бұрын
Fellow Vegan nice info. not sure what to suggest but. Eat melons???? I hear berries are great too?
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@sajjadursajjad-rc3li 5 ай бұрын
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@triciasieberns9390
@triciasieberns9390 5 ай бұрын
I've always been so proud of your decision to become vegetarian. We've had some pretty gross vegetarian recipes, haven't we? 😂I tried to fix food for you to match what we ate to show you how proud I was. You're so strong, my girl. I love you!
@raimigardner5769
@raimigardner5769 5 ай бұрын
Thanks mom 💞💞💞💞
@simeacalvinlifeobserver3741
@simeacalvinlifeobserver3741 5 ай бұрын
Does your Father go to your KZbin also??? Hi to your MOM!!!😁😁
@raphaelregan5809
@raphaelregan5809 5 ай бұрын
You are beautiful 😊
@raimigardner5769
@raimigardner5769 5 ай бұрын
Aww thank you so much! That was so kind of you 💗💗💗
@raphaelregan5809
@raphaelregan5809 5 ай бұрын
My pleasure! 🤗 You really have a pretty face and nice hair. I'll watch your other videos. See you 🥰
@raimigardner5769
@raimigardner5769 6 ай бұрын
Just realized there was a random text box placed on the video? Sorry about that! 😆