Not sure if this comment is too late. I have been ill for the last couple of years and lost nearly all my functional ability overnight. It was a shock. I don't have anyone to help me really. My sister visits every month or two, but I had moved to a new area and didn't know anyone, so no friends to help either. It's amazing how resilient we are, and with a few tweaks, how things can be managed differently. Can you get food deliveries? I'm in the UK and I just order online. The driver will unpack for me if I am unable to. Otherwise if someone can shop for you, stay on the phone whilst they go round. Video calls are great for this because you can see what's on the shelf if what you originally wanted was out of stock. If you can make any appointments phone appointments instead, its helpful. Otherwise get someone to drive you and arrange for a wheelchair to be ready or borrow one if you can. Health appointments are supposed to cater for ill people, so they should help if they can. Or, if they aren't urgent, put them off until you are better. As for the bed, can you sleep on the sofa, or set the bed up so that there is furniture around to haul yourself up with? Or get a temporary, stable bed frame? They are cheap on amazon, but of course it needs putting together. I had to do my own. I slept on the sofa for days whilst I worked on it for a few minutes a day. I couldn't do any longer. I don't know if you can fit a wheelchair where you are, but even a rolling office chair may get you around the kitchen enough to make some simple meals. Pre cut veg etc is helpful. I often make vegetable soup with lentils entirely out of pre cut stuff. Frozen is often cheaper. Throw it in the instant pot with some lentils and freeze left over portions. I left stuff out like bowls, plates and equipment when I was ill. I arranged everything so I didn't have to take as many steps or bend into cupboards to conserve energy. It may be messy, but it's how you manage. You don't have to do everything to the same standard you did before! More importantly, remember that even if this goes on for months, it's temporary. It will pass. You will get better. Hopefully this is as bad as it's going to get. Good luck :)

Hi it’s 🎉Anna!how r u?im good!please dont lose ur apt and no van life only just to enjoy it but u really should keep ur new place it looks cute!!!🎉u worked hard for it I’m very proud of u!!!!🎉

Tanya I'm so sorry you're crying. You're not alone. I get sad and depressed too. If you have a Safe place to live.. Why not just relax be good to yourself and rest as much as possible

Hi 👋 Tanya high vibes ✨️ 💕 💖 much appreciated and Greatfullness thankyou 👋 😊 ☺️

I totally get you out walking and bringing back Tree Branches for the house. I too do that and more 😔 My Christmas tree last two years is a tree branch painted white. I also hang flowers to dry on tree branches calling it my botanical branch. Great to be so creative and find, see a vision bringing nature inside and costing nothing. Keep creating xx

Okay, also, the coincidences continue. Now you're talking about getting a camper van. Wowee -- this has been my obsession for the better part of 2024. Been watching videos of Van Lifers and Van Campers, and learning about camper vans and whatnot and dreaming. Hopefully, in 2025 I can make it happen, but it's a bit of an expensive dream. But a good dream -- FREEDOM! Regarding Finances: I subscribe to a KZbinr named Rachel Hickey. Amongst other topics, she reviews her finances, her monthly budget, and does a thing called Transfer Tuesdays where she discusses money. She's really nice, and I've learned a lot from her, and this month I set up a budget which is working better for me than any other budgets in the past (which never worked). Check her out.

Sorry I missed your Live, but watching the replay, and OMG what a good idea for how to cut my own hair. I'm going to do it! Makes perfect sense.

Sorry I missed your live Thank you for going live ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

Yayyyyy 🎉u got it!!!

Hi Tanya I tried to send the email but I’m not to good at it ❤

I m trying to watch, but try to get some tips.

I missed the live once more! Maybe next time 😊

Praying for you Tanya💕💕

Awwww I love this !! I’m feeling so crappy on Christmas every year .. I have no money to buy people anything and it brings me down and my mother’s misery kills me .. There’s always family Drama .. And I want so bad to just enjoy the beauty of the holiday without obligation to join in the gift giving 😢 Thank you Tanya for sharing your brightness ❤😊

Sooo sad for u sweet soul !! Praying for god speed recovery !! The stars say so aswell 😊❤❤❤❤

Loved this live !! Hopefully I will catch you around to the next live 😊✌️😎

You hang in there! You're crying cuz you're simply not feeling well. What I've found out in life was on a T-shirt in Forrest Gump 'Sh__ Happens' & it seems to pick some people on purpose...I should know! You WILL come out of this & WILL start feeling better. Give yourself a break. God bless you!

Its very relaxing to listen to you express your thoughts. I guess that might sound strange but I actually hear some of my own rambling thoughts come out of you. Yep - you are isolating. I do that in stages, depending on my moods. I suffer from depression & sometimes my own thoughts take me to places I simply don't wanna go. Thats when I isolate the most - I have to kinda silently work thru where my head is going & if I'm not bombarded by stress for a few days, I can fairly easily find my way out. I think you have a lot to get settled in your own mind & heart - nobody can do it for you & you need to do this in your own space & in your own time. I'm one myself that lets personal happenings within family, friends, loved ones bother me too much. If I've been hurt, I have a hard time putting it down & letting it go. I'm learning, but for me it takes time & I don't believe now it will ever be an overnight thing to let go of something thet I badly need to let go of. I think we ALL do things like this in our own way & in our own time. Of course you DO know that the big thing you've talked of in this video (the betrayal) - that wasn't YOUR fault at all. That's on the one who did it. Do they sleep well at night knowing what they did & the hurt it caused? Do they actually have the kind of emotions that they can figure it out all by themselves? Some folks really don't have a clue - & some folks, even if they DID have a clue, well they wouldn't care. I say that you are very fortunate to have people like that OUT of your life, if they were capable of doing such a thing to you. I hope you do come to that same conclusion eventually, even though it might take you awhile to get there. A healthy, contented YOU is worth the struggle, is it not? And if you're comfortable where you are, then good for you! Maybe can take the offers of places to stay during colder weather. Your physical well being is important too. I think I'm going to be following you, just to keep up with how you are. I believe you're simply doing what you need to do to get back to a place in your heart & mind that you're comfortable with & it probably will change you in some ways. My own struggles have changed me & are continuing to change me. You hang in there! God's Blessings - Please take care of you... ckj

This is awesome !! I missed it by 11 hours 😢 BUT !! I’m so happy to see you and YOU JUST MAKE MY DAY 😂!!! Your Beautiful !! Rock On Mama!!! 🤗✌️😎

❤❤❤❤❤❤ thank you for the fantastic company Tanya I enjoyed the live very much You are lovely 🌹

Im so so sorry hun. So sorry.

Me too

I missed the live 😪

Im so sorry sweetheart

Oh Tanya, be gentle with yourself, i wish i could give you a hug. I know how frustrating it is when you have a setback like that & it all seems to come at once or just at a time when you have stuff planned ❤️‍🩹🫶x

How do you get around with your foot in a boot

Do you have a tote bag you can put over your shoulder (cross body) or around your neck to carry items like your guinea pig laundry? Your foods sound like ours with sugar in everything or corn syrup. Some of our foods contain saw dust and the same poisons in roundup.😔But this year President Trump has a man who is going to help give us back pure foods again!