I hope I was there holdin you in those times,no matter what we all are humanbeings,my first star,my first crush,you and abella always my star❤hope you rest now,had a great time after the avn afterparty with you guys,you were very openminded and understanding,shocked when I first heard your news❤
@PeteCastillo-e1f19 күн бұрын
Where can you find the book
@zpopTV19 күн бұрын
Porn Star Mom: My Life With August Ames a.co/d/ehmQEMU
@PeteCastillo-e1f19 күн бұрын
@@zpopTV thank you
@PeteCastillo-e1f19 күн бұрын
Porn industry feeds on the weak
@PeteCastillo-e1f19 күн бұрын
They just need to shut down the porn industry
@PeteCastillo-e1f20 күн бұрын
Any one get put in prison for this
@jenhasken21 күн бұрын
Oh wow I see the resemblance. She was so very beautiful. So so sorry for your loss.
@johnnyman951322 күн бұрын
Manson was never obsessed with he beatles or liked their music..
@GXoXdIsNotaMANtimeUtoWakeUp28 күн бұрын
U Albinos already have a Bottomless pit 😊
@greengreensioАй бұрын
She gave up
@user-uq5sx7md5sАй бұрын
Yes she did not commit suicide
@markleopard8960Ай бұрын
hopfully she found some peace
@Exoticislucky_2 ай бұрын
😂😂😂😂
@Exoticislucky_2 ай бұрын
L
@Exoticislucky_2 ай бұрын
lol
@jamesf44052 ай бұрын
WWII stuff was really cheap and easy to find back then. It was only 25-30 years old. Lots of times it was free.
@Guiltyconscience832 ай бұрын
Regardless of doing gay or porn or not, him not being tested (if true) is a huge problem. All the reputable porn productions have all the talent tested every 10 days. From what I’ve heard the reason a lot of women doing porn don’t want to work with actors who do gay porn isnt because of them being homophobic, its because the gay porn industry is a lot less stringent on how often their talent is tested, if at all, and stds are widely prevalent in that side of the industry to this day because of it.
@X7Hellx7houndx72 ай бұрын
I'll see you again long time ago I met her in 1999 I don't really care if you don't believe me I'm not doing nothing like this for money off of Fame I'll see you again August 🙏🏼
@julyc7392 ай бұрын
I am glad l heard this l was thinking on take that pad, l am glad you spread awareness.
@alexpratt992 ай бұрын
People are so focused on being pc their fucking brain quits working
@SirKevinH3 ай бұрын
I just read that she had dissociative identity disorder. Sounds like she was mkultra'd, the Canadian version, and abused by her paternal grandfather. Rest in peace, Mercedes.
@capital59013 ай бұрын
I wonder if this is what trippie redd meant about that song called topanga
@Htcmobikes3 ай бұрын
Rip Mercedes august Grabowski
@floresnashvilledrummer3 ай бұрын
She changed her name from Mercedes to August? TF?
@robtempe3 ай бұрын
Gary Hinman, 11:25 the first Manson Family murder in Topanga Canyon lived right next door to Linda Ronstadt. Gary was at 964 Old Topanga Canyon Rd. and Linda at 954 . They shared a roadside mailbox stand. Just a stones throw away. Linda was away the night of the murder. About that time she was booked at a music venue in NYC named The Bitter End..Talk about irony.
@robtempe3 ай бұрын
An interesting conversation between me (from my Ronstadt Archives website) and another person who later rented Linda's old house as she moved pretty quickly out of that neighborhood after the murder: Original post from Gerry - Back in 1979 I moved from Colorado Southern California and rented a house on Old Topanga Road. On Halloween Eve I was reading 'Helter Skelter." When I got to the chapter about Gary Hinman I read that his address was on Old Topanga Road. I walked down the outdoor steps to the road and looked at the mailboxes. Wow. The mailbox next to mine was Gary Hinman's. It sure made for a spooky Halloween night thinking about what had gone on next door 10 years earlier. I wondered if Gary's ghost still haunted the place. I felt a connection to him because I was from Colorado and I used to make mescaline back in the day. Spooky shit. robtempe to Gerry - Guess who lived next door at the time in 954 Old Topanga Canyon Rd.? ans. Linda Ronstadt. Linda said she wasn't home at the time or they might have come after her. Around the time Gary Hinman met his bitter end Linda happened to be playing a gig in NYC called The Bitter End. Woodstock was also happening around that time. What a year! Linda later moved into a Brentwood CA neighborhood near Nicole Brown Simpson where they often ran into each other while walking their dogs. That didn't end well either. Gerry to robtempe - I rented that house in 1979. I didn't know Linda Ronstadt lived there years earlier. The landlord was a creepy dude. The house caught on fire because of his crappy installation of a pot bellied stove. He tried to blame me but I had called the Topanga Canyon fire chief over to inspect the cause of the fire after I put it out. The fire chief noted the stove pipe went through the wood ceiling without insulation and told me to call him if the landlord tried to blame me. Sure enough the guy tried to blame me. I called the fire chief and he came over read the guy the riot act. The landlord ended up evicting me and my girlfriend and he kept our deposit -- but at least I didn't have to pay for major repairs. robtempe to Gerry - great story Gerry. Have you seen the remodeled version of the house on zillow lately? Looks like it was totally redone, probably because of the fire or a new owner took it over. How close was Linda's house to the Hinman house next door? Just found your other comment further down. Spooky indeed! Gerry - @robtempe I could see the house from my house. Whoever owned the house next door when I lived there they had two dogs that barked all night every night. Anyway, here's a maybe Charles Mansion story. One day back in '69 when I was in college in SoCal a friend and I were driving around tripping on LSD and we picked up a couple of hippy chicks who were hitch-hiking on PCH. They asked us if we wanted to go with them to a ranch at the end of Topanga Canyon Blvd and meet some guru dude who was like Jesus Christ and was going to save the world or something. They acted so weird and hoodoo'd that we ended up just letting them out of the car at PCH and Topanga Canyon Blvd. robtempe - @gerry Linda Ronstadt said she would see those (Manson) girls quite often, usually hitchhiking so your hunch is probably correct. Linda said "Topanga Canyon had a very dark undertone. A funky, dark place, with a lot of those communes; I always shied away from that stuff. And there were floods all the time." Just curious, what did yours (and formerly Linda's) old house rent for per month back then? Right now the rent per month is $3750 and the purchase estimate is over 1 million. ( 954 Old Topanga Canyon Rd, Topanga, CA 90290 ) How long did you live there? Gerry - @robtempe The rent was $700.00. I lived there about eight months before the landlord evicted me and my girlfriend because the ceiling caught on fire from a funky pot belly stove that wasn't properly insulated. The landlord tried to blame us but I had called the Topanga fire chief over to inspect the damage and he noticed right away that there was no insulating buffer between the stove pipe and the wood ceiling. He said to call him when the landloard came over because he was pissed at the code violation. When the landlord came over to inspect the damage he blamed us and we were going to have to pay for repairs. However, I called the fire chief and he came over and read the landlord the right act. But even though it wasn't our fault the landlord evicted us and kept our damage deposut. We ended moving elsewhere in Topanga. I really liked living up there because I had lived in Colorado up in the mountains and I was used to driving back and forth down into the city from up in the canyons there. And then there all the musicians, artists and actors who lived up there -- it was a trip.
@user-vv8mq8sx2x3 ай бұрын
Eu já ouvi falar dela
@ragustr45883 ай бұрын
This is why too much of fucking is not good for health..... Black sex ripped her cervix....
@thehappystitcher17963 ай бұрын
That man was ILL!
@kerrykalls77324 ай бұрын
She was one of the most stunningly beautiful women I've ever seen. Every aspect of her. She was an excellent performer and ALWAYS at least made herself apart as if she was genuinely enjoying her scenes. So very awful to have lost her
@RichardCranium.4 ай бұрын
Jaxon Wheeler is a monster, evil incarnate
@7xxxhellx679xhoundxxx74 ай бұрын
I really don't care if not believe me I'm not making nothing I miss you so much 😭
@7xxxhellx679xhoundxxx74 ай бұрын
And if you think I'm trying to see Fame you're dead wrong I'm not looking for anything like that I will never forget the funny comet she made in 1999 the tattoo on her ring finger I am never going to say I miss you so much 😭
@7xxxhellx679xhoundxxx74 ай бұрын
I don't really care if No One believes me or I am coming out I will never forget in 1999 how I met August Ames I'll never get a hug I miss you I'm so sorry I'm not a part of what happens 😭
@derekwarr85674 ай бұрын
Yeeeaah...I have serious doubts she went to the woods to kill herself
@crystalbutterfly48124 ай бұрын
We knew all about him he showed up at my High School recuiring girls. One of my close friends went with him on grad. Night. They never heard from her again the family. He was a crazy sob and the day I saw his eyes on campus it was like seeing the devil.
@0regretsinlife4 ай бұрын
Oh well, her decision to be in the industry
@user-vv8mq8sx2x4 ай бұрын
Eu nunca ouvir falar dessa mulher
@user-vv8mq8sx2x4 ай бұрын
Da ora dirá essa garota daqui
@BitcxinGxd7774 ай бұрын
R.I.P I'll Never Watch Her Pornos Again outta Respect
@BitcxinGxd7774 ай бұрын
Yooo I didn't even know she died
@stanguy44915 ай бұрын
Some great new information on Topanga Canyon and The History of The Spiral Staircase. Sad that the original inhabitants had to leave their places in 2006.
@joxidearmageddonator8825 ай бұрын
when manson drove the Family from San Francisco to LA they called it the Magical Mystery Tour
@user-vv8mq8sx2x5 ай бұрын
Deixa😢 Mercedes grabowski em paz
@user-fu2mi1nd5l5 ай бұрын
Helter Skelter in reverse "He's Satan" "I likes the dead" "I likes death"
@terrencebushell95885 ай бұрын
I remember hearing of her death on the Philip Defranco show. I could not believe she was bullied for choosing not to work with certain performers. She has every right to choose not to work with anyone especially where there was risk to her own body. Regardless It doesn't matter what your reasons are if you don't consent to sex that's it. I think it just show's how toxic online bullying is how people can pile on someone and become so nasty over a tweet. She didn't deserve that and people who bullied her have blood on their hands. I remember being bullied as a kid but it was mostly in the classroom whereas now you can be bullied 24/7 on the internet and you can never really escape it. I learnt recently that she had ongoing mental health issues the industry she worked in must have made that worse... especially with people like that. It seems that you are a good mum just trying to be accepting of someone's life choices and doing your best. None of this is your fault... I hope she has found peace. she was far too young at 23... Rest in Peace Mercedes Grabowski...
@huypham-wy2pn5 ай бұрын
Those beautiful women can easily have a good husband and family if they didn't let their greed and laziness take over them 💀
@user-lb9zy5vx2r5 ай бұрын
Why do sweet person treated brutally 😢
@yesyoucan78775 ай бұрын
Because they have no backbone and think everything is sunshine and rainbows.
@user-lb9zy5vx2r5 ай бұрын
Miss u my girl august Amazing personality she was I wish I have wife like her. God justice herself.😢
@Xxx6Mon6sxter6xxx5 ай бұрын
Back down a long time ago she made a comment it was a funny comment about the tattoo that was on her finger and the way it was shaped something I will never forget I carried out for so many years 20 years I am 41 years old now and I will never forget about her for as long as I'm around but I'm not going to hide what I am are there any secrets
@Xxx6Mon6sxter6xxx5 ай бұрын
And I don't really care if No One believes me or not I'm not trying to seek Fame
@Xxx6Mon6sxter6xxx5 ай бұрын
I am not a part of what happened I'm tired of hiding I'll never forget me meeting her the year was 1999 when I first met her what is the coolest people I ever met and I'll never forget when I gave her a hug I missed you August and I'm so sorry I should have never I'm tired of hiding I'm tired of the secrets I'm not keeping away from anyone