diary of a restless mind

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@timdenekens67 10 күн бұрын

Wow absolutely beautiful composition! Thank you so much for posting

@evansmoak7182 14 күн бұрын

When I was young, I believed the woman I was made for existed somewhere at that time. I didn't know how old she was at the time or where she lived or what she looked like. I tried to wait for her, but my faith waned. I stumbled and made some unwise decisions. The emptiness and disconnection of life almost ended me. God picked me up and started to get me back on track. I met her in church in 2005. We married in 2007. We have three children together plus one that came with me. Sometimes, you need to come to the end of yourself before you can ascend. You can't give up, though.

@zerox23454 18 күн бұрын

I think you're my friend for this time of self reflection hopefully soon you'll be asking more questions I look forward to it😊

@diaryofarestlessmind 17 күн бұрын

Thank you for supporting us at all times, really really appreciate it! We're trying out new titles at the moment as our videos don't seem to be getting pushed by YT anymore and the viewers are decreasing drastically..

@zerox23454 26 күн бұрын

Will my friend you probably heard this but I'm going to say it anyway what Israel how do you define real in front of what you can taste here feeling seed and really simply what you brain thinks it to be but here's the question what is the brain the scientists have done studies after studies after studies of the brain and you know they found it's just a muscle it's not that you if our lives are stimulation there's not much we can do about it but live and I say live good lives good honest true pure lives😊

@DylanThomasJurosovich2 Ай бұрын

I feel deep love for a few people in asylums and from the olden days who’ve been in black and white films who are dead now. Feeling this love for them helps me stay strong and continue growing older in my single life.

@diaryofarestlessmind 29 күн бұрын

Oh those black and white films, what a nostalgic feeling they create. You're love also shows your very empathic, which is a beautiful characteristic! I wish you nothing but the best. Thanks for sharing :))

@DylanThomasJurosovich2 28 күн бұрын

@diaryofarestlessmindYour welcome and thank you for letting my voice be heard in a way.

@carinecammu3663 Ай бұрын

Another lovely melodie! Thanks for sharing and hopefully for 2025 the music , pictures and questions will be as good as 2024!!! We love it!!!❤

@zerox23454 Ай бұрын

First my friend is good to hear from you again😊 and secondly yes friends sometimes go out of touch with one another things changing their lives and they just forget about each other and you feel like they're not your friend anymore and sometimes do the change of people's lives and things around them but if both parties are willing to try to be friends again then you can be

@w.whatever4694 Ай бұрын

Ne. Du? :o 😭🎵🤝🥹🫶🎶

@diaryofarestlessmind Ай бұрын

Hope you have a great day and were able to enjoy the music! :))

@timdenekens67 Ай бұрын

Wow the music just takes my breath away! Thank you so much for the upload

@diaryofarestlessmind Ай бұрын

This means a lot to us, really appreciate it! Have a good one :))

@Lee-lc1iq Ай бұрын

Beautiful

@diaryofarestlessmind Ай бұрын

Thank you so much for the compliment, hope you have a great day!

@Marilyns888 Ай бұрын

Yes, I definitely believe so. Earlier yesterday, I got lost on my way home from picking up Panda Express. The neighborhood was old and run down. I felt the lives lived and the residual energies and frequencies. It was an awful feeling, lots of bad memories. I needed to hurry out of that area. When I get the discernment like that, it makes me very uncomfortable and even sometimes afraid because the negative memories give a feeling of drowning into a blackhole

@pitsipop4620 Ай бұрын

Love.. right.. ahhh just exist.. its easier. Love you say. Hurt i say.

@mellowmoodplaylists Ай бұрын

Dreams are reflections of our inner world, blending emotions, fears and desires into various symbols and stories. It could be said that it's the minds way or processing daily life. On the other hand it could be said that they carry messages that our unconscious mind tries to tell us how we're really feeling.

@diaryofarestlessmind Ай бұрын

Thank you so for sharing! What if it's both ways? Where dreams are processing your daily life and giving you guidance on what the gut thinks 'should' be done instead of how your brain makes you act?

@deadgirlinthepool5854 Ай бұрын

i miss someone i've never met , they don't exist but sometimes out of nowhere i feel this weird longing to them like if i had a whole life that i didn't know.. lived by their side.. i know how they smell like .. what the sound of their words like.. how warm and loving i feel but deeply sad and confused cuz i think im crazy i do not believe in souls and I am lost .. they seem so far sometimes beyond the land that i can reach and sometimes beyond life it self.. could it be the sweetness of death that i miss .. or im so into the blue to the point that my mind is coping with my insanity all i know that i just want to cry and cry and cry and i want them to hold me

@zerox23454 Ай бұрын

There are those that say dreams are manifestation of one's inner thoughts there are those who say dreams are doorways and to other worlds to other use and there are those who say dreams are just ways of how people work through their problems

@diaryofarestlessmind Ай бұрын

Very interesting to hear this perspective! What do you personally think?

@zerox23454 Ай бұрын

@diaryofarestlessmind the world my life how to fix problems in my life how to help those I care about even when they don't want me to but when they say not to help them I choose not to even knowing inside do I want to help them cuz I can see their suffering 😔

@wilfredsterling2124 Ай бұрын

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@wilfredsterling2124 Ай бұрын

That image reminds me of times walking at night in a small city I lived in for a while. A really beautiful memory for me. And so nice to access green spaces so close by without noise pollution and only small amounts of artificial light.

@diaryofarestlessmind Ай бұрын

That sounds like a nice memory. I'm always intrigued how images, smells, etc... can bring back memories and make you relive them as if they were actually happening now. Thanks for sharing. Hope you have a great day!

@st2833 Ай бұрын

How easier life would be if we could start it over someday. All regrets would be undone, broken promises fixed, broken hearts avoided, sadness and sorrow prevented, happiness ensured... But what's good in living if you know you can relive again, maybe for the last time or the nth time. We all live unconsciously of the fact that these particular moments won't come back again. So we tend to immerse ourselves more in them and live in the moment. Also, by starting over, it means that new choices would certainly be made, impacting the direction of the person I am today. Is it doable? Is that something I truly wish? Alas, the answer is far beyond my knowledge.

@st2833 Ай бұрын

I think so. Home is somewhere where you feel at most yourself surrounded by your comfort and your pleasures in life. It's a place where you refer as your sanctuary, your safe zone. It hold memories, warmth, comfort, happiness and much more of you inside. However, those with bad fondness of that "home" will always have another home. I'm referring to people who grew up in abusive household. It's not that they changed, but rather that "home" was never Home for them.

@st2833 Ай бұрын

I wish I could say yes after years of struggling and fighting to heal myself from an old scar. I still blame myself for something that happened some years back and till this day, despite having sought help and having had meds, the guilt is still as raw and sensitive as it was years back. My doctor told me to give me time to deal with the pain since grief is a part of the journey. How do I tell him it's been 6-7 years since then, but I still think about how I'm to be blamed for that incident. They say scar heals but mine's still as hurtful and painful as it was on the first day.

@st2833 Ай бұрын

the real question is, what does not hold memory? Buildings, playgrounds, the rain, rainbows, the warmth of hot summer wind, the snow, a pencil, the soil, a dog....really what does not hold memories? We humans, associate our fondness of happiness, sorrow, despair, anger, jealousy and whatsoever onto whatever object/human we find, be it for the bad or the good. Some places hold a happy memory like the playground we used to visit and play at during childhood, some places hold sad memory, like the graveyard where a dear one was buried, and some hold both memories, like a hospital. It's the place where you have happy memories when a baby is born from there and also, sad memories when someone dies there. Every memory of ours is latched onto something that makes us nostalgic and sentimental upon looking back at it. Today marks 2 years since I lost someone very monumental in my life, and looking back at his house, his bed, his pictures, feeling the rain on me, everything takes me back to that dark day. So yes, places hold memories, at times even unintentionally.

@diaryofarestlessmind Ай бұрын

Thank you so much for sharing your personal story and I wish you strength and courage on moving on after losing the important person in your life. I fully agree with everything you mentioned regarding the memories we have. Did you ever go back to places that held negative memories to make peace with your past?

@st2833 Ай бұрын

@diaryofarestlessmind oh no, thank you for allowing to vent some stuff out. It helps at times. And to answer your question, I tried 2 or 3 times to go back to some places to make peace, and every time it's the same thing. I end up going back to square one and not making any progress. Although it's normal as per some people, I find it a hindrance because it feels like I'm stuck on something I can't move past no matter the efforts I put it and all. I hope one day I'll find that peace again

@zerox23454 Ай бұрын

Yes my friend places do hold memories we all have memories of places where you been to gone that brought us such joy and happiness and also sadness Minnie experiences in fact and those places that help to shape who we are

@diaryofarestlessmind Ай бұрын

Exactly! Which place holds the best memory for you?

@zerox23454 Ай бұрын

@diaryofarestlessmind home and School

@diaryofarestlessmind Ай бұрын

@@zerox23454 did you ever go back to your old school to relive those memories?

@zerox23454 Ай бұрын

@diaryofarestlessmind no I didn't need to go back to relive them does memories will always be a part of me the good and the bad those experiences helped me to be who I am I'm grateful for that

@mfnishat2463 Ай бұрын

Yes i believe. Places can hlod memories. 🖤

@diaryofarestlessmind Ай бұрын

I do too! Do you have a special place that holds an intense memory that you would like to share? :)

@ISIHIA23 Ай бұрын

I miss the carefree side of me but i don't miss the oblivious and easy to fool side of me. Beautiful music, I listen in the mornings while journaling, thank you 🧡

@itsenox4145 Ай бұрын

For me to be human is to crave to love.

@diaryofarestlessmind Ай бұрын

I agree, it's the most beautiful feeling that exists :))

@JuanKruz-v5z Ай бұрын

Love is a decision. You can choose what You will. If it is contemplated it already was it is and will be. We all love the hidden ones.

@diaryofarestlessmind Ай бұрын

Beautifully put! Don't you think that love can happen without the mind getting involved?

@Thebigbad1013 2 ай бұрын

I'd like to think that friendship exists, even if I haven't experienced it myself since I was back in school over 20 years ago. And even then, as soon as school ended, they were all gone and I never heard from them again. Maybe there is just something wrong with me. But I love the idea of friendship, of having someone there who has your back no matter what, someone you can talk to about anything and everything. I hope it's real, and I hope that I will get to experience it one day.

@diaryofarestlessmind 2 ай бұрын

Or are there things you still struggle with from time to time?

@diaryofarestlessmind 2 ай бұрын

What would you do differently if you could begin again?

@diaryofarestlessmind 2 ай бұрын

Do you think it's the place that changes, or you?

@EvanTelles 2 ай бұрын

I'll try to add an answer to that question I guess. What does it mean to be human you ask? Well, i'm still trying to figure that out. When I think about the word human, it reminds me of my individual self typing this up right now but, also makes me think of the other human beings surrounding me on the outside. Other human beings I am still learning about. The depths of my own mind have made me realize I might think I know other human beings well enough but, considering I am still learning about my own self. . . I've come across points where I have made many mistakes when judging or discerning another. At times i've been close to being correct but, then again not. To be human for me means, to admit to myself that at times I may not or will not be right in what I say or do but, to strive to not harm another whether that's physically or emotionally because I would be nothing without other human beings. I am pieces and parts of others but, I am also my own entity that has choices to accept or dismiss things I have learned from others or things that I have learned from my own self that are not any of you. What it means to be human to me also means being able to distinguish myself from others as well as being able to discern the parts of others that can make an Us or We. To me being human is a constant struggle and reassuring peace that mingles on and off where I sometimes get ahold of the switch and sometimes something else or someone else has the switch. Words sometimes cannot describe what it means to be human in my opinion. Thanks for the question and especially the music, "diary of a restless mind", whomever you are. I love this music. Oh I have a question to ask as well, another song not from this channel helped spark it but, Were we always human?

@diaryofarestlessmind 2 ай бұрын

Wow, just wow.. First of all thank you so much for taking the time to actually write down your perspective. Your response shows that you've explored this topic existensively and have probably deepdived on various existential journeys. I'm grateful and happy to read this. Now about your question; I think we have always been, but seem to have forgotten or lost the meaning of it along the way. Throughout history and on a mass scale people have had other things to worry about; working long hours to fulfill their basic needs, have been illiterate, suffered from poor living conditions, now use technology and social media platforms significantly more, etc. I feel that our contemporary time represents a crossing road regarding this topic: on one hand there's the possibility to become human again (or atleast start to grasp the concept again) and on the other there's the further depletion of the question and people will turn more and more into transhumanistic beings that'll live more and more individualistic. What are your thoughts on your question?

@EvanTelles Ай бұрын

@@diaryofarestlessmindI appreciate your words and message back. I'm thankful for you taking the time as well. Your words helped to ignite many pertinent and relevant perspectives that also reside in my mind. Besides having personal experiences with a few of your points with my own upbringing, I've noticed other people within the masses or what we call the majority at times, also experiencing similar, if not the same circumstances. And there is a trend of reoccurring grievances/ struggle emitting that fluctuates in energy waves. . Sometimes intensifying so much I would be lying, if I were to say I have not seen what you are talking about when viewing the public with my own eyes. Speaking of illiteracy, I personally struggle with that, especially when trying to find the words to respond back to a new encounter with another human being. And I agree with you with the vision of seeing more and more people steering towards transhumanism but, I would like to say that doesn't necessarily mean that all will become that way right? It is and can be concerning I agree, regarding some of the individualistic aspects that come about our contemporary environment; such as a particular adopted ideology "making as much money as possible or striving for luxury and being the richest". Not saying there isn't any good that can come about someone or those that achieve such a feat but, if a growth in population is on the rise or wants to continue growing healthily and the funds/ resources are getting scarce or harder to obtain within the majority but, growing rapidly within a few. . The suffering from the majority can cause fractures within the constructs or secular hidden societies amongst the few. Being human also reminds me of how connected I am or we are to one another even if we are physically far apart. Just as the world felt when the first human feet stepped on the moon. I wasn't alive then but, I don't have to have been alive to know there are other human beings circling the globe right now in space and that they are real and are making sacrifices for the majority. And forgive me if/ when my commentary steers off into different tangents, I'd like to say a lot more but, I get an overload of differentiating thoughts or topics and I don't know how to slow it down sometimes enough to paste something relevant or in response to another communicating with me.

@st2833 2 ай бұрын

i guess it means to feel emotions, happiness, sadness, greed, jealousy, fear, embarrassment, amongst others, specially love. I know it's cliche but love is something that really makes a huge difference in someone. To be human means to be able to understand where one is currently at in his own life, what others are doing and how far he'll run in this race. To be human means to be able to be free and responsible for its consequences. To be human means to be oneself around others. To be human means to know and love yourself.

@diaryofarestlessmind 2 ай бұрын

Beautifully put! I couldn't have done it better :))

@spmoran4703 2 ай бұрын

A person can miss someone even if they are near to the other.

@ghost_knight_001 2 ай бұрын

Never having what you need and enough money to take care of yourself

@diaryofarestlessmind 2 ай бұрын

Thanks a lot for sharing this! Would you say that's part of the human experience? Or more how societies are structured?

@st.helensmerseyside8242 2 ай бұрын

This is absolute topic for society and the single human. I mean perfectly broken

@st.helensmerseyside8242 2 ай бұрын

This is absolute topic for society and the single human. I mean perfectly broken

@ghost_knight_001 2 ай бұрын

On my walking bicycle Feeling for a meal oh a food machine cool trade rate the music,get a free meal

@zerox23454 2 ай бұрын

That's a tough question to be human means to be an individual means to be yourself it means to be unique it means not just the physical form of the body that is blood is red , that your mind and your will are your own and that your choices are your own to learn from your mistakes to do and be better but you never think yourself greater or better than anyone else we all have a lot to learn

@FuelAirSparkTime 2 ай бұрын

Using punctuation is also something humans do.

@diaryofarestlessmind 2 ай бұрын

@@FuelAirSparkTime please try to be respectful. How would you describe the human experience?

@diaryofarestlessmind 2 ай бұрын

Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts :)) i really like the part where you mention that it's all about learning from your mistakes to become better, yet stay humble. I fully agree with that!

@FuelAirSparkTime 2 ай бұрын

@diaryofarestlessmind overrated

@diaryofarestlessmind 2 ай бұрын

@@FuelAirSparkTime do you feel like expanding on that?

@mfnishat2463 2 ай бұрын

🖤☺️

@ghost_knight_001 2 ай бұрын

Nobody would miss me That's the truth

@rhonaharker6358 2 ай бұрын

Yes

@diaryofarestlessmind 2 ай бұрын

Would you like to expand on that?

@mikemadrid3965 2 ай бұрын

I miss the soul mate I’ll never meet in the real life… this life always felt like everything is the wrong place wrong time everything I do is yet another mistake family abandoned me love being nothing but a dream I’ll never have.. I’m just done giving a fuck and so I just exist in this eternal hell on earth….

@МирТехники-ц2б 2 ай бұрын

Так похоже на Шапена!

@Bamilotang 2 ай бұрын

Someone i met in my dreams. I miss 'm every day😞. Love the music btw cheers❤️

@jazzsoullight 2 ай бұрын

I stand frozen, gazing at the old, worn-out house, memories of the past flooding back. Yet, I dare not move forward-am I afraid of the past, or is it the pain still lingering within me that I fear?

@diaryofarestlessmind 2 ай бұрын

Perfectly describes the image :)) thank you so much for sharing it :))

@heinmolenaar6750 2 ай бұрын

The house doesn't look old and worn-out to me. It's the opposite. The house looks brand new.