@@kennethprice5628 that's exactly the truth.. well the sad part.. because I started from my self.. ye I did has an idea... To help my parents, and to stop going on the job I hate.. but well it was from my own hand that I severed.. I am the worst for myself.. but they played me so well.. that I almost lost my life for my own beliefs. Nah we are weak. Because we wish for something that is only an illusion.. thanks for your answer.. it gives me mine as well.

You're not mean.. ye you're right.. I am a big kid.. I don't think that anyone will help me because no one can.. because I am not sick.. no I am just a person who's searching for something better.. I deserve that.. and thank you. Yes I'm a big idiot for showing myself like that.. but I feel a little bit relaxed after doing it. I am not perfect.. but I like people that give me the results of my actions.. nah I never wish to hurt someone. I am not mentally sick.. I am not a gambler.. anymore I lost so much from there to make me this way.. noting I change will make me a man.. because I don't have that experience.. I can try.. but it will be only a lie..thank you for your answer. I like it even if it damages me a little. Nah if I never started gambling I was never going to do this in the first place.. I just need to work harder, and clear my name fast. But in reality, it will be step by step. If you can say more of your opinion.. I will be glad to listen to you.

@@MetodiG addiction is an illness, maybe in your country it is not recognized as illness by all doctors but there should be therapists who understand how to treat it. Also you can do online meetings with Gamblers Anonymous or other similiar groups this will keep you aware of you problem and give you confidence, because you can give advise to people who still struggle alot. Almost 5 years ago i quit drugs and I was not feeling like a real man too. I was scared about life and had no experience with anything but the imaginary world in my head. I had therapy for 4 month in a hospital. I attended groups to talk afterwards and had a therapist for 6 more month. I started to to fitness in the gym and volleyball with a group of other recovered addicts. I learned a job for 3 years and in the meantime I started dating and started relationships. Now I found a partner I am with for more then 1 year.

Go one step at a time and start with just one thing that you think is good for this way to become better. For example sport or a therapist or a group to talk, something that you will do once or more every week from now on. Soon you will notice that a process started and you will trust in it.

Thanks mate.. I will try my best.. I still feel far from where I wish to be .. but time will show..

@@RedHorsePoker nah I know that in real world.. not every person will be stupid enough to give freely something.. but I did it a lot of times.. maybe that's the problem with me.. in 2018 I was in casino alone and with 500 I win almost 2 k ... One person sat on my left side and he was sad.. I asked him, what is the problem man.. he looked me in the eye and told me .. I was a fool to give my money away but I need food .. but I don't have money . So I told him how much.. and he said without hesitation.. only 150 .. so I gave that money without thinking .. and I sat down to make another 150 but in the end I lost all with those 150 as well.. I hope this person is better than me because I didn't have the mind set to go outside the casino.. I was addicted..and I was greedy.. but if I have many I will share.. because there are others worse than us.. I know that I am still with a young mind.. but I won't stop sharing what I have .. to see someone smile. But you all did great even for the long tearms.. I get the story . There is no free lunch. Everything has the price..

@@deyannedyalkov5613 тогава мултиплейъра си е струвало.. бил с приятели ..до теб.. уви днешно време .. всичко от разстояние и всеки ти казва.. ти какво да правиш .. все едно си зависим от тях.. стар Крафт е уникална игра .. бърза и най вече приятна заради протуса който може да има и трите или заради телесните с батъл крузера .. уникални са.. реалната за хубавите дни.. уви вече няма подобни помещения. Аз загубих прекалено много време в модерните скучни игри .. на вармене и на повтаряне .. за мен age of empires ще остане в историята..като най добрата едно после и само две

@@tardrettee562 thanks I will ..

Omg that's good news that you won.. congrats..well the difference between you and me is that you have a better tactic.. and more importantly.. you're not a fool. About EFBET there is just a platform, nothing special.. others are the worst there.. Well congrats again.. I am sad and happy at the same time.. because I didn't withdraw my 29k when I was on a hot streak two times .. that was before almost 3 years..now stop playing and enjoy your money.. have a wonderful time with them..

@@MetodiG I put 300 USD on 1 to 18 and 200 USD on 3rd 12. roulette Kept doing that. I already lost 1K back, I am going to buy christmas presents now for family and buy a car and pay lot of months rent ahead so at least I don't lose that.

@@MarcoK6969 well best Christmas present.. I may say... Bravo.. most importantly keep your head clear from greed.. do you choose what car??? And ye rent is important as always... So good for you .. nah you're far away.. so we can't drink to calibrate your win.. anyway.. you progress well.. so now stop gambling..have fun with your family .if you need me well I will be here

Nah maybe you're right.. but a good guy me.. I don't think so.. I will try to be that good person.. thank you.. but your comment is more positive than me.. i have a problem in my head.. everything there is like a puzzle even for me.. I feel pain a lot . But I can't find a way to restart that piece of mind. Time is so important.. but it is something that we are losing faster than the speed of light. I am 35 and I am still learning.. I hope that the future will give me another chance.. thanks Tony

I am a bit ok .. still not in my perfect old position. Nah if I try something new, I am always going to fail again. I can't understand...well life sucks a bit by bit, will come to an end.. I hope that something positive will come.. but well I am alive so that's better than ok..

Well if you are thinking that I am a ghost.. no I am not ;) I am down from my destiny and it is hitting me hard as a stone to my wallet.. I am greedy. That's why I always lose.. I don't think that I'm a good person on the part of helping.. but at list... I can try. Nah really thanks for the wonderful words.. I wish you the best .. and sorry if I am not so active.. but time is less when you work, for the wrong people...

Well I am devastated mostly because I fail in my mission.. it took me so much of my life time.. not only that I lost family.. from my stupidity.. nah I only lost 100k of Bulgarian leva.. and I will need 8 more years to return those money.. with taxes it is 115k because I can't pay on time.. so ironically... Nah don't gamble don't take credits.. and your life will be amazing.. ye boring, but amazingly free .. from debts.. my insane meter is so high right now. I am crazy now because of all the pain I got to myself there.

@ you gamble on slot machines? Black jack. 50k usd is alot of money

@@terrykugh9210 not on slot machine .. on roulette, baccarat, and black jack .. well on pirates as well.. and ye I know that 75k of USA dollar is a lot ... But well that's the reason now for me to be insane and sadly devastated... So ye .. I fuk my life so hard it is killing me.m

@@MarcoK6969 I am sorry to hear that.. we are not smart ... Because we are giving everything to them .. for what.. exactly.. for nothing.. not only we can't win.. we are thinking... That we can.. it is an illusion.. we need to stop.. it is only pain .. nothing more .. I hate the idea of stealing.. but lol there professional of that caind of thing.. I can only feel your pain .. I hope those savings were less ... How much???

Благодаря ти за коментара.. само незнам защо уоutube реши да те сложи в друга графа.. съжалявам че не ти отговорих по рано.. Не съм перфектен дори до ден днешен.. опити сума ти, за да изляза от ситуацията.. но уви не лесно.. Няма какво да крия .. аз съм такъв какъвто съм.. за добро или лошо.. фактор е знам.. но ми се ще да можех да покажа и позитивното, не само провалите ми.. но имам много още да се мъча.. докато достигна и тази точка.. когато ще мога да помогна наистина на някой.. благодаря отново и лек живот .. по добро от това няма...

@@obySedgefieldgemofourgardenrou so true I am greed as hell to return.. what I lost... But In reality, I have to keep that mind clean.. but it is hard, I only think about money .. and everything in it . I am weak as hell .. my spirit is blind .. and I am a fool .. nah I wish to know how to delete my pain.. but I am too greedy.. like those who lie to us.. I may lose .. but one day I believe that the sky will clear my mind .. and the sun will be upper in my grasp..

@MetodiG a true story, I missed it but a roulette machine 10 seater was in a malfunction it accepted bets once the ball had dropped , a few chaps made a killing , the next night it was packed out, no malfunction.

Hello pervert69 I am happy to hear from you . But I am sad to tell you that the real me is not exactly a good person.. mostly I am doing some fails a lot to my life.. How is the game? Do you have some fun in the old guild?? Do the whales win?? Sorry really that I was offline but I had a lot of problems that I was trying to fix.. even my grandma died so I broken again.. I didn't have the time to save her.. a lot more of my falls.

Hello Maria and thanks for the words.. yep I am a lot sensitive.. that suck I know that... Well I was addicted to the fast money..but I didn't expect that I would fall so miserably. Nah I even lost the people, who was the priority for those money.. in the end I lost some of my family members.. I got myself crazy .. and I am not intelligent.. because I did fail ... Didn't I .. but thanks for all the words .. sorry for the delay.. but I lost for 20 days my grandma and from the court as well.. so I am more broken .. even after gambling..

No man for me is worse 100k with no chance of return .. and with all taxes I need to return 115k with 800 dollars per month. I am Bulgarian.. so I am fuk it up.. I feel sick, for 5 years almost.. I wish life was different.. I lost from Cort like 2k and even worse my grandma died 1.5 k and even 600 from my pay check this month lost.. all this for 20 days and no gambling.. ironic. No matter how I fight I am always down... How do you feel now after 2 months now???

@@MarcoK6969 nah not enough time.. when I free I cook, clean, repier broken stuff, helping grandma, doing some data stuff, helping friend..and a lot of court stuff.. I will be poor every single month ... Until the age of 42 .. that's 7 years from now..I know Vegas people gamble a lot more.. but they are getting much more.. my paid check is 650$ every month.. I am returning money like a mad man .. my mom is helping me like my sis.. so in the end it's 1205$ that I am giving each month. I am not smart like the matt people.. nah If I was.. I was going to be reached.. nah I am only one more fool.. sorry mate to disappoint you...I try on baccarat to count the cards.. but it is a bad idea... Well thanks for the suggestion.. those matt people have much better IQ than me ..

@@MarcoK6969 nah I know that is a lie.. but thank you.. I know I sucks 😔 but I was trying to express my felling.. no matter that.. I stopped doing clips, because I am still broken.. nah I wish .. I was stronger.. like so many people.. but I tried my best.. and yet I can't really speak that well.. any way the lie at list.. made me feel better.. thanks again..

Well I tried for 15 years and the answer to that bet system in sports.. but in the end I fail.. because I sucks on gambling.. nah I have no skill.. I was only lying to myself.. I am glad you're good at that stuff.. to have a good bankroll is the best feeling..most important I ban myself from gambling.. on everything.. so I cant try even if I wish to. Thanks anyway ☺️

The difference will be..that I still keep failing in life.. even when I am not gambling.. so many people exploit me to work for no money.i think people don't see me as a human anymore. More like a slave. So I never cross that bridge.. maybe because it is broken.. there is an illusion of hope. When I am lost.. sorry for the late answer.. and more importantly thank you for trying to give me hope .. but that bridge is different, from your prospect..

Do you hate me for some reason??? Нито съм боклук.. след като не си виждаш кофата май. нито съм изсипан.. но благодаря все пак за твойте мисли

Гнева си е твой проблем.. уви чак сега ти видях коментара.. колкото до омразата... Защо я имаш към мен??? Познавам ли те а Хектор.. или просто ти харесва да мачкаш??? Както и да е.. приятен ден човече...

Yes I know that many of us are victims to their lies.. but in the end we are only losing so much, even our lives... And tnd they don't care.. there's cheating so much.. almost every country is protecting them... We are powerless.. so in the end.. please go ban yourself.. and more importantly try regaining your life even from 0 .. by challenging yourself..I will try to experience every new thing.. only to challenge myself to be better .. no more porn for me no gambling no alcohol no cigarettes.. and no stupid things . Only forward to our new life.. no to the lies of winning .. just ban yourself.. and forget.. because we can't win.. nah only pain for some money..

@@MetodiG love ya bro. Im with you there I've quit a lot of other things recently too. The gambling has been the hardest addiction to get over. Way too long suffering from it

@@wildwildwestcrypto9663 you can do it .. everyone have there weakness.. but we are stronger and we are many .. just keep fighting and post me with your progression .. I will post mine for everyone to see.. I hope.. even if I show myself as a fool .. at list I will try showing what we need and what we don't.. even if it is hard just to think about it. Ban first, and secondary don't believe in scammers

@@wildwildwestcrypto9663 the suffering stop today .. and your progress is your to control.. we my be different country.. but we are people .. who are suffering.. so many bad people.. they don't see what they done to a millions .. I may have a small channel. But at least people here are better than some big channels..

​@@MetodiG you do great by spreading awareness. We must do what we can to bring light to the world and expel the darkness

Е да но не си заслужаваше.. имайки на предвид че почти всички пирончета бяха криви... Докато намеря винта 😊😊😊.. сега оставя и другите неща да поправя .. абе секви зависимости.. живот Ко да се прави 😀😀

Де да бяха за забавление.. първо да очевидно ми харесва когато се обръщам към вас хората .. но не го правя за забавление.. така или иначе си направих забрана.. вече 5 месеца.. и незнам какво щеше да ми помогне комуна.. след като .. няма да ме издържат.. уви за теб очевидно съм искал да стигна до това ниво.. съжалявам.. че ти загубих времето.. аз опитвам да се стегна но уви не ми е лесно.. но това защото не съм ти.. по добрия от мен..

Болни не не сме.. наивни и глупави да.. но не сме ние виновните.. независимо че под нашата ръка.. хазарта е запознат с пари... Тоест ако беше друг залога.. дали щеше да участваш??? Аз все още обичам парите.. независимо че не мога да ги имам.. но без хазарт мога цял живот да живея..добре си ме излъга.. а аз мислих че Бог е с мене ... Е това е глупост.. да вярваш че можеш да победиш.. съжалявам за късния отговор но не бях в ютуб около 2 месеца почти три ..

Well it's a hard life without gambling .. because money is harder to find.. I work a lot .. on the other time, I spent my free time on persona royal and on my grandma.. I am cooking a lot cleaning and repairing my home .. I got a lot more to do but I am well.. sorry for the late answer.. I feel bad .. but I am grateful.. so many people are asking me where or what happened to me.. that makes me feel better.. knowing people are thinking of me... How are you?? I am banned forever from gambling and I am 95 days free from my last attempt.. it is easy without gambling.. I will try to clean my debts now little by little....

No need for gambling anonymously.. because If done the banning part.. and I am not hidden ING from what I was.. I was just and still addicted to money but not to the gambling.. I don't miss gambling.. it was hard for me to try and go back.. I am only sad for my debts.. that there like sky rocket . I won't have finance for 7 more years because of the bank Frozen my money..I am on the lowest job .. I will try to find better..but in time..nah I can't get the loved one .. because everything is a money problem.. there are so many..nah even if I was dead my situation was going to get worse.. dead need to pay for their grave.. I will upload a new videos, about my situation.. thanks for helping me to realize so many things..

@MetodiG ots good to hear youbarent gambling amd most importantly you are still here to tell the tale just think in 7 years all this pain will go away and it will teach you a lesson and you will grow from it. It can only make you stronger. I look forward to your next upload amd hang in there bro you are doing great. 🙏

@@Jam-r7vhello again .. for some reason KZbin on my phone doesn't show me that some people are writing me a message. nah some sort of bug maybe.. and ye i hope after year to feel much better .. but nah i cant stop thinking how i fail on study because of those money .. i happy really.. so many people are like support to my hearth.. well first thing right now is to find a better paid job.. no matter how hard it is .. i have skills of learning working :) secondary my body wealth , from last day on gambling i was 59 now i am 71 my goal will be 85 for Hight of 1.67 ..i will be more powerful now whiteout gambling or porn.. i wont stop there for Shure.. life is long way to my goal...

@MetodiG stop thinking about what could have been mate and focus on what can be. That's the best advice I can give you. I have gone through this myself, lost everything, and it took years to get back to normal. But now I see it as a blessing it taught me a lot, and more importantly, I cherish what I have now. Trust in God mate he teaches us these lessons because we need to see properly. Addiction of any kind, whether it be gambling drugs or porn is harmful to us all mate, and it's all there in the name of profit. Believe me when I sayate you will reach your goals and excel in time.

Well I don't know what to say.. money is money and for some reason we are slaves to them .. please ban yourself..and try self repier on your health.. I mean our brains are the reason to fall.. we must try to start from scratch..try banning yourself.. for me that was the end of my battle.. I run... But at the list I am free from them .. with less debt from you.. I am only 113k of Bulgarian leva.. let's fight for our new life.. no to gambling.

I’m the same 😢

@@MsKaryyy it's a shitty feeling!

First well it won't end .. because you're not better than the AI.. second the only thing better for us is to forget everything we do and ban ourselves .. to give up on our ego.. until we die.. so ban and the next thing will be self repier.. I will help with what I can.. I will post a video of that result.. every month a new challenge. So we can do it without gambling without losing, And more importantly without long work.. please go ban yourself .. I am with you..

For @MsKaryyy I will tell you that if you need a friend to fight with you all .. well I will try to be with all.. but please stop gambling first and secondary ban yourself from gambling.. every month will be different so.. fight

Well no one will help me when I quit.. to be honest 😭..I know the damage that is done to my family, from them. In reality I never won.. but these days they just keep laughing at me.. I can show you proof .. how can I lose 20 times in a row from black and red options.. that's every single time.. that's not a 50% chance.. I can't get why those countries are protecting them.. how they lie to people that there gambling addiction..it is just sad how people believe that they have done wrong.. when the truth is that the others are lying to us.. but the government says gambling addiction is real.. and gambling is for fun. When all know there's no fun in it because they are only winning.. and we are always losing.. is that normal to ya.. I hate those who think that gambling is an addiction.. your protecting the bad people .. and what when some one is gambler is it bad.. when it is normal to have casinos in almost every country.. so who's the bad person here, and who need help me or every new person who will be the next target of there lie.. we need to stop this.. please fight..

@@MetodiG I haven't quit either. One problem is the losses, you feel like you want to get them back and it's not easy to make $100k to get out of debt. Another problem is thinking that if you quit now you quit too soon, that today could be the day you make it all back. Well my friend, I'm not sure that any human has the answers. Perhaps we will need to reprogram our brains with Neurolink. The casinos will not be shut down, the governments make too much money from them. And really I'm sure that a part of you does not want them to be shut down, because then you could not win your money back and that feeling would be very hard to deal with.

It is sad, that you lost so much.. for friends not much.. because you can have new.. for the money it is mostly the biggest ok pain because, the only thing you've done is to sell yourself to them.. for you love well that's sad as well but, if she was really love with you .. may be a different situation. I hate them for all the pain they have done to us, by tricking us . By lying and mostly by exploiting us.. where you from mate.. I am working 60 to 72 hours on week as well.. for 1.5 k on month.. I haven't ever had love, so I don't know the pain from it.. I did have friends before like you.. and I lost them as well, but there are so many people in that world that can be friends. At list you start as 0 .. me are starting from minus 120k until 10 year pass. I don't know what we have done to lose so much.. but years pass, and loss gets worse.. I am from Bulgaria . And I will be glad to be all of you here, your friend 😊..

I did as well

@@dvtrupp well now things are changing .. i may not return my money.. but after i ban my self from gambling..and made my black resume on banks i feel much better..banning is the worst thing but it is the only thing, that will make us regaining, the brain to the normal state..

@@joshuarichards9365 take it easy. One day at a time you too can rebuild. Stay strong!

I lost $250K I can’t believe it but it’s reality can’t pay my mortgage

In Bulgaria experienced priests are like a lie.. because some of them are working with the bad people you may say. For prayers well that's the problem, because I am unable to concentrate any more my brain is overwhelmed with damaged thinking.. I was going on Sunday before I tried that .. but I never feel different from that..I didn't change even when I spoke to them. In reality I am a bad person.. I spent all the money I got, and hurt everyone from the family. I made them in pain as well as me. I am screaming in pain, but no one will help me.. I may stop. But I lost everything from them.. they are thieves . That's the reality.. they only never still, never give us any chance.. for my last deposits for 2 months again I can show how they took 8 deposits without any winning chance for 2500 my last deposit was yesterday I told in my video that I will make the last to see if I need the document of N.A.P I lost my 400 now so I will go take the document that denied me entrance to every possible casino.. and that's the end.. those people are thieves.. EFFBET, AMUSNET, Evolution.. don't go play with those guys.. even better don't go to gambling. Thanks for the support I will try to go to church again.. but mostly it is pointless for me . God will send me severed for my mistakes..I need to be in prison.. because I spend money by locking myself in debt and hurting my family by making them search for money to clear my stupidity..that's why I need to pay, even if I go to hell I need to know that no one will be hurt anymore.. one lie destroys so many people. I can't find a way to rebuild my life.. at list for now.. but I hope that the church will..

@@MetodiG May God bless you with a good priest. Ask your Guardian Angel, Our Lady (Mary, Mother of God) to help you win this battle. If you have a Monastery close by try there to find help (or call one to get advice). Also, try to say as often as you can the Jesus prayer, it is very powerful "Lord Jesus Christ have mercy on me, the sinner". In Bulgarian i find it online "Господи Иисусе Христе, Сине Божий, помилвай мен грешника". Focus on saving your soul (depression works in many hidden ways), the rest can be solved afterwards. Be safe! 🙏

Well if there's any chance of winning.. I may be addicted as well.. but no, for 4 years I am only losing.. that's not even a casino.. there only stilling the money..even my last one was yesterday.. I said in my other video that I will try once more and the results I will post by tomorrow.. there are just scammers.. non chance at all.. I lost 400 from my salary to get something.. this is too much making fun of us.. they are only stilling... I gave up with a document from N.A.P for the decline of gambling Rights..in the bugging before, like 4 years back I was winning and losing.. now it's just losses.. they change the rule for me??? They stop giving me any bonus for almost a year and a half. They are the worst from thieves.. No fuckin mercy on some people.. for 2700 in 8 deposit, for like 2 months.. I was only losing.. is this normal? They don't care if I will talk bad things to them or if I show everyone what their scam is. Casinos have no chance for me to win . But that's it .. I will get the documents for the stop in the next video.. why just why they're so evil. I did give them so much money.. but never they returned some.. the worst one will be evolution and effbet .. the others are less bad like amusnet.. nah I will post every result for 4 years if I have to to see the difference.. when casino my be addiction.. but now is just robbery.. that's not gambling.. the gambling is no more.. there is a thieves.. thanks for your support.. 💓 but I guess I just and idiot who can't win any more.. no matter the experience, no matter if I go big or low.. with people like them.. manipulation is only now.. well I guess I will not eat again this month..that's my life ..

Well ye mostly working..but in free time like hour or so making a video to do commentary of my own mistakes.. the other time sleep.. I haven't got in other countries, or tack a vacation because.. well money is still not growing under the trees.. my own new mistake from my life will be the oversleeping problem.. I mean I can save time from them.. I am almost 9 hours every day but I need to lower them to 7 or at list 8.. everything is going ok I will keep my word for the gambling by getting the documents of the refuse .. if I lose again this day .. it will be the end of everything.. if I win well I will keep going till I lose more.. but if I lose today it will be the end of my attend..how are you as well?? Those 60 k will disappear.. 60k of euro - 120 k of leva ..what can be worse.. if I don't try some other way...

You can .. sorry for the late answer.. you can talk to me on almost every possible platform.. like Facebook or Viber if it's ok with you? I Metodi Gotsev on facebook.. if you wish to chat with me there.. but I can tell you this, work is everything these days..

It's true it is... I tried to stop that, long ago, but I failed. It is hard. And more addicted than casinos.. casinos are boring as hell. Nothing interesting there. The only thing that is more powerful than porn is the cash and the feeling of that power..I will read his book .. I need to know exactly everything if I wish to start a new life.. thanks for sharing 😊

@@MetodiG It's definitely possible to change that brain wiring. It took me a few years, but the key for me was mindfulness and a lot of patience and allowing myself to fail...not judging myself when I failed and just retrying again and again, eventually it stuck. You can do it, for sure.