I relapse again after 1 year 6 months.. to see that casino is neither giving me bonus neither win

[@Rygar777_]

Bad luck is just someone believing their own lies. Don't believe the lies you're telling yourself. Without positive planning for long-term, realistic goals, you will only be able to blame bad luck. You got this. Just quit making life hard on yourself.

[@MetodiG]

I just can't do it anymore..I have been insane for 2 years now.. I can't return to normal after every loss I got.. I Lost myself by trying to achieve something.. but by this day I am not Sure, anymore what to do. I know there is no luck there.. but I have to tell myself that. If I wish to continue to try my best..I had planned for 17 years I tried every possible tactic.. and still.. there better.. they are just farming me.. my heart is crying.. I can't get back to normal.. even if I try.. I made so many bad decisions.. I can't find happiness in typing or in failing.. I just don't know anymore.. I see darkdness only.. I am sorry.. but I am lost forever..