Great video Jamison. Merry Christmas and sure hope your health improves even more in 2025.
@JamisonWrites7 күн бұрын
Thank you! And Merry Christmas to you too!
@TheArnebaby9 күн бұрын
Thanks for your story. I fell very ill Last year and its getting worse. Chronically bed ridden. Diagnosed with ME Last month. I am so scared. I have high mono antibodies in the blood from a previous infection. Can I ask you which antivirals they have you? (I know this would not be Medical advice)
@JamisonWrites9 күн бұрын
@@TheArnebaby I’m so sorry that you’re going through this. Try to rest and find peace when you can. I found that the anxiety of the situation made things worse even though that too felt uncontrollable. I have tried almost all of the major anti virals. Valcyte was the only one that really worked for me and I am still on it today.
@KittenCasserole11 күн бұрын
Thanks for taking us along. The postcards are so cool, I love seeing them alongside the vlog
@JamisonWrites11 күн бұрын
Thanks 🤗 Me too! I love old postcards. I want to do more videos where we go to locations from postcards but because I can only travel so far I will run out of locations pretty quickly.
@KittenCasserole11 күн бұрын
@ That would be such a cool travel show
@jenniferw159511 күн бұрын
I am trying Truvada currently for ME. I will let you know how it goes. Very beautiful scenery! 🎄
@JamisonWrites11 күн бұрын
Sounds good! Please do. And thank you!
@Candleflower42-zp3sh5 күн бұрын
Looked it up, I’m 71 with ME - yes please let us know how you do. I go in spells of trying things then accepting to live with it then trying something again. I’ve heard some get more energy with copper? Good luck!
@Candleflower42-zp3sh5 күн бұрын
@@JamisonWritesgreat video Jamison.
@robjarrett832420 күн бұрын
Gonna try the chickpea bread and brownies.
@JamisonWrites20 күн бұрын
@@robjarrett8324 The brownies are so good! You won’t regret it!
@jenniferw159521 күн бұрын
Hello- I am wondering what dose of valcyte you are on? Have you tried Truvada? It is for HIV Prep but a study showed it worked better for EBV! It also reversed one ladies MS.
@JamisonWrites21 күн бұрын
Hi! I take a 450 mg tablet twice a day. I haven't taken Truvada. But that sounds promising. Is it difficult to get a Rx for that? I feel like it could be.
@antares414126 күн бұрын
I've been doing intermittent fasting for about 10 years now. I eat all my food in a 6 hour window and fast for 18 hours. So that would be 11am and 5pm strict no snacking in between. Interestingly going to bed hungry improves my sleep. I am less likely to wake up at 3am and be unable to fall back asleep. My food choices are key also. I eat all the starchy vegetables and fruits I want but no highly processed things like potato chips, crackers, candy, chocolate, white rice. I try to eat red meat sparingly, turkey, chicken make my own broths from them. As many vegetables as I can stand. I cook a lot of them in my home made broth. I do often have a 12 ounce glass of frozen milk blended with a tablespoon of sugar for desert, nuts raisons also. I don't allow any gluten to the best of my ability. IE some things like walmart rice which are questionable which are not certified gluten free but I eat them anyway. I'm 148lbs at 5'6" 23ish bmi 65 years old. I live in a metal building that can be checked for mold behind the walls in South Central NM. Originally 1983 to 1998 lived in a 50 year old home with serious mold issues. Didn't get sick until 1997. In that situation I was bed bound but able to care for my basic needs myself. Where I live now I can do light chores and projects in my garage. Many times I pay for it afterwards though. Spend at least 8 hours a day in front of my computer. Try to do chores for exercise but also exercise some times for about 2 minutes. Many times I pay for that also. Point I am making I am much more active than many which makes it easier for me to burn calories. Certainly not to the degree of a healthy person but non the less much more than someone who can't get out of bed. A lot of people might say they are cured but cured to me would mean not having brain fog, pem, flue like symptoms fatigue that keeps me from being able to work. With all these symptoms I simply couldn't do any job consistently productively no matter how simple. I just don't have the stamina.
@JamisonWrites25 күн бұрын
@@antares4141 I used to do intermittent fasting. I liked the concept but I just couldn’t find longevity with it. Eventually my will power gave out. Glad it works for you. And I feel you on the cured thing. It’s hard to imagine being fully cured at this point. It would definitely blow my mind.
@antares414125 күн бұрын
@@JamisonWrites In the past my attitude was I'm going to be this way for the rest of my life. Now that I am older, even though at this point it's magical thinking I just don't want to give in to that attitude anymore.
@maxnits955626 күн бұрын
So you've basically went low-carb, which lowered your insulin levels, which are pretty much the only reason we gain weight! I've had mecfs for the last 17 years and only 4 years ago I went from 85kg to 105kg. 7 months ago I started keto and lost 10 kg already. It's been a gamechanger and I'm writing an article about it. I'll send you a copy soon! PS I highly recommend an amazing book: "The Obesity Code" by Dr. Jason Fung. And also Dr Sarah Myhill's blog about why me/cfs patients need to go keto.
@JamisonWrites26 күн бұрын
@@maxnits9556 Yes and I forgot to mention I wore a glucose monitor for a while which really opened my eyes to the spikes from the foods I was eating. But I didn’t use lower carbs. I also lowered fat intake too. Maybe not as much as carbs but I wouldn’t call my diet strictly keto because that can be high fat, which isn’t necessarily a negative, but WW isn’t that, and for my purposes, lowering both fats and carbs contributed to the weight loss. Sure send it over! I’ve been following Dr. Myhill basically since I got sick. She’s great! Thanks for the suggestions!
@maxnits955626 күн бұрын
I too was a sports-junkie and a gym-lover and was on a strict low-fat diet for the last 10 years! And guess what, my weight has only risen. I was so confused! Till I read Jason Fung. He explains it very well.
@EulipionOutpost27 күн бұрын
Congrats on the weight loss (40 lbs is really a lot of progress!) and general improvement! Thanks for the recipies; I want to try the chickpea bread and jicama fries (wondering if the latter will work in an air fryer).
@JamisonWrites26 күн бұрын
Give em a try! We use the air fryer and I can’t tell the difference. You can also make pizza and all kinds of “sweet” treats with chickpea flour.
@KittenCasseroleАй бұрын
I think it’s so incredible that you’ve not only been able to write, but are willing to work hard to share your story and raise awareness
@JamisonWritesАй бұрын
Thanks 🤗 Like most of us, I wish I could do more! It’s hard to make an impact these days.
@minghaogong2343Ай бұрын
The POTS description is so vivid…indeed Franz Schubert the famous composer who had neurotoxic injury explained something similar like “blood rushing towards head”. Hope you are much better now!
@JamisonWritesАй бұрын
Thanks so much for reading my memoir and for the kind wishes. Hope you are doing well too!
@minghaogong2343Ай бұрын
I remembered this session in your book😢
@KittenCasseroleАй бұрын
Thanks for sharing your story. Thats so amazing that you were able to finish college 🎉
@JamisonWritesАй бұрын
Thanks so much 🤗 In some ways I got an overpriced piece of paper but it did have a lot of symbolism for me.
@Andrei33422 ай бұрын
Damn, love the gloomy scenery. Fits perfectly with the halloween season👻
@troutjunkie73302 ай бұрын
Is Shannon Ok? She stopped posting anything on FB or Instagram. I know she had horrible crash 2 years ago due to forest fires smoke. I hope she's doing better.
@KittenCasserole2 ай бұрын
So lovely, thanks for taking us along 🙏🏻
@awilliams72662 ай бұрын
🌊☮️💙💙💙💙
@KittenCasserole2 ай бұрын
Thanks for taking us out sightseeing. Your vintage postcards are really cool 😎
@JamisonWrites2 ай бұрын
Thanks 🤗 I really started getting into the postcards this year and it’s a lot of fun to see the past and read the messages people write to each other.
@KittenCasserole2 ай бұрын
@@JamisonWrites That sounds like so much fun
@hillzertoo2 ай бұрын
Very nice travelogue Jamison ... Including the postcards is a great idea, really pulls the viewer into the narrative ... do you do your voice along with the video action, or do you do a voice over later ? ... excellent video, this one I could SO relate to, having lived in the city for a year, and having walked through many of the places you visited ... Bon Voyage mister!
@JamisonWrites2 ай бұрын
Thanks Dad! I usually do the voiceover after editing the video. It takes a lot of time but I’m enjoying it and that’s what matters. Hope you’re hanging in there. Sending you an email tonight.
@snappleandcats80453 ай бұрын
This is funny cause I just attempted to try writing out a story idea I had. I will be surprised if I ever publish. If I do, it'll be years down the line, but it's nice to try to be creative, if not a bit frustrating with ME. I will be hanging onto any advice while sick. The phone thing is interesting to me because I had the same problem, but I didn't get past it and I can't write on a laptop due to some computer specific tics, so I actually got physical paper I keep by my bed. It's definitely worse physically, but better mentally, so I'm just trying to accept most of the time, this will be an extremely slow process if I keep up with it. I was actually inspired somewhat by hearing that Maeve's mom is I believe publishing some of her incomplete work even after she died. As bleak as that is, it made me realize it's possible to make an impact even if you never do finish a project or make it perfect, so it's probably better to just try something and see where it goes.
@JamisonWrites3 ай бұрын
Hi! That’s so cool that you are writing, but I totally get the frustration of going slowly. I used to write things out by hand first and it took forever, but it was the only way I could do it so it was better than nothing. As my health has improved I’ve altered the way I write and I’m always looking for ways to make it easier or more streamlined. Maybe there’s a way for you to do it that isn’t as frustrating. The hard part is finding what works for you. That’s so true about making an impact even if your work isn’t perfect. I recently heard a quote, something like, it’s better to finish something than to make it perfect because you’re never going to make it perfect. It’s hard to get in that frame of mind but I’m working on it especially with my crappy KZbin videos 😆 I just checked out your channel. Love your videos! Did you get burned out on them or just not feeling well enough to keep making them?
@snappleandcats80453 ай бұрын
@@JamisonWrites thank you! I think I'll find what works as I go along. I'm just hoping I stick with it. As for my KZbin, it was both getting more sick (I was basically near remission when I started, somehow, but starting to deteriorate again), plus actually learning how to pace, plus my tics interfering. I used to wait for a good day and do all kinds of errands and tasks and occasionally a video literally for 24 hours straight until I totally crashed. Bad habits growing up and I'm a bit surprised they didn't hurt me more, but I did eventually learn/was forced to in the beginning, take it a bit easier. It took trying a martial arts class for some reason (don't ask, gaslighting really made me delusional) and becoming housebound for 2 months and then halfway through, deciding to catch up with the science on ME again to stop what I was doing 😭. Also, I can't afford flare ups at the same level with how my tics are now bc I literally can't rest. If my muscles are tired, they get worse. That was too long, but tl;dr: I got a bit sicker, but also, back then I may have just been crazy lol, whoops.
@donparks83703 ай бұрын
Gross
@gabrielleg.13473 ай бұрын
I just found out you have a KZbin channel (from you FB stories), very cool! It’s great to see you doing better. You were the first person I ever saw with ME from that shitty Netflix show years ago and this was before I got ME myself but I’ve been following you ever since. Your drive made me miss the Bay Area sunsets! I use to live in the East Bay but moved out to Asheville, NC 3 years ago because I felt I would heal better in nature and lo and behold, my intuition was correct and I’ve gotten a lot better out here and since moving out of mold. Went from bedbound for many years to only needing to use my scooter for longer walks! Brain retraining has helped too. Have you gotten into that at all?
@JamisonWrites3 ай бұрын
Hey thanks so much for watching! And how cool that you lived in the bay. Where in the east bay did you live? I hear Asheville is really nice too. I have a lot of old postcards from there. So glad you are doing too!
@gusparaguss3 ай бұрын
Hey Jamison, are you still in a romantic relationship? It would be interesting to hear more about this in a future video and how you manage it. Keep up the good work!
@JamisonWrites3 ай бұрын
Thanks! That’s a good topic. I will add it to the list of future videos. Really appreciate you watching!
@snappleandcats80453 ай бұрын
I haven't had as many spoons to create and write as many thoughts the past few days, but I recently discovered your channel and I'm so hyped you're doing so much better! It's been so cool to see. Idk if you're taking suggestions, but I'd love to see more about everything you use to make things more accessible and less energy intensive. It's cool to see glimpses of some of that stuff in this vlog. Either way, it's great to see your stuff again!
@JamisonWrites3 ай бұрын
Hey thanks so much for watching! I am definitely taking suggestions. I need all the ideas I can get. I will add that to the list! Really appreciate the support! It’s nice to know someone is watching 😃
@KittenCasserole3 ай бұрын
So glad to finally find the swamp goblin representation that makes me feel less alone 🧌
@JamisonWrites3 ай бұрын
Haha you are not a swamp goblin, but I do agree that representation is crucial. We just want to be seen! Or depending on the day, maybe we don’t 😆
@capen763 ай бұрын
I've experienced this phenomenon all of my life. Part is mold, part is SAD, and part is that many horrific traumas have taken place since childhood at this time of year. It's interesting to know about the other factors Jamison mentions. I have been crashing now for weeks and it's September 23rd, so it's no joke.
@JamisonWrites3 ай бұрын
@@capen76 Hi Lori! I’m so sorry you’ve been experiencing the slide too. It’s so frustrating and mysterious. Hope you are hanging in there. Thanks for watching!
@troutjunkie73303 ай бұрын
It's hands down Ragweed. Starts blooming mid September to mid November. The pollen travels across the entire continent and effects more than half the population. About 25 million in US get it really bad with full blown flu symptoms including fever for weeks. Here in Midwest, almost everyone I know has some symptoms. For healthy people, it's just annoyance but if have ME/CFS, it hits you hard. It's number 1 allergen in North America
@JamisonWrites3 ай бұрын
That’s very true. Allergies are so much worse with chronic illnesses. I never had allergies before I got sick. Now they hit me and it feels like a whole secondary illness.
@PaulEEish3 ай бұрын
But isn't October the warmest month in the Bay area?
@JamisonWrites3 ай бұрын
@@PaulEEish I wish! This summer has been pretty hot. Looking forward to fall weather (as long as my symptoms don’t get worse 🤞)
@JaneMiller01013 ай бұрын
The schedule disruptions of November and December do me in.
@JamisonWrites3 ай бұрын
@@JaneMiller0101 I feel ya! So many more things scheduled during those months too.
@KittenCasserole3 ай бұрын
I’ve had a lot of friends that seem to be affected by the barometric pressure changes
@JamisonWrites3 ай бұрын
Good point! I forgot about that. I often feel that change too, though it doesn’t usually last more than a few days for me.
@Candleflower42-zp3sh3 ай бұрын
This is so interesting I always used to get terrible headaches in October. Not so much anymore but never knew it was a thing. My CFS/fibro bounces around so much never really noticed that getting worse but I’ll be more aware now.
@JamisonWrites3 ай бұрын
I had much the same reaction when I learned about the October Slide. I was like “Wow, there a name for why I feel like crap!” 😆
@jennysrp3 ай бұрын
It's great to see you so much improved (even though I know there's still more to go!). I've had to take a step back from advocacy and focus on how to make my life sustainable. Focusing on this moment is the most helpful, except when I'm feeling terrible, I tell myself there will be better days ahead. Planning for the future is still very far out of reach but all we really have is today anyway right? One step at a time slow and steady. Xx
@JamisonWrites3 ай бұрын
Hey Jenny! Thanks so much! I’m with you on that. I haven’t been as involved in the cause as much as I used to be or would like to be. Kinda bums me out but hopefully I will get more involved again in the future. It’s hard to advocate and take care of yourself. And planning for the future is so difficult but like you said it’s a good reminder to live in the moment. Big hugs to you 🤗
@maxnits95563 ай бұрын
Watching you here in Lviv, Ukraine! 17 years of mecfs, definitely thinking about surviving this single day is paramount. I'm learning languages by watching lots of videos in that language, this brings me much joy and passes time.
@JamisonWrites3 ай бұрын
Hi! Thanks so much for watching! So glad you are hanging in there with MECFS. It is such a frustrating illness. Hope you are staying safe!
@maxnits95563 ай бұрын
@@JamisonWrites yeah, glad you're better. Keep your energy levels in check though!
@gwilkins46173 ай бұрын
👍
@sharilynn53 ай бұрын
Jamison, thanks so much for this, and all of your videos. When I start to worry about my illnesses, I try to focus on things I enjoy. Genealogy, reading, writing (I’ve written some articles for The Mighty), and watching TV or KZbin videos. You’re right about not reading too many negative stories. I find that consuming too much social media makes me irritable and depressed. Of course, it’s all about the moderation and the content you choose.
@JamisonWrites3 ай бұрын
@@sharilynn5 Hi! I’m so glad you are writing. It is so important to get our stories out in the world! And as you said, it does help to focus on what brings us joy, even if they are little things.
@rachellep.11333 ай бұрын
I'm all caught up on your newer videos. I've really enjoyed seeing more about your day to day, but little side note, I have SUPER enjoyed seeing the Bay Area again. I moved away when I was 14, and basically haven't been back in 21years ( I can't believe we're old enough to say stuff like that). So thanks for all the views and narrating where you are. Keep 'em coming, I'm watching 😊 So glad you are feeling well enough to go on adventures!
@JamisonWrites3 ай бұрын
@@rachellep.1133 Hey! Thanks so much for watching. I’m really glad you enjoyed them and can see The Bay again. Come back and visit one of these days 🤗 I’m going to try to do more like this!
@PaulEEish3 ай бұрын
I still have the t shirt you were selling years ago!
@JamisonWrites3 ай бұрын
@@PaulEEish Hey Paul! How are you? That’s awesome! I need to bring those back or maybe do an another version.
@PaulEEish3 ай бұрын
@JamisonWrites Doing well, thanks, busy working and reading some good classics. I've thought about you from time to time and am glad you are ambulating and improving. You appear to be in good spirits too. Hope you have a joyful week.
@FionaEm3 ай бұрын
Like you, I developed ME/CFS in 2010. I used to describe my illness as debilitating - but after two crashes that left me substantially and permanently worse, I realised that I was in fact disabled. Unfortunately, govts and the medical profession here in Australia regard chronic illness and disability as two separate things - when in reality, they often cross over.
@JamisonWrites3 ай бұрын
@@FionaEmIt’s similar here too. The a lot of ambiguity around it. Definitely not a simple thing.
@wildgardens3 ай бұрын
Thanks for taking us along on your journey, SF looks beautiful! Hope you didn't crash too badly afterwards!
@JamisonWrites3 ай бұрын
@@wildgardens Thanks so much for watching! Glad you enjoyed it. I’ll try to do some more like this!
@KittenCasserole3 ай бұрын
This is so charming. Wonderful views. Thanks for sharing your gratitude ❤
@JamisonWrites3 ай бұрын
Thanks so much! I love that view so much. Had to share! I’m going to try to do some more like this when I am up for it.
@FionaEm3 ай бұрын
I read your book a few years ago, and am so pleased that you've improved enough to do some things for yourself & take occasional trips. I'm impressed that you can hold up the shower rose. I can't (and can barely type this comment!) On the other hand, I can walk to the bathroom and stand long enough to brush my teeth as long as I don't already have PEM on board. How do you find the bed wedge? I like having my head elevated but find that my hips & glutes get really jammed so it's a tough one to solve!
@JamisonWrites3 ай бұрын
@@FionaEm Hi! You know you are not the first person who has said that they can walk to the bathroom but can’t sit up for long. For whatever reason I seem to have the opposite problem. I can sit up for long periods of time but can’t be on my feet more than a few seconds before feeling terrible. Such a mystery. I got the wedge pillow from Amazon. Are you in the US? I’ll send you a link to it.
@FionaEm3 ай бұрын
@JamisonWrites No, I'm in Australia. Have tried a few bed wedges but they're too high and the angle kills my hips.
@JamisonWrites3 ай бұрын
@@FionaEm I have a few different ones at different angles. I actually bought a big one and just cut off the smaller end and used that for a while. If you can’t find one that works you could try something like that.
@gwilkins46173 ай бұрын
Beautiful area
@hillzertoo3 ай бұрын
fabulous views, intrepidly great narration, inspiring story ... Yay!
@Andrei33423 ай бұрын
Lovely trip! Glad your health allows for such escapes and your mother helps you so much with everything🤗 Also don’t let those Golden Bridge haters get to you 😆
@JamisonWrites3 ай бұрын
@@Andrei3342 Thanks for watching Andrei! It is nice to get out and enjoy this type of stuff, even with those bridge haters roaming around 😂
@eprohoda3 ай бұрын
epic . Jamison-
@onceawitkin3 ай бұрын
Was keen to hear what you had to say but ouch, those whip cracking noises you inserted between points send my nervous system nuts ... Way to triggering for someone sound sensitive. Thanks anyway
@JamisonWrites3 ай бұрын
Sorry about that. I am learning as I go. Thanks for watching.
@onceawitkin3 ай бұрын
@@JamisonWrites all good, there is always a learning curve, and you can never please everyone ...
@kaisakupila16323 ай бұрын
Also happened to me....sudden sound and now my heart is going 100 miles in an hour and I started to feel anxious
@JamisonWrites3 ай бұрын
@@kaisakupila1632 So sorry about that. I wish it would let me change it 😫 I won’t put that effect in future videos
@Candleflower42-zp3sh3 ай бұрын
I can relate so much to what you say Jamison even though I’d say I’m in the moderate category. At 71 it seems I can’t do as much before consequences come, and then they are worse, so guess I and likely others, as we age, need to recalibrate our pacing.
@JamisonWrites3 ай бұрын
I feel ya! It seems as though I am always adjusting my pacing. It’s so frustrating to be able to do something one day and not another. Hang in there!
@wildgardens3 ай бұрын
Thanks for sharing! It's amazing to see how far you have come! I saw you in some documentaries some time back and I read your book when it was released which shocked me to my core! You so vividly described what life is life for someone who is bed-bound, it was a real eye-opener and sounded like such a brutal experience. So it is nice to see you mobile and more functional. I would love to see a video on how you lost so much weight! Ive been housebound for almost 4.5 years now (ME/CFS and POTS from Long Covid) and have been really struggling with weight gain. I was slim before I got sick so it is hard to see myself in the mirror now. Keep posting! It is interesting to see someone else's life with this illness!
@JamisonWrites3 ай бұрын
Hi! Thanks so much for reading my book and following along with my journey. I am so sorry that you are going through your own struggles as well. I totally know what you mean about looking in the mirror. When my health improved and I was able to look in the mirror again I was like, “Wow, my hairline is receding and my belly is expanding. What the hell!” I will definitely try to make a video on all that. It’s a good topic. Thanks so much for the suggestion!
@wildgardens3 ай бұрын
@@JamisonWrites Yes totally agree! I hadn't looked in the mirror properly for ages and when I finally looked I was shocked. Lots of grey hairs and a much larger body than Ive ever had. Its not just the physical suffering thats hard but the transformation of our appearance. Its tough as its such a shocking visible sign of our changed identity. Would be great if you could cover it!!
@EulipionOutpost3 ай бұрын
Good to see you feeling better enough to start this channel! Also, I like your attitude!
@JamisonWrites3 ай бұрын
@@EulipionOutpost Thanks so much! I really appreciate you saying that!
@ThomasCustomWoodworks3 ай бұрын
Great video and great growth! For a while I was only getting about 40-50 subscribers per week on my channel so 72 is awesome.