That’s adorable 🥺🥺🥺💓 hope I can see her version too!!

@@dishappointment Will definitely share it with you when its done.

Update, it appears the album has been taken down. A real shame. I found it during quarantine and I got really attached to it. It's presence will be missed whenever I need to just turn on calming music. Of course it's not like all of Isoda's work has been taken off of youtube but that was the video I was most connected to. I'm gonna miss. Hope you're doing well, whoever reads this. Life keeps going, but we can still take it at our own pace :)

Update 2, I've come to the realization this is my favorite video on the internet. I'll comment every time I come back here, start of something new I suppose. Can't wait to see where this goes

Update 3, hello again! Today was the first day of my final year of high school. It was nice seeing all my friends again. But the end is within sight now. That's alright though. Change is something that is necessary for us in life. But until then, I'll enjoy the stability I do have. 1:59 is probably my favorite clip from the video. It just feels so... human. The beauty, the sadness, it represents everything we are I suppose. I always enjoy coming back here, it reminds me of who I live my life for. Yes, I do it for myself but also for those around me. Everyone who's path I've crossed in life. I just wanna make the world a better place than I found it. And I don't think that will ever change.

Update 4, back again! Welp, I confessed to my crush today. So that's fun I guess. Came back here to distract myself from it all for bit. To remember that regardless of if she reciprocates the feelings, life will go on. Forever grateful for this video, peace out for now

Update 5. I didn't come back here for a while because I wanted time to process my feelings over something that happened, and coming back now made me realize how long it's actually been. Right about 80 days. Huh. It felt shorter but also longer than that. Shorter as in "wow, it was only that long ago? " but also longer as in "wow, I feel a bit like a different person now" Anyways, I should probably explain what it is I'm even talking about. So in my last update I talked about how I confessed to my crush, and to my actual surprise, she liked me back! So we started dating. But, after a week, she came to realize that she only liked me as a friend and we broke up. I admit that it hit me kinda hard. It was my first time being in a relationship and I was so excited for it, so it did hurt to have it end so quickly. I went into a stupor for about a month. She was very understanding of my position and she still did want to be friends, so she let me vent to her about it. Looking back on it now, I realize that every time I talked to her about it I was trying to win her over again. I knew in my head that wouldn't happen but my heart couldn't accept it. Eventually, I'm pretty sure she caught onto it and pretty firmly told me it was over. I think I needed that. It allowed me to actually, truly move on. That was about a month ago. We started talking again pretty recently and I think I'm actually ready to approach her as a friend and not as a potential partner anymore. We still care a lot about each other, we've said so numerous times even after the breakup. So it'll be ok. I'm glad that it turned out ok.

So sorry to hear that. Hope you feel better soon 😇❤️

The world can’t wait to hear from you, Rupam ❤️