This stuff is killing me,i have tried my best,cold turkey is horrible.how do I get off this mess almost 10yrs now,i want to be normal because am suffering from depression and I usually have suicide thought always.i just want to die and get over it.

Best ideas to sleep without klonopin

You need to clean up your mouth

Thank you for all information

marvellous... but... how the fuck do u get out of the meds then

So I had been off K for 3yrs and 8 months when i tried a small piece of an Amanita chocolate bar July 2nd. I felt really loving and amazing while on it. However a couple days later I was severely kindled and back into WD’s. I experienced Anxiety, Depression, insomnia, DPDR, food sensitivity, lost 17lbs in 2 weeks, Vision issues (which I still have some), etc etc. Most symptoms have got better 2.5 months later but still have some blurry vision and depression. I didn’t think this would happen and also didn’t know Amanita is basically the strongest Gaba agonist. Apparently you can still be kindled this far out. Has anyone else experienced kindling like this?

Antidepressants don’t only cut off the feelings of hopelessness but the good ones like happiness as wellEverythinhg is flattened and will improve.

I’ve been on tramodol 20 years or more. When I miss a dose my body feels like I am running out of oxygen shaking feeling like being held over a cliff very scary. Need to get off this stuff

Thank you so much for posting such a positive, uplifting story. There’s so much negativity and doom and gloom surrounding this subject of benzo withdrawal that it can be discouraging to even attempt to get off these meds. When medical professionals have failed you and the average person has no idea what the experience is like, you feel like there’s no place to turn so naturally you go searching for answers. Unfortunately the echo chamber of internet horror stories is what I have found which are not beneficial (although they may be true). This video was a beacon of hope and I am grateful for having come across it. Godspeed to all going through this and stay strong in the fight!

I’m going through hell now. These doctors have me so pissed. I’m in so much pain, I can’t get shit done. Doctors don’t give a shit.

I sure wish one of my “expert” doctors could have stated one thing besides gaslighting my ass about this shit.

I had multiple traumatic events happen.. that totally destroyed me. Lost all my finances, money etc. My last 4 family members died, i then Lost my career job of 20yrs... everything was extremely overwhelming for me... i couldn't absorb, accept what happened. Im do messed up with constant stress, chronic anxiety, insomnia, depression, Anhedonia, agoraphobia, ptsd... and more. I feel so guilty and regretful too... you just can't stop it. Its pure negativity, and suffer in quicksand of distress. Its my story, we all have different... but, we all suffer the same illnesses because we are humans. Thank you for listening... 🫶🥀

I have zero experience with Tramadol, but i did wd from Oxycodone. 360 pills of one Oxycodone and 90 pill of another oxycodone. Was on them for 10 years. First week was horrible. Worst id ever felt. After the first week, youll feel a little better each day. But dont ve discouraged. Accept it and know its going to pass. Once it passes, you WIN!!! Its easy to go back to it, takes a winner to win it and get through it. I flushed 300 pills and said enough is enough. I was tired of it all. So stay with it i promise its worth it. I swear its worth it!!!

How were you able to sleep? I’m still going through sleep without ambien

Thank you for saying this. ❤

Damn how you get addicted to that... they do nothing if you go to Mexico you can get 300mg in Usa it's 50 mg I remember my first time yes it got me good but it develops quickly.

Amazing how Doctors push this sh!t. I was prescribed tramadol for a workplace injury that was a misdiagnosed and the Dr puched me up to 400mg a day within 2 months then 1 visit he cut my prescription by half and said "the next few months is gonna be hard, good luck" and that was it. Alot of Dr's in New Zealand are inept & need to be held accountable

I can attest to the physical symptoms. But I am down from 1.0mg to 0.5 mg in 2 months. Wont stop til 😢til I am Benzo free

75 days off klonopin, went to rehab, I'm 3wks out and struggling...I was doing so well in "the bubble" but feel like I'm regressing now..but you just helped me keep the faith

Tramadol is so addictive and so hard to stop taking! I’ve been clean for 1.5 years now! Thank the Gods! The snakes lead my way!!! 🐍 🙏 love❤

Thank you so much for this!

Opiates are the devil!, took some of these for fun in a week span and couldnt believe the mental affect after taking them, felt ao depressed and hopeless, i cant imagine what these drugs do to your receptors long term.

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my brother always hits and scolds me. He didn't understand my pain because I stopped taking the xanax I got from the doctor. My brother thought I was exaggerating

Key is to not go off them if stable. People can be dependent on coffee. You should really get off coffee because it creates a dependency. No more coffee for you.

I'm on my journey day like 75 n I'm tripping but it's getting better.work 12 steps.alot of pulls I stopped after 20 yearslong term mat program n over medicated.lifes good.this video really helped me today;) gonna see a counselour next week hr wk sessions to heal from ripping the bandaid off.good n bad days;)i know it..).its ok to feel crazy.use whatever your higher power is;) life's a trip❤ look thru new eyes.no Mas gabas subs alcohol all at once.jail saved my life.love each other n keep ur head up for those on there journey.forgive urself. new growing

I consumed this tramodol as a drug for about 2 or 3 months, I regret and stop, today is my first day so tired loss of energy, sleepless, loss of everything. I pray my dear friend any treatment pill please🙏

Fucking love this guy. Only just found him but he comes across as a real person who has genuinely been through it and you feel like you can believe it when he says you’ll be happy one day.

I was told I am just a sad seed. Golly. I’m bushed.

I need help because i am still trying my best to stop but not working for me

Can i ask once you go threw the benzo hell....do you suffer depression? I went threw the 12 weeks of hell felt like i was plugged into an electrical circuit going 100km an hour...then felt like a base ball bat hit back of my brain. Then i endure internal terror, panic anxiety attacks all day...now i suffer a band around back of my brain.....and depression.....and severe head fatigue like brain fatigue. I was on 1mg of lorazipam up to 1.25mg for 5 months in total. Stopped 15 weeks ago ..

Dear Phil! Thank you for this video. I used tramadol in a rather low dose - 50 mg every other night . But I used it for 10 years straight. I wound up having serotonine syndrome. It nearly killed me! My relapse risk is zero, because it spooked me so bad. But my will to live is at an all time low. All I want is somebody to tell me how long this will last! You are the only one who actually gives me an estimate - 2 to 2,5 years. I quit cold turkey and have been clean for the past 14 months. I feel like I am half way there, and you just gave me that confirmation. Thanks again!

6 years after rapid taper. Not the same person , that shit fucked me up ! Lucky not to be in jail for assult on my doctor I lost my job, had to give my dog away & became homeless.

Anybody reading this....I quit taking xanax and ambien 15 months ago. I had no clue what was coming. As soon I as started cutting back I started getting pins and needles in my feet, ankles, up to my knees. Then, it started in my fingers, hands, arms up to my elbows. My face and head started buzzing and my mouth was burning. I started feeling little zingers all over my body like little bee stings and had massive fatigue in my legs. Anybody else going through this? I thought I had MS or something worse!!! I had nightmares and never got more than 2 hrs sleep a night....if I was lucky, for close to a year. Sometimes I get hit by a wave and I get freaked out all over again thinking I've got something bad but then I realize Benzo's really do cause this crap. I was 65 when this hit. I was taking up to 2 mg xanax daily and 10 mg ambien at night for 2 years. I did a taper and was off in 3 weeks....what a huge mistake!!! I had no idea these meds could do this. Anyway, if anyone else has experienced something like this, chime in. Most peoples side effects seem different than mine and I'm curious if anyone else has this type of parathesia, muscle weakness and buzzing. It's been 15 months and I am better now than last year but sometimes I feel like it will never go away....I pray I am wrong!!!

Nothing.i was on glutathione supplement.. When i withdrawal lot of symptoms comes.glutathione is an anti oxidant. Then i go to a neurologist he takes me in different anti psychotic drugs for 10 months 10 days..klonopin is the only drug for the whole time..totally prescribed drugs... 1mg klonopin.for.10 mnths 10 days....now cold turkey.4 months....i am surviving power off issues,altered personality fears,no motivation,no energy,stop working mode etc etc when i will fully healed..sir please reply i am only 30 years old..

Nothing.i was on glutathione supplement.. When i withdrawal lot of symptoms comes.glutathione is an anti oxidant. Then i go to a neurologist he takes me in different anti psychotic drugs for 10 months 10 days..klonopin is the only drug for the whole time..totally prescribed drugs... 1mg klonopin.for.10 mnths 10 days....now cold turkey.4 months....i am surviving power off issues,altered personality fears,no motivation,no energy,stop working mode etc etc when i will fully healed..sir please reply i am only 30 years old..

Nothing.i was on glutathione supplement.. When i withdrawal lot of symptoms comes.glutathione is an anti oxidant. Then i go to a neurologist he takes me in different anti psychotic drugs for 10 months 10 days..klonopin is the only drug for the whole time..totally prescribed drugs... 1mg klonopin.for.10 mnths 10 days....now cold turkey.4 months....i am surviving power off issues,altered personality fears,no motivation,no energy,stop working mode etc etc when i will fully healed..sir please reply i am only 30 years old..

Nothing.i was on glutathione supplement.. When i withdrawal lot of symptoms comes.glutathione is an anti oxidant. Then i go to a neurologist he takes me in different anti psychotic drugs for 10 months 10 days..klonopin is the only drug for the whole time..totally prescribed drugs... 1mg klonopin.for.10 mnths 10 days....now cold turkey.4 months....i am surviving power off issues,altered personality fears,no motivation,no energy,stop working mode etc etc when i will fully healed..sir please reply i am only 30 years old..

Tramadol for me isn’t an opioid even though it is, it doesn’t feel like it. An oxy makes me feel warmth, happy, and sleepy, and nodded. Tramadol makes me wanna not sleep but wanna have sex

agree with everything herr..Great video! Well done Phil

Please come back, your hope is amazing

I’m honestly surprised people get addicted to tramadol

Vhi. Thanks. Are you on any antidepressants now

Gabapentin helped me with psych med and valium withdrawal

Very helpful video! Are you fully recovered/ healed? How long it took for you to feel normal again? I am 10 months off xana, after taking it for 18 months, including 5 months tapering. I am suffering badly and it's very difficult to believe that we can heal from this hell

😢 day two right now I'm going through it.

I was on 1500 mg/day of tramadol for 15 years + all other opiates. Tramadol withdrawal was the most disgusting by far compared to other opiates. Some have stronger withdrawal but somehow tramadol is unique and very hard to overcome. I'm on subutex last 13 years and clean of all other opiates never touch tranadol again.

Good evening everyone I hope everybody's having a pretty decent day my name is Candy I have been with a man for over 8 years and in the beginning of our relationship he was a meth user or whatever drugs he could find but we were able to help him get off the addiction of meth as a family we helped him get off of it and then we became a really strong family and then here comes another curve ball he started taking tramadol he takes more than what he's supposed to on top of drinking alcohol consuming everyday have become a serious problem here recently I recently had to let him go he's the love of my life and he just doesn't understand that or see it because this disease is so bad with him he lost his whole family I love him with all my heart but I couldn't handle the screaming the the mood swings the ugliness the abuse and the cussing you name it it come out of his mouth so I woke up about 3 weeks ago and I express my concern how severe this is turned and all I could get out of him was to say what did I do I haven't done anything wrong so as a as a mom with children I had to make that hard decision letting him go I can't handle the abuse I just can't do it no more I have to protect me and my family and I know this drug is going to be hard to get off of I know it will be because I can see it in his eyes it is just so sad that this happens prescription drugs street drugs any drugs destroyed families lost the love of my life.😢

Can i have a appointment with you. Australia.

What were you on? How long were you on it? And what dose?