been kind all my life 35 years! started retention 3 years ago on and off retention... have lost 99% of all my real friends over night!... yesterday november 1 2024 my two sisters started attacking me verbally like worst than a dog in the street! random rage! i never done anything to them in my life... every little word i said would make them want to attack me....i would be traumatized right now if it wasent for retention! i feel so strong like it dint even effect me! i cant tell you everything they yelled at me.... but i can tell you they wanted me to kill myself... i dont even hurt animals or bugs and started praying and meditating , fasting... this is what i get... i dont know what to do.... everyone has turned on me.... i feel hatred from everione... i have happy thoughts all day and currently on day 17 sr... is this why jesus was crucified? for being kind...this makes me not want to relapse again.......... father save me! armed together with your plan save me.....
@SwizzyDae41 минут бұрын
14:01 yes, been living w/ this mindset for a few years now, keeps me out of trouble
@Lg-kb7ob7 сағат бұрын
Just went through the same thing. At a certain level of maturity, sex feels so empty without love.
@skysthelimit27277 сағат бұрын
Powerful video and chat Thank you
@HaydenSchmidt-yt8up7 сағат бұрын
2:41 real.
@Inosuke_Journey8 сағат бұрын
Joseph looks like Shakespeare in the thumbnail 🧐🔥💯
@goodkedi698214 сағат бұрын
Man just listening to your videos makes me feel empowered! Mad love sir!
@PGNZ-XPZD15 сағат бұрын
Would u do a list of all supplements
@blackpillaudrius301516 сағат бұрын
They embrace today and celebrate degenerate lifestyles and if your guy seek after gods purpose then you feel more isolated from world of deception
@ThisIsFR17 сағат бұрын
I haven’t seen you on my feed in a long time. Looking good, Chief
@abdulrazakhashimabbas787520 сағат бұрын
Favorite channel of 2024
@zenziwallacebey603721 сағат бұрын
Hey can anyone suggest me some complains? I want to manifest a person😅
@thehillpodcast2497Күн бұрын
Your authenticity in discussion is appreciated brother. Thank you
@xMoTionzxxКүн бұрын
…”32 And only one thing is truly needful to enslave mankind: he must be made to eat the flesh of animals. 33. For then we can enter his body and enjoy his senses. 34. Yea, and we can whisper in his head and he will believe that our words are his own thoughts. 35. No matter if his scriptures declare love one another, as long as he eats flesh he will be unable to follow those words…..”😊
@interesting2491Күн бұрын
They put ginseng in energy drinks right?
@NBl-qw8cgКүн бұрын
Just look at the physique of the graphic , that is the product of a diet high in carbs, fat and protein, a life low in stress with quality sleep, abundant resources and time to build muscle (look at those quads!), and with that physique countless women will be queuing up..
@npc2525Күн бұрын
Your videos are better than drugs 💯
@Bryce-p5bКүн бұрын
Stomach empty, balls full, mind both
@_nazvКүн бұрын
Agree bro. I was retaining my seed for about 2 years. Last year i met a woman, we dated for about 8 months and she drained all my energy. I cut ties with her a while ago but i was mad at myself for allowing this. I knew better but i let the lust creep in. She took me away from my purpose and it was so energetically draining. I didnt even recognize myself. I finally feel like myself again but man it felt like the matrix when they put the woman in red in front of Neo. If you read this stay focused and dont get caught lacking for one second because you can really get set back in life with or without you realizing it!
@ThaboAlvarezКүн бұрын
I see the PS5 next to the TV, I didn't know you are gamer 😎 🎮😁
@yznation4549Күн бұрын
17:00 mmmmmmm ✅💯right
@larrycheak2133Күн бұрын
That's so true I'm going through this now smh. Very scary
@jegelskerunitedКүн бұрын
Could be nice to hear your meaning on masculine men having multiple girlfriends
@ariyanmajidi5849Күн бұрын
I have learnt so much from you . But i think now i should remind you something, break from shame Joseph. In order to be whole you should not aim perfection , you integrate warrior and magician well , its time for you to integrate with lover and king within yourself (pleases read this book , Rediscovering the Archetypes of the Mature Masculine Book by Douglas Gillette and Robert L. Moore) it will help you to find your balance.
@lukeairborne55522 күн бұрын
how many days can you go without in a healthy manner? like say 4 days a week eat 3 and repeat this for an entire year?
@JRESPEAKS2 күн бұрын
KEEP GOING BROTHER
@anothertono3112 күн бұрын
Hey man love your vids, have you considered uploading to spotify? I like hearing your videos but sometimes can't watch when I'm busy, and since its around 20 min I'm sure a lot of people face the same situation it would be really cool listen to you on spotify and certainly you would have success on the platform
@benf1012 күн бұрын
There's actually a debate on whether nicotine alone is addictive. In cigarettes, pyrazines are added to make them addictive. That's why you never see someone get stressed at work and say "I need a cigar break". It's just cigarettes. That's what they add the pyrazines to. I don't know if it will let me post a link here, but look up "Dr. Ardis The Other N Word" for a 2.5 hour talk on what the nicotine studies have found.
@observerobserved-hg8lz2 күн бұрын
I don't know about this purpose life.
@bencodirla52742 күн бұрын
Yes!
@AndrewAngel2 күн бұрын
You are a human, a man. By being vulnerable about your own struggle we are drawn to believe more in your wisdom, that way we can see is not a persona, a character, a clown playing grandiose superiority instead you show us a Real Man, and we appreciate that, thanks Joseph 💪🏾🙏🏾
@benevans31422 күн бұрын
Uncle Joseph don’t be so hard on yourself !
@DRJEKYLLMRHYDE-td4tr2 күн бұрын
I appreciate this kind of videos from time to time… like two men talking to each other about interesting stuff 🔥🏺🫀🧠