Sometimes I look up and close my eyes. I almost cry. I always just see how everyone is happy. How that can’t possibly be me. I tried. Over, and over. Continuously. It makes me think what’s the point of living sometimes. If I can’t even feel sometimes what happiness feels like. If I can’t even take hints. I wish I had a friend I can always cling to. But that just seems impossible.

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Yeah. I came across this beautiful song at the beginning of 2021. Things have gotten really dark since then.. Especially these last two years.. Apparently some of us were born with a kind of incurable pain and sadness, which doesn't get better, but gets worse. That's my case.. For you who are reading this, I wish you a good life. Good luck with everything.. Goodbye. Isabelle, I have always loved you, my love. I wish things were different. Just now that I intended to settle everything, including with you... It would have been great. You were the sweetest, kindest, most beautiful person I've ever met.. Who knows, maybe in another universe things would be a little different. Difficult.. But everything is fine.. I hope you are happy and have a beautiful family someday, my love. Maybe it really was better that things ended the way they did. That way you won't even notice I'm gone. But I never forgot you... never.. I dreamed about you almost every night all this time... and i wish I could hug you one last time, but maybe it's better this way... maybe... Goodbye, Isa. I love you. Somebody help me before I end up......dead...

y'all need jesus

imgaine how good life will be if people were normal and aware

I just love going from being in a loving relationship to now being called a sexual assaulter and rapist for no reason at all and no one cares that I didn’t do it

Unlike plants we grow in the dark but also like plants some of us shrink in the dark slowly one by one our wrinkled pedals fall to the ground just to be forgotten or reabsorbed into our soundings for another’s benefit

Lo mejor de la cancion, son los comentarios, sentir que no estamos solos, hace que no estemos solos. Os quiero camaradas. De todo se sale, agradecer cada dia que la vida es un regalo hermoso, somos soldados siempre en la primera linea de la batalla. Animo a todos, dios os bendiga.

God loves you, please run to him.

*My life* *no friends* *self hatred* *loneliness* *emptyness* *my body tired* *my heart broken* i* lost myself* *lost into the darkness* *nothing has left in me* *i feel so guilty cuz god* *I'm so lucky to live my life*

I’m going to ask her out.

i cant take this anymore😢😢😢

Only to be in abyss abyss abyss ☕️

Oooh man what a DREAM.!

I feel like this is better than the regular version imo! Especially her second verse! 🔥🔥🔥

This version is the only way I can listen to this song❤❤

I hate my life i hate me i hate my body i hate my voice i hate my inteligence i hate my School, hate hate.!

I used to listen to this during my bad days thinking I related to it but in reality i was fueling a monster. I stopped, made changes in my life and went from wanting to kill myself to living my life to the fullest

I hope all of you who posted you're sadness are still here i wnt forget trying to kms i cnt forget the look on my moms face after that i vowed that if i ever kms itll be when im alone and everyone is happy but that wnt happen so ig im stuck here for now so are u but please know someone out there loves you❤❤

Song is sad, but I like the beat. Very chill especially in this slowed version.

Honestly it’s gotten to the point where I hate being alone so much that I can’t stand my own presence I feel so alone every day I have no friends and no one to talk to. I’m almost 16 and I’ve never had a girlfriend it makes me feel unlovable and worthless I don’t know if I’ll ever feel cared for and honestly I had my chance with a girl but I I didn’t think I was good enough for her the last time I saw her was April 24 2024 and I’ve thought of her every single day I cared about her so much because she’s been the only person to show affection toward me and actually tell me herself that she liked me I had my chance and missed it I hate myself every day for not talking to her more I wish we stayed in contact but I had to much doubt to ask for her number it’s my biggest regret in life so far.

There is no relief...

esta canción me hace recordar todo ese momento que pase con ella es un dolor fuerte que no puedo soportar más 😢

Man i don’t even know what to do anymore dawg life jus keeps getting harder and harder and i’m slowly losing all my friends i’m starting to wonder if anybody cares about me, cause it seems ppl only message me when they meed something or when nobody else is answering

Each time I relapse I go back there

I need help.

remember that you are enough♥️ if no one told you today, you are worthy, loved, beautiful and you can be proud of yourself. I am proud of you.

Is everyone up and depressed rn?😢

А время тик так тик так

if i could look into a mirror which reflected my desires it would have portraied death of certain people and most virociously mine

Leg day goes hard with this banger

❤❤ Hare Krišna 💓🍁🫀

Pain is the only language everyone can understand. They say writing helps, and while everyone is at it, here I go. It's the 12nd day she's been gone without a warning, without a goodbye. We were right there talking as usual but then she stood me up. I was never able to reach her out, and didn't have any way to either. She was like the only reason for me to be better for myself and for her. Like the sun ray enlightening my world, hailing amongst dark clouds surrounding me she was there brightening up everywhere she was. I had found the true happiness, the true love - then we started dreaming, we started planning, three years of love and romance vanished in 12 days. Every song I listen, every voice I hear reminds me of her, everything I do reminds me of her. It's a pain to stay awake because she's always in my head but it's a nightmare to sleep because I get to see her in my dreams. That is extremely painful because I would know it is a dream, and I would know she wouldn't be there for me when I unfortunately get to open my eyes at last. No one, literally, no one deserves this kind of suffering - it's like a fatal radiation poisoning or getting grinded alive. Words aren't adequate to describe it. The world is a hellish place to live for us fragile people. What hits so hard is that I haven't gotten a word from her, I don't know if she's ever coming back, I don't know if she's okay - I'm getting crumbled in the depths of unknown and day to day it's eating me from inside out. "Who would start drinking, smoking over a long-distance relationship anyway?" you might be asking. I did, because I loved. Because I dreamt, dreamt and kept dreaming until this day. The dreams are sliding into hell, and I'm falling into pieces as I watch them go. Three years of love, three years - wasted and there's not much I can do. I wanna say to myself she's gonna be back but I don't wanna lie. I can feel my life slipping away as a result, turning me into someone who I don't wanna be. People keep on saying forget it, find someone else, get over it, get over this - I don't want to get over anything. I don't wanna forget about anything. I don't want anyone else. I just want her back, I just want her back and that's my biggest wish. I want you back Minu

I’m always peaceful no matter what because with god I can lay down and rest knowing he is the controller of my life and has miraculous plans for my life I will always put my faith in god because when you do he begins doing miracles so even when said or depressed remember there’s someone right next to you wanting to cuddle you and help you no matter what that’s how I’m always at peace and is calm I’m not afraid to die because of you confess with your mouth that Jesus is alive and rose from the dead you will be saved

tongue wrapped around my teeth

I can’t do this anymore… I can’t keep pretending I’m not already dead…I hate that it came down to this…

It’s over. It hasn’t even been given a chance to begin and yet it’s already over

riley it ok im joy

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Ah, what a perfect version

I accept Jesus Christ as my Lord and Saviour, there is no God except The Lord.

To the person reading this, if you’re sad, think about this religiously or not, is this how you want your story to end? Always sad, tearful eyes, bedridden, curled up into a ball every single day? Come on, this ain’t the end of your story, this is just a part of it, don’t throw the rest of your life away from this one part of the story. Find your purpose, I believe in you.

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Triste, trabalhar mês todo chega no dia do pagamento, some que nem água... ta difícil, tem dinheiro para nada, maldito dinheiro que faz nos feliz, triste,ansioso,louco e etc

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I discovered this song on Instagram. Many things come to my mind every time I listen to it. It creates a strange feeling. Interesting 😑

I just want to .......

Fuck... just, fuck..

i fell in love with you girl