in my head - bedroom (slowed)

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[@galoresluv]

all these comments make my heart so heavy.. so please take a moment to call a hotline if you need it. take care of yourselves

[@Partizan_V]

It’s good that at least someone cares about people who are having a hard time.

[@Younis1890]

@@Partizan_V true

[@ChristianSannino1904]

They are weak, cringe and crazy They don't have God The don't have Jesus Christ They don't have a future This is the reality

[@YungNeckro]

Life is precious, don’t end your life on a temporary issue. I know it won’t mean much but you are loved and wanted ❤

[@paulpennington-mv7rt]

Wait... 😐 You pinned your own comment ?

[@juno2230]

I go out. I see friends. I visit family. I try anything and everything I can. why do I still feel so alone when I get home? there’s just this overwhelming sense of emptiness in my life that I can’t fill no matter how hard I try.

[@KikaRckn07]

I know the feeling even if I try to balance everything out in my life. I became more self aware on how my past affected my behavior at a subconscious level so now it can benefit me as a starting point to learn to heal and not feel so out of touch from reality.

[@EduardoVerastica]

The daily dose of turmoil.

[@dumbdumb3051]

Same I don’t know why I’m too scared to tell anyone they will judge me :(

[@koga8100]

Sense of emptiness that you can’t fill? Read the Bible. It helped me and now I’m complete

[@Ani-kq4tr]

I live with my family and I feel lonely everyday, it’s probably cause there’s no one that understands the pain I feel

[@scar8160]

i can laugh so hard, but then it's like i'm completely numb after. People always ask me why i make a straight face after i laugh.. i just can't help it honestly.

[@emptysugar4624]

This is normal! Dude, I always do the same shit as you do. when I look in the mirror during this, I just start to feel empty in myself. Everything, just all the sad events are going into my head. If someone doesn't like it, it's their problem. You don't have to respond to them somehow and destroy yourself from within in the same way. Love yourself, at least just for me, ok?

[@kayc8551]

its honestly a habit for me. ive grown up being the oldest and the most mature sibling and i learned to quickly laugh so i guess shutting it off fast came with that.

[@_spyyro]

same.

[@ASMREGIRLGFWAIFU]

@@emptysugar4624 This made me feel so much better cuz I do the same.

[@nasooong9544]

SAMEE like I only laugh when I’m near certain people, and when they do certain things, then I feel depressed aftet

[@7tobi]

I'm leaving this comment here so i can remember this masterpiece every time when someone like

[@NathanBowman96]

I simply hope that this will prove to do the same thing for me.

[@levantinedoomer2317]

based Obito enjoyer

[@gerra0112]

​@@NathanBowman96just here to remind you guys. Enjoy the sweet sweet depression ❤

[@sierrarl1255]

This is how it feels when you're happy but your mood immediately switches back to the darkness and you just want to curl up into a little ball and have someone know how you feel while letting yourself drown in your own sadness and regret.

[@cansshow_]

Yeeeeahh..that..thats true man... but i dont wanz this anymore... everything is to much for me...right now...stress.... corona school...

[@rymanjones3]

yeah...

[@matejcechman4839]

Damn

[@manuelmarin9390]

Actually, that's is true, but in some scenarios I was happy, hit a good weight on some exersice in the gym, but then, when I'm on the walkmachine, there it hit... A girl, who I have never seen before in the gym, walks to the bench and start doing the arnold press, a complicated exersice even for me... The thing is, I really wanted to go and help her, because some coach aproach to her and teach something that's is not correct, but how could I aproach to her? She doesn't even know I exist, I have got rejected too many times for another one, so here I am, walking towards my house, with nothing but am empty mind

[@nicholasfarrar8667]

That's the truth. It reminds me how much I just wanna scream. How I quell all my pain until I forget how I feel. Everything I do is to keep it that way without me even knowing it. I feel like shit all of the time, and no one I know will ever know the real me because It'll take too much to even try to help me and because of how I act. I will now go back and wait for all this pain to end one day. Maybe it'll all get better. I fucking hope so. I'm trapped. Everywhere I go I just can't escape, unless I convince myself to stop thinking about it all. I'm sorry I said all of this. I don't want the pity, I just wanted to talk about how I feel because I only know how to bottle everything up. Forgive me if you were once like me and had an extreme sense of empathy for people. I hope you all feel better. I don't know if it ever gets better, but we'll have to see. Death is not an option and never will be. Though I know my feelings are filled to the brim with levity, I will not stop feeling them unless I find a way to exterminate my emotions or thoughts. Have a good life, all of you. I wish you all luck on your treacherous journey through your mental health. Keep pushing. Never stop. The last thing you want to do is quit. Trust me. You just have to keep trying. There is light somewhere at the end of the tunnel. There has to be. Goodbye everyone. It has to be worth getting through this. It just has to be. Take care, all of you.

[@saffron2003]

It’s that empty sort of feeling

[@problematicteenager2520]

numbeness.

[@loretakarklina8180]

Saffron numbness

[@EduardoVerastica]

Vacancy in the heart

[@kylebos6442]

Yeah just kinda feel hollow inside

[@honniemei5529]

Something keeping me alive is getting is frog hat, the one that you velcro under your chin

[@Pete451]

You made it to the checkpoint homie. Rest up.

[@monster6104]

this made me burst into tears

[@maddie608]

don't forget to do the same

[@abner9404]

11:39pm Tuesday, Jan 19,2020

[@user-yb6su1eb3i]

00 : 47 , Saturday, January 23rd, 2021.

[@yournekowaifu]

you made me cry bro

[@theworldbehindmusic1338]

I'm wondering how many people were laying on the bed listening to this song .. thinking deeply about their problems or getting suicidal thoughts and feeling this emptiness around their chest and nothing on their mind hoping for better days. I wish life was more peaceful and easier you guys are the purest soul on earth I love you💔

[@sikorsky5815]

Random strangers always provide a sense of comfort in harsh times..

[@atlerix1027]

Strangers show more love then Friends and fam i love you too dawg

[@1lain]

Thank you. :))

[@blakemikula4986]

Thank u so much

[@RussMVP0]

i love you too dude 😔😔

[@platoscatboy9772]

*LYRICS* Day to day, it won't leave Every time, I try to speak It consumes my mind, it consumes my soul It wants my life, it wants complete control Somebody help me before it's bad Somebody help me before I end up dead I feel alone, all of the time It's still quiet, lurking inside I'm a walking contradiction Everything I say is an affliction to him Somebody help me before it's bad Somebody help me before I end up dead

[@Kainat.h]

Thanks!🧍🏻

[@maneeshnair1158]

Thanks

[@sylvaingerbedoen1674]

Merci

[@Kainat.h]

@@oussamaexact797 Thank You although i got it of Pinterest but Yeah thanks, your user name is very interesting too 😄

[@aliceht6]

Damn I feel these lyrics

[@mia-sm3gj]

this audio is like the ONLY thing that can make me fall asleep anymore

[@laravellinga5579]

same, i wish there was an 1 hour version!!

[@galoresluv]

Lara Vellinga i could upload a one hour version if you’d like

[@mia-sm3gj]

galoresluv REALLY?? THAT WOULD BE SO NICE OF YOU

[@laravellinga5579]

@@galoresluv YESS THAT WOULD BE AMAZING

[@rubip3482]

aww im sorry why cant you sleep? :( im always here if you need someone to talk to 💕

[@szasophiaa]

I’ll go from laughing to wanting to drown myself

[@seamonster9096]

Baby):

[@seamonster9096]

I love you. I care about you.

[@faithwind3376]

No.

[@tatiana.k4415]

are u okay??

[@yooooo4503]

hey you’re loved. please don’t give up

[@monsieurdevan1227]

The chord progression feels like you finally accepted your fate after an exhaustive life time of running away. It feels like a huge relief, not because something good is about to happen but because you don't have to live in anxiety of the bad thing happening anymore; it finally caught up with you.

[@rimshajabbar08]

You know whats worser then being alone? Being surrounded by people who makes you feel alone. Thats the difference between being lonely and being alone.

[@victor.novorski]

Hey! You don't have to be alone though. I know there's that feeling of saying something weird and other's laughing at your mistakes, but everyone does that and you shouldn't be afraid to do so. Failing is not opposite to success. It's a part of it 😉 Good luck and God bless you my friend.

[@erikverhelst5694]

Worser isn’t a word

[@filthyguy]

Damn..

[@mr_craft4276]

The worse is not being alone is feeling alone 👍

[@ManKMusic]

Lonely is better

[@red6303]

can people stop telling me "you laugh to much" its my only way to feel happiness.

[@sushitr4shx]

felt this..

[@red6303]

@@sushitr4shx it'll get better, okay? You mean something. I love you

[@auliacitradia]

Hi red

[@red6303]

@@auliacitradia well hi :)

[@sushitr4shx]

@@red6303 same to you..thanks

[@scar8160]

i am so scared of death... but i just want end all the pain.

[@brinleyhaas1935]

same :/

[@lulusdi4ry]

Hey its okay ! Ik its hard but you can make it there is always sun after a storm stay strong

[@melimeli25]

i know good things will happen in future. maybe next week maybe 5 years from now. When we look back, we will say that I had a very difficult time, but glad I am still here. and remember!! good things will happen as well as bad things. just please stay strong.

[@koutach3785]

same...

[@theend8325]

Guys, you can with this, and more... Just fight, and will see your victory. I promise:)

[@hbhalonewolf3971]

It's been 2 years and it's still great.

[@Ozymandias-]

A message to the future generations. Don't let this song die

[@zoeyt155]

can anyone else not cry bc they just are so empty i wish i could cry

[@Ash-kj8hj]

I only cry when I’m talking to someone about it, other than that I’m just constantly thinking about everything and just wanting to die already. it’s like I’m okay with dying as long as I’m not the one killing

[@lunaevans3562]

me going off my meds for a week just so i can cry for one day

[@savannahburns4044]

Yes!

[@tallia59]

unrelated but you’re so pretty

[@alexisgonzalezramirez2975]

So manny times ive tried to cry i feel the feeling it just dosent wanna come out i guess my feelings hide on their own i feel so empty and i dont wanna feel like this anymore cause im just hurting people in the process and im loosing everyone 1 by 1

[@jenarc]

~Lyrics~ Day to day, it won't leave Everytime, I try to speak It consumes my mind It consumes my soul It wants my life it wants complete control Somebody help me before it's bad Somebody help me before I end up dead I feel alone, all of the time It's still quite, lurking inside I'm a walking contradiction Everything I say is an affliction to him Somebody help me before it's bad Somebody help me before I end up dead

[@formlessblob2307]

Thank you!

[@lovelampp]

why do i relate sm to those lyrics-

[@angie-ww3pv]

not all heros wear capes.

[@EmbeReii]

@@lovelampp same

[@xaanzu]

Thankyou..

[@soulmates.4L]

i really am in my head. one second I’m complete fine and happy, talking, laughing. the next second I’m completely numb. it’s the feeling when you’re eyelids get heavy and you’re body becomes bored. I keep telling myself it’s normal to switch moods so dramatically. But I know it’s not.

[@chillmuch2724]

Yeah it’s strange, I’m happy then I get to thinking too much and get sad

[@soulmates.4L]

you are so right

[@saeedkamranfar684]

this is similar to bipolar disorder, it's better to visit a therapist to be sure if it's something like issue or normal or something ...

[@Sir.Rushin_]

When I manage to laugh, my remaining emotions are immediately suppressed. I feel nothing all the time.

[@sushi_in_the_middle_east]

It's nice how people r sharing their feeling in the comment section I'm pretty sure people who don't type anything r the one feeling it the most though

[@222aud]

Not me crying to rhis song because school is stressful and making me want to kms

[@222aud]

Sorry if i sound like im over reacting haha

[@rio-yn1lv]

pls stay. i promise itll get better soon.

[@mrcrazyhair9230]

@@222aud You really arent. Amphetamines might be the only thing to save my school career

[@ax0lot139]

Do you need to talk? I'm here if you need me.

[@hikim9860]

frr it’s so stressful 😔

[@koga8100]

“Are you in a bad mood?” “No” This music: “wOuLd YoU lIkE tO bE???”

[@vivithevampiregirl3121]

Your comment actually made me laugh. Too true lol thx

[@eviearthur1282]

ty :,)

[@piabower1932]

yes very true hahah

[@maxthegod2868]

LMFAOO

[@Kast3rr]

yeah, sure.

[@Songs4Leela]

I remember listening to this in 2020 thinking I wouldn’t be able to make it to 14 but here I am. I’m glad I found this again :]

[@gothguy]

Woah me too, I’m 14 now also and so happy. this song is part of the reason why I’m still here

[@Songs4Leela]

@@gothguy I’m glad your still here even if we’re strangers we struggled together but we made it through. Keep on fighting❤️

[@gothguy]

U keep on fighting too have a nice life stranger:)❤️

[@funkyjuli2474]

sometimes I just want to open my room’s door to a paradise of my own instead of seeing the hall that lead me to reality

[@happyperson.4113]

It feels like its repeating, everyday feels the same. Even if I do something different that day. I'm slowly getting tired of the cycle, I can't take it anymore.

[@happyperson.4113]

@@ash-qu4so if u ever need to talk to someone I'm here

[@happyperson.4113]

@@ash-qu4so Ilyt and thank you sm

[@nia-gi9uo]

I feel this exactly :( yea it’s very hard but we gotta push through it and believe some day it will change right? :) have an amazing night day, i’m very proud of you!

[@mghalm]

same with me 🥺

[@nia-gi9uo]

@@mghalm how are you doing? hope ur alright,stay strong keep fighting ily

[@dezdickerson9599]

"somebody help me before im dead"

[@kimmmnchi]

Hey. I just want to say please stay. Think about the people that care about you I might be a stranger but it will break my heart if you don't stay. I love you and I care about you. No one should go through this pain. Think about what the future holds after the pain is gone. Stay for me and for others. I hope you are safe and doing well and if you ever need someone to talk to. I'm here and so is the comment section. :)

[@silisbored]

Yes please don’t do it. We’re some how in the same boat and we should all keep trying to the day when we can look back and be proud that we didn’t do what the voices in our heads told us to. Pls reply so we know you’re still here. Its ok not to be okay. Felt more like I’m saying these things to myself. But yes don’t lose hope ❤️

[@Emiliano-sq8xk]

Dude, not the best advice here, there’s people that need you, and others that care about you, but if at some point you can’t control it, just do it. I say it wasn't the best advice here but just my humble opinion

[@user-bs6js2th7b]

yeah

[@sanchezhuizue914]

We need you. ❤❤❤.

[@Skoviet71]

7 minutes and 23 seconds of pure magic ❤️‍🩹

[@user-sy1hm3ss1j]

I’m so proud of Bedroom tbh, I’ve been subscribed since they barely were known, and now they are finally getting popular and getting love they deserve for their amazing music.

[@p3rcy.o113]

This song is a feeling your can’t explain

[@lu-dt3cv]

yeah

[@Zazamonster45]

^^

[@unnoticedmamba9985]

I'm pretty sure I can explain my depression. I have good vocabulary lmao.

[@valeriegragert3959]

i'm crying and i don't know why. i feel like i don't even know myself right now.

[@masumahsayed2418]

I dont wanna live like this anymore

[@masumahsayed2418]

I feel really tired mentally, life has never been fair to me

[@valeriegragert3959]

@@masumahsayed2418 I know its tuff and every single day I think about death, but I know it's worth it to stay alive. There are so many things I havent done that I want to do, and even though my family hates me, I still have friends by my side and I'm sure there are people that care about you too. So dont give up quiet yet, for me. :)

[@cocoleewillstab]

I know it feels and i want to say it gets better but.....I don't know anymore.

[@cherrycerv6622]

Chanwoo

[@TRINITR0N]

Art like this reminds me how beautiful pain can be, and that makes me feel better somehow

[@mortalgaming6602]

I want to see the world as one harmonious unit that lays in a peaceful tranquil state for the rest of eternity

[@katrez.]

Amen

[@wanessa1695]

The guitar in this song, the melody just everything about this song explains my feelings perfectly

[@6igpapichulo]

you know everything around you is messed up when a comment section from a yt video gives you more comfort than your own family. i genuinely feel more welcomed here than anywhere i live rn. (Edit: i wanna give anyone who relates to this comment a big ole hug... this was a year ago and my mindset was so different back then. seeing ppl relating to my situation and sharing their experiences and stories sorta makes me feel comforted and heard.. and it's somewhat healing. hope yall are okay and healthy

[@richaly4432]

Exactly

[@dibecolonelaoun929]

❤️

[@killuva7127]

literally i was listening to music related to this then my mom came in and started lecturing me cuz i didnt finish a milkshake that she spent 2 dollars on ;-; i dont feel like my family likes me, i dont really like them that much, and i barely ever feel comfort from them.

[@6igpapichulo]

@@killuva7127 yeah i completely understand. like- you’re supposed to love them because they’re family and stuff and then they do really harmful things and then it’s obvious that we dont feel comfortable around them. hope you’re doing okay now :(

[@nikakaru]

it’s the sweet kindness of strangers ❤️

[@TheKastus17]

When I was deployed I played this almost every night. I thought about my first love, long since out of touch, but still burning an ember in my heart. I’d think about getting home, and how awesome that would be. When I finally got home my parents were out of state and I was alone with my thoughts and too much alcohol. This song is so lonely to me. It feels like I’m dying, my heart is breaking and I’m falling asleep all at once.

[@Waffles4903]

Thank you for your service!

[@TheKastus17]

And in the darkest of times I return to this like a bad habit. As if I need the hurt to sting even more. I just broke up with my girlfriend and best friend. I still feel the kiss on my lips as she left.. I am nothing but a puddle right now. Misery and this song fit together like a two piece puzzle.

[@KKarmmaLL]

i hate life. when your sad, people either make fun of you, yell at you, or tell you to “suck it up” thinking it helps. i also have social anxiety which makes my life even worse because everyone i see, i think they hate me, and i hate myself for it too, because i always overthink it and make things seem worse than they already are in my head. life isn’t always gonna be good for anyone. i hope someone out there reads this and says something to make me feel better, because i never have the strength to tell people about this. i always think they’ll yell at me or make fun of me. people are terrible sometimes. and it’s very obvious when someone is. i hope someone out there really does care about my. because i dint care about myself at all. i just wanna be in a dark void alone and curl up in a ball and cry…

[@kozintsevful]

I dont know you, but i know you will be okay some day. Could be in a month, could be in a few years, but you will be. I care about you. Other people in your life definitely care about you. One day you will learn to love your self, but for now it is okay to feel this way. Just promise yourself you wont give up. Im rooting for you ❤

[@AJGonzalez-nl3mo]

Jesus loves you brother

[@eneskesik8646]

Hello mate, ı'm very glad to read your comment, ı'm really tired too but nobody gives a fuck at all so we gotta do it alone, keep your head up, love i

[@ellajuarez8206]

I don’t really want to die. I want to sleep. Or just lay down. And feel nothing but peace.

[@enginpekcan2580]

maybe when we died it just gonna be peace and black..

[@fbi-federalbureauofinvesti9653]

@@enginpekcan2580 No More Pain No More Anxiety No More Depression Just Us and The Silent Abyss

[@jratlo4420]

I hope it’s like when we sleep just nothing void peace I don’t have to feel anything I don’t have to think about anything just me at peace

[@jurrevanderwal4346]

@@fbi-federalbureauofinvesti9653 that sounds way to nice to me

[@furnowolf]

me too, after i got dumped a week ago, the only thing i want is being in coma until I can cure my mind

[@shlawgb0b]

i don't even know how to describe the way i feel. but i'm tired of just existing. i wanna live, y'know? online school is such a drag, i'm always so stressed about my grades but i can't seem to do my work. idk man. but i hope anyone reading this is doing okay. i love you, stranger :)

[@kojo630]

Same 🥺🤧

[@gabirocha4895]

i love you too :(

[@gabriellasonsteng2627]

ily 2

[@jalezepotgieter2518]

Ilyt man/girl❤

[@b4tsy716]

the way I relate to this so much- I know exactly how u feel. things seem really hard right now and at this point im legit tired of existing. hope things are going ok with you too, lyt :)

[@Afroasssasssin]

Songs like these either make me want to fight against the universe or crumple in fear, often times both

[@jenyfercortes7057]

this song is amazing, it's perfect to listen to when you're alone ...

[@Silly540]

imagine listening it with someone that loves it as much as you? i guess will never know... its our hidden gem.

[@shechinahlusch1624]

i couldnt tell you how much this song means to me

[@sarahmccann2365]

If you're reading this, I'm glad you're here my friend.

[@kristanvaningen8817]

:)

[@chasewarbiany5453]

i-

[@kownampla8035]

Means so much to me

[@bellatips9632]

Won’t be for much longer, but thank u

[@ambush2733]

@@bellatips9632 wanna talk?

[@jorgevazquez6209]

This music relaxes me. It's like the rhythm and vocals are telling to take it slow. My days go by quick so this helps me relax and wrap my thoughts around my feelings and everything that's important to me.

[@fakerziiingg2186]

GOD

[@breesieboo5645]

its the depressing comments for me

[@user-hp9fn9en9q]

fr tho i dont even know this song i just clicked on it🤡

[@mint1067]

@@user-hp9fn9en9qme rn:

[@ajortiz377]

@@user-hp9fn9en9q SAME 😭😭

[@basakyildirim]

@@user-hp9fn9en9q LOL SAME

[@ramirex.karina7019]

LMAOAOAOAOOAOAOAOAOAOOO😭

[@douaehitmi7997]

Everyone is describing their feelings in the comments when I am sitting here just empty

[@lex9707]

me rn

[@lexi3725]

same

[@Mars-rv9wb]

same

[@pragyasingh9977]

Man same

[@jetink8157]

fr like idk what to say

[@kyliebowers23]

I’m tired. I’m so fucking tired. and sleeping can’t fix it. if I stopped talking, would anyone actually realize? i don’t have anyone, and everything around me is falling apart. im so fucking tired and exhausted

[@wahabafridi4648]

same bro, if u want to talk i am here for u

[@rsulmena1579]

Hey I wanna talk with you please, I'm so tired too, I know you think I can't understand you, probably it's true, but I'm pretty sure it will help both.

[@chillmuch2724]

Yeah I understand what your saying, too well lol

[@eightjanuary8328]

I know your problem man. You just tired and please go to sleep your mom put your milk around your bed .

[@kyliebowers23]

Martin Iden Bro what

[@7tobi]

I can already imagine the chills I would get when KZbin recommends this song to me after 20 years.

[@sainticjde]

Hey, you, yeah you reading this, you look great today, I’m proud of you, no matter how many times has knocked you down, pushed you to rock bottom, made you scream until you couldn’t, made you cry till you passed out, you kept getting up and going. You’re taking this one step at a time and I’m proud of you for each step you take, my aunt and a lot of people whom I’ve been really close to have passed away recently, life’s been hard, I feel like I’m losing my battle with my depression, if I do, I just want you to know how proud of you I am, you’ve made it so far, keep going, you got this, don’t give up now, maybe ask that special someone on a date, buy those things for a new hobby, text that person, spend time with your loved ones, and even if I’m not here for that, and even if you don’t know me, just know that no matter what, and no matter who, I am proud. The fact that you haven’t given up no matter how hard things have gotten, the fact that you’re here with me right now, reading this whole thing, means a lot, I’m proud, I’m so damn proud, keep going, you got this. I love you, keep being great, stay great, stay humble :)

[@user-ns2vu8gr2j]

Thank you, this means a lot. I hope you change your mind about leaving

[@sindibeqi5202]

thank u

[@juliemarie1569]

I love you please don't give up

[@mil8554]

dont give up you havn't played among us with me yet :(

[@gabrielkeeling4009]

Bro ty for this hit me so different I appreciate u dog more the you know, I love you too

[@ducky5415]

this comment section is a cry for help but none of us can help eachother beyond empathizing ... :(

[@miili4444]

yeah :(

[@Oscar4u69]

the only thing we can do is cry for help to an abyss

[@danielle4644]

Actually I can help as that’s my job. I find that talking with someone who has and is depressed gives others a sense of validation and comfort.

[@jurrevanderwal4346]

Sadly true

[@graceiebug]

it honestly scares me.

[@Dropaguitar]

Crazy how life works out isn’t it.

[@skutt3506]

Yeah

[@iamoak7]

yea

[@iii7098]

yeahh :(

[@levantinedoomer2317]

yup, but ay it is what it is, I guess

[@dummmistvieh]

This sounds like being the main character in a Coming of Age movie. This sounds like sitting on the grass, watching the sun go down and stuffing your head down in your knees, while realizing that you just lost the love of your life, with no chance of getting them back. You begin realizing how hard it will be without them. They’ve always been there, but now they’re gone. Forever. This sounds like sitting on the subway train looking out the window thinking, "I’ve finally escaped." You’ve finally escaped that wretched place that was pulling you under, making everything worse. You can finally be yourself. You’re free. This sounds like falling in love with someone you’ve never seen. A romance that seems so hard, but you somehow pull through. Even though you’ve never actually seen them in their entirety, you love them with every fiber in your being. Maybe one day, you will meet your other half. This sounds like making impulsive decisions just spice up your miserable life. You slowly begin ruining your life, picking up bad habits, giving up. You ruin your once beautiful soul just so you can feel alive. What’s the point in trying to save yourself though? You never planned on going on for long. You just wanted to live instead of just surviving. You’ve finally done it all. You only ever swore to live life to its fullest, not for its entirety.

[@amo670]

----- ( FALLING ASHES BY THE IMPURES ) < listen to this new indie song that just came out is really goooood n underrated as heck...............f vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv

[@luciabellova4299]

Beautiful

[@elizabethdbrigg2022]

my parents found out all about my sad shit. instead of being there for me, instead of an "it's okay, i'm here" they said "you have nothing to be sad about" that's the problem, and i feel guilty for it

[@maihnamhd7310]

don't feel guilty you have the right to be sad i'm here if you want to talk luv u

[@nobody7989]

ur feelings are valid. im sorry they didnt give you the support you need, but i promise its nothing to feel guilty about. we don't choose to be sad or depressed, it just happens sometimes, just like we might get randomly physically sick too. you're loved and cared for

[@elizabethdbrigg2022]

thank u so much for the support, i appreciate it

[@jude.e]

same here

[@justme-eo9jp]

Omg same

[@ivory8589]

it's the kind of loneliness that makes you feel empty it's the kind of loneliness that makes you feel numb it's the kind of loneliness that's make you feel worthless it's the kind of loneliness that makes you feel unlovable it's the kind of loneliness that no one will ever understand. goodbye.

[@ven4426]

Hey, are you alright? For real, I’m here for you even though I have no clue who you are, I’ll talk with you or be mutuals if you want :)

[@kaedeakamatsu4810]

are you alright? i care for you

[@kehmitta7293]

Hey, are you okay bestie? I don't know you but im worried :( pls answer I care for you

[@annnnikaaaa]

pls don't go. You're not alone. There are a lot of people that care for you. Me for example.

[@hossflagler5546]

Me in almost every way

[@gil4335]

to all the people in this comment section, dont give up. i was in a terrible place when i was in highschool, and went as far as planning my death, but i kept my curiosity alive, to see what would happen tomorrow. that kept me going until everything slowly got better. thankfully highschool ended, i truly hated it, and i found a person that truly loved me and understood me. a person that showed me so many reasons to keep going. after this, i went through 6 months of hell because i thought it would be a good idea to join the air force even though i have anxiety problems. the thoughts came back but now i had a reason to keep going, and eventually, the bad times were over. today i struggle everyday knowing that i will spend the rest of my life working shitty jobs because i havent found my passions yet, but i also know that i will spend the rest of my days with the most wonderful person in the universe. i didnt care if i died and still dont, but i dont want to leave her all alone. that would be so cruel to her. i was so alone back then, and i still am, the only person that i really have is her, but thats more than i could ever ask. i am so greatful that i didnt jump off from that beautiful cliff back then. no matter what, as long as she's by my side, i will never give in, i will keep struggling and pushing forward. i feel tired. but as long as there's a light in this vast empty void. All im trying to say is that, when the dark days dont seem to end, keep your curiosity alive for the next day and the day after. keep struggling. you will have your day who knows, maybe tomorrow you will find something to keep you here :)

[@the_mai404]

ive got to say i dont regret listening to this while biking down a street at 10pm

[@Aestheticx92]

im pretty sure everyone lays on their bed alone while listening to this song

[@mathieu.mk2196]

Dude. That litteraly what im doing

[@nataliaabdal1220]

all the time.

[@kyledorman164]

Yep doing that right now

[@mymykisses5980]

Every single time

[@meow-hx4sk]

sitting in class but sure

[@camo442]

the fact that we hafta vent in the comments of a youtube video because our family and friends don’t even try to help lmao

[@moogie8551]

this one

[@phoenixkrause5622]

bold of you to assume I have friends

[@Maximilianfrehde]

Just laugh the pain off

[@camo442]

@@Maximilianfrehde yup😍

[@villanellexx]

this is relatable, i'm so desperate for help and i've been asking for it in every single way i can, unfortunately no one around me cares

[@br0wnie461]

Home. This reminds me of home. The place that built me. Just a memory now. So many memories. Left to rot.

[@archivoptn2010]

Han pasado mas de 7 meses desde que descubri esta canción, me ha acompañado todo este tiempo. He vivido algunos de los perores episodios de mi vida y otros que han sido los mejores, desde aquel mes de julio de 2022. El tiempo ha pasado volando, ahora siento lastima de mi mismo recordando aquellos momentos. He aprendido que para mi lo mas importante debo ser yo y jamas rendirme. Aunque cueste trabajo ser optimista, se puede lograr mejorar, olvidar el pasado y seguir adelante y nunca decir que no puedes, nunca pienses en abandonarlo todo.

[@hash1zz456]

eres fuerte... gracias por motivarme ☝🏼

[@earth2fatima578]

I don't wanna die, I'm just tired. tired of school, covid, my parents, my friends. everything edited april 8th - lord not my sesonal depression 🙄🙄

[@willow_animates8123]

Same.

[@aspid8301]

chase happiness or u will never know the real feeling of being "really happy" for the rest of eternity and trust me knowing it is the best thing ever

[@mghalm]

i’m tired too it’s time to rest

[@jalinagonzalez2808]

same

[@Toxic-pp1lp]

same

[@moonpilot]

i dont feel loved anymore

[@lucijabijader2.b426]

Its ok. You can make it through whatever you are going through. Love is on its way.

[@paula.silina8201]

i love you

[@flyingcoconut1367]

Kisses, hugs, and little a bit of love 🥲🦋🤌🏻❤️✨

[@pascalslvr]

i love you

[@tubbointhebox1129]

same

[@salahsar771]

My birthday was yesterday, I hate my birthday so much because it makes me realize how lonely I am every year. None of the people I considered as my closest friends sent me anything, not even a “happy birthday”. I think I just lied to my self all this time thinking that I have people who care about me. They always text me when they need something, and I’m always happy to do anything for them. I think I’m just worthless, and I’m only here to make people happy, and use me however they want. I don’t wanna be here anymore.

[@masteryourmind922]

Happy late birthday Salah ❤️ You're not worthless. It's just the people who are not aware of your worth. Maybe you just need peoole who value your presence. Your life shouldn't depend on them. Become emotionally independent Salah. Take this 👑. It doesn't belong to the floor. It belongs to your head. Wear it with pride and don't think so bad about life. Your life is valuable. There are things you can control and other things you can't control. Focus on the things you can control. You don't need people who treat you badly. It's even better to stay alone in that case. I've got faith in you. Enjoy your life Salah. Lots of love from me :)

[@salahsar771]

@@masteryourmind922 I just got here to listen to the song again and I saw your reply, it really warmed my heart. Thank you

[@masteryourmind922]

@@salahsar771 My pleasure. That's what I wanted to do :)

[@michaelmyers8664]

Meaning of "In My Head" by Bedroom This song is about struggling with an intrusive thought or mental illness. It talks about the overwhelming feeling of being stuck in your own head, where negative thoughts take control and make it hard to talk about it or reach out for help. The singer is calling for someone to help them before the situation gets worse, before the intrusive thoughts kill them from the inside.

[@mitskilover560]

I just feel like i'm not myself anymore. I don't even know who I am now. How did life became so empty and useless out of nowhere?

[@samlong307]

I feel like i can't talk to anybody because i always end up scarring away the people i vent to. The only thing i wish for is somebody to talk to. Somebody who can tolerate my depressed philosophical self without being scared off

[@mitskilover560]

@@samlong307 hey, its okay. Believe me, you’ll find amazing people that will listen to you without any problem. It might sound weird, but there’s actually really good people around the world. I’ve been able to deal with my anxiety and depression during quarantine thanks that I have gathered many virtual friends from the internet. I’m sure if you try, you’ll find some! And sorry about my english, it is not my native language :)))

[@lonelyperson7985]

@@mitskilover560 I know you are tired of everything, I felt you, and I know that you have reached a point that you cannot, go ahead because you are in a storm that you cannot get out of, it is like a cycle that cannot stop .. but there is a small part of you trying so hard to leave this place But in the end, you cannot because you think that this is your fault because you know that you are very bad in everything and you must be inside this circle, but .. I just want to say to you however you look at yourself , as a stranger , I will be with you in all your times and i care about you, when you need me I'm here for you , I will be the bridge that is In it you overcome difficulties and escape from them, and I will love you every day, every time, and forever ❤️..

[@fatherlylike5023]

Introverts always want to be alone but don't want to be lonely.

[@itizzwhatitizz3195]

It’s literally the most misunderstood thing as an introvert. I wish people would understand. We don’t all have the same happiness or energy.....

[@HLlKTty-xb9kt]

This is exactly what I want.. I hate people and human beings but I dont want to be lonely

[@niceelf9291]

you aint cappin crip

[@itizzwhatitizz3195]

@@niceelf9291 .-.

[@Tom_Infinity]

Your comment hurt me bro , that's so true.

[@ash-ee2sc]

this song makes me feel different, calm a calm melody, I feel in the clouds

[@ronalcuro7203]

"No tengo a quien dedicarle está canción, así que se la dedico a quien está leyendo esto❤️". La vida es bella!! Las cosas pasan por algo. 🔥🇵🇪❤️

[@greysoncastorena4998]

I'm not suicidal but if i were to die randomly I wouldn't be upset

[@gerry7860]

lmao honestly same

[@yukamakoto2813]

same

[@islamilnes1983]

that is a perfect way to explain it :/

[@baby.halimap6564]

LMAO YEA💀😭 like i wouldnt mind-

[@atomiicraccoon8322]

same but we wouldnt be upset cause we would be dead lol

[@dee4442]

I love how everyone is kind of just using this comment section as a vent space because everyone listening to this song is pretty much the same mentally so we all feel safe. I hope everyone is doing ok

[@dee4442]

@@jimxnq Thank you I hope you're doing well too

[@spaghettimafia1384]

well acrually things are kinda shity 4 me AS ALWAYS

[@dee4442]

@@spaghettimafia1384 Damn bro i hope things get better :) lmk if you need someone to talk to :D

[@_Sushi6569]

Man.. life sucks. I haven’t gotten time to upload any memes on my channel (I’m a memer and I like to make people’s day a bit better) and all the stress from school doesn’t help either. I’m currently sick and have to quarantine in my room bc my step mom works at an assisted living place and she doesn’t want to get sick.

[@lzvemo688]

if someone asks me "if you can describe your life with one song what would it be" I would immediately put this on

[@Turtisland]

Hate that my favorite Artist blew up (listened a lot in 2016) but I’m happy for Noah honestly

[@teetimewithcats]

In conclusion we stan

[@EduardoVerastica]

Super Stan

[@sanchezhuizue914]

Super

[@Homie_Cidal]

"sometimes I stop talking because I know nobody is listening, other times i continue, because I need to hear myself say it"

[@chimeragarden5622]

I can feel it bro :) we are same... Nobody wants to hear my story :) but i still want to tell the Story even tho no one wants to hear it

[@goldenpoptartyt6423]

Yeah

[@niceelf9291]

lol do it already

[@Cheesescrustt]

finally,someone that i can relate to :]

[@arushiminhas7031]

Beautiful.

[@Discreetspd]

Absolutely love this version, thanks for the video!!

[@lemonjoose3624]

this song speaks to my loneliness every time i need it to. it's makes sense of my inner feelings and that in itself is sometimes enough to keep pushing on.

[@happyperson.4113]

I'm crying lol.

[@laila6026]

stay strong happy person, we truly got this...lets not loose ourselves either when truly we are all we got.

[@happyperson.4113]

@@laila6026 sorry I didnt see your comment, I was in the hospital.

[@meena6032]

happy person. are you safe

[@happyperson.4113]

@@meena6032 yes I'm okay:/

[@meena6032]

happy person. do you need to talk?? i’m here

[@creditreddit]

"I dont want to sleep because then it'll be morning again"

[@thegetdown5060]

btww have u heard of this cool chill af sonG > TIME BY THE IMPURES

[@icrewwwlovu]

Oh my god, I didn't know how I would said something like that, thank you ❤

[@niceelf9291]

ong

[@eightjanuary8328]

You just sleep in morning my dear. And you cant see mornimg

[@rileygullett1983]

Already been a year and still numb never leaving my bedroom…

[@Erik-tt2ev]

Okay, here is something I just wrote in my notes which came into my mind while listening to this and sitting on the kitchen floor at 01:30 am. This is one of my favourite songs and everyone wrote something so I'm gonna do the same. I'm sorry that this shit is so long, so if you want to read it u should take a couple of minutes. And I'm sorry that it's in german, but I don't want to translate all this into englisch, so u might wanna use google translator, have fun: Früher hatte ich immer Angst davor, nachts vor einem Fenster zu stehen, weil es ja einer reinschauen oder mich erschrecken könnte. Seit ein paar Jahren ist es mir egal, weil wenn ich nachts mal am Küchenfenster sitze. Die Person würde mich eh nur sehen, wie ich am Boden sitze, meinem Essen beim kalt werden zuschaue und weine. Sie würde dastehen und mir zuschauen - und nicht wissen was los ist. So wie jeder andere auch. Keiner weiß bescheid, aber alle sehen, dass es mir nicht gut geht. Und wenn sie mal fragen, was denn los ist mach ich die Fenster zu und erzähl einfach nichts. Ich würde ja gern, aber ich find immer wieder neue Gründe es den Leuten nicht zu erzählen. "Weil sie morgen früh raus müssen" "Weil die sicher sich nicht noch mit deinen Problemen rumschlagen wollen" "Weil die bestimmt alle was besseres zu tun haben" "Weil sie keine Zeit haben" Sowas und noch andere, weil es auch irgendwie stimmt. Oder weil ich mir das einrede. Weil ich meine Freunde nicht verlieren will, wenn ich sie nerve und sich von mir distanzieren. Elin hat das schon gemacht, weil Leute ihr von ihren Problemen erzählt haben. Und das will ich nicht. Ich hab Angst davor. Was, wenn meine Schwester das auch bei mir macht? Die is ja noch mehr kaputt als ich, wie soll die gleichzeitig sich selber, Mary, ihre Freunde und auch noch ihren Bruder ertragen? Die ist eh schon so ziemlich am Ende oder erholt sich gerade erst von ihrer Vergangenheit. Wo soll ich da noch Platz finden? Reindrängen will ich mich auch nicht. Ich kann das einfach nicht, zu Leuten hingehen und sagen "Hör dir an was ich zu sagen hab, befasse dich mit Problemen die nicht deine sind und die dir komplett egal sein können. Ich zwinge dich jetzt dazu. Mir egal ob du noch nicht mal weißt was mit dir überhaupt los ist, meine Probleme sind gerade wichtiger." Das kann ich nicht, mich über oder auf die gleiche Stufe wie andere stellen. Wenn andere frieren geb ich denen meine Jacke oder Pullover, wenn andere Hunger haben geb ich denen mein Essen, wenn andere traurig sind versuche ich immer für sie dazusein, ich komm immer nach den anderen. Das ist in meinem Kopf so eine Art Regel und die kann ich nicht brechen. Egal was. Ich kann nicht zuerst an mich denken. Das kann ich einfach nicht. thx for reading, I hope u r ok bye

[@ttvurdedbtw3746]

Auf der Heide blüht ein kleines Blümelein

[@hippolytalove]

Wow, that was the most relatable comment ive ever read

[@hash1zz456]

Konzentriere dich auf dich selbst, bevor du an die Gefühle anderer denkst...

[@luxuri0us487]

I don't wanna die, I am not even scared of death. I just wanna disappear, disappear from the wolrd and feel real happiness again, I'm tired of all the shit I've been through, I can't handle it, it's so frustrating, I don't know how the fuck stop this, I don't know what to do, I don't know how I ended up in a situation like this, I just wanna feel alive again, at least just at once.

[@emrose1953]

I’m sorry babe. Me too. Me too... Life is too hard to bear. Please know at least I’m here with you to go through it. Maybe we can survive together

[@cameraman1939]

Yo man dont use permanent solutions for temporary problems light will shine again just wait.. its about time, everything will be fine. Trust me

[@avacastillo5529]

your just like me.

[@bluepacman13]

Lets go build a cabin in the woods and forget the concrete jungle construct we were all born into. Lets live.

[@petitcoton575]

Cry. Again and again. Night after night. But one day you'll be tired of crying and feeling sorry for yourself. You will realize that you are not brave enough to k*** yourself but that you are brave enough to continue on your way. You tell yourself that things are not changing. And it's true, things don't change, but people do. Don't have faith in humanity but have faith in yourself and in your friends, your true friends. Do not regret any act, no word. Don't be embarrassed to cry, to be afraid of the future. This is your destiny, your world. No one can take that away from you.

[@xbx1g]

"The saddest people are always the nicest because they don't want other people to feel how they feel" -Robin Williams 😥

[@abcdefg67386]

Fortnite profil pic

[@KuKluxSlider]

@@abcdefg67386 kek

[@ashleenca1249]

This is so real

[@levantinedoomer2317]

you exposed my teenage and adult life in one comment

[@juliaweber5464]

Work of art

[@erexjn2411]

Cool I'm definitely gonna miss this one

[@cocoleewillstab]

I feel numb,hallow and empty.. I've been like this for a few days... *Is this normal?*

[@madeleinehall4818]

I feel like this all the time, so I'm used to it, but if it's really bothering you, then you might want to get some help.

[@mia-sm3gj]

normal is weird word. becuase, logically speaking, no, its not normal to feel like this. but at the same time, this is something that lots of people experience. i know what it's like. keep pushing through it. remember that there's so much goodness in life. autumn leaves. flowers on the side of the road. rain. your favorite sweatshirt. saying "cows" when your drive past some cows. a memory that makes you laugh. so many things that make life happy. i believe in you! i know you can get past this feeling. stay strong :)

[@lillulillulilly]

ive been like that for months youll get used to it :(

[@kylebos6442]

No but a lotta people know how u feel so ur not alone

[@Tracy7468]

Earlier today, I was with my friends and I was laughing and having a great time. Now I'm by myself, empty and exhausted. I can finally let my walls down. I don't have to keep up the façade anymore. I can rest, then the cycle will begin again tomorrow. I live to keep them happy. They don't deserve to feel any bit of sadness, none of my grief. So I stay silent about my problems. Because they deserve better than listening to me complain about shit they probably don't care about. In summary, I live to serve and I live to entertain and maintain other's mental health. Edit: Thank you all for the nice replies, I'm doing far better now! I hope all of you are taking care of yourself

[@irotosuk9663]

lets atleast live to see the ending of JJBA

[@Qxztoc]

@@irotosuk9663 i feel u bro, sometimes we have to face our problems and even when we cant, we have to live them. because sometimes when u tell people they make it worse my best advice is to keep living and take care bro. i dont know u but i love you and i hope you have a good day/week/year

[@Qxztoc]

i meant to reply to u stardust btw srry james but u too have a good day j

[@malenacote7033]

nothing lasts

[@mimpton8861]

Don't forget there is always the opportunity to get therapy if things get too out of control. I hope you are doing well.

[@middles8771]

"They're sharing a drink they call loneliness, but it's better than drinking alone"

[@KangazRooBoyz]

If you are reading this, congratulations you made it through another day and another night, please know you are not alone, feel free to message. Reach out and someone will grab your hand. I am proud of you for making it this far in this journey of life. Don’t let go mate we got this 💪💙

[@maryshortnunez2332]

POV: ur'e crying in ur room at 3 am

[@jaimerotger2763]

Yes

[@richaly4432]

Yup

[@sansserif3378]

right on target bucko

[@joanamagalhaes3109]

pov: you're looking at the ceiling in your bedroom at 4am, not being able to cry because you feel that empty

[@thewhitebuffalo7558]

yes

[@pickledcucumber8693]

Everyone warned us about the monsters under our bed, but who knew just how paralyzing the monsters in our head could be...

[@pixblurr6683]

Pickled Cucumber, you are absolutely right

[@DirectedByThomas]

Bro i am the monster

[@user-pe3lw6py9c]

@@DirectedByThomas yeah I was gonna say we stopped looking because we realized we were the monsters...

[@gulay5337]

Bir türk olarak bunu biliyor ve burda oluşumdan gurur duyuyorum. Sanat bilen insanların halen olması muazzam

[@billygoat9381]

Prob the best music video ever

[@_A23]

i’ve accepted the fact that this generation is going to be known for anxiety and wanting to die. edit: please seek help if you ever need it. it saved my life twice, and can save yours, too. asking for help isn’t showing weakness, it’s showing strength. stay safe. ily.

[@user-zw7gj9oh1x]

And weirdly expressing that through slowed and reverberated versions of sad songs mixed with deep anime shots.

[@kiyokoshimizu8219]

@@user-zw7gj9oh1x lol yes

[@vasilis87]

That's deep bro. U ok?

[@rumory]

isn't that just humanity overall

[@ahowell163]

@@user-zw7gj9oh1x yea

[@thebasicrules6998]

No hard feelings. its just that im removing this from my playlist. i absolutely love this. amazing! its just i want to chose happiness. this song reminds me of bad memories and makes me cry. i dont want to be sad anymore. thank you for being there when i needed this kind of song. :)

[@Lowkeylit1]

Came here after 2 years , hope you succeed my friend. As long as i can see you finally came into the level that happiness is the key , forget all bad things live life my friend . :) 👍

[@adyskzz5452]

Bro made it

[@esterellaleo]

beautiful

[@andresgalvan6850]

Me acuerdo que cuando escuché esta canción yo estaba tocando fondo por una perdida de una persona la cual quise tanto y me acuerdo que cada que la escuchaba sentía que me rompía por dentro y lloraba hasta quedarme dormido

[@Bohemian_Boy]

:(

[@moissx.7820]

:(

[@danielaascencion9643]

Yo 🫠

[@alexisgarcia-tc9qd]

Yo estoy pasando por lo mismo en este momento lo único que me mantiene con algo de fuerzas es creer que en algún momento va a pasar todo 😭

[@lilybwg]

All the insane moods and depressive episodes and taunting thoughts get better once I start obeying to them. But I’m afraid of how much worse I can possibly get.

[@lunaevans3562]

you really should reach out to a parent or doctor for help, it’s not going to get better if you don’t. i wish i had gotten help sooner

[@adahthe3rd829]

when my thoughts get to much for me, I go on walks at night hand play this song, I just walk aimlessly and I go where ever my feet take me.

[@Jayakiran525]

i just love her so much.