in my head - bedroom (slowed)

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[@galoresluv]

all these comments make my heart so heavy.. so please take a moment to call a hotline if you need it. take care of yourselves

[@Partizan_V]

It’s good that at least someone cares about people who are having a hard time.

[@Younis1890]

@@Partizan_V true

[@Christian_Sannino]

They are weak, cringe and crazy They don't have God The don't have Jesus Christ They don't have a future This is the reality

[@YungNeckro]

Life is precious, don’t end your life on a temporary issue. I know it won’t mean much but you are loved and wanted ❤

[@paulpennington-mv7rt]

Wait... 😐 You pinned your own comment ?

[@juno2230]

I go out. I see friends. I visit family. I try anything and everything I can. why do I still feel so alone when I get home? there’s just this overwhelming sense of emptiness in my life that I can’t fill no matter how hard I try.

[@KikaRckn07]

I know the feeling even if I try to balance everything out in my life. I became more self aware on how my past affected my behavior at a subconscious level so now it can benefit me as a starting point to learn to heal and not feel so out of touch from reality.

[@EduardoVerastica]

The daily dose of turmoil.

[@dumbdumb3051]

Same I don’t know why I’m too scared to tell anyone they will judge me :(

[@koga8100]

Sense of emptiness that you can’t fill? Read the Bible. It helped me and now I’m complete

[@Ani-kq4tr]

I live with my family and I feel lonely everyday, it’s probably cause there’s no one that understands the pain I feel

[@Pete451]

You made it to the checkpoint homie. Rest up.

[@monster6104]

this made me burst into tears

[@maddie608]

don't forget to do the same

[@abner9404]

11:39pm Tuesday, Jan 19,2020

[@user-yb6su1eb3i]

00 : 47 , Saturday, January 23rd, 2021.

[@yournekowaifu]

you made me cry bro

[@mia-sm3gj]

this audio is like the ONLY thing that can make me fall asleep anymore

[@laravellinga5579]

same, i wish there was an 1 hour version!!

[@galoresluv]

Lara Vellinga i could upload a one hour version if you’d like

[@mia-sm3gj]

galoresluv REALLY?? THAT WOULD BE SO NICE OF YOU

[@laravellinga5579]

@@galoresluv YESS THAT WOULD BE AMAZING

[@oldmanmcgucket5000]

aww im sorry why cant you sleep? :( im always here if you need someone to talk to 💕

[@7tobi]

I'm leaving this comment here so i can remember this masterpiece every time when someone like

[@NathanBowman96]

I simply hope that this will prove to do the same thing for me.

[@levantinedoomer2317]

based Obito enjoyer

[@gerra0112]

​@@NathanBowman96just here to remind you guys. Enjoy the sweet sweet depression ❤

[@jonnyh1917]

Hope you’re doing okay wherever you are

[@7tobi]

Thanks buddy

[@red6303]

can people stop telling me "you laugh to much" its my only way to feel happiness.

[@sushitr4shx]

felt this..

[@red6303]

@@sushitr4shx it'll get better, okay? You mean something. I love you

[@auliacitradia]

Hi red

[@red6303]

@@auliacitradia well hi :)

[@sushitr4shx]

@@red6303 same to you..thanks

[@scar8160]

i can laugh so hard, but then it's like i'm completely numb after. People always ask me why i make a straight face after i laugh.. i just can't help it honestly.

[@emptysugar4624]

This is normal! Dude, I always do the same shit as you do. when I look in the mirror during this, I just start to feel empty in myself. Everything, just all the sad events are going into my head. If someone doesn't like it, it's their problem. You don't have to respond to them somehow and destroy yourself from within in the same way. Love yourself, at least just for me, ok?

[@kayc8551]

its honestly a habit for me. ive grown up being the oldest and the most mature sibling and i learned to quickly laugh so i guess shutting it off fast came with that.

[@_spyyro]

same.

[@ASMREGIRLGFWAIFU]

@@emptysugar4624 This made me feel so much better cuz I do the same.

[@nasooong9544]

SAMEE like I only laugh when I’m near certain people, and when they do certain things, then I feel depressed aftet

[@jenarc]

~Lyrics~ Day to day, it won't leave Everytime, I try to speak It consumes my mind It consumes my soul It wants my life it wants complete control Somebody help me before it's bad Somebody help me before I end up dead I feel alone, all of the time It's still quite, lurking inside I'm a walking contradiction Everything I say is an affliction to him Somebody help me before it's bad Somebody help me before I end up dead

[@formlessblob2307]

Thank you!

[@lovelampp]

why do i relate sm to those lyrics-

[@angie-ww3pv]

not all heros wear capes.

[@EmbeReii]

@@lovelampp same

[@xaanzu]

Thankyou..

[@theworldbehindmusic1338]

I'm wondering how many people were laying on the bed listening to this song .. thinking deeply about their problems or getting suicidal thoughts and feeling this emptiness around their chest and nothing on their mind hoping for better days. I wish life was more peaceful and easier you guys are the purest soul on earth I love you💔

[@sikorsky5815]

Random strangers always provide a sense of comfort in harsh times..

[@atlerix1027]

Strangers show more love then Friends and fam i love you too dawg

[@1lain]

Thank you. :))

[@blakemikula4986]

Thank u so much

[@RussMVP0]

i love you too dude 😔😔

[@szasophiaa]

I’ll go from laughing to wanting to drown myself

[@Gabriellaschannel]

Baby):

[@Gabriellaschannel]

I love you. I care about you.

[@faithwind3376]

No.

[@tatiana.k4415]

are u okay??

[@yooooo4503]

hey you’re loved. please don’t give up

[@koga8100]

“Are you in a bad mood?” “No” This music: “wOuLd YoU lIkE tO bE???”

[@vivithevampiregirl3121]

Your comment actually made me laugh. Too true lol thx

[@eviearthur1282]

ty :,)

[@piabower1932]

yes very true hahah

[@maxthegod2868]

LMFAOO

[@Kast3rr]

yeah, sure.

[@222aud]

Not me crying to rhis song because school is stressful and making me want to kms

[@222aud]

Sorry if i sound like im over reacting haha

[@rio-yn1lv]

pls stay. i promise itll get better soon.

[@mrcrazyhair9230]

@@222aud You really arent. Amphetamines might be the only thing to save my school career

[@ax0lot139]

Do you need to talk? I'm here if you need me.

[@hikim9860]

frr it’s so stressful 😔

[@sierrarl1255]

This is how it feels when you're happy but your mood immediately switches back to the darkness and you just want to curl up into a little ball and have someone know how you feel while letting yourself drown in your own sadness and regret.

[@cansshow_]

Yeeeeahh..that..thats true man... but i dont wanz this anymore... everything is to much for me...right now...stress.... corona school...

[@rymanjones3]

yeah...

[@fRIZZante69]

Damn

[@manuelmarin9390]

Actually, that's is true, but in some scenarios I was happy, hit a good weight on some exersice in the gym, but then, when I'm on the walkmachine, there it hit... A girl, who I have never seen before in the gym, walks to the bench and start doing the arnold press, a complicated exersice even for me... The thing is, I really wanted to go and help her, because some coach aproach to her and teach something that's is not correct, but how could I aproach to her? She doesn't even know I exist, I have got rejected too many times for another one, so here I am, walking towards my house, with nothing but am empty mind

[@nicholasfarrar8667]

That's the truth. It reminds me how much I just wanna scream. How I quell all my pain until I forget how I feel. Everything I do is to keep it that way without me even knowing it. I feel like shit all of the time, and no one I know will ever know the real me because It'll take too much to even try to help me and because of how I act. I will now go back and wait for all this pain to end one day. Maybe it'll all get better. I fucking hope so. I'm trapped. Everywhere I go I just can't escape, unless I convince myself to stop thinking about it all. I'm sorry I said all of this. I don't want the pity, I just wanted to talk about how I feel because I only know how to bottle everything up. Forgive me if you were once like me and had an extreme sense of empathy for people. I hope you all feel better. I don't know if it ever gets better, but we'll have to see. Death is not an option and never will be. Though I know my feelings are filled to the brim with levity, I will not stop feeling them unless I find a way to exterminate my emotions or thoughts. Have a good life, all of you. I wish you all luck on your treacherous journey through your mental health. Keep pushing. Never stop. The last thing you want to do is quit. Trust me. You just have to keep trying. There is light somewhere at the end of the tunnel. There has to be. Goodbye everyone. It has to be worth getting through this. It just has to be. Take care, all of you.

[@happyperson.4113]

It feels like its repeating, everyday feels the same. Even if I do something different that day. I'm slowly getting tired of the cycle, I can't take it anymore.

[@happyperson.4113]

@@ash-qu4so if u ever need to talk to someone I'm here

[@happyperson.4113]

@@ash-qu4so Ilyt and thank you sm

[@nia-gi9uo]

I feel this exactly :( yea it’s very hard but we gotta push through it and believe some day it will change right? :) have an amazing night day, i’m very proud of you!

[@mghalm]

same with me 🥺

[@nia-gi9uo]

@@mghalm how are you doing? hope ur alright,stay strong keep fighting ily

[@6igpapichulo]

you know everything around you is messed up when a comment section from a yt video gives you more comfort than your own family. i genuinely feel more welcomed here than anywhere i live rn. (Edit: i wanna give anyone who relates to this comment a big ole hug... this was a year ago and my mindset was so different back then. seeing ppl relating to my situation and sharing their experiences and stories sorta makes me feel comforted and heard.. and it's somewhat healing. hope yall are okay and healthy

[@richaly4432]

Exactly

[@dibecolonelaoun929]

❤️

[@killuva7127]

literally i was listening to music related to this then my mom came in and started lecturing me cuz i didnt finish a milkshake that she spent 2 dollars on ;-; i dont feel like my family likes me, i dont really like them that much, and i barely ever feel comfort from them.

[@6igpapichulo]

@@killuva7127 yeah i completely understand. like- you’re supposed to love them because they’re family and stuff and then they do really harmful things and then it’s obvious that we dont feel comfortable around them. hope you’re doing okay now :(

[@nikakaru]

it’s the sweet kindness of strangers ❤️

[@sainticjde]

Hey, you, yeah you reading this, you look great today, I’m proud of you, no matter how many times has knocked you down, pushed you to rock bottom, made you scream until you couldn’t, made you cry till you passed out, you kept getting up and going. You’re taking this one step at a time and I’m proud of you for each step you take, my aunt and a lot of people whom I’ve been really close to have passed away recently, life’s been hard, I feel like I’m losing my battle with my depression, if I do, I just want you to know how proud of you I am, you’ve made it so far, keep going, you got this, don’t give up now, maybe ask that special someone on a date, buy those things for a new hobby, text that person, spend time with your loved ones, and even if I’m not here for that, and even if you don’t know me, just know that no matter what, and no matter who, I am proud. The fact that you haven’t given up no matter how hard things have gotten, the fact that you’re here with me right now, reading this whole thing, means a lot, I’m proud, I’m so damn proud, keep going, you got this. I love you, keep being great, stay great, stay humble :)

[@user-ns2vu8gr2j]

Thank you, this means a lot. I hope you change your mind about leaving

[@sindibeqi5202]

thank u

[@juliemarie1569]

I love you please don't give up

[@mil8554]

dont give up you havn't played among us with me yet :(

[@gabrielkeeling4009]

Bro ty for this hit me so different I appreciate u dog more the you know, I love you too

[@platoscatboy9772]

*LYRICS* Day to day, it won't leave Every time, I try to speak It consumes my mind, it consumes my soul It wants my life, it wants complete control Somebody help me before it's bad Somebody help me before I end up dead I feel alone, all of the time It's still quiet, lurking inside I'm a walking contradiction Everything I say is an affliction to him Somebody help me before it's bad Somebody help me before I end up dead

[@Kainat.h]

Thanks!🧍🏻

[@maneeshnair1158]

Thanks

[@sylvaingerbedoen1674]

Merci

[@Kainat.h]

@@oussamaexact797 Thank You although i got it of Pinterest but Yeah thanks, your user name is very interesting too 😄

[@a12ht]

Damn I feel these lyrics

[@zoeyt155]

can anyone else not cry bc they just are so empty i wish i could cry

[@Ash-kj8hj]

I only cry when I’m talking to someone about it, other than that I’m just constantly thinking about everything and just wanting to die already. it’s like I’m okay with dying as long as I’m not the one killing

[@lunaevans3562]

me going off my meds for a week just so i can cry for one day

[@savannahburns4044]

Yes!

[@tallia59]

unrelated but you’re so pretty

[@alexisgonzalezramirez2975]

So manny times ive tried to cry i feel the feeling it just dosent wanna come out i guess my feelings hide on their own i feel so empty and i dont wanna feel like this anymore cause im just hurting people in the process and im loosing everyone 1 by 1

[@scar8160]

i am so scared of death... but i just want end all the pain.

[@brinleyhaas1935]

same :/

[@loubnaaaaaaa]

Hey its okay ! Ik its hard but you can make it there is always sun after a storm stay strong

[@melimeli25]

i know good things will happen in future. maybe next week maybe 5 years from now. When we look back, we will say that I had a very difficult time, but glad I am still here. and remember!! good things will happen as well as bad things. just please stay strong.

[@koutach3785]

same...

[@theend8325]

Guys, you can with this, and more... Just fight, and will see your victory. I promise:)

[@shlawgb0b]

i don't even know how to describe the way i feel. but i'm tired of just existing. i wanna live, y'know? online school is such a drag, i'm always so stressed about my grades but i can't seem to do my work. idk man. but i hope anyone reading this is doing okay. i love you, stranger :)

[@kojo630]

Same 🥺🤧

[@gabirocha4895]

i love you too :(

[@gabriellasonsteng2627]

ily 2

[@jalezepotgieter2518]

Ilyt man/girl❤

[@b4tsy716]

the way I relate to this so much- I know exactly how u feel. things seem really hard right now and at this point im legit tired of existing. hope things are going ok with you too, lyt :)

[@sushi_in_the_middle_east]

It's nice how people r sharing their feeling in the comment section I'm pretty sure people who don't type anything r the one feeling it the most though

[@Sharpless2]

For many, talking to strangers is the only way to vent at leat a bit and that tiny bit they may vent can bring a lot of relief, even if only momentarily. This song has been running on repeat for 7 and a half hours now.

[@saffron2003]

It’s that empty sort of feeling

[@problematicteenager2520]

numbeness.

[@loretakarklina8180]

Saffron numbness

[@EduardoVerastica]

Vacancy in the heart

[@kylebos6442]

Yeah just kinda feel hollow inside

[@honniemei5529]

Something keeping me alive is getting is frog hat, the one that you velcro under your chin

[@elizabethdbrigg2022]

my parents found out all about my sad shit. instead of being there for me, instead of an "it's okay, i'm here" they said "you have nothing to be sad about" that's the problem, and i feel guilty for it

[@maihnamhd7310]

don't feel guilty you have the right to be sad i'm here if you want to talk luv u

[@nobody7989]

ur feelings are valid. im sorry they didnt give you the support you need, but i promise its nothing to feel guilty about. we don't choose to be sad or depressed, it just happens sometimes, just like we might get randomly physically sick too. you're loved and cared for

[@elizabethdbrigg2022]

thank u so much for the support, i appreciate it

[@jude.e]

same here

[@justme-eo9jp]

Omg same

[@wanessa1695]

The guitar in this song, the melody just everything about this song explains my feelings perfectly

[@user-sy1hm3ss1j]

I’m so proud of Bedroom tbh, I’ve been subscribed since they barely were known, and now they are finally getting popular and getting love they deserve for their amazing music.

[@p3rcy.o113]

This song is a feeling your can’t explain

[@lu-dt3cv]

yeah

[@Zazamonster45]

^^

[@unnoticedmamba9985]

I'm pretty sure I can explain my depression. I have good vocabulary lmao.

[@valeriegragert3959]

i'm crying and i don't know why. i feel like i don't even know myself right now.

[@masumahsayed2418]

I dont wanna live like this anymore

[@masumahsayed2418]

I feel really tired mentally, life has never been fair to me

[@valeriegragert3959]

@@masumahsayed2418 I know its tuff and every single day I think about death, but I know it's worth it to stay alive. There are so many things I havent done that I want to do, and even though my family hates me, I still have friends by my side and I'm sure there are people that care about you too. So dont give up quiet yet, for me. :)

[@cocoleewillstab]

I know it feels and i want to say it gets better but.....I don't know anymore.

[@Mochii0w011]

Chanwoo

[@monsieurdevan1227]

The chord progression feels like you finally accepted your fate after an exhaustive life time of running away. It feels like a huge relief, not because something good is about to happen but because you don't have to live in anxiety of the bad thing happening anymore; it finally caught up with you.

[@douaehitmi7997]

Everyone is describing their feelings in the comments when I am sitting here just empty

[@redhdslvt]

me rn

[@lexi3725]

same

[@Mars-rv9wb]

same

[@pragyasingh9977]

Man same

[@jetink8157]

fr like idk what to say

[@shechinahlusch1624]

i couldnt tell you how much this song means to me

[@ellajuarez8206]

I don’t really want to die. I want to sleep. Or just lay down. And feel nothing but peace.

[@enginpekcan2580]

maybe when we died it just gonna be peace and black..

[@Wyn_Wins]

@@enginpekcan2580 No More Pain No More Anxiety No More Depression Just Us and The Silent Abyss

[@jratlo4420]

I hope it’s like when we sleep just nothing void peace I don’t have to feel anything I don’t have to think about anything just me at peace

[@juloris2]

@@Wyn_Wins that sounds way to nice to me

[@furnowolf]

me too, after i got dumped a week ago, the only thing i want is being in coma until I can cure my mind

[@7tobi]

I can already imagine the chills I would get when KZbin recommends this song to me after 20 years.

[@ivory8589]

it's the kind of loneliness that makes you feel empty it's the kind of loneliness that makes you feel numb it's the kind of loneliness that's make you feel worthless it's the kind of loneliness that makes you feel unlovable it's the kind of loneliness that no one will ever understand. goodbye.

[@mr00m7]

Hey, are you alright? For real, I’m here for you even though I have no clue who you are, I’ll talk with you or be mutuals if you want :)

[@kaedeakamatsu4810]

are you alright? i care for you

[@kehmitta7293]

Hey, are you okay bestie? I don't know you but im worried :( pls answer I care for you

[@annnnikaaaa]

pls don't go. You're not alone. There are a lot of people that care for you. Me for example.

[@hossflagler5546]

Me in almost every way

[@Tracy7468]

Earlier today, I was with my friends and I was laughing and having a great time. Now I'm by myself, empty and exhausted. I can finally let my walls down. I don't have to keep up the façade anymore. I can rest, then the cycle will begin again tomorrow. I live to keep them happy. They don't deserve to feel any bit of sadness, none of my grief. So I stay silent about my problems. Because they deserve better than listening to me complain about shit they probably don't care about. In summary, I live to serve and I live to entertain and maintain other's mental health. Edit: Thank you all for the nice replies, I'm doing far better now! I hope all of you are taking care of yourself

[@irotosuk9663]

lets atleast live to see the ending of JJBA

[@F81thhh]

@@irotosuk9663 i feel u bro, sometimes we have to face our problems and even when we cant, we have to live them. because sometimes when u tell people they make it worse my best advice is to keep living and take care bro. i dont know u but i love you and i hope you have a good day/week/year

[@F81thhh]

i meant to reply to u stardust btw srry james but u too have a good day j

[@malenacote7033]

nothing lasts

[@mimpton8861]

Don't forget there is always the opportunity to get therapy if things get too out of control. I hope you are doing well.

[@dee4442]

I love how everyone is kind of just using this comment section as a vent space because everyone listening to this song is pretty much the same mentally so we all feel safe. I hope everyone is doing ok

[@dee4442]

@@jimxnq Thank you I hope you're doing well too

[@spaghettimafia1384]

well acrually things are kinda shity 4 me AS ALWAYS

[@dee4442]

@@spaghettimafia1384 Damn bro i hope things get better :) lmk if you need someone to talk to :D

[@0_M1ST4K3_0]

Man.. life sucks. I haven’t gotten time to upload any memes on my channel (I’m a memer and I like to make people’s day a bit better) and all the stress from school doesn’t help either. I’m currently sick and have to quarantine in my room bc my step mom works at an assisted living place and she doesn’t want to get sick.

[@rimshajabbar08]

You know whats worser then being alone? Being surrounded by people who makes you feel alone. Thats the difference between being lonely and being alone.

[@victor.novorski]

Hey! You don't have to be alone though. I know there's that feeling of saying something weird and other's laughing at your mistakes, but everyone does that and you shouldn't be afraid to do so. Failing is not opposite to success. It's a part of it 😉 Good luck and God bless you my friend.

[@erikverhelst5694]

Worser isn’t a word

[@filthyguy]

Damn..

[@mr_craft4276]

The worse is not being alone is feeling alone 👍

[@SonOfIrak]

Lonely is better

[@breesieboo5645]

its the depressing comments for me

[@ネッサ-f9t]

fr tho i dont even know this song i just clicked on it🤡

[@mint1067]

@@ネッサ-f9tme rn:

[@ajortiz377]

@@ネッサ-f9t SAME 😭😭

[@basakyildirim]

@@ネッサ-f9t LOL SAME

[@ramirex.karina7019]

LMAOAOAOAOOAOAOAOAOAOOO😭

[@sarahmccann2365]

If you're reading this, I'm glad you're here my friend.

[@kristanvaningen8817]

:)

[@kownampla8035]

Means so much to me

[@bellatips9632]

Won’t be for much longer, but thank u

[@ambush2733]

@@bellatips9632 wanna talk?

[@zazalr]

Thank you for making me smile

[@thebasicrules6998]

No hard feelings. its just that im removing this from my playlist. i absolutely love this. amazing! its just i want to chose happiness. this song reminds me of bad memories and makes me cry. i dont want to be sad anymore. thank you for being there when i needed this kind of song. :)

[@Lowkeylit1]

Came here after 2 years , hope you succeed my friend. As long as i can see you finally came into the level that happiness is the key , forget all bad things live life my friend . :) 👍

[@adyskzz5452]

Bro made it

[@Turtisland]

Hate that my favorite Artist blew up (listened a lot in 2016) but I’m happy for Noah honestly

[@dezdickerson9599]

"somebody help me before im dead"

[@kimmmnchi]

Hey. I just want to say please stay. Think about the people that care about you I might be a stranger but it will break my heart if you don't stay. I love you and I care about you. No one should go through this pain. Think about what the future holds after the pain is gone. Stay for me and for others. I hope you are safe and doing well and if you ever need someone to talk to. I'm here and so is the comment section. :)

[@silisbored]

Yes please don’t do it. We’re some how in the same boat and we should all keep trying to the day when we can look back and be proud that we didn’t do what the voices in our heads told us to. Pls reply so we know you’re still here. Its ok not to be okay. Felt more like I’m saying these things to myself. But yes don’t lose hope ❤️

[@Emiliano-sq8xk]

Dude, not the best advice here, there’s people that need you, and others that care about you, but if at some point you can’t control it, just do it. I say it wasn't the best advice here but just my humble opinion

[@user-bs6js2th7b]

yeah

[@sanchezhuizue914]

We need you. ❤❤❤.

[@earth2fatima578]

I don't wanna die, I'm just tired. tired of school, covid, my parents, my friends. everything edited april 8th - lord not my sesonal depression 🙄🙄

[@willow_animates8123]

Same.

[@aspid8301]

chase happiness or u will never know the real feeling of being "really happy" for the rest of eternity and trust me knowing it is the best thing ever

[@mghalm]

i’m tired too it’s time to rest

[@jalinagonzalez2808]

same

[@Toxic-pp1lp]

same

[@Aestheticx92]

im pretty sure everyone lays on their bed alone while listening to this song

[@mathieu.mk2196]

Dude. That litteraly what im doing

[@nataliaabdal1220]

all the time.

[@kyledorman164]

Yep doing that right now

[@mymykisses5980]

Every single time

[@meow-hx4sk]

sitting in class but sure

[@Songs4meNyou]

I remember listening to this in 2020 thinking I wouldn’t be able to make it to 14 but here I am. I’m glad I found this again :]

[@kaiyayayaa]

Woah me too, I’m 14 now also and so happy. this song is part of the reason why I’m still here

[@Songs4meNyou]

@@kaiyayayaa I’m glad your still here even if we’re strangers we struggled together but we made it through. Keep on fighting❤️

[@kaiyayayaa]

U keep on fighting too have a nice life stranger:)❤️

[@Homie_Cidal]

"sometimes I stop talking because I know nobody is listening, other times i continue, because I need to hear myself say it"

[@chimeragarden5622]

I can feel it bro :) we are same... Nobody wants to hear my story :) but i still want to tell the Story even tho no one wants to hear it

[@goldenpoptartyt6423]

Yeah

[@niceelf9291]

lol do it already

[@Cheesescrustt]

finally,someone that i can relate to :]

[@arushiminhas7031]

Beautiful.

[@kyledorman164]

Is nobody gonna appreciate how good this song is? Its brilliant

[@diogosantos2276]

Nice profile picture. Come as you are.

[@kyledorman164]

@@diogosantos2276 thanks!!!

[@josephdiaz2182]

I dont think any1 is going to

[@cottonata]

it's not just the song, it's the artist :( they are very underated and I love most if not all there songs. Bedroom's latest music especially

[@SonOfIrak]

unless you feel it

[@fatherlylike5023]

Introverts always want to be alone but don't want to be lonely.

[@itizzwhatitizz3195]

It’s literally the most misunderstood thing as an introvert. I wish people would understand. We don’t all have the same happiness or energy.....

[@HLlKTty-xb9kt]

This is exactly what I want.. I hate people and human beings but I dont want to be lonely

[@niceelf9291]

you aint cappin crip

[@itizzwhatitizz3195]

@@niceelf9291 .-.

[@Velslo]

Your comment hurt me bro , that's so true.

[@soulmates.4L]

i really am in my head. one second I’m complete fine and happy, talking, laughing. the next second I’m completely numb. it’s the feeling when you’re eyelids get heavy and you’re body becomes bored. I keep telling myself it’s normal to switch moods so dramatically. But I know it’s not.

[@chillmuch2724]

Yeah it’s strange, I’m happy then I get to thinking too much and get sad

[@soulmates.4L]

you are so right

[@saeedkamranfar684]

this is similar to bipolar disorder, it's better to visit a therapist to be sure if it's something like issue or normal or something ...

[@SirSurRush]

When I manage to laugh, my remaining emotions are immediately suppressed. I feel nothing all the time.

[@camo442]

the fact that we hafta vent in the comments of a youtube video because our family and friends don’t even try to help lmao

[@moogie8551]

this one

[@phoenixkrause5622]

bold of you to assume I have friends

[@Maximilianfrehde]

Just laugh the pain off

[@camo442]

@@Maximilianfrehde yup😍

[@villanellexx]

this is relatable, i'm so desperate for help and i've been asking for it in every single way i can, unfortunately no one around me cares

[@luxuri0us487]

I don't wanna die, I am not even scared of death. I just wanna disappear, disappear from the wolrd and feel real happiness again, I'm tired of all the shit I've been through, I can't handle it, it's so frustrating, I don't know how the fuck stop this, I don't know what to do, I don't know how I ended up in a situation like this, I just wanna feel alive again, at least just at once.

[@emrose1953]

I’m sorry babe. Me too. Me too... Life is too hard to bear. Please know at least I’m here with you to go through it. Maybe we can survive together

[@cameraman1939]

Yo man dont use permanent solutions for temporary problems light will shine again just wait.. its about time, everything will be fine. Trust me

[@avacastillo5529]

your just like me.

[@bluepacman13]

Lets go build a cabin in the woods and forget the concrete jungle construct we were all born into. Lets live.

[@petitcoton575]

Cry. Again and again. Night after night. But one day you'll be tired of crying and feeling sorry for yourself. You will realize that you are not brave enough to k*** yourself but that you are brave enough to continue on your way. You tell yourself that things are not changing. And it's true, things don't change, but people do. Don't have faith in humanity but have faith in yourself and in your friends, your true friends. Do not regret any act, no word. Don't be embarrassed to cry, to be afraid of the future. This is your destiny, your world. No one can take that away from you.

[@Qbertlowkeychill]

I'm not suicidal but if i were to die randomly I wouldn't be upset

[@gerry7860]

lmao honestly same

[@yukamakoto2813]

same

[@islamilnes1983]

that is a perfect way to explain it :/

[@baby.halimap6564]

LMAO YEA💀😭 like i wouldnt mind-

[@atomiicraccoon8322]

same but we wouldnt be upset cause we would be dead lol

[@hbhalonewolf3971]

It's been 2 years and it's still great.

[@mitskilover560]

I just feel like i'm not myself anymore. I don't even know who I am now. How did life became so empty and useless out of nowhere?

[@samlong307]

I feel like i can't talk to anybody because i always end up scarring away the people i vent to. The only thing i wish for is somebody to talk to. Somebody who can tolerate my depressed philosophical self without being scared off

[@mitskilover560]

@@samlong307 hey, its okay. Believe me, you’ll find amazing people that will listen to you without any problem. It might sound weird, but there’s actually really good people around the world. I’ve been able to deal with my anxiety and depression during quarantine thanks that I have gathered many virtual friends from the internet. I’m sure if you try, you’ll find some! And sorry about my english, it is not my native language :)))

[@lonelyperson7985]

@@mitskilover560 I know you are tired of everything, I felt you, and I know that you have reached a point that you cannot, go ahead because you are in a storm that you cannot get out of, it is like a cycle that cannot stop .. but there is a small part of you trying so hard to leave this place But in the end, you cannot because you think that this is your fault because you know that you are very bad in everything and you must be inside this circle, but .. I just want to say to you however you look at yourself , as a stranger , I will be with you in all your times and i care about you, when you need me I'm here for you , I will be the bridge that is In it you overcome difficulties and escape from them, and I will love you every day, every time, and forever ❤️..

[@tcardo07]

In conclusion we stan

[@EduardoVerastica]

Super Stan

[@sanchezhuizue914]

Super

[@pickledcucumber8693]

Everyone warned us about the monsters under our bed, but who knew just how paralyzing the monsters in our head could be...

[@pixblurr6683]

Pickled Cucumber, you are absolutely right

[@DirectedByThomas]

Bro i am the monster

[@user-pe3lw6py9c]

@@DirectedByThomas yeah I was gonna say we stopped looking because we realized we were the monsters...

[@Ozymandias-]

A message to the future generations. Don't let this song die

[@Blue-xt4tp]

if you ever feel sad and lonely, no don't do that because the sun is alone everyday and it's still shines.

[@mo7180]

no wonder people tell me i’m like the sun

[@gyattmilk]

the sun is a star it has other stars

[@yess2293]

The difference between me and the sun is that at least the sun is recognized and acknowledged.

[@oshin7373]

@@yess2293 exactly what i was going to say

[@Blue-xt4tp]

@@yess2293 there are so many sun out there that is not recognized

[@xbx1g]

"The saddest people are always the nicest because they don't want other people to feel how they feel" -Robin Williams 😥

[@abcdefg67386]

Fortnite profil pic

[@KuKluxSlider]

@@abcdefg67386 kek

[@ashleench]

This is so real

[@levantinedoomer2317]

you exposed my teenage and adult life in one comment

[@moonpilot]

i dont feel loved anymore

[@lucijabijader2.b426]

Its ok. You can make it through whatever you are going through. Love is on its way.

[@paula.silina8201]

i love you

[@flyingcoconut1367]

Kisses, hugs, and little a bit of love 🥲🦋🤌🏻❤️✨

[@pascalslvr]

i love you

[@tubbointhebox1129]

same

[@VenussQM]

i hate life. when your sad, people either make fun of you, yell at you, or tell you to “suck it up” thinking it helps. i also have social anxiety which makes my life even worse because everyone i see, i think they hate me, and i hate myself for it too, because i always overthink it and make things seem worse than they already are in my head. life isn’t always gonna be good for anyone. i hope someone out there reads this and says something to make me feel better, because i never have the strength to tell people about this. i always think they’ll yell at me or make fun of me. people are terrible sometimes. and it’s very obvious when someone is. i hope someone out there really does care about my. because i dint care about myself at all. i just wanna be in a dark void alone and curl up in a ball and cry…

[@kozintsevful]

I dont know you, but i know you will be okay some day. Could be in a month, could be in a few years, but you will be. I care about you. Other people in your life definitely care about you. One day you will learn to love your self, but for now it is okay to feel this way. Just promise yourself you wont give up. Im rooting for you ❤

[@AJGonzalez-nl3mo]

Jesus loves you brother

[@eneskesik8646]

Hello mate, ı'm very glad to read your comment, ı'm really tired too but nobody gives a fuck at all so we gotta do it alone, keep your head up, love i

[@rannivvitch]

I just cant believe I possibly have another 70 years of feeling like this

[@bradentheman1373]

Yea, I wanna end it so I don’t have to suffer anymore

[@rannivvitch]

@@michaeldelanoy8770 me too

[@johnhenderson7565]

10 years old? Bruh

[@rannivvitch]

@@johnhenderson7565 I'm 20 💀

[@mahuba2553]

you dont want to stare death in the eyes for real do you?

[@creditreddit]

"I dont want to sleep because then it'll be morning again"

[@thegetdown5060]

btww have u heard of this cool chill af sonG > TIME BY THE IMPURES

[@icrewwwlovu]

Oh my god, I didn't know how I would said something like that, thank you ❤

[@niceelf9291]

ong

[@ShahlarSalim]

You just sleep in morning my dear. And you cant see mornimg

[@Ananetta-ut3mp]

Whenever I say I want to kms, people just leave me on read of just reply with their problems. I’m so tired. I’m only a kid and I shouldn’t be feeling this way.

[@graceg5303]

the pain you’re feeling rn is temporary and it will get better pls stay i need you in this world

[@annih8523]

hey. first of all i want u to know that u‘re loved. i love u, i really do. and u are so incredibly strong. u deserve nothing but happiness and u will find that happiness, i promise it gets better. keep going, luv. u’re doing so well. stay here with me and we‘ll get through this together. u‘re not alone, in fact u never were and will never be. i’m here if u wanna talk. sending u much love and virtual hugs

[@Devil-sd5dq]

I just tried to spent 2 days in the hospital all alone, i could have had people there but noone wanted to bc yeah im alone my fanily wasnt even there the only people i could talk to was this very nice nurse who also struggled with deppression

[@lcyanide2073]

I'm just a kid why do I feel like if Im a peice of shit in the rain on a cold wet side walk

[@cheapnuggets3224]

Drop your insta @ if you needa talk :)

[@TheKastus17]

When I was deployed I played this almost every night. I thought about my first love, long since out of touch, but still burning an ember in my heart. I’d think about getting home, and how awesome that would be. When I finally got home my parents were out of state and I was alone with my thoughts and too much alcohol. This song is so lonely to me. It feels like I’m dying, my heart is breaking and I’m falling asleep all at once.

[@Waffles4903]

Thank you for your service!

[@TheKastus17]

And in the darkest of times I return to this like a bad habit. As if I need the hurt to sting even more. I just broke up with my girlfriend and best friend. I still feel the kiss on my lips as she left.. I am nothing but a puddle right now. Misery and this song fit together like a two piece puzzle.

[@gowiriaelboushy2927]

The people in the comments are the most people i can relate to at this point and i really hope all of you are doing well and having a good day :)

[@sadweeb4523]

@Gowiria El Boushy I hope you are having a good day/night,and I can relate with you

[@Riggatony.]

nah g I hope your doing well

[@connorj8578]

u too

[@user-r5g3y]

All the insane moods and depressive episodes and taunting thoughts get better once I start obeying to them. But I’m afraid of how much worse I can possibly get.

[@lunaevans3562]

you really should reach out to a parent or doctor for help, it’s not going to get better if you don’t. i wish i had gotten help sooner

[@quinnperson7525]

i want to feel again i want to feel a range of emotion i want to feel sad again i want to feel happy again i want to feel loved again i want to have a crush again just to feel it i want to feel what everyone else does i don’t care if it hurts i want to feel what i used too why can’t i feel anymore it’s a sense of numbness that consumes everything around i don’t get exited anymore i don’t get sad anymore i don’t get happy anymore where did it all go when will it come back will it come back? goddamnit i hope so i’m so confused i can’t feel the spark anymore i can’t feel the saddest i wish i could reach i miss being able to listen to a song and connect with it i remember when i could feel the pain, of the songs i listened to why can’t i feel that why can’t it come back i need it back i need it now please i talk to people just to try to feel something again i feel like i’m using them for my own benefit and in a way i am but i can’t admit it to myself i am so desperate for that feeling back i would do anything to get it back i don’t know where i went wrong

[@vii1663]

I know this means nothing to you but right now, through the internet , I wrap my arms carefully around you and hug you gently.

[@savluor]

can i use this for a song? you described how i feel right now

[@aliciamariadiaz4394]

THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT I'M FEELING

[@Rhiiiii._]

I honestly wish I could just come and comfort you and hug you and tell you everything is going to be ok and be there with you until you feel something again. I've been there. I understand that feeling. but if I'm going to be honest I'm slowly going there again but I'm not gonna make this ab me. if you do see this maybe I can somehow text to you one day and I can check on you everyday and try my absolute best to help you feel something, anything at all. and if not, idk if you believe in god but I'm going to pray for you everyday and night. *virtual hugs* I wish the best for you Quinn ❤❤

[@kurdstan5449]

I literally feel the same and idk what did i do wrong

[@hopeful.mp3]

Everyone has different perspectives on why we’re here, why we’re living. There’s no clear answer but what I do know is that we’re in this together, we can do this, we can survive this story called life… together.

[@JoshiX-jn5dz]

Amen❤️

[@victor.novorski]

Amen my friend. Amen

[@jazzyy3605]

I’m 13 right now. My sister had just committed not long ago. I feel like shit everyday because of it. I could’ve done something..i knew something was up. She barely ate , slept , came out of her room etc. i never blamed her though this household is completely shit. She would still be here now if someone said something, i always checked up on her though..i left her food tried to get her to sleep but no. I could tell she was done with everything. Take one look in her eyes and all you saw was “I’m done trying , i give up.” She wore long sleeves everyday. No matter the temperature. Room a mess , parents yelling at her every second because of school/grades , laziness and sm more. But they never realized they lost their child. That wasn’t their kid anymore. I miss you alex. I love you sm..I could’ve done more. I hope you’re happier now you deserve to be. thank you for all the replies, you guys don’t understand how much it means to me, although we all may not know each other it’s amazing how we can all relate in certain ways, and make sure one another is okay, i love you all

[@pixblurr6683]

I’m sorry for your loss, I hope your doing well kiddo

[@jazzyy3605]

@@pixblurr6683 thankk you , I’m getting through it :)

[@ganzentspannt7172]

Good to hear! :)

[@notcoolbub1784]

Bro im so sorry for ur loss. i really hope u are doing okay.

[@notcoolbub1784]

@@ganzentspannt7172 what is wrong with you.

[@thatonebagel6961]

Listening to this while I try to complete all this work for class that I just pushed to the side when I couldn't do it. Now I'm gonna rush it all while I sob randomly, and yet somehow feel nothing. I miss people and some feelings, I miss the beauty of ignorance, and I miss when everything in my head was okay. No intrusive thoughts, constant anxiety and unweilding depression. Fourteen years old, yet I'm planning a year and a half long court case so I can try and rebuild what I've lost, and yet I still probably won't win. I can't make things better, yet I can't win, so I'm stuck. And I've decided that while I'm stuck, I'll listen to this, so thank you.

[@JoeMama-dz2sq]

I am so sorry. I love you so much and I am so proud of you for still being here. If you would like to vent even more to me, I would be beyond happy to help. *mwah* 👁️💋👁️ *mwah*

[@tinujijo]

Hope things are better now Would love to hear back from you

[@thatonebagel6961]

@@JoeMama-dz2sq Thank you, that means a lot. [:

[@thatonebagel6961]

@@tinujijo Things did not go as planned and ended in failure. My mental state is better and worse, depending on how you look at it-- Gonna be going to court in a couple months now.

[@antosmose]

nice songs for the depressions THANKS FOR THE 291 LIKES

[@kylebos6442]

Yes

[@gil4335]

to all the people in this comment section, dont give up. i was in a terrible place when i was in highschool, and went as far as planning my death, but i kept my curiosity alive, to see what would happen tomorrow. that kept me going until everything slowly got better. thankfully highschool ended, i truly hated it, and i found a person that truly loved me and understood me. a person that showed me so many reasons to keep going. after this, i went through 6 months of hell because i thought it would be a good idea to join the air force even though i have anxiety problems. the thoughts came back but now i had a reason to keep going, and eventually, the bad times were over. today i struggle everyday knowing that i will spend the rest of my life working shitty jobs because i havent found my passions yet, but i also know that i will spend the rest of my days with the most wonderful person in the universe. i didnt care if i died and still dont, but i dont want to leave her all alone. that would be so cruel to her. i was so alone back then, and i still am, the only person that i really have is her, but thats more than i could ever ask. i am so greatful that i didnt jump off from that beautiful cliff back then. no matter what, as long as she's by my side, i will never give in, i will keep struggling and pushing forward. i feel tired. but as long as there's a light in this vast empty void. All im trying to say is that, when the dark days dont seem to end, keep your curiosity alive for the next day and the day after. keep struggling. you will have your day who knows, maybe tomorrow you will find something to keep you here :)

[@Mr.ConflictedPigeon]

Nah.

[@happyperson.4113]

I'm crying lol.

[@laila6026]

stay strong happy person, we truly got this...lets not loose ourselves either when truly we are all we got.

[@happyperson.4113]

@@laila6026 sorry I didnt see your comment, I was in the hospital.

[@meena6032]

happy person. are you safe

[@happyperson.4113]

@@meena6032 yes I'm okay:/

[@meena6032]

happy person. do you need to talk?? i’m here

[@cocoleewillstab]

I feel numb,hallow and empty.. I've been like this for a few days... *Is this normal?*

[@madeleinehall4818]

I feel like this all the time, so I'm used to it, but if it's really bothering you, then you might want to get some help.

[@mia-sm3gj]

normal is weird word. becuase, logically speaking, no, its not normal to feel like this. but at the same time, this is something that lots of people experience. i know what it's like. keep pushing through it. remember that there's so much goodness in life. autumn leaves. flowers on the side of the road. rain. your favorite sweatshirt. saying "cows" when your drive past some cows. a memory that makes you laugh. so many things that make life happy. i believe in you! i know you can get past this feeling. stay strong :)

[@lillulillulilly]

ive been like that for months youll get used to it :(

[@kylebos6442]

No but a lotta people know how u feel so ur not alone

[@huunids]

when my thoughts get to much for me, I go on walks at night hand play this song, I just walk aimlessly and I go where ever my feet take me.

[@errrval]

2 am, questionning my life why am i here ? why we even have to live life ? whats the point ? you may think im depressed or smth but no. i wanna meet people like me. just wanting to enjoy smth we dont understand. thank you for reading and im glad we have something like the internet

[@masteryourmind922]

I feel the same way. I'm trying to aim for an answer to these questions. It's not that I hate my life. I just want to know the answers to the questions. Often people think that I'm mad or overthinking but I don't think so. Finally I found someone who shares the same thoughts as me and rides on the same waves like me as well. I'm glad I met you in the comment section. I wish you all the best and would be happy to hear more from you.

[@becho6871]

Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) All I want for you is to stay and feel alive. Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. I need you here with me :). Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words- becho :) Until tomorrow, my friend :)

[@mik2902]

I love you

[@irotosuk9663]

im not reading this lucky charms essay

[@becho6871]

@@mik2902 i love u!

[@becho6871]

@@irotosuk9663 this made me laugh

[@zymb03827]

I love you

[@stxlkingbean4011]

No one: Me: *scrolls through comments searching for the name of the anime in the gif*

[@alaxxtor]

i think the creator of this video found it on pinterest (in description) maybe look there?

[@vxmpidavi]

BRUHH SAME

[@legitimatelysawyer7310]

It’s called blood c!

[@stxlkingbean4011]

@@legitimatelysawyer7310 OMFG THANK YOU SO MUCH!!!!!

[@legitimatelysawyer7310]

@@stxlkingbean4011 YW!!!😼

[@pepo6148]

Every time I want to cry, I can't. It's just not physically possible anymore.

[@issacrod9715]

YES

[@AminimA]

God your photo is so cool, I mean... just WOW 🤩🙃

[@scottgeaney1320]

Just tried to there...... best I could do was watery eyes

[@postiveelectron8879]

@@scottgeaney1320 same

[@vincent2480]

Feel the same..

[@Skoviet71]

7 minutes and 23 seconds of pure magic ❤️‍🩹

[@illumi4460]

Being down or even depressed makes you forget about time. It feels like eternity even tho its not. Just push through. Talk to people about your problems so these hard times fly away faster. I had the luck of meeting one of the best teachers I ever had. He was 50 years old and one of the happiest persons Ive ever met. But even he had a dark time during his life. He told us stories about his school life and how he always ended up going to the roof during every break thinking one day he will take the jump. He never did and went through it all. He did his time and got what he deserved. A happy life with a happy family. With people he never would have thought will ever exist in his life. People that care about him. Ive done my time too. I stopped caring and dont get sad over things that arent in my control. If its in your control do something about it. If it isnt then just carry on with your life. Ive had this dark time in my life and yet here I am. Happy I made it and that Im able to enjoy this song in a positive way. I can vibe and dance around to this song without being sad about it.

[@maryshortnunez2332]

POV: ur'e crying in ur room at 3 am

[@jaimerotger2763]

Yes

[@richaly4432]

Yup

[@sansserif3378]

right on target bucko

[@joanamagalhaes3109]

pov: you're looking at the ceiling in your bedroom at 4am, not being able to cry because you feel that empty

[@D3f00n.3s]

yes

[@grungyuy]

People love me, but i don't love them the same. I'm better when i'm alone, nobody make me feel really good. Even my best friend, i wanna love some with all my heart ! But i just feel numb with everyone :(

[@eowynkeenan7265]

This.

[@idontknow566]

Same!!

[@ninone]

felt, hope u doing better 💞 u will find someone!

[@strangrdanger]

You don't have to love, all I can do is admire someone and obsess with them. Makes it a reason to live, but that behavior is unhealthy, I do it because I want to see what's next. Love is an option. Love is strong, don't take it lightly if you don't feel it. And don't force it out.

[@maddy5902]

exactly. and i feel so bad about it. i don’t love my parents and family like they love me.

[@tearstain]

I was laughing with my cat, playing hide and seek in the clean bedsheets while this song played in the background. I used to struggle with the dark cloud over my head for years. Now, thanks to my Christian faith, my husband, and my tuxedo fur baby, I am so much more joyful and at peace. I pray for the same for all of you. ”Come to Me, all you who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.“ ‭‭Matthew‬ ‭11‬:‭28‬‬‬

[@feliksdzerzhinskij800]

Thank you, it's so reassuring to see another Christian who put faith in Jesus and overcome their depression, sadness and problem. It's true indeed what the Bible says: "I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me"

[@Maximilianfrehde]

This song feels like if you were to have a montage of your entire life including the love stories and then slowly falling off a cliff of anxiety and pain

[@autumn3727]

one moment im vibing and next im still vibing but just add tears

[@rainieoats]

felt

[@Maximilianfrehde]

One moment I’m laughing and the next one I’m laughing but it’s faked

[@lawchester771]

I finally found out what i need. Someone to love me Self love But how do i get that

[@myne.9825]

go infront of a mirror.. see? a wunderfull person what looking to the comments and smilling. keep do that princess.(i like hisoka too) and stop slef harm when u do. or stop hating u.. it can make u to suicide :c so? keep smile and dont make of others u overthink about u!!! u are perfect

[@ZeTerr0r]

Begin to really focus on your own true beauty and other peoples true beauty. You'll find yourself loving yourself more, and also falling for a lot more people.

[@mvvkey2281]

this is a late reply but,(this is from personal experience)i wanted to love myself. that’s it,it sounds so easy but it’s hard. i have social anxiety but at the same time i don’t. i thought if i got to the mindset where i wouldn’t care or give a shit, i’d be able to love myself. even if it was just a little bit, i wanted to feel loved by myself. but when i attained what i wished for, i don’t think i gained self love. yes i do look at myself and hype myself up sometimes but it doesn’t feel good bec in my head i know i’m ugly. i know that so i just say “oh well there’s no point being depressed over something i can’t change” and i’m living like that. but i’m also disregarding my feelings and the ability to care for myself. ive lost the determination to get dressed, to brush my teeth, to brush my hair or anything “easy” bec i’m ugly right? so why need to try? i don’t know what attaining self love is nor do i know why i’m writing this. we got taught to love others before ourselves. look at the result.

[@lawchester771]

@@myne.9825 omg thank you so much im doing much better now and im starting to feel loved because amazing people like you are near me and help me through this everyday!

[@lawchester771]

@@ZeTerr0r thank you so much for the advice im starting to feel loved and im starting to find a reason why im alive now because amazing people like you guys help me through this state

[@jorgevazquez6209]

This music relaxes me. It's like the rhythm and vocals are telling to take it slow. My days go by quick so this helps me relax and wrap my thoughts around my feelings and everything that's important to me.

[@rrueful279]

I LOVEE THISSS. Why are the underrated vids always the best??

[@TRINITR0N]

Art like this reminds me how beautiful pain can be, and that makes me feel better somehow

[@St4rMinus]

Sometimes I look up and close my eyes. I almost cry. I always just see how everyone is happy. How that can’t possibly be me. I tried. Over, and over. Continuously. It makes me think what’s the point of living sometimes. If I can’t even feel sometimes what happiness feels like. If I can’t even take hints. I wish I had a friend I can always cling to. But that just seems impossible.

[@PotatoSauceMan]

You haven’t given up yet, have you? Keep trying until you succeed, and if you don’t, trying was more than enough. Stay strong, and don’t give up.

[@eliseking5855]

this song describes how I feel for me. Quarantine has been so hard. I'm going insane here. I haven't seen someone outside of my immediate family in months. I have forgotten what being truly happy feels like. I miss human contact. I have been making myself even more insane by sitting at home, reading articles on Covid-19. I never realized how much I love socializing until now. It was such a normal thing, we took it for granted. I feel as if I'm trapped inside my own head. The worry is overwhelming me. I can barely force a smile now. The thing that used to make me smile, was other people. But now that I don't have it, I have no reason to smile. The only thing keeping me some what sane, is Christmas music, my phone, and this song. I don't know why, but I feel a connection to this song. Like, a bond. I would feel with an actual human. It's just familiar. Which makes sense, because I have been listening to this for quite a while. But, the song just calms me. Usually. It helps me drown out my parents, and focus a bit more on school. From all of the articles I have been reading, the health experts don't expect us to stop social distancing anytime soon. The earliest would be 2022. That is like, a year and a half. I'll be 14. At least my hair will have grown back I guess. But, a year? If it takes up until summer of 2022, that will have been two years of social distancing, and masks. (Yes, I stay safe and wear masks, and social distance.) 2 years of at home school for some people. Including me. But, it's worth the wait if you want things to truly, go back to normal. I love you guys. Stay safe.

[@jadedrawz]

*"...I know why everyone is afraid of me.."*

[@jadedrawz]

God, I love how I go to make a ominous comment about what vibe i get from the song and i somehow forgot i changed my user to LEGO Mothman

[@yor3111]

@@jadedrawz LMGAOIJFDSOIJFDASIOPJFODPASKFPO[KDASP not me all focused with the comments and then I just see this shit LMFAO

[@jadedrawz]

@@yor3111 hehe lol

[@donnaperdomo1785]

Im trying to lose weight... I lose weight Thinking that it will change the way I dress or the way I am or the type of men I like or maybe even the way me and my friends are like....

[@cattrickie]

you. are. beautiful. and you deserve people who treat you as such

[@kristanvaningen8817]

Good luck on the journey❤

[@donnaperdomo1785]

@@kristanvaningen8817 Thank you

[@NANI-gl5mn]

You don't need to change yourself, though you should be healthy! If you are still going on to it, you can ask me for advices! I will gladly help you since I went trough that too. +^u^+

[@Afroasssasssin]

Songs like these either make me want to fight against the universe or crumple in fear, often times both

[@yes-uv3wq]

i discovered this song in early 2019, i loved showering in the dark with this song on, it also reminded of someone who i don’t talk anymore , i love this song so much .

[@julianlopez846]

Best for cool 3am nights

[@mccraryhudgens4798]

i don’t get it. i have a perfect life. i sleep every night. i have good friends. a good family. i have food on the table. i laugh. but i just can stop feeling empty inside. i cry almost every night and i don’t even know what i’m crying about 😕

[@aikokumi6301]

same

[@timealways2881]

We always want more

[@yesminekerouat9116]

I would love to tell you that god said : "If ye are grateful, I will add more (favours) unto you; But if you show ingratitude, truly My punishment is terrible indeed.". The receipe to your own hapiness is easy just be greatful for what you have today be greatful for the air you are breathing and you will see how everything will flourish and god will Give you more. WITH LOVE take care❤️

[@mrruan663]

Do what you want to do instead of doing what others want you to do, then you will find the truth.

[@Carlos-wd6ik]

I think about God and mythology testaments being the human brain instructions about how to deal with life. So I can relate that being grateful about what we already HAVE it's really helpful.

[@Xaviek123]

*My life* *no friends* *self hatred* *loneliness* *emptyness* *my body tired* *my heart broken* i* lost myself* *lost into the darkness* *nothing has left in me* *i feel so guilty cuz god* *I'm so lucky to live my life*

[@lexilopez173]

i hear this song everyday i wish it was on spotify 🥺

[@lexilopez173]

wHoOps but like slowed

[@helios7646]

you can download the song with a yt to mp3 site and manually add it onto sptofiy with local files, I've done this with literally hundreds of songs that arent on spotify

[@Elf0ed]

@@helios7646 that is exactly what i'm doing right now, I remembered seeing "local files" and right now like 10 min ago i was lookinf for a song by 9tails on spotify, but it wasn't there so I looked up how to listen to them on local files so i can add them to my playlist and I've added about 4 songs so far

[@mr.headhancho9454]

Helios thx