i know exactly what you mean with the labelling stuff and them using words that sometimes invalidate what’s going on, it does feel really important to get a label even though they don’t think it is, it’s tough

Your amazingly eloquent I hope you found yourself hun. Brave to share your journey gotta take the rough with the smooth. The only true constant is change go with flow. X

There’s a long list cos no one wants to be a mental health worker, they get spat, bit and abused

I have an appointment with CAHMS next week after waiting 8-12 weeks for a appointment as you’ll know yourself Googling isn’t the best thing to do when you’re looking for answers on your mental health🤣however we all still do it It’s been 3 years. How are you now? I’d love to hear from you

I waited for 9 months

That was a great speech, good job! :)

Elio you're an excellent speaker and it was really awesome to see you sharing your story because it's an important one for people to hear:) You've come so far and it's been really cool watching you grow into the person you are today 👏🏼

you smashed it! love for u <3

Man, remember when i used to see you round school and im super happy to see you where you at now! I've found my special person too and went to paris with her. Keep posting! x

ugh ffs ur too cute

Okay i just cried

Cuuuties 💕

thank you for letting me be apart of your life, I love your beautiful soul, heart and mind xx

I was also obsessed I thought it was bipolar then they mentioned it could be cyclomythia then I realised cyclomyhtia had similar symptoms to borderline personality disorder and I was obsessed I thought I had that

My therapist left (wth) n now I see a psychologist but it’s awkward because he won’t speak until I do as with my therapist she’d ask me things but my psychologist waits until I bring something up

I also thought I had bi polar I’d tell my therapist all sorts and she would never mention it ever again it’s like she was just obsessed with 2 things about me

My waitng list took bout 2 years 😂😂😂

This was released on my birthday

yeah I totally get all of this, I used to feel so bad if i put makeup on as it felt it disvalued my gender as a dude or something :/ obviously it doesn't and i get that now! also great vid :)

I've been at camhs on and off for 4/5 years

Gosh I hope I can meet you at sitc lenny I've always been a fan sorry I'm so shy but yeah I don't have plans or a group all weekend could we meet?

Yes Lenny do what makes you happy and take care of yourself ❤️

I'll be at SITC all three days as well!! I have a specific plan of which panels I wanna go to, but I'd love to spend time with you too :)

It's totally okay to be not okay. I do hope that you feel okay again soon though x I have honestly been enjoying your vedj series so you're doing just fine with it but I can definitely relate to running out of ideas 😂 i don't really have great suggestions for you but the vlogs and the talks about topics that interest you are great :)

oh man this vid is rELATABLE, there are always ways that you can manage ur mental health, sometimes it just takes a while to find what works. I hope u feel better soon <3

the twelve dancing princesses yes

you always say the greatest things I swear yas preach

This video is so so important, love you my dude💜

Thanks for talking about this, Lenny. I think many people will benefit from just hearing your experience ❤️

💙💙 I love u and support u in anything

You know it's serious when it goes from spankish "Y tu sabias??" to English "and you didn't tell me??" #LennyDeservesBetter ™

I have an appointment with my doctor to talk about mental health stuff on thursday and i'm really shitting myself, this really helped so thank you :) do you have any advice on how to like talk about your feelings with your doctor so they like understand what you're feeling n stuff? x

hahaha vedj will be great <3

I cackled at the title

CHRISTMAS.

the thumb nail is so me

My lovely I have every faith you're going to fab! Good luck and if you ever need a chat if you're welcome to message me X

good luck with everything! You'll be just fine :)

relatable?

Honestly, lists, schedules and visual organisation have absolutely been my saviour I'm glad you're not feeling too stressed ^.^

Good luck for your exams!

this video was needed, your whole channel was needed. Love this. Subbed

you killed ur phone, :( you "dropped it " yeh yeh i believe you ...jkkkkkk how are you living right now ????

im currently watching all ur videos that i haven't seen....im a great best friend ur welcomeeee!!!

this was very cute!! for some reason i didnt get this in my sub box but i got a notif for it?? either way im sorry to hear about ur phone & i hope ur having a nice time anyway!!

❤️❤️luv u

"I'm trying to make my face look a bit more facy, not so eggy" - Lenny, 2k17 I get a lot of what you say in this video! So I'm? sorta? agender?? And I really enjoy playing with different looks when it comes to make up, different levels of femininity and masculinity... I mean I've been doing my eyebrow a lot lately, which I feel makes me look a bit more masculine... Anyway, I like confusing people. I think it's rlly cool that you're comfortable with feminine stuff! :)

but was that a dodie intro ir a dodie intro

Yeyyy, can't wait to see more vids!

talk about how cool i am : ) lol jk ( i replied that all that matters)