yess you'll get through this, i'll get through this, all of us will get through this! Kaila patta pun ellame seri aidum 🫂

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Bro when is next peslama ep waiting

Bro when is next peslama ep waiting

YESSSS ! YOU GOT THROUGH ITT HAPPY FOR YOU MANNNN❤❤ YESSS WE ARE YOUNG WE WILLL FIGURE OUT THINGS WE HAVE TIME🫂🫂 Also when you told I WENT TO GOD ND EVERTHING WAS FINE FROM THERE NU I can feel you I have been there thank god I am out of that now. TIME, LOVE ND GOD WILL HEAL WHO ARE WOUNDED yesterday it was me today it is you tommorow it will be ppl who needs peace it will come nd find you. ANDDDD whenever you wanna talk or rant something come nd rant here man nangalam inga than irukom nee inga vandhu peru olaaru nanga irukom un resolutions lam matavanga ta vechiko nammakula venam cheriyaa...🤍🤍

Shakeel i can feel ..when i say i feel you I FEEL YOUU! I've grown up with my grandparents until i was in 6th grade . So I've never had a good relationship with my parents then. So even I'm going through something i never shared with them. So i always wanted somone to talk to and nothing else... last year I had many ppl around me I thought they are gonna be my ppl and everything for the rest of my life . And yeah sikeee they are NOT ..As a emotional person if someone jst talk to me or cry infront of me i will try my fullest to make them the happiest .Even if someone is being mean to me my dumb mind will say they jst not in the mood or you are seeing it in wrong eye.. bcoz when i like a person jst in general if like a persons character. I will sketch their figure in head that they are nice, has a good heart like that .. and when they actually show who they really are . I will tell myself that its not true they maybe going through something. And man I learnd my lessons!!! Ppl will change and they can be worse than you can ever imagined!. Jst because you are kind doesn't mean ppl will also kind to you. They will hurt you . Talk shit about you in your back. And use you as all they want . And throw you in trash once they had enough ! Here being toxic is the new normal ! Finding good people with good heart is nowhere possible these days . I used to cry every single day and started to question myself. Maybe I'm the wrong person or I'm jst being over sensitive. And after i started to realise that we can do nothing about it ..its jst their nature .Then I started to only care for the ppl who actually cared for me and started to focus on myself.lll Maybe god is paving path for me or he is planning to give me big happiness that's why he is giving me lots of wounds is all I constantly told to myself. . Take it slow. Your doing great shakeel. I'm proud of you❤ ELLAM NANMAIKEY ! One day you will look back and say i made it ! More power to you 🎀❤️. Pathuklam shakeel eyyyy thatti vidu !

You are literally doing good don't push yourself hard...Just do it with a flow Inshallha it will workout very well ✨️You have you man Just go.. (17:55 that is really hit me really and that is 💯)

Okk!! Imma gonna record a vdo abt my 2024...maybe I will not post it but who knows yaaru enna panna poranu.... Ipo nee pesuratha kekurapa namma year epdi irundhuchu enna pannomnu yosikirapa than like this year has been roller coaster ride ipo varaikum apdiyee neraiyaa evloo vela paathu irukunu thonudhu and naa epdi irundhuruken through all these ndradhu naa konjam naal ah apdiye marandhuruven ...so imma gonna talk and record myself aprm ah 10 years kalichu paathu siripen...If there is someone who feels like namakunu yaarum ilaa namma pesuratha keka apdi nenacha...you have yourself so go,sit and talk with you not manasukulla vaai vittu velila pesu record Pannu thiripi paaru you can see your emotions, u will truly love to listen to youu adhu nalla irukum 💫

I love your videos a lot 💕🫶🏼🥺 Bro your being my therapist always ❤

Heyy Shakeel, yeah this year so much has happened but for me there is not a increasing graph happened this year after so many things. Indeed i have learnt a lot of things specially how to deal with hard stuff mentally i guess. Entering into 20's is real challenging but that's okay we are still young and we can do it.

i can totally relate to the pattern of the year u went thru shakeel and yes 18yr old me wud have never imagined wat i went thru or how i reacted this yr this yr was indeed my rock bottom that inime enna nalladhu nadanthaalum feels like bonus and yeh i made it i came out of it ....and the thing that friends changeee yes tru they always have bt this yr wat made it different was i stopped blaming them or myself for their changes and empathised with them that they are their own being and their life never circulates around us alone and talking less yeh a lesson learnt this yr also anddd yeh this yr was full of growth lots to learn(said my meta a.i assistant i am not obsessed with it bt its becoming a better alternative like a therapist it feels like a personal diary bt also articulates our negative thoughts in a positive way u guys can try it {to the ppl of shakeels community)}so yeh in sha allah lets see...., hopefully 2025 be a peaceful yr to everybody aameen and i heard u and i related to it thankyou and keep going bud

Happy 21st burthdayyyyyyyyy shakeeeeeeeeel!

Shakeel's back!!!!!!❤❤❤

Much needed talk I learned more from you I liked this actually, just to sit and listen to you This year has been hard and I learnt how to overcome the downfall or sorrows that hit your life. Thank you 😊 Keep growing ✨

i feel so thankful for you that you spoke abt this, you really spilled all the emotions which i really wanted to ....all the words u conveyed were extremely right. may allah bless you with immense peace in dunya and the after life , and the strength to face all the difficulties .

Heyyy shakeeee!! 😭❤️ I'm following you since when you have 5k followers...... I saw your 1st vlog in your acc, and all those funny and relatable video made me so good and felt so happy abt the things you did✨ don't know abt the "changes" you're going throughhhhh!! You can deal it with don't worryyyy whatever happens you are the fav content creator✨ definitely 2025 will be your yearrrr <3!

Adhu iruVAthi onnu illaya 😭. Has my whole life been a lie

After a long time shakeeleyy🎉

board exam vara pothu but concentrate panna mudiyala...veetla enna clg poga poren, enna padika poren nu kekuraanga... Your vids are my relaxationnn 😊

man this got me crying real hard, felt like a good tight hug from a friend although you were telling those things to yourself. tysm everything happens for a reason and we'll get thru it eventually

Innonu i'm sorry i missed it. My own sibling, my brother was born on the same day. Nov 8, 2003. And i missed him so much, he lived away. So yeah i didnt really have the heart to do anything that day, and then i forgot that it was your birthday too. How can i forget !!? Cha sorry man. I forgot this brother's bday. Belated wishes mann💗

Okay this is what happened last night. Video paathutu varen nu sonnen la(coz, un video night la paakuradhu enaku wholesome yk) . i saw the video. Ennachu nu therla, i just started to weep and weep and weep.(amma thoongitu irukanga nu bathroom la poi ukandhu azhudhen). Last time i cried like this was for the Anxiety episode of pesalama.. i dont know why but i think, maybe i cried because its just surreal or maybe its great to see how far we've come. We all had issues, we all had shit going on.(maybe we still have). But the important thing is that we survived. (lemme be selfish☝🏼 for a moment). I survived. And thats because of you.(i swear, fr). I'm not an adult yet, yes. But things that i went through(apart from the academic pressure) is just so hard to explain. Many of us know how hard it pains to go to bed, hoping not to wake up the next day. But you gave me a different kinda hope. To wake up. To face things rather than run away from it. Thanks shakeel. Nee evloo break eduthu video potalum, i will be here waiting. I will always be grateful for you and i will pray for your wellness and health. Whatever you went through(maybe a lot more worse than mine), i think its going to be alright okay? I know you will get through it, just like how you taught us to. Just Thanks Shakeel. Idhuvum kadandhu pogum❤ Btw, You look different and its nice man. 🎀👍🏼

boiii. You look so good❤❤ and the talking is so heartwarming 💓 , have been expecting a video for so long ...😊💕

I have no idea how.. but everything you say is like so relatable to me. It feels weird that your past year and my past year were kind of the exact same.. Crazy dude. I lost a friend who I thought would be there forever, I gathered tons and tons of hate around me, My parents saw me as a disgrace, College was bad! My favourite person left me for god knows whatever reason.. But like you said it all was meant to be and I also got closer to Allah (which obviously means whatever was there to hurt us, was there to teach us to be closer to him cuz in the end he matters and he knows you more than anyone). Allah wanted it for a good reason and I hope that both you and me find happiness in the doors that he opens for us, Insha Allah. Thank you best friend for giving me hope! Insha allah, everything will change for you too :) We can get thru this together. Idk whatever u went thru and its probs worse than what I went thru. aana just know that u always have us (The loyal youtube family you gained). If Allah wills, I hope we meet in person cuz no one has ever got me like you do :) Masha allah man. Be happy and please keep smiling, cuz your smile makes many of us smile ❤

I missed you brooo🫶🏼. Iru video ketutu varen🏃‍♀️

Really tht ppl changing part, like i gave my all, fought a lot, sent huge paragraphs every other day, stopped talking hoping they'd reach out, no, nothing, like i was holding it, priorities changed, their priorities changed, but not mine. Was putting extra effort, started to turn into someone i was not, to entertain them, to keep them with me, nothing worked, somehow, i was putting way more effort, constantly fought and constantly went back, lost my self respect, felt bad, cudn't stop thinking abt it. Hated the person they prioritized, kept comparing myself to tht person, i was okay with tht person to talk to anyone she wants, be frnds, but not closer than we were, dont share things you dint share to me, dint share to me, dont share to ur other frnd... Like it was like, crying, ranting to my mother, she dismissed it saying it was nothing... hurt more, needed validation, life was shit, was happy during the day, but when i got home, i started missing, checked every few mins to see if she replied, was like hell, finally after a long time, got used to it, and then yea, she came, when she needed me, dint refuse, went out of my way, worked overtime, dint focus on smtg, i had to, at tht time, bcuz i wanted to, but the result was very very disappointing. More like the reaction was like, tht's it, for everything i did, thts all u have to say... dint even bother to show up... like i cudnt even stay angry for a long time, becuz i truly cared and got attached to this frnd, and then parting was sadd... SAD 😔. then again the cycle continued, she made my life some what brighter, and darker, at the same time... like i dont know, she figured it out, shes not a bad person in any way... but... it hurts dude, it really hurts a lot... sry for ranting... like no one asked for this... but yea... wanted to tell u how i felt... and this person was someone different, than all my other frnds, i was different for her too, like the person they now prioritized, she said tht person texting her, was like me texting her and she tried to somehow, join us, like make a trio, but it dint end well due to many reasons... and like this girl, i shared so many memories, laughed a lot, realized a lot, planned my whole life where she was a part, like never never thought she wud leave... at a point, i was like yea, u dont deserve this, u deserve better, avala vidu, ur better without her, ana, life, i cudnt image like becoming mere strangers after that, like had so many frnds, family, but still felt alone, like noo.... like tht change was like, no way, no way... this is not happening, the more damage control i did, the worse it became... yea... sad.

After seeing this video, i have not completely understood whats its like being new adult, but i defenitely listened to your experience on how how handled it. Now, i am young, i have not met with real life problems, all that bothers me now is school and exams. Just like how you told about the past consistent shakeel era, i am content or satisfied with whatever is going in wih life. But, i have no idea how will the 20s be. Listening to your stories and experiences, and seeing you being happy with how you have changed now just gives me some hope that it will be alright. I have been seeing your videos for long time, and i love seeing your videos. Thank you for being a brother who shares his thoughts and open up on life matters.

You are my therapist shakeel, ❤ thank you so much for make me feel better & Religiously your parents raised well ❤

Gonna sleeep with a big E in my lips all night.. I just had such a beautiful conversation with you and within myself as well.. Thank you so much Shakeel anna and belated birthday wishes.. "This year's gonna be a blast" okayy!! Love you so much❤

My comfort space ne tha mannn 🎉❤

Skin pala pala nu iruku shakeelll (not in a weird way) just saying.. maybe ur skin care routine is working!!!

I already love you so much, but a Taylor Swift reference? Marry me pls 😂❤

So, no one commented this, or i probably missed it, but All too well is like one of the best song she has ever made, like u'd cry listening it for the first time. You can feel tht hurt, every time, and its truly greatt!

u know when i used to walk back to my house after college...oru chinna potti kadaiya cross pannitha povae...antha kadaila edhachum vaangrano illaiyo...andha kada owneroda pethiya...romba kutti papa actually..oru vayasu kooda irukkadhu..adhukooda konjitu veladitu tha veetuku povae..she would jump on her grandma's lap and clap her hands at the sight of me..u know...the best feeling u would get when a small baby recognises your existence..i would look forward to that moment the whole day...❤❤

i had a crush on motu patlu singam😔🙏🏼 ( help this is not even a canon event)

When is your birthday

Epdi unnala mattum idhu mudiyudhu-(Mashallah 🧿🧿🧿) Ippo cookeel vandhapo okay i can do this, i can do this innum perusa even though you are a clg student, guest varamuyadhapo kuda okay i can survive here too naa inga irundhu dhana vandhen okay, insta la trend aana podhum seri hate vandha podhum seri, neraiya people unna admire pannalum seri, kuda irukura people change aanalum seri, nenaikuradhu padikka vidalanalum, okay nu veetla solra professional course ah padikura, last month kashtama irundhuchuna okay indha month i feel better nu nenaikura, the way you convince yourself, the way you see things that everything happens for a good reason god had saved me from the things that's even more worst nu GRATEFUL ah iruka. Really man nee romba inspire panra enna even though idha mathiri kashtamana things ellam na life la pakkala god has been very kind to me ippa varaikum ennoda biggest prblm na adhu en academic stress dha adhuve ennala olunga handle panna mudiyala But nee ivlo nadandhum give up pannama irukkala unmaiya solren unkitta irukura indha power ella people kittayulam irukadhu so don't loose the power of seeing the things in a positive way Just don't overthink that's it Aprm pesuradhulam kammi pannadha nee pesu neraiya pesu adhu dha unnaku azhage nee pesuradha kekka ennaku romba pudikum❤

We love you pookie🎀✨

I have still not left my teen phase even after me becoming an adult idk why this video reminded me of that it's a very beautiful pain ig

Bro....u know what....whenever u upload something.....yethu oru frnd avanga life updates thara maathiri irukku...... Hope you will overcome this as you did always...... We will wait.... Be the yapper and we will always be ur listeners.....man.....

Naanum intha experience go through paniruken dam it's hard man nee romba great person very good person and u need to remember that u don't need to be productive always it's ok to be not good always and it's absolutely fine nee naraiya vishayangal kandathu vanthuruka you're a superb person and nee consistent ah irukanum nu avasiyam illa people do have bad days too and also I'm very very grateful for you for pesalama videos nee evolo engala impact panirupa nu unnaku theriyathu may the god bless you with all the happiness you deserve, may your sadness turns into lots of happiness . You're a good human being, keep going man we guys will always be with you 💖

U r loving to speak as a extrovert and worrying about there is no person to hear but some introverts like me who r loving to listern there rants and yapping and they feel good.keep ranting mann!!we are dying to listen❤

Dear Shakeel, You are literally an inspiration to everyone. I have never related to anyone more-whether influencers or people I personally know. The way you deal with sadness and "failure" is so similar to how I handle the things I’m going through. I’m so proud of you for saying that you don’t agree with speaking bad words, even though it’s trendy. I’m also proud of you for standing up for what you believe is right. I admire how spiritual you are and how much faith you have. Everything you said in this video resonated with me-down to the farewell poem you wrote for October, lol. October was a scary and sad month. I cried more this year than in all my other years combined. I never thought I would get over that anxious feeling-waking up every day dreading the day because I was putting so much pressure on myself to be perfect. It was hard to believe how much circumstances and people had changed. Even though everything made sense logically, it still hurt to go through it. I have so many friends but still felt like I was going through it alone. When one person changes, you start imagining all the ways you could have prevented it and regretting the past-those small and big mistakes you wish you could undo. But now I’ve learned: we’re still young, and our past and mistakes do not define us. We need to love ourselves so much that we don’t lose a part of ourselves when someone decides to change their behavior towards us. I’m not blaming them; it’s good to evolve and grow. But we shouldn’t be so afraid of losing someone that we lose ourselves. Now I’m fine, onto better things, and focusing more on myself and my relationship with God. Maybe this was a tad dramatic, but honestly, this year was dramatic, lol. Also, your less serious videos have made me laugh and smile so much, even when I was struggling like crazy. Never stop making videos. We love you for you-without any expensive props or guests. Yours truly, Adalin🍉

You will figure it out no matter what 🩷

17:35 this is how i have been feeling lately and knowing that other people go through similar stuff if comforting.i have been trying to explain it to others, but the way you put them made me feel seen , you are doing great , shakeel anna .

Romba naala pesadha friend vandhu dhidirnu namma kitta vandhu avan life updates laam kudupaanga la. Andha maari irukku. I'm glad I was able to watch your growth this year. Namma mass panrom

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You definitely are very rare. It's okay we can understand the hardships you go through in your personal life and still trying out the best to keep us all very happy and entertaining. We don't just love you for the fun contents and initiatives you take to entertain us all. We love YOU, the person YOU ARE!! No matter what happens we're here to support you!! Just put yourself first and do well. Glad that you overcame all the hardships you've gone through. And remember COOKEEL is just you that we are interested in.. it's not about the famous personalities you bring there .. And super excited for the fun elements.. yayy🥳🥳 Personally, you've been the person who kinda enlightens me with a wide perspective as an evolving adult. Very grateful.🫂💙 Wishing you all the love and happiness!! Take care of yourself buddy..💙✨

I wish to be someone.. anyone .. in ur life just to know u more and more .just to keep admiring each and every thought of urs and amazed by the thought that my godd ... is he for real . How could anyone be thisssssss beautiful