Exploring the Ponds
21:01
4 сағат бұрын
Exploring the Ponds
14:47
7 сағат бұрын
wild woman rising!!  good morning all!!
4:02
ka'ax is missing
1:57
21 сағат бұрын
singing bowl meditation at the Sacred Pond
15:03
visiting the Sacred Pond
24:49
Күн бұрын
am I OK?  the easy answer is no...
19:20
Пікірлер
@AnnieMae031
@AnnieMae031 5 сағат бұрын
Love, hugs and prayers ❤
@flower-forest
@flower-forest 5 сағат бұрын
We used to have a goat who was a master escape artist, she would come and stare in the window like foxy does.
@laurentmichel4006
@laurentmichel4006 7 сағат бұрын
Ashwagandha root extract and magnesium glycinate may help you sleep better , it helped me reduce debilitating anxiety.
@REZNAP
@REZNAP 16 сағат бұрын
12:15 that list of offensive words by KZbin must be hilarious. Hutch loves the "Beggin' for Bacon" treats! Thank you again for firing up the ATV, that was awesome
@REZNAP
@REZNAP 16 сағат бұрын
01:36:43 I love the quartz!
@laurentmichel4006
@laurentmichel4006 17 сағат бұрын
We are living in a destructive time when every institution is beginning to break down and it’s making life more of a struggle. I’ve been listening to Eckhard Tolle on the importance of letting the ego go so that our true nature which is presence can emerge. We are not our emotions or our thoughts. Some of the herbs that may help you are adaptogens. I like to mix Siberian ginseng with honey and I eat a tbs every day. Ashwagandha root may help you ?
@REZNAP
@REZNAP 17 сағат бұрын
I just love that cat, Floof thinks he's a dog! Always up for another adventure.
@GG-kv8vv
@GG-kv8vv 17 сағат бұрын
Missed pizza w you!
@GG-kv8vv
@GG-kv8vv 17 сағат бұрын
Or zucchini and onions lol.
@REZNAP
@REZNAP 17 сағат бұрын
GG you're slackin' !!
@blueeyedmolly
@blueeyedmolly 6 сағат бұрын
Oh snap!
@blueeyedmolly
@blueeyedmolly 6 сағат бұрын
Don't forget the celery. 😂
@patriciahansel9486
@patriciahansel9486 18 сағат бұрын
Teal Swan? You know of her work? Your going through a transition. Hang in there lady. I feel intuitively your gonna need to reach into another onion peel. And many around you want to help but there's a new piece to be found from another healer type person out there. Winter is an introspective pause time. You know this already. What I sence is there's a deep wound relating too pauses and introspective times that you may not have been able to master because a wound is there from another time. And another healers perspective is going too give you that beautiful lightbulb that will bring you too another rise. Just what I'm picking up on. You have medicine girl, but something is being called up for yet more deeper healing... much love
@RareGem369
@RareGem369 23 сағат бұрын
I think it’s really important that we remind ourselves that these feelings and emotions are fleeting! Fear not brave one, you got this! 💛🙏🏽
@Zack500-abc
@Zack500-abc 23 сағат бұрын
Sometimes you have to keep moving. Self reflection and focusing on yourself can cause depression. Also a strong cup of coffee does help. Also antidepressants do counter depression. Also a good movie perhaps a favorite can help. And youre not alone sweetie. I'm in the same boat well sort of. All the best, best wishes.
@teaadvice4996
@teaadvice4996 Күн бұрын
Sounds like your living life as a man
@vincecallagher7636
@vincecallagher7636 Күн бұрын
I live on the big island Hawaii. It’s challenging here. I wish jean the best.
@QuirkyChick0806
@QuirkyChick0806 Күн бұрын
🤗🤗🤗🤗🤗🌻🌻🌻🌻🌻💕
@tanyatalkstoomuch
@tanyatalkstoomuch Күн бұрын
10:16 watching you sit there and battle with your depression is like listening to my own inner dialogue. I wish I could help but I have no idea how to work through it. It's been 50 years for me. And now I I'm living alone for the very first time in my entire life. Thinking of you Molly take care of yourself ❤️
@slimdusty6328
@slimdusty6328 Күн бұрын
Spot on !. I agree with you. Even your wise conclusion that people of all sexes and types can be seriously messed up within this crazy world today. Its not something merely about women, or men. That's the us versus them kind of misguided conclusion which really isn't going to help any of us in the long run. Far better we might focus more toward how closely interconnected so much about our lives and world is, and how it all inadvertently serves to create problems for us all. Even the people who presently like to see themselves as being able to live like "an island entirely unto themselves", as well too. I would add that i suspect that even some people who'd see themselves as being absolutely sane, might not actually be quite as sane as they'd like to think themselves to be. Had they been completely sane, then perhaps they'd have thought to take "closer note" of the depth of interconnection that "does" exist between us all?. And as such, perhaps may have acted, more, to help assist our people to find better ways in which to attempt to avoid more of it. As, 100% truly sane people might actually be "mindful enough" to THINK to care to do so?. Much of the insanity today is the result of other insane people who'd be silly enough to sit back and allow it to be happening, while feeling cosy and smug within their own misguided conclusion which figures that the outcome of their own lax and irresponsible way of being, wont ever be likely to bounce-back to effect any of their own lives, at all . Which is presently PROVING to OBVIOUSLY be a seriously wrong way for those "so called sane people" to be thinking The reality is that in a around about way we are all in this life here on earth together. And so, soon enough, another persons struggle in life, can very easily come back around to begin to have an effect in one way or another on our own lives as well too. Even simply due to phenomena of how the intergeneration trauma, and dysfunction that results of that, can begin to spread on out throughout the whole society. Which in turn also begins to gather its own momentum and to escalate Anyway i'm blown-away to note how close many of your thoughts an feelings and reaction are to my own. Some how, for me to plainly see the distinct parallel i note between similarity of feeling and reaction of your own when compared to myself, it feels therapeutic in that it assists me to see a way how to be less judgemental towards myself. Have a wonderful day Molly ! , and y'all 💞
@juliewilson4847
@juliewilson4847 Күн бұрын
I do fake it to make it. It is how I make life work, for me. It just means I give up on control. I sure hope I didn't say anything to make you sad or mad. My attention is good. At this time, I am suffering from my brother and mother's death. I love them forever. I having to learn to live life without them. Thank you for letting me be myself. And I appreciate your kindness. You have the spirit of hope. I can feel your hope. I really like that, and I love you.
@blueeyedmolly
@blueeyedmolly Күн бұрын
Oh Sweet Julie, You did not upset or anger me. My response sounds a bit abrupt in written word. I truly mean that if you have found something that works for you, then that is great. Love you!! M
@user-xp3kg9ys1u
@user-xp3kg9ys1u Күн бұрын
🙏❤🙏
@muddpie4785
@muddpie4785 Күн бұрын
Add some winter staples to your Amazon wishlist. What do you like to eat? Would bags of rice and beans help? Canned goods? I understand depression first hand, and I understand the willingness to learn and grow from the trials we face. But I also know that sometimes we need to ask other people for help. Please let your soul family know how we can help. <3
@paulpennington-mv7rt
@paulpennington-mv7rt Күн бұрын
It's sad. The most authentic people suffer the most. But, you already know you are a project *under construction* and all of it, is for a reason. The question is: what is growth? Growth is pain. You are not alone.
@deborahkish5411
@deborahkish5411 Күн бұрын
I love listening to you!!!
@JakobDyck-hf1qd
@JakobDyck-hf1qd Күн бұрын
There is a common misconception that depression is confined to your mind but in reality it is usually at the very least incredibly physically exhausting and very often physically painful as well. Someone said that if we are depressed we are living in the past and if we are anxious we are living in the future. There may be a degree of truth to that but rewiring your brain is an extremely arduous task that tests your commitment over and over. All the best to you Molly and to anyone else who feels more burden than comfort.
@theconsciousearthangel
@theconsciousearthangel Күн бұрын
Molly you are NOT alone. You have God, as long as you have faith in him. Heck, even if you don't. Start creating when you feel better. I am in a very similar situation as you only with a child to feed. So, I started creating. Courses, videos, books, a YT channel, started advertising my services on Fiverr, on Upwork, on random sites, on CL. I also teach English and do babysitting and child learning circles. Molly - you are the powerful creator that God made you in his image. You are not your thoughts, so don't believe them. Challenge them! And let the bad ones go. Depression is when you start attaching to your thoughts. Be your own savior. You got this. I believe in you. I struggled with depression for most of my life. It disappeared after I found God. I looked back and realized that he was always there all along. Believe it or not, depression is bringing you closer to him.
@eisvogel8099
@eisvogel8099 Күн бұрын
I know for sure that you don't want to die. All you're asking for is the mental torture to stop. I don't want to comfort you. You have every right to be miserable. This is (sometimes) it: Life sucks. We can't always cure but what we can is care. I care about you. You are always in someone's mind. Big 🤗. In mine at least you are.
@pagandreamer1145
@pagandreamer1145 Күн бұрын
Today I've been laying on my bed crying out trauma and talking to my little inner girl who has desperately wanted love all my life and then I was pondering how those of us who have been through so much are the ones that understand such pain and can help others on ground level instead of this modern fake positive society where we need certificates to prove our academic brain status to earn a big wage where no heart is involved, then I listen to your video and sent a loving hug as you talked, i know your pain Molly, all we can do is keep feeling our way through our personal stories. Sending so much love to you ❤ xx
@flower-forest
@flower-forest Күн бұрын
Precious molly, our heart breaks for you. Asking great spirit to comfort and sustain you. Know that we send you healing love each day, you and all of our soul family. Love you!
@russelltalker
@russelltalker Күн бұрын
Everything is working out exactly as it should. We are exactly where we need to be, going through exactly what we need to. We can choose to lean into the lessons, or fight them. We can choose to feel what's coming up, or stuff it down, and constantly be erupting. ~ A wise KZbinr
@blueeyedmolly
@blueeyedmolly Күн бұрын
Much love Dear One!
@Ange-144
@Ange-144 Күн бұрын
Is there any way you could get some little cash jobs ? I’m living in a tiny home in a forest and I put an add on the Facebook market place wanting cleaning jobs or gardening and I’ve had so many responses, so at least I can relax financially now. It helps. Are you good at art ? Anything you can sell ? Herbs ? Stones ? You WILL get through this. Keep smiling and stay positive 🕊️🌸
@Ange-144
@Ange-144 Күн бұрын
Molly you need to retrain your subconscious mind. Trust me I’ve been where you are. It’s a constant battle with negative thoughts. Please listen to Neville Goddard if you haven’t already and try his practises. They work. You are what you think. We have to change the negative default system we are all programmed with. Trust Great Spirit NO DOUBT that you are LOVED and taken care of. Water fasting also helps. ❤
@blueeyedmolly
@blueeyedmolly Күн бұрын
I've been retraining it for the past 4 years, very intentionally. When I get to a certain level of sleep deprivation, life falls apart. My strength fades, and I battle with my languaging/thoughts/just being ok. I am a work in progress, but have also come SO SO far. How long do you water fast for? Frequency? I have no weight to lose, so I am hesitant about fasting these days. love you! m
@Ange-144
@Ange-144 Күн бұрын
@@blueeyedmolly Hug sister I feel this. Water fasting gives a lot of clarity and peace. Along with breathwork. I had to go on a special diet when my skin had a massive detox a few years back and lost 20 kilos. I’m thin as a hare but that’s ok. I’m still fasting every day only one meal at night mainly. A day without food once a week is a good start. Yoga and physical exercise getting the heart rate up is fantastic too. You’re an inspiration to many. Keep going sister xx
@Ange-144
@Ange-144 Күн бұрын
@@blueeyedmolly forgot to say drink loads of water and put Celtic sea salt in the first glass every morning with lemon juice for electrolytes. A tablespoon of baking soda in either apple cider vinegar or lemon juice add a little water is very good for cleaning all your pipes out. Clean body healthy mind. Up to you if you eat meat but I choose not to because I feel better emotionally. I think eating the flesh of another living soul isn’t good for our soul. Not only that consuming the energetics of a frightened animal (Adrenochrome) and god knows what other chemicals they pump them full of these days is defo not healthy for mind body or soul xx
@leahstrong6023
@leahstrong6023 Күн бұрын
From one's heart to another, much Love. Blessings
@blueeyedmolly
@blueeyedmolly Күн бұрын
If you have a hug for me today Leah, my arms are open. m
@leahstrong6023
@leahstrong6023 Күн бұрын
Yes, I have a Big Huge Hug for you!!!
@lightvisions22
@lightvisions22 Күн бұрын
You’re a breath of fresh air ! 😊💕 I so appreciate you as being in a circle with everyone , teacher , student , healer, healing . That little child is so wise , powerful and full of magic .
@blueeyedmolly
@blueeyedmolly Күн бұрын
Dearest Light, It still surprises when I speak on such difficult topics and get called a breath of fresh air. There is still a part of me that clenches for the anticipated response I got most of my life. "You're lazy, pray harder, we don't understand and don't wish to." Those responses don't come here for which I am grateful because I do not wish to engage with that sort of energy any longer. much love! m
@lightvisions22
@lightvisions22 Күн бұрын
@@blueeyedmolly much love & support from Kansas 🌻🌈☀️. I was so happy when your channel popped up . When we’re on our path and things are moving forward it’s quite a sign post when we get hit like this and also simultaneously blessings appear 😊 that’s how I take it with also praying I’m grateful but could you throw me a fricking bone, lol
@REZNAP
@REZNAP Күн бұрын
Feel better! Love you Molly! I think you need... CHEESE PUFFS.
@blueeyedmolly
@blueeyedmolly Күн бұрын
lol! Cheese puffs save the world again! love you! m
@jeandorsey7991
@jeandorsey7991 Күн бұрын
Jeaner Beaner here. ❤
@jeandorsey7991
@jeandorsey7991 Күн бұрын
Yep, absolutely💯. Cold Cock hate that shit. I hope you realize that every upload you do is for us all. We are you and you are we. ❤❤❤ Oh pizza 🍕 night started for lunch. 😳🤓😂🎉
@REZNAP
@REZNAP Күн бұрын
HOLY SHMOLIES MAN! Amazing
@blueeyedmolly
@blueeyedmolly Күн бұрын
That's the biggest bear I have seen so far. Very impressive.
@lightvisions22
@lightvisions22 Күн бұрын
Thank you for post 🙏💕
@blueeyedmolly
@blueeyedmolly Күн бұрын
My pleasure! love you! m
@MechanicsAndCarpentry369
@MechanicsAndCarpentry369 2 күн бұрын
I think I had about 25 ect treatments. My wife asked them to stop, It sounds like you're on the right health path,
@blueeyedmolly
@blueeyedmolly Күн бұрын
Dear Mechanics, Ob man. That's brutal. Did you find they helped you? Do you think you have lasting brain damage from the treatments in terms of how your memory system/storage/retrieval works or doesn't work? I am definitely on the right path. In the few short years I've been out of Western Medicine, I've done a lot of healing. much love! m
@MechanicsAndCarpentry369
@MechanicsAndCarpentry369 Күн бұрын
@@blueeyedmolly Not really which is why my wife asked them to stop. I don't have any permanent damage because I've taken positive steps to improve my health but at the time it was impacting short and long term memory. You know after a treatment they'd ask you simple questions like what day is it? Where are we? and it got scary when I couldn't recall anything despite the fact the nurses would reassure me it's OK, don't worry. Yeah sure, don't worry I have no clue where I am. Famous last words. The staff were amazing though. It wasn't a horrible experience it was just scary being unable to recall simple things. I decided to follow Functional Medicine protocols about 4 years ago and it changed my life. I actually started on a modified GAPS diet to heal and now I eat and drink super clean.
@edfishburn
@edfishburn 2 күн бұрын
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@edfishburn
@edfishburn 2 күн бұрын
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@Flower-oi7eh
@Flower-oi7eh 2 күн бұрын
You speak in a confident humble way and shine so bright at the same time. Thank you for this video. Sending love and acceptance to you as well ❤️
@blueeyedmolly
@blueeyedmolly Күн бұрын
Dearest Flower, Thank-you. Spirit has speaking through me so what needs to get said will get said. Sometimes, I'm in awe of what comes out of my mouth. lol love you! m
@Flower-oi7eh
@Flower-oi7eh Күн бұрын
@blueeyedmolly I agree, those words needed to be in this world. It seems they've already spread a lot of peace. May we all allow ourselves what we need to today. Love you too! 🌼🌹
@REZNAP
@REZNAP 2 күн бұрын
Another great spot! Thanks for taking us M! Do you hear bullfrogs around the ponds? PERFECT site for a cabin, I agree! HOT and HUMID there!? Cool here in Rhode Island USA
@flower-forest
@flower-forest 2 күн бұрын
Cool here too, west central New Mexico. Sending you love and strength daily, hope you are hanging in there okay reznap.
@blueeyedmolly
@blueeyedmolly Күн бұрын
Dearest REZ, That day was hot, humid and airless, now we are at a comfortable temp again. But it's smoky. That will be the bonus of winter here this year, the fires will be extinguished until next year.