I’m not sure I could be as strong as you are. I would try to find the fastest way to end the pain I’m so sorry, I know that doesn’t help one bit but I don’t wouldn’t know what else to say.
@AlanQuaker-es9nz10 сағат бұрын
I'm so sorry about what you are going through. As a Christian man I wanna write you a prayer so that Almighty God in heaven will touch your life and fill the void that this tragedy left in your heart. Holy father in heaven. In the name of Jesus Christ, we pray for the healing of Rachael. We ask you to help her get through this painful process, show her how mighty your grace and love is. Almighty God, there is no limit to your power, restore her heart and spirit, cleanse it of any pain. She is still young and with life ahead of her, bring good people to her life that will give her all the support she might need, we pray for your grace, love and mercy in Jesus name. Amen🙌 God bless u Ma'am and God rest her soul.
@kristenglenn702612 сағат бұрын
I would imagine 6mo of healing is a drop in the ocean to the healing you’ll need to experience & the emotions you will always feel that will never go away but become something that you live with. Never apologize for crying. I don’t know why we do this but it’s been conditioned in us. It’s never shameful or weak to cry.
@traciewilliams463012 сағат бұрын
Hi Rachel , forgive me for messaging , i was just checking in with you , its been a month since you last posted , how are things 😊
@ChrisOwen-w5q13 сағат бұрын
Heart goes out to drver of the lorry as well
@ChrisOwen-w5q13 сағат бұрын
❤ sending love to you
@Blu3_J0lly_R4nch3rXDКүн бұрын
I don’t even know what to comment but I’m so so soo sorry that that happened. I can’t even imagine how much pain you feel still and I know what ever I say won’t take away that pain but I feel so sorry I really do
@jenjenkozКүн бұрын
I am so saddened and heartbroken for you I cannot imagine the pain that you are going through but by making this video and sharing your story is a step in healing and by forgiving Ashley is also a step in healing You're bright light will shine again. I pray that you find peace and happiness again May God watch over you and your little girl. Sending you a hug and lots of love
@kamiwatkins5653Күн бұрын
So sorry for your many losses. Your light is brightest after experiencing great suffering. God is with you. He can bring the greatest light out of the darkness. Bless your Mamma heart. Hugs and love. Prayers for you. You will see your beloved child again.
@karisloos3526Күн бұрын
God knows your pain - he knows. He lost his son to death as well. But please know your precious Oria is more alive now than ever, and you will see her again when you leave this earth. Please please believe in Jesus as your Lord and personal savior. You are loved so completely by him, and He will be with you forever in heaven if you but give your life to him. Lean on him, give him your wounds and your suffering; leave your shortcomings with him, ask him for forgiveness and know that by doing that, you are a saved child of God. Oria is very happy, and she's waiting for you. That's the TRUTH. Have faith. ❤❤❤❤
@sanna3808Күн бұрын
It seems unbearable, a loss like yours. I am so sorry.
@lialivingpurposely2 күн бұрын
🤍
@jacquelineandrews-lewis86582 күн бұрын
I prayer that you find peace and happiness in the future
@Gqdancer2 күн бұрын
Yeah you got it. The length of your necklace could be a bit longer and bigger beads. BUT STILL LOOKS AUTHENTIC. Good.
@jesuislauren2 күн бұрын
when you spoke about being the light...i pray you find Jesus.. the way, the truth and the life and the path to peace. I believe that Oria is in heaven where there are no more tears or pain or sadness and you will see her again. ◄ Psalm 139 ► You Have Searched Me and Known Me A Psalm of David. 1 O LORD, You have searched me and known me. 2You know when I sit and when I rise; You understand my thoughts from afar. 3You search out my path and my lying down; You are aware of all my ways. 4Even before a word is on my tongue, You know all about it, O LORD. 5You hem me in behind and before; You have laid Your hand upon me. 6Such knowledge is too wonderful for me, too lofty for me to attain. 7Where can I go to escape Your Spirit? Where can I flee from Your presence? 8If I ascend to the heavens, You are there; if I make my bed in Sheol, You are there. 9If I rise on the wings of the dawn, if I settle by the farthest sea, 10even there Your hand will guide me; Your right hand will hold me fast. 11If I say, “Surely the darkness will hide me, and the light become night around me”- 12even the darkness is not dark to You, but the night shines like the day, for darkness is as light to You. 13For You formed my inmost being;a You knit me together in my mother’s womb. 14I praise You, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Marvelous are Your works, and I know this very well. 15My frame was not hidden from You when I was made in secret, when I was woven together in the depths of the earth. 16Your eyes saw my unformed body; all my days were written in Your book and ordained for me before one of them came to be. 17How precious to me are Your thoughts,b O God, how vast is their sum! 18If I were to count them, they would outnumber the grains of sand; and when I awake, I am still with You.
@thameswood12162 күн бұрын
I am only saying this so that you know you are not alone- atleast 16000, I mean 16000 children have died in Gaza. I see those parents are grieving like you. The pain of losing your child must be brutal even when you have a strong faith, you can lose it all! Be strong my love. When God closes a door for you, another one opens ❤
@ester93262 күн бұрын
Hi Rachael, not sure what brought me here. I don't know you but wanted to tell you how sorry I am. I can't imagine what you went though and still are going through. Your loss is immense. I know a bit about loss and want to tell you while you will never stop mourning her it does get better. But it will take time. A lot of it. And work. Therapy, trauma therapy etc. Give yourself time to digest it all. Grief is not a straight line, its full of curves. And it knows no timeline and it tends to shapeshift. Your heart will be (almost) full again. And your little girl will always be with you, right there in your heart. Sending you love.
@JohnEdwardBerry3 күн бұрын
that was horrific
@laurawilliams53633 күн бұрын
I am so very, very sorry.
@CathainSeo3 күн бұрын
Thanks for sharing..its such a heart wrenching challenge you've had to process. You might help people gping through breakthrough to realise just because a relationship doesn't work out doesn't mean they have to lose access as a parent or feel suicidal at a relationship finishing. By becoming a skilled RTT or 9D breathwork or both so that they express their feelings during an emotional relationship breakdown so that don't look to idealised deep hurt of suicide & get overloaded to blind actions of pain. Instead you can offer breaking up parents this course of therapy to rebuild their romantic life with new partners but be co parent friends to their ending relationship. Relationship therapy might be your calling specialising in relationships divergence with or without children.
@anilafom3 күн бұрын
I was crying with you 😢You are a strong woman. I wish you to heal🤍
@irmanriverasilva60603 күн бұрын
Que El Cristo de la Misericordia esté contigo y su manto te cubra y te de PAZ. BENDICIONES
@ivanarezek24143 күн бұрын
🙏🙏
@christinecoates65183 күн бұрын
Please keep on the journey you have set yourself and I,m sure you'll see light at the end of the tunnel.Oria is with you every second of every day and you saw a butterfly,I believe that is her spirit giving you comfort.Its so hard for you now but I believe Oria will give you strength to carry on with each day as it comes and to achieve all that you want to achieve.Sending love and light to you.❤
@adriantcullysover46404 күн бұрын
This is the hardest video I've ever watched. These may be mere words but my deepest, deepest, deepest condolences. May she rest in peace. 🙏🏾
@frankie84154 күн бұрын
Oh man I felt this. So many things in your story made me think of my daughters death 💔
@sherrybryson28804 күн бұрын
GOD WILL RESTORE YOUR JOY ONE DAY JUST CONTINUE TO WORK ON YOURSELF REMEMBER JOY ❤
@sherrybryson28804 күн бұрын
Everything happens for a reason we may not know the reason or understand it but God has a plan for you and in time i believe you will understand God is the only thing that can help us not to say youll forget but its part of your healing ❤️ ♥️ stay strong girl you got this. ❤️
@sherrybryson28804 күн бұрын
Thank you so much for sharing your story. You are a strong beautiful woman i believe your story will help so many ppl. God has a plan for your life you will never forget but you have a purpose stay strong you got a lot of ppl praying for you and your family ❤❤
@AprilKelly-oy4uk4 күн бұрын
Here bc of that video you mentioned. Roman's 8:28. Jeremiah 29:11.
@shannasharp91245 күн бұрын
You are so pretty
@Heather-g1y8u5 күн бұрын
Hold on tight to Jesus. He won’t leave you nor forsake you. This world is a broken mess and the time is here for Jesus to return. Surrender it all to Jesus bc your daughter is waiting in Jesus arms to se you again. Next time there will be no sad goodbyes. Soon.
@valeriebraden72215 күн бұрын
I am so sorry for your loss. May your daughter Rest in Peace. I am praying for you. May God watch over you.
@NarinderKaur-m4j5 күн бұрын
Dear Rachel. My heart goes to you. You’re a very lovely person. It’s very upsetting not see you struggle, please stay strong. I’m willing to help you in anyway. I will help you. Do not get upset. I would love to meet you. One day. You’re so adorable. Take care Lego strong. ☺️🌹🥰❤️🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
@sarahham886 күн бұрын
I’m praying for you.. I’m so sorry this happened to you my heart hurts for you..😢 I pray that you get to be a mother again and find a true love that could never be so evil and selfish. You deserve happiness and I feel it will happen for you when the time is right. 🙏🏼
@leighleigh7477 күн бұрын
I'm so sorry for your loss this is unimaginable how a father could do such a thing just to hurt you
@JesusRenews.7 күн бұрын
May you know Jesus cares for you and loves you so much. May you know there’s hope, better days, love, light in Him. I hope this brings you comfort. & if there’s anything else I can pray for you for please let me know. Also if you’re up for it, please let me know your thoughts ❤
@pennyalison58278 күн бұрын
I think you remind me of actress Emily Blunt. Hope you had fun!! 🎉
@barbaradallabona85428 күн бұрын
I had a lost a couple of years back and being with my faith family was really a blessing from God. I know He was taking care of me when I had my friends beside me crying and laughing, was truly a completely different experience with the Lord. Praying that you can find a faith family and be loved as well ❤️🩹
@thepricklyonesbyyanawhelan8 күн бұрын
Even though this video was published six months ago, I want you to know how deeply saddened I am for your pain. I am praying for you right now, for your healing and your journey through grief. Losing a child must be the most unbearable pain, but God is merciful. Be blessed and be strong.
@crislane2128 күн бұрын
It is good to hear that you are slowly building a life and learning to breathe again. Life has shown me that control of anything is an illusion. God be with you as you continue this journey to embrace peace. 🕊️
@victoriamcdevitt53829 күн бұрын
My prayers to you and your loved ones 🙏 ❤️. RIP
@MsLoma12129 күн бұрын
❤❤❤
@MsLoma12129 күн бұрын
No one should go through it...I'm so sorry for your loss...I pray for you
@mer8639 күн бұрын
Rachael, thank you for being brave and sharing your story. I hope you will find healing, I hope you can find love and comfort again, as Oria would have wanted. You are such a beautiful soul, so kind and thoughtful, and so courageous for forgiving what others(myself included), couldn't. I am proud of you for surviving each and every day!
@LauraSiwa9 күн бұрын
omg im so sorry 😭
@TaylorsJourney9 күн бұрын
I am deeply sorry for your loss. Your story has touched me in ways I can hardly put into words. Watching your video felt like a piece of my heart broke alongside yours, and I want to offer that piece to you as a gesture of support. Please know that you are in my thoughts and prayers. I can’t begin to imagine the strength it took to share your story so openly. The courage and vulnerability you’ve shown are truly remarkable. I pray for your peace and comfort as you navigate this unimaginable grief. If I could, I’d give you the warmest, most comforting hug. Watching your video, that’s all I wanted to do-just hold space for you in any way possible. As a fellow KZbinr, I can’t imagine the emotional weight of editing a video like this, reading the comments, or experiencing the wave of attention that comes with it going viral. Reliving those memories and unlocking feelings over and over must take extraordinary bravery. Thank you for using your platform to spread awareness and share your truth, even in the face of such pain. Sending you endless love and support from the States. ❤