i’m glad to see you had a wonderful time!! also i love alvvays! they’re local to me (toronto) so its always nice to see others talk abt them :)

You gorgeous fuckin thing

I would have shown up to your book signing. Did I tell you how pretty you are? You are gorgeous. :)

I`m 61 years old. I don`t have a life. I drink way too much. I haven`t had a piece of pussy in over a decade. All my friends died. All my family died too except for two sisters that don`t remember I exist. I `m addicted to porn. I don`t have a drivers license. All my dogs died (and that hurt). And no one loves me, but I don`t live in my mommies basement. NOW are you sure you want to be lonely together? I don`t think you`re too much to handle. Me on the other hand maybe so. I can tell just by how you talk that you are an amazing person.I know this is a three year old video There...I`ve been as honest as I can possibly be. I know all that sounds like a joke but it`s true. I could only hope to be with someone as pretty and intelligent as you. I wish you would marry me. I know that`s unrealistic but I love you You amazing person. Go figure.

Amazing video Nicole, i never knew your from Canada💜💜💜💜💙💙💙💙♥♥♥♥💕💕💕💕💛💛💛💛💛💛

Hi beautiful awesome work💜❤💖💜❤💞💖💗💖💞💖💞💖💞❤❤💛❤💞❤💞❤❤💛❤💜❤💞❤💜

weirdly that forest fire looked super beautiful - seemed like a lovely trip :)

Alvvays played Dreams Tonite at their concert 🌟 it was magical

Nicole: First, you are a beautiful young woman, your intellect is above average with endless possibilities so please, let's be happy together...

this really really helped, thank you!

Love love love, can’t get over how talented you are!!!

YAYYYY!!

Here’s a *cold virtual hug*. I totally agree, it’s nuts how technology has isolated us. When I was in highschool we had dumbphones, when we were bored or alone we ended up calling everyone we knew and going out skateboarding and having tons of plans and stuff. Nowadays, if you’re bored you can just go on your phone and be lost for decades in a bajillion things to do. It’s really a double edged sword. It connects and isolated us simultaneously. You seem really chill, I would kick it with you. I hope you find your Soul Tribe. The lesson I can point out I hope you learned since uploading this is focus on reciprocity. We can’t be all take take take nor can we be all give give give. You need to find people who care about it and invest in you as much you do them, if not, cut off or severely reduce contact cuz they’re leeches. Us Givers need to set limits because Takers rarely do.

What you're expressing in this video resonates with me. i sometimes wonder if I'm just blind to some obvious deficiency in my character. Or maybe I smell rancid to all but myself? It sucks not to be able to understand why nobody's got my six.

I LOVE THIS!

LOVE ❤❤❤

This is brilliant work, you did an excellent job on this. Thank you very much for sharing this. 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🖤🖤🖤🖤💜💜💜💜❤❤❤❤

Thank you to everyone who came to BRUTE’s premiere at EMERGENT: (multi)media screening & showcase on August 7, 2024.

For a quick sec, I thought you were the singer for Dehd. Even though it turns out you are not, I still want to tell you that I love your song "Loner"

i hope everything turns out best for you!! rooting for you my fellow artist friend 🤍🙏

Really sorry to hear that the bookshop is closing, the job market is crap everywhere (I’ve been looking for a job in the field I want for year and a half now, while working a crappy bar job). You’ll find something though and in the meantime I’m very much looking forward to the weekly vlogs!! Also congrats on the art exhibition, everything looked amazing ❤

i’m so sorry you lost your job to the bookstore closing… that’s truly so unfortunate. job hunting is so difficult, most employers just never bother to get back to you (in my experience). i would love to see more of your work as an artist! ☺️ best of luck with your future endeavours!

You are so talented. Your painting was amazing! So sorry you have to deal with so much. 😢

Very Nice Video, i admire the artwork. Sorry that you lost your job, I went through the same thing for the past 9 months. Luckily, there was hop though. I just need to hear back from them. Wish Me Luck, and my congrats to you on becoming a full time artist🥂🥂💜💜💜💜💜💜💙💙💙💙♥♥♥♥♥♥💯💯💯💯

The bookstore will always have a special place in my heart, especially because that’s how I met you 😊

This is so inspiring!! I wish you the best of luck with your art and job hunting✨

omg my heart dropped at the first part of the title then i kept reading and was like wait YAY

I’m here for a delulu vlog enby. So demure so mindful

Have a wonderful day y’all 🌵

Also struggling with job… not happy there anymore… but I have no back up plan yeti

I recently quit my job and for the first time in forever I have nothing in store for fall, I have no idea what awaits

So glad to see your pretty kitty relaxing and adjusted 🩷

Hey, if it works for you, that's all that matters!

Security is temporary as is life. I feel my security is when I wake up and see myself in the mirror and try not to be judgemental but I'm happy and secure that I get to have another day. Ultimately I'm my own best friend and just being friendly with people more times than not feels like a bunch of friends everywhere and just about anywhere but always it's a temporary thing as nothing is truly permanent but getting to live another day which does last for a lifetime.

Awake while they operated on your spine??? You’re an absolute rockstar, and I hope your surgery recovery is as smooth as possible ❤ glad to see you made the most out of the rest of your week though

Very good video, absolutely tender👌👌💜💜🤍🤍🌹🌹💯💯. Sorry that your suffering from chronic pains, but try not let it get to you so much, be strong💪💪💪💪🥰🥰💜💜💙💙🖤🖤❣❣

The wood chopping in flip flops stressing me OUT lmao

I also developed a chronic illness recently and it literally gave me depression and anxiety. I'm not normally an anxious person. When it was really bad, I cried every day. It prevented me from seeing my friends. I just wanted to die.

I'm sorry you had to go through more surgery and healing pains, it does sound harrowing for sure and I empathize as someone with relatives who have chronic conditions. I hope that, as autisticbucky said, your healing process is as smooth as can be. But also, lovely vlog---really captures that late summer feeling of afterglow and the possibilities inherent in the slow transition to fall. Congrats to your married friends as well!

This is such a tender video. Thank you for being vulnerable with us ❤ I love you and your content!!!

I’m really sorry you’re going through all these issues. That’s so much for someone to handle by themself. Cheering for you

your paintings are so beautiful! i’m so sorry you had to have surgery again… i hope your healing is as smooth as possible.

Weekly videos begin today 📸

You did great, beautiful poems🖤✨

I just randomly stumbled upon your video about an hour ago and I can definitely say I’m not complaining one bit 😂. I can relate to the writer’s block angle too since I also don’t get it as much now but I guess my imposter syndrome can make it difficult for not trying to rush the creative process. I wish I would go back to insta to promote my three books but I always felt miserable when I had it so I just deleted it and have been spreading the word about my books at my college or in discord servers. Honestly, I been having more luck with submitting pieces of writing to literary magazines/journals/anthologies and it’s still a strange feeling to see my work in physical collections of writing, chillsubs has helped me out with finding so many types of publications for my pieces of writing, so I would recommend you check that out if you haven’t already. One thing I have finally accepted is that ITS OK TO DO OTHER TYPES OF ART MEDIA besides poetry, I plan to write a script for a kid show idea, make attempts at writing a manga among other small projects but I am grateful I been somewhat successful with having pieces of poetry getting published. Video was nice, I’ll check out your books very soon, Cheers 🎉!

Looove this❤

Lol I would bet good money your DMS are filled with men who want to talk to you. Women's loneliness is usually self-inflicted.

Beautiful poems, well done for doing something a little out of your comfort zone ❤❤

stop normalizing caring if other people care what your pronouns are. no one gives a shit. xoxo.

This is cool as fuck