I absolutely 💯 understand . And I'm so so sorry. Nevaeh was the closest dog I ever had. She told me that day she was giving her squeaky ball to Emerald and she was an old lady. I didn't understand she was telling me goodbye. I fought stage four cancer and I did fight for her and my other dog Goliath who I call my boyfriend. He's still here but he's old. My son was given up for adoption when he was two and I'm single so I absolutely understand how they are our kids. If not for them I would have not fought cancer. I would not have anything to live for. I believe Nevaeh sent Moonie who I found on Mother's day. She's an old lady too. And that helped my heart giving back to a dog in need. Moonie is mostly blind with most her teeth gone and I have this feeling her owner died and the family left let her out and when I found her she was in the street in full panic. She will be wirh me until she's called home to heaven too. I would like to think that I can meet you and your wife one day in heaven with all of our dogs and we can be with them forever. Bless you and big hugs

@@Journeestothesmokeymoon Thank you for your reply and i feel the same . I hope my dogs the first ones i see ... I haven't missed any of my family members as much as my dogs... Im sorry for your cancer also .it sounds like you have a lot on your plate to deal with ... But you ever need to just vent or someone to talk to feel free to contact me .. Bless you and i wish you the best ...

@derrell710 thank you my dear friend. So far the cancer didn't come back. But yes, life has been hard. It's hard to look at pics sometimes and realizing the dogs I lost and then even the man I loved even tho he was truly mean. He was still someone I loved. I did get about 100 printed and I need to get some more printed. Those happy memories all I have now. I have Goliath dog who was nevaehs best bud. Goliath was hurt badly when she died. I heard him say, "I'm so alone". But I also had Emerald. Nevaehs niece and now we have Moonie too. But losing Nevaeh was the hardest ever ever ever. Bless you and sending love and hugs and peace.

I'm so so sorry. It makes me cry to feel your pain. I got tears. I felt her around for awhile. I woke up one night to 'seeing' her sitting beside my leg , with her bandana on, keeping watch over me, just like she did in life. I truly believe they go to heaven and they come to still keep watch over us. She was my heart dog. And i was abused very bad for a long time. And she went through watching that abuse. The last couple years I wasn't being abused. He had actually passed away over a year ago and Nevaeh and I spent most the time together. Hugs and love to you. One day I will meet you in heaven and we can all hang out with our dogs together.

Shes mine now. I'm giving her happy things and a good life and love until the last moment

They are like my fav. I put a few of their videos on my page here that I filmed. And actually I met them last year. I had stage 4 cancer and so did two of the members of the band. We bonded over that and our beliefs and Randy died a few months ago. He fought hard. Kurt and I obviously lived. He did lose his dog though because of the radiation poisoning by being next to Kurt. They are just really awesome people. I just love them! ❤️ and I'm actually lucky to have good people in my life. Have you ever heard of Pumpjack? That's another good band that's underground. If you like Hillbilly Orchestra, you may like them too! Happy Friday to you, big hugs and ✌️ peace :)

I'm so very sorry you have hurt too. Hugs and love. Xoxox

Yes. Heart is just broken. It doesn't feel right that she's gone. I imagine you probably have felt this too with dogs you have loved. Hugs.

I'm so so sorry dear! The pain is so deep. Hugs to you. I had a Jack a few years back. He was Nevaehs other best friend. It was a really bad time in my life and that just about killed me. I try to hold on to the memories and knowing that our babies will be waiting for us on the other side. It still just hurts so much. Hugs my friend.

I have watched this video over and over crying. Thinking how it was recorded just a few days before she died. I'm thankful I got to be by her side with her squeaky balls as she went into the next realm.

Thank you so much hun. I actually made that video for a man who was abusing me. (When he was alive and tormenting me) A malignant, cruel narcissist. He died last year on another woman's lap. From a heart attack. I have compassion like you. I can see people hurting by just walking through the store. And I can tear up. I am better. I am doing nuch better healing . But I will never be the same. Hugs to you.

@@JourneestothesmokeymoonJust wanted to ask, how you are doing, your not easily forgotten, John

Im so so sorry. Its definetely deep scars. I still find myself isolating alot. My dogs help me with my healing journey. I also wrote poetry like crazy for awhile. I really do need to read some and do some videos reading some. Just know there is spiritual warfare and the narc was sent to destroy you. I had the stage 4 cancer and was passing away, And I made it and after he passed away, I was really mad at God and I asked him why he allowed him to go instead of changing him and the reply I got was, "i took him to save you. " So just remember how important you are and that you have a journey. And a mission on this earth that you have to fulfill. And you are LOVED. Dont let that demon narc define you. Keep fighting. Be STRONGER THAN ALL. Sending my love.

@@Journeestothesmokeymoon my dog got taken, together by my children by their mother who on paper is still my wife. She took everything of me because I left her no choice after I caught her son with our daughter, his half sister. She was two at the time…so yes, she took my kids and she is an evil monster. She controlled everything and took everything and left me with nothing, not even my dog. Debt she left me for money she took in my name. but yes, I try to look to the Lord and keep fighting every day even though I won’t lie when I say that I look forward to the lords return, life is getting harder for me every single day. Thank you for sharing x

He's an old man who does things his way.

My poor boy. He's surrounded by a bunch of women. Except for the cat river who he doesn't even talk except when he thinks River will take his bone. Hope your having a beautiful day ❤️

its better. Thank you for checking with me ;) I hope you are having a beautiful, blessed day!

There's a hill we go to. And they are there to play and they ran the other way. As I said, they never did that before. And I was going to get them. You never saw a dog photo being at cemeterys before ? They are all over the net . You can tell those people too they are disrespectful then. Just saying. Tell the entire world how disrespectful it is. I rounded up my dogs and we went back to the hill. On the opposite end. What have you done lately to disrespect people ? Are you perfect ?

Btw I have been doing chemo and incredibly sick with no one to help me with my dogs or anything and I had to take my dogs somewhere to play ...plus the man I loved , my boyfriend, died recently with another woman so I know all about pain and hurt. But It doesn't matter how sick I am. That's why I was walking very slow. Because the chemo had left me extremely Ill. I think the lesson here is don't be so quick to judge if you don't know whats going on. I don't know you and you don't know me. I could have triggered you. And sorry for that. But instead of being hateful and judging someone, stand back and look at the bigger picture. And we ALL could use more compassion and love in this world. ✌️

No sweetie it doesn't sound mean at all. And I completely understand. We play at the opposite end where there is green grass and a hill and a creek. This time the old man wandered over to the other side. And the others followed. And I agree. It's not right to allow the dogs to go do that on the graves. I went and got my dogs that day and brought them to where they can run without shame. I don't want to ever hurt people with that and I'm so sorry about your grandmother. I know how it is to grieve. I'm going through it now with the loss of my boyfriend. And the heart is broken. Doing chemo and losing him a few months back and having to take care of things all by myself has been the hardest thing I've ever gone through. Losing those we love changes you. I never thought the pain of losing someone could hurt this bad. So I do understand. Hugs.

They seriously were being good and waiting until I said it's time to eat. And then they ate with every bit of joy. Not sure what your trying to say here but perhaps your stepping out of line. P.s Guitars and other musical instruments don't pick their owners either. Sadly.

Oh thank you ! That means so much to my heart ! Seriously it really does! I hope your having a blessed day and hopefully this heat of the summer isn't getting to you too much. Bless you !

Thank you sweetie I'm not sure what you were talking about but I'm sorry about that 😭 Truly. God bless.

Thank you I so much appreciate you . God bless you.

@@Journeestothesmokeymoon And you all 🙏❤️

It's alligator free. Us humans swim in it too. In fact I had spent a morning this weekend tubing down that river. But yes, i heard about alligators getting dogs and seen it too and it's terribly sad.