Loosing my Best Friend. My ❤️. MY LIFE. 4/30/24

[@haroldbowley7976]

My wife & I just lost our little dog 19 1/2 years old it tore my heart out i couldn't even finish watching this i was to teared up please take care so sorry for your loss dogs are so such a loyal companion

[@Journeestothesmokeymoon]

I'm so so sorry. It makes me cry to feel your pain. I got tears. I felt her around for awhile. I woke up one night to 'seeing' her sitting beside my leg , with her bandana on, keeping watch over me, just like she did in life. I truly believe they go to heaven and they come to still keep watch over us. She was my heart dog. And i was abused very bad for a long time. And she went through watching that abuse. The last couple years I wasn't being abused. He had actually passed away over a year ago and Nevaeh and I spent most the time together. Hugs and love to you. One day I will meet you in heaven and we can all hang out with our dogs together.

[@ig2hi1]

Hold on, be strong ❤

[@derrell710]

I feel your pain ... I lost 2 of my girls last year just 6 weeks apart.. But we just couldn't have ours put to sleep . I took them back home and loveed them and took care of them toll there last breath just like you would if they were a human child.. and i had them both creameated and . Brith them home and they stay above my bed with a heart shaped amber light on between them . And i go on vacation i take them with me . I promise them i always take them with me when i go on vacation . And i put them on a pillow on the seat in car for the whole trip . I know its weird but my wife and i never had kids together and these were my girls in heart .. to this day i wish God would have taken me first... 😢

[@Journeestothesmokeymoon]

I absolutely 💯 understand . And I'm so so sorry. Nevaeh was the closest dog I ever had. She told me that day she was giving her squeaky ball to Emerald and she was an old lady. I didn't understand she was telling me goodbye. I fought stage four cancer and I did fight for her and my other dog Goliath who I call my boyfriend. He's still here but he's old. My son was given up for adoption when he was two and I'm single so I absolutely understand how they are our kids. If not for them I would have not fought cancer. I would not have anything to live for. I believe Nevaeh sent Moonie who I found on Mother's day. She's an old lady too. And that helped my heart giving back to a dog in need. Moonie is mostly blind with most her teeth gone and I have this feeling her owner died and the family left let her out and when I found her she was in the street in full panic. She will be wirh me until she's called home to heaven too. I would like to think that I can meet you and your wife one day in heaven with all of our dogs and we can be with them forever. Bless you and big hugs

[@derrell710]

@@Journeestothesmokeymoon Thank you for your reply and i feel the same . I hope my dogs the first ones i see ... I haven't missed any of my family members as much as my dogs... Im sorry for your cancer also .it sounds like you have a lot on your plate to deal with ... But you ever need to just vent or someone to talk to feel free to contact me .. Bless you and i wish you the best ...

[@Journeestothesmokeymoon]

@derrell710 thank you my dear friend. So far the cancer didn't come back. But yes, life has been hard. It's hard to look at pics sometimes and realizing the dogs I lost and then even the man I loved even tho he was truly mean. He was still someone I loved. I did get about 100 printed and I need to get some more printed. Those happy memories all I have now. I have Goliath dog who was nevaehs best bud. Goliath was hurt badly when she died. I heard him say, "I'm so alone". But I also had Emerald. Nevaehs niece and now we have Moonie too. But losing Nevaeh was the hardest ever ever ever. Bless you and sending love and hugs and peace.