Yay!!God is so good! I'm so happy to hear you are feeling so much better! God is turning your story into good! 🙏🏼🫶🏼🤍

Omg it's so nice finding you on KZbin. I use to follow you on instagram before I lost my password and couldn't log in again. Just subscribed <3

Love this ❤❤ would love a video on tips about how you and your family manage on one income. Just put in my resignation to become a SAHM. I’ve never not worked before so I’m really nervous. How do you stay realistic about budget ? 🥹🥺

Hi! Can you link your bible and devotional. I didn’t see them linked and would love to check them out ❤ So glad to see you posting vlogs again. You have such a soothing voice 🙏🏼

How long did it take before your daughter was completely sleep trained. Just started our sleep training journey. We’re also doing the pop in method

Been following you since little n fit days. It hurts to know you’ve been going through this. I screen for PPD and you had all the symptoms. You’re stronger than you think and future Kathryn will thank you for getting the help you need. I know im only a stranger online but I’m here if you need someone to talk to or a Bible buddy. I’m praying for you 🤍

I love the rosy Vaseline too but sometimes I don’t put it when I am out cause I think I need to wash my hands first. I’m sorry you felt the PPD. You are beautiful inside and out and I know you are a great and will be the best mom for Stella. Stella is 2 months older than my baby boy. God bless your beautiful family 💗

I related so much to you after that video! I’ve been following you since you started fitness. I currently have two little ones and I know God knew it wasn’t my time after having my first child.

Im so happy you are here ❤

I feel like there has to be some sort of support group in your area...

Been following you for years and watching every part of your journey and mommy stage and warrior is amazing to see. Keep your head up and keep talking to god. My least favorite chore has to be mopping for sure and laundry takes the 2nd least favorite Sending lots of hugs your way 🤗

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I just found your channel, and I love it. Thank you Lord for saving her💗

My least favorite chore currently is dishes 😩 I will literally pick throwing the trash over doing them 😂

Crying watching this , I am not a mom but I know what depression did to me . Been following you for years now and seen you transition into a mommy, sending you lots of love your way 🙁🫶🏼

You explained exactly how I feel. I am one year postpartum and I still cry everyday wanting to go to sleep and not wake up. Wishing that I wake up and I’m healed from this horrible feeling. Wanting to end it all but not knowing how. It is torture.

The strength you have to post this is amazing! I pray you find that strength deep inside of you to help overcome this ❤ really missed your videos and posts and it was deeply heartbreaking to know that you were going through so much and saddens me to think we wouldn’t have known what happened to you. 😢 Just know that it warms our heart to know that God saved you by your husband finding you. I had chills and tears in my eyes so this is incredibly powerful for you to share awareness❤ thank you for being here and helping save others.🙏🏼

❤ Kathyrn thank you for sharing your story. I had a very similar story in my first pregnancy, severe anxiety throughout which turned into PPD and into suicidal thoughts and eventually psychosis. I'm hear to tell you this is the start of a new life. I now have 2 girls and I am stronger and happier than I have ever been. It gets better and easier in time mama, trust me. You got this. Lean into God and ask him for strength. You are so brave 🙏❤

Thank you for sharing your story 🩷 I went through PPD & PPA anxiety as well with my first. It was awful. It’s like the anxiety was eating away at me, I couldn’t shut my brain off as much as I would try. The depression of loneliness and how drained I felt to do the most smallest of tasks was so strong. I thought this was normal as a ftm. That it was just hard. I later learned it wasn’t. Now I have my second baby, she was born earlier this year. And I was fine for the first few months and thought I was good, then the PPD came crawling right back. I got help this time around. I feel so much better. I can now enjoy motherhood with my two girls and my husband. It’s not talked about enough. Ppl always say it will get better hang in there. It always upset me when I heard that, because it’s not enough, what can we do now so I can feel better is what I would tell myself. Thanks for being vulnerable. Happy you are here and getting the help.

Thank you Kathryn for sharing your story. Thank you for being strong. We and your family love you 💕🙏🏼

Kathryn thank you so much for being so vulnerable with us. I went through such a similar experience when my son was born 3 years ago. I was in denial, did not want to be on meds or even therapy. I knew those resources were there but didn't think I would ever need them. Anyway, im here to say that 3 years later, im enjoying being a mom so much more and the love/happiness I have with my husband/son outweighs everything 🩷 im so so happy you're still with us. Motherhood is a roller-coaster ride but you're going to be okay ❤️ you're doing so amazing already. Putting yourself first is not always easy especially being a mom but I'm proud of you

Thank you for sharing Kathryn. It’s so hard being a mom and having that internal pressure to always make sure your babies are okay. One thing I find helpful is saying what you’re worried about or what happened out loud and get a second opinion, even if it’s so small but it’s better to say it then hold it in. We are listening and don’t feel ashamed. God was watching over you and you deserve to enjoy this life with your family. There is no perfect pregnancy or postpartum experience. Keep fighting and put your trust in the Lord.

You are so strong! Thank you for posting this! You are so loved by all of us, and your beautiful family ❤️

I’m praying for you. I been watching you forever and I know your gods daughter he will never leave you and forsake you . Always call upon him and he will help you

Oh love, I'm so sorry you went through this. You are amazing I've been following you for years. I'm so happy you are here. I can't wait to see your progress. Keep fighting. Your baby, hubby and family love you and need you. I love you.

I am so sorry you went through this. I pray you continue to heal and grow strong. Thank you for vulnerably sharing your story. Your voice to share your experience is just the thing some mommas need. I hope you feel the warmth of your family and support from your community of followers. Many, many prayers for you, God’s love and light.

You are so strong ❤ Thank you for sharing your story because PPD isn’t talked about enough.

I have been following you for so many years now. Thank you for sharing your story and bringing awareness to this important issue that is often not talked about. You are truly inspiring❤ May God continue to give you strength to get through this difficult time 🤍

Thank you so much for sharing. You are not alone. I know a lot of people do not speak much on PPD thank you for sharing your story and allowing for others who has never been through it or know of it understand more of what can happen. 🙏🏽🙌🏽

Kathryn I've followed you for years and I am so grateful you are still with us sending you so much love, encouragement, Stella is so blessed to have you as a mama thanks you for your vulnerability PPD and PPA are so real and your video is going to save others 💛

Your babygirl needs her mama ♥️ she’s your built in bestie! Proud of you sharing your story a lot of us feel this your not alone. God has a purpose of you being with your husband and daughter!

I related to you 100% three years PP but still feeling this!

i love you and i’m so proud of you for speaking your truth 💘 this is definitely not talked about enough and i felt like when i was dealing with ppd, i truly went through it alone and it felt like it wasn’t something that was that serious but more as something that’s “normal” - im so thankful you’re here with us and i’ll always be here for you!

Kathryn thank you for sharing your video. It’s incredibly brave. With my first I struggled with PPD but never got help. You are not alone! Praying for you and your family.

I’m so sorry you went through this😔 thank you for sharing and I wish you the best in this healing process❤️.

You are so strong and brave for sharing your story. Sending you so much love and prayer sweet girl. ❤

Sending you so much light and support from a mom also working through it 🙏💕 you’re so amazing for sharing your story thank you🙏 ❤

I am sending so many prayers to you beautiful. PPD is really serious and I completely understand you. I’m happy God was with you that night . I am sending you hugs love 🫶🏻

You are so beyond brave. Thank you

I am beyond grateful you are still here with us. You are beyond beautiful inside and out and thank you so much for sharing your story for all the moms (or future moms like me) to spread awareness. You will help so many lives. Remember you are so loved. You are not alone. We see you and hear you my love stay strong it WILL get better 🤍🤍🤍

Sending you so much love and support. You are so brave for sharing this💜

You are very brave for sharing this. I’m a first time mom- 4 month postpartum and have definitely had some tough days. I’m sending you lots of love and prayers🙏 Thank you for sharing this 🤍

Thank you so, so much for sharing your story. I can't imagine the pain of what you've gone through and reliving it. I'm in the second trimester of my first pregnancy, and hearing your story makes me feel more capable of having proactive conversations with myself, my husband and my family in case this happens to me. So again, thank you so much.

Thank you so, so much for sharing your story. I cannot imagine the pain of what you went through and reliving it. I'm in the second trimester of my first pregnancy and being aware of these situations makes me feel more capable of having proactive conversations with myself, my husband, and my family in the case that this happens to us. So again, thank you so much.

I am praying for you love 🙏🏼🤍 motherhood is so hard and can definitely be isolating. I have also been following you for YEARS and I’m so deeply sorry you experienced this 😞💔 I am so glad you’re still here with us sharing your story. You are loved and needed in this world 🌎 God is with you, never doubt that.

Sending love and prayers. Been there and I’m glad you found help. Thank you for sharing such a vulnerable part of your life. It gets better. 🤍

Sending you so much love and I will be praying for you 🙏 you will get through this and God loves you ❤

I suffered from postpartum depression myself and I feel you🥹. There’s light at the end of the tunnel. Jesus is the light🙏🏻

Sending you so much love, im glad youre here ❤ thank you for sharing, its more common than peopls realize and its so important to know the signs.

Im so sorry you went through this and I can tell you are trying your best to get through this time in your life! You are doing amazing, and you sharing this, is so courageous! I’m praying you will completely heal and will never go through this again. I’m currently pregnant and this is one of my fears, I don’t have my parents near by either and I will be delivering (in God’s Will) during not the best weather were people tend to feel a bit more down so it kinda worries me, but I’m praying I will be okay and enjoy my baby that I’ve prayed for, along side my husband and my 2 other kids. Keep your head up girl, you are strong, beautiful Mama! ❤🙏